You Were Never | By : IvySaurDobe Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male > Naruto/Sasuke Views: 1532 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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You were Never
“Sasuke you were never suppose to leave the Hidden Valley of the Leaves. When we fought at the valley of the end we were just kids. I had to stop you from pursuing Orochimaru, keep you home safe where you belonged! I had to bring you back because I had made a promise to Sakura that I would, but I also had to bring you back for my sake!
I saw you as more than a comrade, as more than a brother. I just couldn’t tell you how I felt. I didn’t want to get rejected because after all you had to revive your clan and with me that idea was futile. I still smile at the bittersweet memories of us being on Tean 7, with Kakashi as our sensei.
After you left, and I after I left with Jiraya to get more training done, I for the life of me couldn’t really concetrate. I couldn’t concetrate because of you! Because of your stubborness! Becausee you decided to leave Sakura and I heart brroken more me than her!
Why Sasuke, why didn’t you want to come back after Sai found you in the lair of Orochimarum Why did you take me as a lover the very same day but only to tell me that the feelings that I had for you meant nothing to you!? Why did you leave more heart broken than how I was before!
I fell in love with you Sasuke. I fell in love with you when we fought at the valley of the end because in order to get stronger you have to protect those precious to you! The same way Haku did with Zabuza! It didn’t matter to me if I died trying to save your life. You are, were that precious to me! I just didn’t realize that everything that we went through as a team was just that. You don’t know how badly I injured myself during one of my training sessions with Jiraya and you also don’t know how I ended up telling him that I was in love with the rouge ninja. I was in love with the last survivor of the Uchiha clan.
Now years later here I am, sitting behind a desk as the 7th Hokage. I never gave up my dream, my dream became a reality. Years before that, do you remember coming back into the village? Do you remember how you didn’t really acknowledge me during the time you and I spared? Or do you even remember how crushed I was that you came after Sakura to be the future Mrs. Uchiha?
She was so happy Sasuke, very excited. I didn’t know you had feelings for her, but there was a lot of things I didn’t know and still don’t know about you. I eventually moved on, and got with my current wife Hinata. My son Boratu following on my foot steps, just as I followed in my fathers foot steps. The Fourth Hokages footsteps. But not for one second do I regret my decision marrying Hinata nor do I regret having my son.
However, just seeing you with Sakura makes me extremely jealous. The way you look at her was the same you looked at me the day you took me, did I forget to mention you also took my virginity? Not once have I heard you tell her you love her. Not once have I seen you hold her hand but is that stare that makes me so jealous of her that sometimes I don’t even want to look at her. I don’t even want to talk to her!
Furthermore, you were never suppose to come into my home unannounced, you were never suppose to tell me that after all these years you too were in love with me. You were never suppose to grab me by my hair and harshly smashed our lips together. You were never supposed to take me that night either, but I let you because I wanted it so badly. I wanted it because maybe that was my last shot to finally utter those words. I didn’t, in fact I couldn’t. It wouldn’t have been fair for Hinata and just as much as I disliked Sakura it wasn’t fair for her either. They were in love with us. With you, with me. We shouldn’t have done that to them.
That is why I'm wiritng this letter to you Sasuke. My feelings for you are still so strong that I need to get away from you. You are no good to me, just as I am no good to you. Please understand that I never asked to fall in love with you, and I never asked to leave my family behind because at the very end, I would have chosen you over Hinata any day, but my son, my mirror image son of mines would have come first.
Congratulations Sasuke, you became the 8th Hokage even if you went rouge because I know the capabilities you do have and the thrive to protect those around you. My spot is now yours, please don’t come looking for me, don’t come looking for us. You will never know where we set off too. Please do apologize to Hinata because she definitely didn't deserve this.
You were never supposed to catch feelings for me, just as you were never supposed to fall in love with me.
With deep regrets, and deep sorrow, I leave you now. Just know my feelings for you will never falter.
I still love you Sasuke Uchiha, you are no longer the last suvivor of the Uchiha clan.
Take care of yourself, your daughter, and Sakura.
Good bye Sasuke.”
Sasuke sat on the desk with the letter in his hand, crumpled slightly. A small tear appeared in the corner of his eye. Not only had he lost his best friend, he lost his lover, the man he fell in love with as well. With a heavy sigh, he looked at the scrolls on front of him, as he made hand signals and a small snake appeared before him.
“Find Naruto.”
With a small hiss, the snake left, and bitter smile formed on his face. "Don’t worry Naruto, this time Ill go after you, just as you did to me. After all, I fell in love with the number one hyperactive ninja of all Konoha.” With a small smirk, he looked out the window and towards the setting sun.
The end.
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