Numb

A.N.: ok this is a story I told my ex-girlfriend about 6 maybe 7 months ago well she was sleeping over, well here’s to you, you knew who you are if you read this. I can’t remember the exact version I told her so this is the new changed (most likely not better)version. Oh and because of my Laptop crashing and fucking up on me I’m using my dad’s computer lets hope he never opens this.

A.N.2: this is my first story on AFF so I need feed back.

Warnings: Rape, Incest, Dark thoughts, angst, Yaoi ( if you don’t like any of these things then why did you click on my story, if you don’t like then don’t read, or click, and defiantly don’t give me a lecture)
..and my bad grammar and spelling, I’m sorry if I miss spelt anything, I Need a BETA and will take anyone.

Disclaimer, I do NOT own Naruto because if I did it would be rated XXX, NC-17, PORN you get the point and if I owned Naruto I would have Kakashi and Iruka locked in my bed room and Itachi in my Shower, (yey shower sex). Plus I would have money not only the ten dollars I have to spend tomorrow on school shit

F.C.(forgotten-child) : flames will be fed to my dragon after I us it to heat my tea
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Numb

Sweat mixed with the crimson liquid dripping from the split skin of the pale shinobi’s hand as it struck an upright log in the training grounds, looking at his hand, the red eyes of the young man looked at the blood before shifting to black endless pools, the blood was dripping down into the puddles that had formed around him in the endless rain.

His only though was of how he felt no pain and only a numb cold sensation, it had been like this for years, the nothingness of emotion, feelings and sensations, it had started back before his genin team back when he walked into the Uchiha compound to find it covered with the blood and the bodies of his family, back when he walked into his house to find his brother, his idol, his love standing over their parents bodies.

Hitting the log again and again the young Avenger looked up at the sky and though that maybe it was time to go back to his house, after all by the time he got back they would have finished his “party,” for some reason they though it was important to throw a birthday party for the young man. Looking down at his hands now fully covered with his blood he felt numb, non of them cared, non of them knew, the only one ever close too caring was the blond idiot and that was an unspoken bond the two had.

Turning to leave the training grounds with his black hair plastered to his back the sharingan user started to walk along the muddy ground toward the town when he saw a tall cloaked figure walking toward him, in the dim light of the storm he could barely make out the shape of the person approaching but within the blink of an eye the person was face to face with the last of the famous clan, looking up at the person black eyes shifted to red and began to twist.

“Sasuke,” a cold and hard voice whispered as a hand wrapped around the back of the raven’s neck, pulling the shocked young man into a Kiss, lips pushed harshly against the soft ones of the smaller framed wide eyed young man.

Feeling the lips pushed against his, Sasuke’s body slightly shook, his eyes widened looking at the man who held him tightly, so that if he shifted his hand just a little he could break the pale and slender neck he held, soon the person grow board of just lip contact and pushed his tongue forcefully into the young mans mouth, wasting no time with toying the tongue pushed for full domination. Sasuke couldn’t believe the kiss, it had started a little spiral to start, a whirlpool that was sucking him in, it had jump started something that he thought long gone from his body, feeling, his was not numb, his neck screamed in pain, his lips tingled with excitement. His body was coming to life slowly at the feeling of this man being near him, this tall sleek man with long black hair and the last set of crimson eyes that matched his, this strong, cold man that had killed his whole family, this man he loved, his brother, Itachi.

Slowly his could feel the pain in his Hands, and before he knew what had happened he could feel his body being lifted before his back was slammed into a nearby tree, his brother’s lips never seemed to leave his as the hand that wasn’t now clutching his hair was pulling at his shirt, after about ten seconds of fiddling with the top, the older Uchiha grabbed a kunai and slashed the sides, tearing it from his younger brothers body.

Sasuke could feel his body shake slightly, he couldn’t tell if it was from fear, or from something he though he had laid to rest, but the grinding of his brothers hips into his spoke more to him then he thought was possible, he could feel his brother body grind into his arousal, he tried his hardest to stop the moan that seemed to be caught in his throat, he stopped his body from moving into the body against him, he felt tears corner in his eyes, but stopped himself from crying, closing his eyes so not to look into the cold ice of his brothers glances the raven didn’t realize that both his and his brothers close were gone before he felt his back hit the cold ground, thankfully it was not a puddle that his brother had laid him in, the ground was cold and wet but not something he would drown in.

Over him he could feel his brothers body lay over his, before a fist connected with his stomach. Sasuke’s eyes flow open and his mouth fell open with a silent groan, raising a hand to fight back his wrist was captured by a slightly larger hand and held captive above his head well the other hand landed a back handed ht across his face, he heard his brother laugh before speaking, “Still so weak little brother,” with that another fist landed in his stomach, making him open his mouth in a silent scream this time, he could feel his brother move his legs and position himself at his entrance before trusting in, giving another silent scream the younger Uchiha felt his body stretch and tear, he wanted to scream, cry, die at the pain, but from some reason the dark avenger gave a moan as he felt his brother start to move in him.

A dark light flashed behind his eyes and his body screamed with pain and a sick pleasure, his whole body shock and trembled, he felt tears slide down his face as his brother dominated his mouth again, his arms and legs were grappled to his brother and his hands tangled into his brothers hair, when his brother pulled his lips away from his he felt a harsh hand across his face, backhanding him again, he could taste the metallic substance start to seep into his mouth and feel its warmth on his legs but didn’t care.


At that moment the tears couldn’t stop and the pain in his body mixed with the sick pleasure of his brother inside him made him want to cry out, his mind had long lost control of his mouth and the sounds of pleasure coming from it, he had lost, lost control of his body, mind, heart, had lost control of the feeling, he laid feeling the cold ground under him but didn’t care, he could feel it, the pain the pleasures, the love. Wait, was it love, was it the same feeling that he had before, was the warmth of his body at the feeling of his brother’s body the burn of love or just lust and long ignored desire.

He felt his brother hit a place inside him that made him scream and raise his hips to meet the man’s thrust into his body, No this was not the feeling from before he determined, it was more then that childhood crush, it was more intense. If he hadn’t wanted this, he could have easily killed the his brother, over to his right with him arms reach was a kunai, but he didn’t reach for in instead he looked up at his brother and cried out as a burning in his stomach grow into a flame of white heat, he cried out now of his own feel will, because he could feel, he could feel, he cried out louder and stronger then any time before as he exploded in between their bodies, his brothers hips were jerking wildly just before he spilled over into Sasuke.

Laying on the ground Sasuke heard Itachi get up and dress and as he turned away Sasuke finally whispered, “I hate you.”

“Oh really, little brother,” Itachi said turning to his brother.

“Yes,” came a broken whisper, “I hate you, I hate the way you hurt me, I hate the way when you’re around I feel.”

Itachi smirked before picking up his cloak, “Then hate me little brother, hate me and use the hate to kill me if you can,” Itachi said throwing the cloak over his brothers broken and bloody body, it landed in a mess over the body only really covering his lower body but even that was to a bare minimum, smirking again before giving a low chuckle, Itachi started to walk way but not before saying over his shoulder, “Oh and little brother, happy birthday,” then he was gone.

Sasuke laid in the ground for what seemed like hours afterwards as the feeling left his body again, the blood on his thighs no longer feeling warm or cold or the throbbing of his body no longer pulsing in pain, then whispered, “And I hate that I love you and that ever time you leave, it leaves me to feel numb all over again.”

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