His Soul To Keep

BY : Uptownwoman
Category: Naruto > General
Dragon prints: 2502
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto There is rape and suicide And neither do I make any money from the writing of this story.

His Soul To Keep 

Chapter One


“Harder, Itachi!” Naruto panted, feeling the pleasure growing inside his belly. “Fuck me harder.” Naruto could feel Itachi’s balls slapping against his ass as Itachi pounded into him so hard that Naruto’s body shook. He moaned loudly as Itachi managed to use more force. Naruto’s ass would be sore as hell tomorrow, but for now he was going to enjoy ever single powerful thrust of Itachi’s hips.

“Is that hard enough for you?” Itachi bent over Naruto, pressing his mouth firmly against Naruto’s as Naruto’s legs wrapped tighter around Itachi’s waist. Fucking his best friend’s brother probably wasn’t the best thing for Naruto’s and Sasuke’s friendship, but Naruto had dreamed about it for long, he had to take a chance when Itachi offered it. Naruto released a loud moan as Itachi slammed into Naruto once more before spilling his seed deep inside of Naruto. 

When Itachi pulled out, he collapsed onto the bed beside Naruto breathing hard. 

“I’ve never had it so good in my life.” Itachi murmured. “I never knew I could find such pleasure in fucking my little brother’s best friend.” Naruto chuckled, as he turned over on his side to look at Itachi.

“I’m going to be sore as hell tomorrow. I’m sure Sasuke is going to wonder why I won’t be able to walk.” Naruto said chuckling. “But man was it worth it. I’ve never been rode so hard in my life.”

“Speaking of little brother’s.” Itachi said, placing an arm behind his head so that he was looking down at Naruto. “He can’t know that we done this.” Naruto frowned.

“It wasn’t like I planned on telling him. He doesn’t even know I’m gay.” Naruto said.

“That’s just it, I’m not gay. This was a one time thing, an experiment if you will” Itachi said, not noticing Naruto’s flinch. “Which means that this can’t happen again. I don’t want to be disowned by my family.” 

“Okay.” Naruto said, but his voice was filled with so much hurt that Itachi knew that Naruto had misinterpreted the whole event. “I thought you felt the same way that I did.”

“I can’t be gay.” Itachi said. “My father would kill me, or disown me at the least.” Itachi said.

“Then why did you fuck me?” Naruto asked, refusing to meet Itachi’s eyes. He’d never felt so stupid in his life. How had he so badly misread the signs?

“I’ve always been curious about what it would be like to be with a guy.” Itachi replied. “I was curious to see if I could get the same pleasure from a guy that I could with a woman.” Naruto shook his head, he had really missed the mark on this one. He swallowed hard, he didn’t think it was possible to feel any more stupid than he did at that moment. 

“Do you mind going out the window when you leave?” Itachi asked suddenly, “I don’t think it would be a good idea for you to be seen coming out of my room.”

“Fine.” Naruto said as he pushed himself off the bed, searching the room for the clothes that had been quickly tossed to the floor in their hurry to get in bed. 

“I’ll leave so you can get dressed.” Itachi said. “it would be a good idea for you to be gone by the time I got back.” Itachi pushed himself off the bed, and headed into the bathroom that was located in his room. 

As Naruto got dressed, he couldn’t stop the tears from pouring down his face. He didn’t think anything had ever hurt as much as this had, not even keeping his own secret from his family hurt this bad. Quickly pulling his clothes on, Naruto made his way over to the window, and climbed out. Naruto didn’t know if he would ever be able to come back to this house after this. He would have to find something to tell Sasuke when his best friend invited him over. 

Running across the yard, Naruto made it to the street, unaware that eyes were watching him as he had left Itachi’s room and headed down the street. The eyes could tell that the blonde boy was upset, tears streaked down the boy’s face. Whatever Itachi had done, it must have been serious. Obito didn’t think he’d ever seen Sasuke’s best friend that upset. 

Naruto sat up, breathing hard he hated dreaming about that night. He'd never felt so foolish in his life. Even though it had been three months since that night Naruto still refused to go over there when Sasuke invited him, and Naruto hated to admit it, but it was starting to impact their friendship. It wasn't that Naruto didn't want to be friends with Sasuke anymore, he just didn't want to be around Itachi anymore. Every now and again Naruto would see Itachi on the streets of Konoha, holding hands with his girlfriend Izumi. Despite how hurt Naruto had been over the whole situation, it still hurt to see Itachi laughing and having fun with someone else, because unknown to Itachi, Naruto was in love with him, and had been for a long while. Of course, Sasuke didn't know any of this because Naruto was afraid of admitting the truth to his friend, that he was gay and in love with Sasuke's brother. Naruto didn't think that Sasuke would take that kind of information well. Because Naruto had witnessed Sasuke more than once pushing a gay kid around at school. Which was one of many reasons that Naruto kept his secret to himself because he was afraid of what Sasuke would do to him.

