A Fine Line Between Us | By : eksimenrol Category: Naruto > Het - Male/Female > Naruto/Sakura Views: 4680 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Quick notes: All is cannon until 311. All events take place on Day 3 (A.K.A. the
day of the date!)
Chapter Eight:
Dreams and Oaths
Why would
Ino give me a gift? And why would she
leave it in the fridge? This just isn’t
making any sense at all. Well only one
way to answer my questions. I’m going to
have to get up and go see what she stashed in here. So I stood there staring at a box. A small box with a note one
it.
Dear Sakura,
I hear you aren’t feeling well. I understand why you couldn’t make it to our
date tonight. When you’re feeling better
we’ll try again sometime.
Hoping you get better
soon,
Love Naruto
That’s very
sweet of him to do this for me. He
didn’t need to get me a gift because I wasn’t feeling well. Then I opened the box and what was inside
took my breath away. It was my favorite
snack, my guilty little pleasure. And he
went to the only stall that offered them.
Oh god he went into the red light district for me, and Ino saw him do it
too. What is she going to do about
it? I’m too tired to dwell on that, I’m
just going to eat these anko dumplings and go to bed. Hopefully I’ll have pleasant dreams tonight. With that hope I made my way over to my bed
and fell into a deep peaceful sleep.
I opened my
eyes and noticed that I was sitting under the largest tree of a cherry blossom
orchard. I was sitting against it and
having my feet rubbed by Naruto.
“This is a
dream isn’t it?”
“Yup
Sakura, this is a dream, but you have to admit, it’s better than last night’s
dream.”
“Er, yes I guess so.
But if this is a dream then why are you here? And why are you, how do I put this, more
intelligent than Naruto ever seems to be?”
He paused
massaging my right foot and looked up at me.
“It’s simple, I’m not Naruto. I’m
part of your mind. More importantly the
part you use to think about Naruto. So
really, I’m a part of you that’s taken his form.”
“I see,
well that would explain how you seem to know exactly what I want.” I let a small moan out as he resumed his
ministrations. “So wait a minute, if
you’re me, but also him, what do I call you?”
“To keep
things simple, call me Naruto. So any clue why you’re here?”
“Funny, I
was just about to ask you the same question.”
I narrowed my eyes at him. “You do know why I’m here.”
“Yup, of
course I do. I wouldn’t be here without
a reason. And stop doing that. Ino’s right, it creases our forehead.”
“Ok, stop
it, this is confusing me. You look like
Naruto, but act like me. You refer to
yourself as me. I’m going to loose all
sense of what’s going on here soon if you don’t start telling me why I’m
dreaming this dream.”
“Okay Sakura, fine.
It’s simple really. You feel
really bad for letting him down. And you
want to make it up to him, but you don’t really know how. You’re also wondering why this is bothering
you so much as it’s only Naruto. And
that’s just it, it’s Naruto. The one man on this earth that will accept
anything you do to him and smile. All
he’ll do is just grin and bear it. I’m
here to tell you have you have serious feelings for that blonde and that they
aren’t going to just go away. And that
means you can’t ignore them. You are
going to have to deal with them. The
longer you put them off, the more of an idiot you’re going to feel like. And the more likely he might notice Hinata’s
feelings for him. Think about it, you’ve
been blushing like mad around him, stammering when you notice that he’s aroused
by you. Face it you’ve fallen for
him. And if he doesn’t notice that soon,
he will. That’s one thing you can be
sure Jiraiya pounded into him, to notice when someone likes him.” He stared into my soul with his eyes. “Fine don’t believe
me. But there will come a day when
you’ll figure out I was right, and I’m going to say I told you so.”
We sat
there staring at each other. I didn’t
want to admit he was right. I didn’t
want to admit that that cute bastard was right.
“Why thank
you for proving my point. He’s a cute
bastard in your opinion.”
“Shut
Up!” What is with this idiot, why won’t
he just keep quiet? For a dream this is
turning into a real headache. “I don’t
want to hear anymore from you on how I might like Naruto. Or how I might love Naruto. And stop rubbing my feet damnit, it’s pissing
me off!”
