A letter

I honestly don't know what to write in this, but we were told that even if we couldn't think of anything to say to just keep writing. I don't know what to write to say what I want to say...
You're my most important person.
I don't know if I'll ever be able to tell you but I need you to know that.
I'm not sure what else to say...
Yes, I am.
I'm sorry I'm so mean to you. Sometimes, I mean to be mean and others I don't. Sometimes I can't tell the difference. If I don't know the difference, I can't expect you to.
Yet...
You do.
you know me better than I do. Why do you bother, Naruto? Why me?
Am I your special person? Your most important?
I want to be.
I very badly want to be.
I don't like writing this. I'm an Uchiha. I don't get sappy or confused or left behind or... or... or...
I can't think straight right now.
I'm sorry.
Really.
I don't care if you believe me or not, but...
I love you.

Uchiha Sasuke