Sighing, a tired Naruto looked over at the clock on his night stand, he had to be up for school in a few hours and he doubted that he was going to get any more sleep tonight. That dream had brought back memories that Naruto would rather not remember. Shoving his legs over the bed, Naruto pushed himself to his feet and headed towards the door. He had the feeling that today was going to be rough, and he wasn't particularly ready for it.

"What are you doing up?" Kurama asked when Naruto exited his room, heading for the kitchen as his older brother was heading towards his own bedroom.

"Couldn't sleep anymore." Naruto answered, "I figured I might as well get up. I still have a little homework I need to do before school starts."

"Are you okay?" Kurama asked, noticing the dark circles around Naruto's eyes. 

"Yeah, why?" Naruto asked.

"Because you haven't been yourself since that fight with Sasuke." Kurama said. "It's kind of made me worried about you. I asked Itachi about it and seems to think you'll be fine, that you and Sasuke will work it out eventually." Naruto had forgotten that he had told Kurama that he and Sasuke had gotten into an argument, instead of the truth about what had happened between him and Itachi. Naruto really didn't want anyone to know about that humilating night that he had come home in tears. Of course, Itachi would think that Naruto would be fine, he didn't know the depth of Naruto's true feelings and at this point Naruto didn't think he deserved to know. He just wished that he didn't have to feel that way about the older Uchiha.

"I will be fine." Naruto reassured him. "It's just kind of stressful right now, since I have every class with him and bloody girlfriend." 

"I thought you liked Sakura?" Kurama said and Naruto shrugged.

"She's better than some of the other girls, but she's still annoying." Naruto replied.

"You guys are growing up, you're going to have to learn to share your best friend you know." Kurama said. "Eventually you will get a girlfriend that you want to spend most of your time with."

"I wouldn't count on it." Naruto muttered, looking down at the floor. His older brother didn't even know he was gay and Naruto doubted he would ever actually tell him. Homosexuals weren't exactly looked well upon, and he didn't want to screw up his family's reputation. Did that make things harder on Naruto? Of course it did, but he loved his parents and his brother and would do whatever it took to protect them, even from himself.

"One of these days you." Kurama said. "It just takes some time. I'm sure you'll meet a nice girl at school." Naruto snorted.

"I don't like any of those bitches." Naruto replied. "They're all stuck up each other's own ass and don't pay attention to anything except the latest gossip."

"They grow up too, you know. Things are different once you are out of school." Kurama told Naruto who shrugged. 

"I don't particularly care. I still have four years of this shit to put up with." Naruto said, both Sasuke and Naruto had started their freshman year at Konoha high that year. 

"It goes by much quicker than you realize." Kurama said. "You'll end up enjoying it."

"There is no such thing as enjoying it. High school is just another excuse to bully those who are different." Naruto replied, before heading down the hall and into the kitchen. Kurama shook his head, he didn't know what was going on with his brother but he wasn't quite sure that he liked it. 

A few hours later Naruto found himself walking through the doors of Konoha High. He nodded to a few people and ignored the rest as he made his way to his locker. He wasn't surprised to find Sasuke and Sakura at Sasuke's locker, which just happened to be right next to Naruto's.

"Did you get any sleep last night?" Sasuke asked, looking up to see Naruto's tired face leaning against his locker door, almost as if he didn't have enough energy to pull open the metal door.

"I got a few hours." Naruto said. "But then I was awake most of the night after having some really weird dreams."

"Best not go to sleep in Iruka's class, I think you will end up in detention if you're not paying attention." Sasuke said.

"Don't remind me." Naruto groaned, while he liked Iruka Umino as a person, Naruto found his subject particularly boring. Who the hell needed algebra anyways? Naruto couldn't think of one career that would actually need it. Half the time Naruto ended up going to sleep anyways and Iruka always yelled at him for it. Naruto wasn't sure how he was going to make it through the class today without going to sleep. Iruka had told him the next time that he caught Naruto sleeping, he would give him a detention.

"You might try drinking some coffee?" Sakura, Sasuke's pink haired girlfriend offered.

"You don't want to see him on coffee." Sasuke warned. "he's like a freaking energizer bunny on speed. It's exhausting to watch." Sakura chuckled.

"Surely, it can't be that bad." She said.

"You have no idea." Sasuke said. "He's better off being sleep deprived." Naruto rolled his eyes and pulled away enough so that he could open his locker. Reaching up, to grab a book a picture fell out of his math book. Frowning, Naruto bent down to pick it up and when he turned it over, his face went pale and Naruto thought he was going to pass out. The image showed Naruto bent over Itachi's bed, with Itachi deep inside of him, a look of pleasure Itachi's face. The lettering on the back said. 

