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Always You	By : gypsybaby21 Category: Naruto > Het - Male/Female Views: 1535 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
- 1-Always You
- 2-Always You: Last Request
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Always You
Summary: Tsunade gets a special night visitor. Jiraiya x Tsunade
Warnings/Disclaimer/Spoilers: Compliant with Manga 398! Definitely OoC! I own nothing!
Genre: Angst/Romance/Soul Mates--a little bit of cheese maybe.
Author Note: I'm not one for angst; in fact I verge on hating it, if it's the basis of the entire story including the end. I can handle it if it's angst/with happy ending. This story is not like that! It is complete angst. I'm not even sure why I did it.
Tsunade growled into her pillow, trying desperately to ignore the incessant pounding on her bedroom door.
Why couldn't they just let her be?
She leapt up in a furry and punched the closest table into a wall. "This had better be damned important!" she yelled at the door just before opening.
"Yo."
Tsunade wasn't the type of female to faint, she wasn't the type to get weak in the knees, or scream out of fear, or cry like a baby, but at that moment she felt like she could have been that type of female. "You-you're dead! Oh grandpa," she stopped, quickly correcting herself and staring pleadingly at the ceiling. "Hokage-sama, please I will never drink again, I swear it! I know I've said it before, but this time I mean it. I--"
Jiraiya licked his lips and bowed his head, grinning. "You aren't drunk�you've slept it off, and before you go off to say you're dreaming, you aren't. I'm here."
Tsunade screamed and jumped back a few steps from the white haired ghost. "Ghosts can't talk!"
Jiraiya frowned stepping forward every time she stepped back. "What the hell's wrong with you? I'm not a damn ghost�would you-would you stop backing away and covering your mouth like I have the plague or something! Stop it!" he exclaimed with disbelief. "You don't act like this-"
Tsunade whimpered as she dropped to her knees in front of him, trembling. "You're dead, please just-" her voice cracked to a halt and she swiftly batted away at the tears that had started to freely fall.
Jiraiya dropped to a crouch directly in front of her, reaching a hand out to cup the side of her cheek, ignoring her initial flinch at the contact as he gently brushed away the tears with the pad of his thumb. "It was a hoax, it was planned. The mission, Hokage-sama, was a complete success. I didn't die."
Her blue eyes shifted up to his, searching, pleading that it was true. Then her hands moved and she tentatively placed them on his chest.
Solid! He was solid.
She vehemently ripped his shirt open.
"Hey-wait-what are you�" He threw his arms up, almost as if to ward her off.
She dropped her check against the coolness of his chest, listening to the steady thrum of his heart, her arms sliding inside his shirt to clutch him tightly. Tsunade shivered as she felt his hands press against her head, his fingers intertwining with the strands of her hair soothingly.
"It was�"
"Part of the mission," he whispered into her hair, before gently kissing her temple. "You know I'd never leave you."
Tsunade jolted at the feel of his hot breath. When had he knelt down to her level? Taking a deep shivering breath; relishing the smell of him as she did, she spoke softly, her face still pressed tightly against his bare chest. "Don't you remember 'Maru saying the same thing when we were younger."
Jiraiya groaned and sat completely down in front of her, his thighs shifting to form a barrier around her sides. His movement however caused her to hold onto him tighter.
"I think you cracked a rib," he complained, trying desperately to loosen her grip and only succeeding when Tsunade realized he hadn't moved to leave her, but to get closer.
"Power is hard to resist. Especially when he already excelled at everything he did. He became bored�"
"It's no excuse to break his promise. We all made the blood oath and as much as I hate him for what he did-I�you just shouldn't have left me!"
"Tsunade!" Jiraiya scolded. "I thought we were talking about Orochimaru."
"Okay," she mumbled, her lips sliding closer to his skin. "He was seduced by power, you were seduced by sex, and I was seduced by alcohol, because in the end we all left each other. And then you come to me after not seeing you for so long, give me a hard and trying job, where I can rarely have my alcohol, and can never gamble, only to leave again. You left me alone again you son of a bitch!" she cried out angrily, her nails digging into his chest, drawing blood.
His hands gripped her shoulders, pushing her back away from him, while at the same time pulling her face closer to his. "I came back though!"
Her lower lip trembled. "I thought you were dead."
"Well I'm not and speaking of leaving�you left us both first! You left first."
Tsunade scoffed. "I didn't!"
Jiraiya's eyes flashed and his fingers dug into her shoulders. "The second you fell for Dan, after that it was always Dan this and Dan that!"
