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I need you	By : Zardra Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1042 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Chapter List
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Authors Note: This fic was
written before the time Sasuke left Orochimaru so everything is now AU or a
view of how things could have happened. I tried to make everything seem like it
could really happen but of course I couldn�t guess the right way things went. I
hope everyone will enjoy this story despite that ^_^
Oh and
English is not my native language so I apologise for the misspelling, if anyone
wants to beta the story, I wouldn�t mind it *^_^*

Warnings:
violence, mention of rape. There will be yaoi in the
becoming chapters.

Pairings: NaruSasuNaru,
ItaSai, ItaSaku(noncon)

~*~*~

Chapter
1: Losing

He stared
down to the village with a solemn face, his black hair whipping against his
pale face. He could see the people swarming around the village and the empty,
dead Uchiha estate looming in the horizon. Konoha had just woken up from
another restful night and the people were opening their boutiques and shops and
getting on with their happy lives. Ninjas were hurrying to work and children
were running to school.

He felt
separated from all of it. He couldn�t imagine belonging to this normal life
anymore. He was too dark, too lost in his past to live like everyone else and to
move on. He couldn�t remember happiness anymore, all he dreamed about was the
revenge. That was his destiny, everything else was irrelevant. His black eyes
blurred and he couldn�t see anything anymore.

He cast a last
glance at his former home village and turned his back, swearing never to look
back. This part of his life was now closed for good. No matter how much he
missed some of it, no matter how his heart ached when he remembered a certain blond�s bright smile and gleaming, blue eyes and that
positive attitude that no matter what situation, always cheered him up. He
wouldn�t ruin that innocence.

He would
never see them again. He would never� see them again.
He walked
away, his black clothes soon hiding him into the dark forest efficiently.

~*~*~

Sakura
wiped the sweat from her forehead and leaned her back against the tree. She was
breathing hard and sipped another gulp of water from her canister. They had
been running non-stop the whole day and she was tired and very happy to be back
in Konoha. Only a little more time and she could go home and take a long, hot
bath. She smiled a little and opened her vest, getting ready to move the last
few miles.

Her
thoughts were interrupted by a shuffling sound from above. She frowned and
looked up, still wondering what was Sai�s problem
today. The man had been acting weird all day. Though being Sai was weird on its
own accord. She tossed her ANBU mask to the ground next to her backpack and
called him.

Sai landed
close to her, looking somewhat nervous.
�What is
wrong with you?� She asked, tying her pink hair up and glaring at him as Sai
removed his mask and looked around.

�Nothing.�
He said motionlessly and walked away. Sakura sighed. She had tried to befriend
Sai for years now, but he was sometimes making it very difficult to keep up
their friendship with his distant and strange behaviour.
She had
finally settled her friendship with Naruto, who was now like a little (though a
lot taller) brother for her, but Sai kept on pushing them away, never being
able to get close to anyone.

Sakura
sighed, walking after him, calling his name softly again. Before she could
reach him, she felt a pain shoot trough her left side and groaned, gripping her
side and finding the white fabric tainted with bright red, warm blood. She
stared at her hand in shock as her eyes began to go blurry.

�Sai?�
She asked with a faint voice as she saw the emotionless man approaching her
slowly. She stepped back but it was too late, she could feel how the world was
turning quickly around. She could see two Akatsuki cloaked figured looming over
them on a hill not so far away and how Sai gave them a sign. The men ran closer
to them and she tried to move again, finding herself lying on the ground unable
to move a muscle. The last thought that came to his head was �He betrayed me.�

Then
everything went black.

~*~*~

Naruto
groaned. His head hurt from all the talking and thinking. He hated this part of
his job. The meetings; they never ended. Tsunade knocked her fist on his blond
head and made him glare at her.
�Pay
attention Naruto� She whispered and pointed at Gaara
who was still talking with his monotonous voice about the desert mission they
had been on a month ago.

Gah, he
knew what the kazekage was going to say, he had been there. Why did he have to listen to
it all over again? He could be eating ramen instead of sitting in this stuffy
room, listening to damn diplomats talking and talking and talking about boring
stuff that had nothing to do with Konoha or him.

Ramen. His mouth was watering and he realized he was
almost drooling. Unnoticed he swept his mouth with his sleeve and buried his
face to his hands, softly stroking his thumb against the whisker marks on his
face like his custom was. Only a few more hours, he could handle that. Maybe.

Suddenly
the door of the meeting hall was slammed open and an ANBU ran into the room and
straight at him.
�We have a
problem. Sakura��
Naruto was
on his feet before the ninja could finish. �Where and what happened?� Everyone
in the room had gone silent, but Tsunade was already giving an apology and
taking care of the things he could not take care right now. Naruto quickly
glanced back and flashed a relieved smile to Tsunade, who waved her hand. Then
he was dragging the ninja out of the room.

