The one that got away | By : foxkitsune300 Category: Naruto AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 994 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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~*~*~*~*Chapter 1~*~*~*~*
the black screen flashed on, the red light upon the small camera sitting on top of the computer flickered, recording the blonde sitting just a few feet away, the blue eyes on the blonde were puffy and red, his whisker marked cheeks stained with the trails of the tears he had shed.
He raised his sleeve hidden hand, wiping the tears that threatened to fall from his eyes, his breath was shaky and uneven, it took him a minute to compose himself, he cleared his throat and stared directly into the small camera
“Its been three years bastard.... Three years since you left me....” Tears began to form at the corner of the blonde's blue eyes, he looked to his left trying to hide the tears, his hands shaking under the sleeve's of his black pull over sweater
“Its been three years since you left me.... And I still haven't forgiven you... I am making this video... In hopes that somehow it will reach you... that somehow you will know the pain you put me through... Why.... Why did you leave me damn it?!” Hurriedly the blonde reached over flicking the camera off, the screen flashed again, as the camera was turned back on, the black hood of the blonde's sweater was pulled over, his arms resting upon his knees that he had pulled close to his chest, his breath was shaky still as his head rested upon his knees
“I'm such an idiot... You'll never get this.... You'll never understand! I lost everything because of you.... Because you left me” His body tightened slightly, as his body shook with each sob
“I had a horrible life.... No one wanted me... My parents didn't even want me.... I was alone... I was all alone.... I remember when we met.... I remember I was with Kiba... Shikamaru.... and Hinata at the beach.... And you.... You ran over my foot in the parking lot....” Blue eyes stared deeply into the camera a small smile forming upon his face, as the tears continued to form in his zircon blue eyes
“You kidnapped me from my friends and drove me to the hospital... You refused to leave my side all that day... Even though it was just a bruise.... Doctors said I was lucky..... I really was.... Because that day I met you.... I met you and my world finally had meaning...” Zircon blue eyes brightened slightly, as he glanced to his side a small blush upon his face
“We began dating.... Oh god you were so handsome... So sexy... all the girls wants you... But You wanted me.... I was so lucky.... Remember when I moved in with you? It was almost three years after we hooked up... I had no idea how in love with you I was.... You got so mad at me when I brought that kitten home.... But you let me keep him.... You always let me get away with shit like that....” He stared silently at the camera trying to compose himself, his tears running down his cheeks
“We had our bad times I admit... We were never a perfect couple... I annoyed the hell out of you... I annoyed you so fucking bad I was sure you would dump me half the time.... But after every fight.... you always told me I was your reason for living.... I was your world.... And I never told you.... I never told you... And I should have.... You were my life you bastard....” Again the blonde reached forward shutting off the camera, the screen came to life again, his eyes once again red and puffy from the excessive crying
“We were never perfect... Far from it... I was a struggling artist... And you were running your families business... You always got so angry over my paints all over... You yelled at me a lot..... I remember.... After a really bad fight... I told you I hated you.... I never meant it... I never meant to say it.... I could never hate you... I love you... God Sasuke... I loved you so much!” His hands clenched together tightly and shook, his knee pulled close to his chest, his eyes glanced down towards the floor
“I remember the night you left.... I.... I was painting.... I was painting a picture and I spilt some red paint on your favourite white shirt... You hit me.... You had never hit me before... It was a shock for me... And for you I guess.... You left the house so fast.... I screamed at you... Telling you how much I hated you... How I never wanted to see you again... You got in your car and drove away.... You bastard.... That was the last time I saw you...” Tears freely ran down the whisker marked cheeks, his breath shook before he wiped his cheeks dry
“I never meant it.... I never hated you... I was just mad about you hitting me... I was so angry.... I'm so sorry..... I'm so sorry Sasuke!” his head rested upon the desk in front of him, his face pressed into his arms, tears wetting the blonde's black sleeves
“I... I made this video.... I made it for you.... Three years ago today you left me Sasuke... Three years ago today.... I hope somehow you get this message... So you can see... I never hated you... I loved you... I never meant my words.... You leaving me hurt me so much.... I hope you get this Sasuke... I hope somehow in heaven you get this...” He stared at the camera, his eyes filled with tears that threatened to fall, slowly he reached over towards the camera to shut it off.
Behind him a tall white glowing apparition figure stood, unseen by the human eye.
(Author notes: Guess what song was my muse? lol!)
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