"What! Orochimaru was way�"
"Yes, but you and I did not know how far he was gone at that point. So it was still you who left."
She blinked. Once. Twice. "What, falling in love was worthy of oath breaking?"
With his voice more calm, he nodded, his eyes never once leaving hers. "It was to me."
She frowned. "What?"
Laughing shook his head incredulously. "How can you not know? Especially now since you've seen it with Naruto and Sakura�at least she's got the brains to realize what's right in front of her face now. What's been right in front of her face before and after Sasuke left! I know she's realizing it�every time I see her it's in her face, it's in her body language, the way she leans towards him�I know you see it, you get dreamy eyes when you think about them. But you, you still can't see it, not even when Dan was gone! Why can't you see that I loved you? That you were everything."
Tsunade paused. "Is that why-is that why you and Dan never got along? Dan was always telling me to be careful around you. I never understood it-" she stopped and gasped as it finally dawned on her. She had had a glimpse of this before he left for his mission to get information on the Akatsuki leader, but had brushed it off as her own imagination or possibly her own longing.
"You loved me?" she whispered, "you-" she paused and looked up at him before swiftly reaching for him, pulling his face closer to hers and kissing him soundly on his soft warm lips. She pulled back only to move forward and kiss him again. "When they told me you were dead I felt my heart break and I knew then that I loved you," she spoke between frantic kisses along his lips and jaw. "That I love you, that I always did. I felt like a piece of my soul had been ripped from me and that I was broken and that I could never be fixed again. I felt like I was drowning and you weren't there to save me this time because you were-" she half sobbed half gasped as he leapt to his feet pulling her up with him and she responded by wrapping her legs around his muscular, tapered waist.
He clutched her tightly to him as he strode towards the bed, following tightly as he lay down on top of her. "We should have been together," he whispered in her ear, before sucking the lobe of it into his mouth.
And then there were no more words as the two of them made love like it was the first time for both of them. Sweet, but fast tender kisses, clutching, panting, and then the moment she realized that she hadn't even known she'd been waiting for as he entered her warm sheath.
He gasped and bit down into her shoulder. "Oh hell, we were made for each other Tsunade. I knew we would be, I knew-" he panted, bending down to take her breast into his mouth.
And she knew the truth of that statement. Why had she been so blind? How could she not have seen that her soul mate had been right in front of her face her entire life?
Her legs tightened around his hips, forcing him to go deeper. "I love you so much," she whispered as he thrust deeply into her. "Please don't leave me again."
"Never, never again," he said pulling away from her breast to go to her mouth. As soon has their tongues clashed he pushed into her so hard she moved up the bed, grunting in pleasure, the sound of skin smacking against each other echoing throughout the room.
Then it was happening, oh it had been so long since it happened, she thought as she felt the pleasant tightening in her gut.
She bit her lip, pushing his face up, forcing herself to keep her eyes open and she knew he understood what she wanted. Making a great effort not to close his eyes, Jiraiya dropped his sweaty forehead to hers, there eyes locking with each other. A deep low grown tore from his mouth then eventually broke of into choppy fast panting.
And she was there, in heaven with him, their eyes never leaving each other, even when he met his pleasure. He captured her bottom lip for a deep kiss as he exploded into her, her mouth muffling his cries of passion. Three more tight thrusts had him collapsing on her, his cheek brushing against hers, before fully burying his face into her damp hair.
She stared wonderingly at the ceiling. It was too perfect to talk while they both were catching their breath, but soon�
: Ten minutes later :
"Woof," she chuckled complimentarily, but still slightly out of breath. She stretched, her hips bumping his, causing him to groan as she constricted around his still sensitive member. "That was amazing."
He gently kissed the curve of her neck, then the corner of her jaw, then her lips, before pulling away. "You were amazing."
She gasped and giggled at the same time if it was possible. "You are so cheesy. I thought you were supposed to be this famous writer and that's the best you've got?"
His hand rested against the curve of her neck, his face becoming very serious. "I'm going to make love to you all night."
She sucked in her breath at the intensity of his statement, at the raw sexual surge that swept through her body. Her head nodded. "Okay."
He smiled softly. "Okay."
"Hmm," Tsunade moaned happily as she stretched awake. She couldn't remember the last time she'd felt so deliciously satisfied. She gasped in surprise as she saw that he was awake and staring at her.
"Good morning beautiful," he whispered, his fingers trailing down her face.
She smiled shyly, yes, Tsunade couldn't believe it herself. She was acting like a love sick school girl. "'Morning, how long have you been awake?"
He smiled softly, biting his lower lip, his hand continuing to caress her cheek. "I never went to sleep."