He pulled
off his cloak and ran towards his office to get his ninja uniform. The ANBU
followed.
�They were
coming back. We found her mask and blood. No sign of Sai either.�
�Damn it!
Sai has been acting weird for some time now. I told Sakura to be careful with
him, I told she shouldn�t do assignments with him but she insisted. I never
thought he would� Blood?�
�Yes.
Kakashi and a few teams are already searching for them, but so far, no luck.�
�When did
you find the mask?�
�A few hours ago.�

�A few hours? Why didn�t you
get me earlier?!�
�We thought
we could catch them, but we found no trace. And you had that important meeting
with the diplomats from Sunakagure.�
�Sakura�s
like a sister to me. You should have come sooner.� He yelled as he pushed open
his office door, reaching for his vest and forehead protector behind it,
slamming the door on the ANBU�s face in the process.

The man
groaned, holding his nose as Naruto opened the door again, ignoring the glaring
ANBU and stepped back to the hallway, ready to go.
�Take me
there.�
The man
turned around without a word and ran towards the forest. Naruto followed one
step behind.

In a few
moments they reached the place where the ninja�s had found Sakura�s mask and
the blood. Shikamaru was staring at the ground where
the pool of blood had been absorbed into the ground. He lifted his head as he
heard them coming and nodded his hello to Naruto. Naruto nodded back, kneeling
next to him.

�It was
Itachi.� Shikamaru whispered as the other ninja moved
away to guard them from a small distant. Naruto�s
eyes widened and then he growled.
He
grimaced, showing visible fangs. Itachi had made visits to the village a few
times a year, always trying to get to Naruto. But he never could, so he had now
found a new way to get him? Naruto squeezed his hands into fists and stared at
the blood, smelling it clearly with his kyuubi senses. It was obviously
Sakura�s. He could not sense Sai at all.

�How do you
know it was Itachi?�
Shikamaru
handed him a scroll.
�We found
this a few miles away. All traces disappeared after that.�
Naruto
opened the scroll hastily, noticing the small Akatsuki symbol on the paper. The
note was short and blunt.

Uzumaki Naruto
We have Sai and Sakura.
You will get them back when you give yourself
up to us.

Itachi Uchiha

Naruto
roared and tossed the scroll against a tree. �The hell I will do anything they
want!� He turned around and paced to the tree, picking the scroll back up. �Has
Kakashi�s dogs tried to get a sense from this? We
need to find them!�
�He tried,
but the dogs couldn�t find anything after the scroll was found.�
�Damn,
damn, damn!� Naruto grimaced and walked back to Shikamaru,
handing him the scroll.

�Then will
you help me to look for them?� He looked serious and worn out. He was worried
about his friend. When it was about Itachi, the news were never good, they had to find them soon. Shikamaru nodded and stood up, putting his hand on Naruto�s shoulder. �Of course.�

~*~*~

Sakura woke
up feeling very uncomfortable. Her mouth was tied so she couldn�t let out a
sound. She tried to squirm up from the cold stone floor only to find out that
her hands were tied up behind her back tightly and his legs were chained
together. She was also naked. The wound on her side had been stitched, but it
still pulsed with pain.
She
shivered from the cold and tried to curl up, looking around the small cell.
There was a wooden door close to where she was laying and she could see light
shining from under it. The cell was dark, only a small window at the top of the
wall let a gloomy light into the small room.

Cold air
blew from under the door and made her shiver. Then she heard footsteps and
turned so she was facing the door. Soon she could hear a key turn in the lock
and then the door was pushed open. She could see a tall, dark form standing on
the doorway, but the light behind him made it impossible to see who it was.

She let out
an irritated sound and the form kneeled next to her. She stared at his face which
she still couldn�t see, but soon another form on the doorway caught her
attention. Sai! It was obviously Sai. She would recognize that haircut and thin
frame anywhere. Sai was wearing his usual clothes and stared around with cold
eyes. She could see his profile clearly as he glanced at her with his black
eyes.

Then she
startled as the other man laughed coldly. She moved her eyes to stare at him
and found red sharingan staring back. She felt a cold
chill run down her back and whimpered, trying to move away as the man reached
for her chin. She shook as the firm hand lifted her face.
�Sakura.
You�re all grown up.� The man chuckled. She could feel his eyes on her naked
body and tried to move away. Sai turned his back at her. She felt like crying
but stared coldly into the red eyes. She would not show her fear!