“Fine, I’ll
stop it. I won’t try and convince you
anymore. I won’t point out anything you say that proves that I’m right. But I will do one thing, one last thing to
prove my point.” And that was when it
happened. He attacked me. He jumped on top of me and pinned me to the
ground. He left me like that, trapped at
his mercy. I wanted to scream, I wanted
to shout. I wanted to fight him off of
me and beat him to within an inch of his life.
It seems he had other plans.
He kissed
me.
It was slow
and methodical, tender and empowering.
Then it was forceful and demanding.
His tongue begged entry to my mouth, pressing against my lips. And I let him in. I let him assault my mouth with his
tongue. I let his oral instrument dual
with mine. And it was heaven. Every time I got used to the wonderful
movements of his tongue he would change them.
Each moment became better than the last.
I was in heaven. The simplest of
actions by him were bringing out the greatest pleasures in me, and all he had
done was put his tongue in my mouth. I
was lost in his kiss. It took my breath
away. And yet it remained.
We stayed
there like that, him controlling the kiss for what seemed like hours. I don’t remember breathing at all during that
moment, it was too good. Then it ended.
He stopped
the kiss and smiled at me, that damn handsome face smiled coyly at me. He rose from the ground, and stared deep into
my eyes. “Be truthful to yourself
Sakura, do that and you won’t have to hear from me again.” And then he walked away from me. Leaving me there, cherry
blossoms swirling around him in the wind as he disappeared.
“Wait!” I had to call out to him; I needed to see him
again. “Wait please, I, I.” I have to tell him, it’s now or never.
“I love
you.” It was said to an empty room. I was alone in my bed. It was a dream. I had to repeat it to myself over and over
again; it was only a simple dream. And
it was only the best dream I’ve ever had.
That kiss was so real, it even
affected me. I was wet. Not even the most heated of dreams with Sasuke
had done that to me. Hell dreams where
he would seduce me and state his undying love for me and do everything in his
power to make me want to scream his name had done nothing to my body. I guess I was wrong when I thought that I
needed the real thing to; as Tsunade would put it, get the juices flowing.
And yet
this phantom of Naruto, whit just a single kiss had done so much to me. I said I love him, I called out to him that I loved him.
Maybe I really am falling for him.
I don’t know what to think anymore.
I mean I like him, but I’m not sure if I really like him. And if I did like him, would I be willing to
actually give myself to him? Would I
want to marry him? To
bare his children? I’m not sure
what I want anymore. It’s a scary
thought, not knowing what you want, not knowing what to choose. Who to choose. If I did choose Naruto, what would Sasuke
think? Would he even care anymore? Last time we met he said he was breaking all
bonds with us. And to be honest,
thinking back on it, I’m not sure I want him to come back to us like that. He’s not the Sasuke we knew as kids.
He’s not my
Sasuke anymore. And yet I still want to
bring him back. I want him to come back
and call our village home again. But why? As much as I
would want him back, I’m not sure if I even want him for myself. If anything bringing him back is the only way
to save Naruto, because no matter what he will try and bring back our raven
haired friend, even if it kills him. And
no matter what my feelings are for him, I don’t want Naruto to die.
Ino’s
right. Sasuke doesn’t deserve me without
a fight. So I’ll bring him home with
Naruto. And I will give him that chance
to win my heart. But at the same time
I’m going to give Naruto the same chance.
But I won’t give in to either until my mind is made up and my heart has
decided.
Now my head
really hurts, I’ve done far too much thinking tonight. Its only 2 am too, I need more sleep. Tomorrow I’ll go find Naruto and explain what
happened. Maybe even go out with him if
he asks nicely.
All things
considering, this has been an interesting day.
Author notes: Alright
people, I’m back! And I’m now ahead of A Fine Fine
Line, but only by a matter of hours.
However, that will remain the case for a little while as I am taking a
small break from both of these stories.
Don’t worry, I’m not going to abandon this, I was just inspired when I
hit a bout of writers block and a one shot is coming out of it. I’m aiming to have it done by the
holidays/new year. So stay tuned for
that.
Response to Reviews:
Isame: I agree, I started
to notice I wasn’t adding much fluff to my work, so I gave a bit of it here.
RichardtheDragon: Yeah, I guess. Next time I’ll put a big clear message at the
top.
Naruto-sama: I’m working on it, so keep your pants on.
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