She scrunched her nose playfully. "Well why not? After everything we did, you'd think you'd be exhaust�"
A knock on the door interrupted her. She frowned disdainfully at her bedroom door before turning towards Jiraiya. "That's your fault you know! If you hadn't talked me into becoming Hokage we�" another knock came, more incessant this time. "Alright I'm coming!" she hollered, slipping from the sheets and reaching for her Hokage robe.
She paused as Jiraiya reached for her hand gently pulling her back, forcing her to turn around.
She smiled and blushed at him happily, when he just continued to gaze at her. "Yes?"
"I just wanted to see you smile," he whispered, staring at her as if she was his life.
She laughed softly. "I'm going to be smiling for awhile," she assured him. "I finally got you!" she winked at him.
"No, I finally got you," he countered playfully, releasing her hand a few short seconds after.
She bowed her head and took a deep steadying breath as her heart threatened to pound out of her chest. "You better get that Tsunade, it's important," he whispered.
"How do you know if it it's important or not?" she asked, frowning at him.
"Trust me, you need to know this."
She shrugged and turned, heading towards her door. She swiftly swung it open, ready to demand an explanation from the person bothering them. It was Shizune, dressed completely in black, her eyes red rimmed from crying.
"Oh God! What happened?" Tsunade started panicking�it couldn't be! Not Naruto oh God, not Sakura! Both of them were hers, she couldn't handle it. She loved those kids so much�
"The funeral's in a few hours�well if you can call it that since we don't exactly have his body."
His body�HIS. "Oh Naruto," Tsunade gasped. "He can't die!"
Shizune frowned shaking her head. "No, Tsunade not Naruto. Naruto's fine, heartbroken, but fine. He was already broken down so much when he realized Akatsuki had taken Sasuke, this was�this news was horrible to come back too. For him to find out that Jiraiya had died against a member of the association that was after him�I'm afraid we'll have to pay close attention to him. Naruto loved Jiraiya, like a father, I think."
Tsunade hadn't heard her best friend. She was talking too low, too softly, too sadly. It wasn't true. It couldn't be. She gasped and put her hands to her ears shaking her head. Tsunade could feel the panic attack coming before she realized the most important fact. She would make Shizune see, that he was still in her bed, warm and naked and alive!
She swiftly turned around, towards the bed.
The sheets where he'd been lying, staring at her like she was his world, were empty as if he'd never been there.
"But he was just�" she stopped�knowing now that it hadn't been real.
No! It had been real, she could still taste him, smell him, and she still ached from their love making.
"Naruto gave me this. He-um," Shizune cleared her throat. "Naruto thought you should have the first copy before he publishes it; of course you know that Jiraiya gave almost everything to him. Kind of as a remembrance you know, Jiariya's last smut book," she laughed achingly sad. She stopped and licked her lips, taking a deep breath. "You should read this book Hokage-sama, it's his last manuscript, and they found it in his rooms. I hope you don't mind that I-I read it. Y-you should read it, especially the authors' note at the end."
Tsunade shook her head, still dazed. "I-I can't I�" she trailed off walking towards the bed, towards the sheets; towards the scent of him that she swore she could still smell.
Shizune nodded, wiping away her tears, a determined look on her face. "I thought as much�I'll read it for you and � and you just have to listen okay."
Tsunade nodded slowly, she would listen, and smell�the sheets smelled of him, she clutched them tightly to her face as the tears came, as she listened to Shizune reading.
"I wanted you to know that I love way you laugh and your smile is my heaven! You don't laugh much, but maybe now�I wanted you to know that the worst is over now and we can finally breathe again, hopefully together. If not, if I failed, then just know that it was always you. And once you die, and we're reborn together, because that's the way it just is with soul mates, it will be different. We'll be completely together, forever and we'll have children like Naruto and Sakura and we'll be so happy. Like Naruto and Sakura because as much as we'd want it to be them it can't be, that whole soul mate thing you know? They can't be together and be reborn as family�it doesn't work that way. I love you Tsunade, I always have, I always will.
-Jiraiya"
Finished
Insert End Song:
Israel Kamakawiwo'ole - Somewhere Over the Rainbow & What A Wonderful World
Dialogue used:
"Woof,"� Veronica Mars
"I wanted you to know that I love way you laugh, that the worst is over now and we can breathe again�together." �Broken by Seether ft. Amy Lee.
Idea for the plot came from Angel 5x12: You're Welcome. Sorry for any mistakes, sorry for the angst, hopefully it wasn't too horrible, but all the same I hope you all enjoyed it!
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