Finally the
man moved again, reaching his other hand to open the tie on her mouth. She
moved away as soon as she could, breathing heavily now that she could finally
breathe trough her mouth. The man didn�t let her get any farther away, but lifted
her to sit, pulling from her pink hair. Sakura shrieked from the pain.

�Let me
go!� She whispered and saw Sai�s back flinch and then
his team mate walked away. The man in front of her just chuckled and stroked
her cheek.
�No.� He
said with his low voice. Sakura stared straight into his glowing, red eyes.
�Itachi,
what do you want from me?�

~*~*~

Naruto
jumped from tree to tree, feeling the wind whip him. It was a good thing it
did, because it dried his tears efficiently. He had promised himself he would
not cry. He would find Sakura and Sai and they would be just fine.

But that
had been hours ago. The forest was already darkening and the hope of finding
them was getting smaller and smaller. Naruto refused to give up even when he
could hear all the ninja�s around him grumble unhappily about the long chase.
But how could he give up?

Shikamaru
reached him and soon Kakashi was running next to him too. He glanced at the men
and saw their gloomy faces. He slowed his pace when he heard Kakashi call his
name softly.
�Naruto,
they are gone.�
He stopped
and fell to the ground. His legs shook and felt like jelly as he took long
breaths.

�I can�t
give up. He took them because of me!� He yelled angrily up at Kakashi who was
standing on a tree branch over his head. The older ninja looked at him for a
long time and finally jumped down. Naruto stared at him with painful eyes,
shaking his head.
�I can�t, I
just can�t.� He repeated, gripping the soil into his fists. Shikamaru
walked behind him and kneeled to the ground, nipping the grass like it was the
most interesting thing in the world.

Kakashi
kneeled in front of Naruto and cocked his head.
�Naruto,
you know you won�t find them.�
�But I
can�t give up!� he cried back. Kakashi reached for him and pulled him closer, hugging
him tightly. Naruto tried to push him away and hit him in the back, but Kakashi
just tightened his grip. Soon the young man fell limp and shook like a leaf as
the fear and pain gripped him painfully. He cried out.
�I can�t
loose them too!�

Kakashi
rocked him back and forth, calming him down. The other ninjas stayed
respectfully away, Shikamaru sitting behind Naruto
silently. Finally Naruto seemed to calm down and pushed away from Kakashi, wiping
his nose onto his sleeve. His stomach grumbled and he realized he had not eaten
since the morning.

Kakashi
stood up and offered his hand.
�Let�s go
back home. I�m sure Iruka is waiting with food
already.�
�I want
ramen� Naruto mumbled as he took Kakashi�s hand and
got up just as Shikamaru stood behind him. Kakashi
padded the boys�s backs and they started to slowly
make their way back to the village.

~*~*~

Sakura
stared blankly outside trough the small window to the cold morning. She heard
birds singing, but the sound felt so distant that it could be coming from
another world. She felt numb and empty. She shivered and folded her arms
tighter around her naked body, not able to make herself feel any warmer.

She wanted
to cry, but it felt like an impossible thing to do after everything. Besides,
if Itachi would come back and notice she had cried. No, she wouldn�t give him
that pleasure.
She felt
dirty and tired, but couldn�t sleep. It was too cold and the floor was too
hard.

She snapped
out of her thoughts and backed into a corner as her cell door was suddenly
opened. Sai stood there, looking at her with guilty eyes.
Sakura
wanted to yell, to beat him up, to kill him. But she
just stared back. Sai stepped in, offering her a black cloak with Akatsuki
patterns on it. Sakura stared at it.

�You must
be cold.� He whispered softly, dropping the cloak on Sakura�s lap and stepping
away.
�And you
care?� She snorted, but quickly folded the cloak on her shoulders anyway. Sai
looked away.
�I�m
sorry.�
Sakura
stared at him coldly. This was too much. His team mate- his friend had stood outside the door while
Itachi was raping him and did nothing to help. And now he was sorry?

Sakura
lunged herself on Sai and screamed loudly as her fist hit skin. Sai flew out
from the cell and stumbled against strong, rough hands. Itachi made sure Sai
was not going to fall and then let go. The younger man glanced at him and then
moved away as Itachi�s gaze turned to Sakura, who was
standing on the doorway to her cell.

She stepped
back with fear in her eyes as Itachi moved closer to her. She shook hear head
�No- No more, please.� Itachi stopped and stared at her. Then he flung the door
closed and she was alone again. She could hear Itachi�s
low voice say something and then footsteps moved away.
She fell to
her knees, sobbing helplessly.