Your secret is out Uzumaki! Everyone is going to find out what a dirty Fag you are. 

Shoving the picture back into his locker, Naruto slammed his locker door shut and took off running towards the restroom at the end of the hall, leaving Sasuke and Sakura to stare after him with concerned expressions on their faces. 

Once inside the bathroom, Naruto dropped to his knees in front of a toilet just in time for the bile in his stomach to rise. Once he felt the heaving was under control Naruto looked up to see the same image that had been shoved into his locker was taped to every single mirror in the bathroom, and on the stall doors. 

"This can't be good." Naruto said. If Sasuke saw these pictures he would probably beat the shit out of him. Naruto knew that Sasuke cared about his families reputation almost more than anything else, so to have these pictures floating around school. It didn't mean anything good. Naruto felt sick to his stomach again as he stared at the image of Itachi fucking him deep into his bed. How the hell had someone gotten these pictures? Had Itachi had a camera in his room that he didn't tell Naruto about? Naruto couldn't imagine that was the case, he had been pretty determined that no one find out about them. So how the hell did those pictures get taken? Naruto felt his stomach turn again, he could imagine that by the end of the day Itachi would hear about this. Naruto was sure that Itachi would get pissed at him for it.

Taking several calming breaths, Naruto wondered if he shouldn't go on and leave school. His day wasn't going to get better, not by any means and Naruto didn't know if he could deal with it. Pushing himself to his feet, Naruto began pulling the pictures down and wadding them up, before tossing them in the trash. He was sure the bathrooms wouldn't be the only place the the pictures were placed, they were probably all over the damn school. Somebody wanted everyone to know about his and Itachi's one night stand. 

When he finished, Naruto grabbed his books and headed out into the hall. Not surprised to find Sai and his out to lunch bunch waiting at the bathroom.

"Does your best friend know that you fucked his brother fag?" Sai asked, grabbing a hold of Naruto's collar and slamming him into the lockers. Naruto didn't answer, he figured Sai would leave him alone eventually. 

"You're type isn't wanted around here." Sai sneered into Naruto's ear. "You should just go on and kill yourself. Everyone's going to hate you anyways, Fag." Naruto winced at the harsh words, he had known that this was a possibility if anyone had found out his secret. He had no doubt Sasuke would hate him, he didn't even want to look his best friend in the eye right about now.

"Do you know what Sasuke thinks?" Sai asked, his hand tightening his grip around Naruto's throat. "He's beyond disgusted. He thinks you somehow convinced Itachi to fuck you like that. And he's right isn't he? Itachi wouldn't risk his reputation like that. He wouldn't risk everything on a pathetic fag like you."

"How would you know what Sasuke thinks?" Naruto squeaked. "He can't have seen the pictures by now."

"No, it's much worse than pictures." Sai said giving Naruto a wicked grin. "he's watching the videos of Itachi fucking you! Actually right about now, the entire school should be watching it." 

"That's not possible." Naruto squeaked, his heart filled with terror at the thought of the entire school watching something so personal. "And it's not just my reputation that you will ruin by sharing that."

"Oh it's possible alright," Sai said. "When you know how to hack into the system and get everyone's contact info."

"Why?" Naruto asked. "Why would you do something like this?"

"For one no one likes fags" Sai said, taking his free fist and slamming it into Naruto's stomach, instantly winding the blonde boy. "And I didn't do it, I was sent the information and told to share the living hell out of it with everyone I knew."

"Leave me alone!" Naruto begged. He wanted to disappear and forget that he had even come to school that day.

"No can do. I won't leave you alone until you kill yourself!" Sai said. "No one can love someone like you. You're a sick and twisted person by convincing Itachi to sleep with you like that." Naruto closed his eyes, panic filling him as he struggled to hold his tears at bay. Who could have done this? The only person that he could think of was Itachi. He wouldn't have thought that Itachi wanted to risk everything like this, but who the hell knew. It wasn't like he truly knew Itachi to begin with.

"Just let me go already." Naruto begged, he didn't understand what Sai was getting from this, but he didn't want to stick around and find out. Not if the entire school was watching Itachi fuck him senseless.

"He's waiting for me." Sasuke said suddenly, appearing next to Naruto. Naruto's eyes dropped to the floor, he didn't think he could handle the confrontation with his best friend.

"What the hell is going on?" Sasuke demanded coldly. "Tell that video was fake, that you wouldn't actually go behind my back and screw my brother. Which is disgusting by the way, but the fact that he's five years older than you doesn't make it much better. In fact it's completely illegal for Itachi to have done that with you. So what did you have on him that would make him fuck a minor?"