Tiredly she
reached for the Akatsuki cloak and pulled it on her. It was warm but it also
smelled strongly of Itachi and made her feel sick.

~*~*~

Naruto was
fiddling with his forehead protector in Kakashi�s and
Iruka�s living room. He had stayed the night there so
he wouldn�t be alone and knew that nobody would disturb him today with official
business. Everyone knew already what had happened.

He was
desperate. He couldn�t bear the thought of what Sakura and Sai must be going
trough right now. Because of him, because of the damned
Kyuubi. How many lives would it still destroy?
He hung his
head and sighed. He was loosing everyone who mattered something to him. His
father who he had never known, then Sasuke had left him. That had left scars
that would never heal. And now Sakura, who was like a sister to him. He
couldn�t take anymore. When would the pain stop?

He mussed
his messy blond hair and leaned to the back of the big sofa. He heard Iruka approaching and soon the sofa moved as the man sat
next to him. He smoothed Naruto�s hair but stayed
quiet. Nobody seemed to know what to say to him.
�I made
some tea.� Iruka whispered, petting him soothingly.
He heard Kakashi moving in the kitchen and then the silver haired man appeared
with a trey of teacups.

He lowered
it to the table and set the cups in front of them. Naruto sat up and rubbed at
his eyes. His face was puffy from crying and his eyes swollen and red. He
sighed and nodded as thanks when Kakashi offered him a cup. The ninja sat next
to Iruka, holding his hand casually around his
shoulder as he offered him another cup.

They didn�t
talk. The quiet was soothing and calming Naruto as the men sipped at their tea
quietly. Finally Kakashi stood up and gathered the cups, carrying the tray pack
to the kitchen. Iruka looked at Naruto, waiting for
him to say something. Naruto looked back and shrugged. What could he say?

�When are
you going?� Kakashi said as he walked back and sat next to Iruka
again. Naruto�s eyes widened slightly and then he
smiled sheepishly.
�You know
me frighteningly well.�
Kakashi
chuckled softly.
�I�m
leaving today.� Naruto finally answered and looked down to the floor where his
forehead protector was now laying.

�But I�m
not going to meet them alone.� He continued as his voice changed colder. Iruka frowned and Kakashi leaned against the back of the
sofa.
�I figured
that, it�s time for you to do this, you�ve been waiting for too long.� The
masked ninja sighed. �How are you going to find him?�
�He�ll be
easier to find than Itachi, that�s for sure. When I get close enough, I can-� Naruto blushed lightly and bowed his head down, looking at
them from under his blond hair �I can sense him .�
�Then you
know where to start looking.� Kakashi nodded seriously.

Iruka
looked sad and slowly stood up.
�I better
make you some lunch to take with you, it�s going to be
a long trip.� He disappeared into the kitchen, leaving the two men discreetly
alone. Kakashi looked at Naruto.
�You okay?�
�No. Not
really. But I can�t really help it.�

�If you need anything-.�
�Thanks. I
know I can count on you.�
Naruto
stood up, grabbing his forehead protector and trotted to the guest-bedroom to
pack his little belongings. Kakashi followed close behind.

Naruto
tossed his clothes into a backpack and pulled a green ninja vest over his
orange t-shirt. He wouldn�t wear his jacket because he would be running most of
the way. All he needed was some money and a change of clothes and those were
packed already. He turned to face Kakashi.
�What will
I tell Tsunade?�
�She knows
what I want from her. You don�t have to tell her.� Naruto answered, smiling
softly as he took his backpack.

Iruka
showed up at the hall as he was putting on his shoes. He looked worried and
nudged Kakashi�s neck. The other ninja pulled him
closer, sensing his worry and sadness. �I don�t feel good letting you go
alone.�
�I�m the
only one who can do this. I�m sure about that. And I- I want to go.� Naruto
answered, turning to them. He tossed his backpack on and gave a quick hug to
both of the men, opening the door.

�Wait!� Iruka yelled suddenly and ran into the house. Kakashi
looked surprised and shrugged as Naruto stopped. They heard Iruka
rummaging around for a long while and then he re-appeared back, holding a
little bundle on his hand. He handed it to Naruto.
�You�ll
need this.� He said, smiling nervously. Naruto opened the bundle of cloth,
finding Sasuke�s scratched forehead protector from
inside.

�You kept
this?� He asked with wide eyes. Iruka smiled
sheepishly. �We knew you would one day want it again, no matter how painful the
memories about it are for you.�
Naruto�s
eyes were bright with tears. He hugged Iruka tightly
again, whispering a muffled thank you.
�When we
come back, he will be wearing this.� He grinned brightly trough his tears as he
finally stepped out from the door.

~*~*~

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