"Those videos are not fake." Sai told Sasuke "I got them from a reliable source."

"I want an answer!" Sasuke yelled, slamming his palm into the locker next to Naruto's head. "What did you have to do to make him fuck you!"

"I didn't do anything" Naruto stammared, his voice coming out weak and shaky. "I don't have anything against him."

"Itachi wouldn't risk everything just to fuck a child!" Sasuke yelled. "You have to have something on him."

"I have nothing!" Naruto protested again, "I didn't do anything."

"You fucked my brother," Sasuke said, glaring at him. "That's not doing nothing. He can go to jail if those videos get out. And if he does go to jail, it's going to be all hell for you. Let him go." Sasuke told Sai. "I don't think the coward wants to face up to what he's done. "

"Sasuke." Naruto pleaded with tears in his eyes, he didn't want things to be like this.

"I'm sure that you know our parents are going to want to press charges for slander." Sasuke said, "you're nowhere near being out of trouble." 

As soon as Sai let him go, Naruto raced down the hall and towards the exit. He wasn't going to stay in this school for another minute, he would be lucky if he went home alive if he'd stayed.

Twenty minutes later, Naruto was burying his face into his pillow on his bed. His phone had been going off constantly with message notifications and Naruto was honestly terrifed to look at them.  

Taking a deep breath, Naruto released it slowly, he really hoped that Sasuke was wrong about his parents pressing charges against him for slander. He didn't even want to know what his parents would think, and they would likely be home in a few hours. Naruto stood up and began pacing the small room, he had no idea what to do now. He was scared, and more than a little humilated. Who could hate him so much that they would do something like this? Naruto always went out of his way to be nice to people, he didn't understand why they could turn around and do something like this.

Hearing his phone ping, Naruto just happened to glance down at the screen. He grimaced at the text that crossed the screen.

Kill yourself, you sick fuck! There is nothing natural about being gay so do us all a favor and just go die. 

Naruto was sure there would be a ton more messages like that and he turned his phone off, he didn't want to hear anything they had to say. Tossing the phone on his bed, Naruto continued to pace for the next few hours. It was only when he heard the doorbell ring that his heart started racing with fear. He listened for a few minutes and sure enough his father called for him. Naruto couldn't tell whether he was angry or not because his father's tone was nice and even.

Naruto hurried down the hall, and turned the corner to find Itachi sitting on the couch. Anger blazing in his eyes, as he took notice of Naruto.

"What the hell did you do?" Itachi asked. "You put a camera in my room to record what happened. I damn well told you that I didn't want anyone to know, that it wasn't safe for anyone to know? Do you even care about what you just done to my repuation?" Itachi asked and Naruto stared down at the floor, hating himself more and more with each word that Itachi spoke. Naruto didn't know anything about setting up hidden cameras, but Itachi didn't do that.

"I want to know why you felt the need to share the video and pictures with the whole damn school?" Itachi said. "Was it not enough knowing what could happen to me if something like this was to happen?"

"I didn't have anything to do with that?" Naruto said. "I don't know how to do any of it. So you can't accuse me of that. The only thing you can accuse me of is being stupid. I was a down right idiot to fall in love with you!"

"What's a fifteen year old know about being in love?" Itachi asked, his cold voice breaking Naruto's heart. "Do your parents even know your gay?" Itachi asked.

"We do now." Minato said from where he was standing watching the confrontation, Naruto grimaced. "Were you ever going to tell us?"

"No." Naruto replied honestly. "I wasn't. I didn't want to ruin your reputation." 

"But you could so easily do that to someone you claim to love?" Kushina asked. "If you had really cared about Itachi you wouldn't have made those videos. For that we apologize." Kushina told Itachi.

"It's too late for apologies, the damage has been done." Itachi said. "My father is super pissed at me and wants to disown me." Naruto grimaced and wondered how someone could so easily take Itachi's side when he was the adult and Naruto was the minor.

"I do want you to know that I will be suing for defamation of character." Itachi told Naruto's parents. "It won't be anywhere near good enough to fix what Naruto has ruined, but it will make my parents feel a little better." 

"That's understandable." Kushina said. "We're just sorry that it's had to come to this." 

"Are we done here?" Naruto asked, he doubted they would listen to anything he had to say. And he just wanted to go away and forget about this current humilation.

"For now." Minato replied. "We'll we discussing your choices later." Naruto knew what that meant, and it hurt his already bleeding heart even more. He was so tired that all he wanted to do was to go to sleep and forget this day had ever happened.


Thanks for reading and reviewing! There will likely be a trigger warning next chapter. Liz (Should I continue?)

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