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Chapter
1: happiness
Warnings: Yaoi, anal, oral, rimming. Love.
Disclaimer:
Jiraiya and the other characters are not mine *pouts*, they belong to Kishimoto-sama
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PART 1
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Jiraiya
fiddled the pencil in his hand as he gazed to the street below his window.
Nothing worked today, his thoughts were a mess and concentration had completely
blown out of the window. He dropped the pencil onto the table and closed his
little notepad.
He sighed
and got up, pulling on his wooden shoes and grabbed his kunai’s
and forehead protector from the table. It was afternoon already and a perfect
time to get something to eat and maybe a bottle of sake to wash the food down
with.
He reached
for his red jacket and shook out the mess of white hair onto his shoulders.
Once more he glanced at the empty room and jumped on to the windowsill. There
was no point to mope around here alone and go insane.
~ **~** ~
Orochimaru
was tired but still kept up the steady, fast pace until he reached the outer
walls of Konoha. He was breathing hard and slowed down to steady his breathing,
swiping sweat from his forehead. He still felt messy even with the clean(er) clothes but it would have to do, he didn’t want to
waste his time going to his apartment and shower again.
He had come
a long way because of one thing and would not start to doubt the smartness of
his decision now. He opened the
ponytail his hair was tied with, to let the long, flowing hair loose to frame
his face and hide his eyes. He felt paranoid about his eyes, maybe other people
could see his true self from his eyes, the thing that he really was.
His secret
studies had advanced more than he could have ever hoped for, but still his mind
rebelled, stuffing his heart full of dreams and hopes of something… that was
never going to be possible. ‘I’m not made
for living, I’m made for destroying lives. That’s what
I’m best at. And I know he will hate me for it, but I can’t stop.’
He would
eventually destroy them all. Somehow he knew it, even when he couldn’t tell how
he knew it. This, why he was doing this stupid thing he was about to do, was
just an escape plan that he really knew would not work, but he had to try,
because, somewhere deep in his heart, he felt that this was right. And that’s
something he could not say about a lot of things he did.
He took a
deep breath and walked to the gate, greeting the guard and walking in to the
town.
~ **~** ~
It was a
short way to the nearest food stand where Jiraiya bought a bowl of ramen and
slurped it down with a considerable amount of sake, watching the people walking
by. When he was finished, he just sat there and tried to figure out something
to do.
It would
not do to go back, he had to find something interesting to do rather than spend
his free day staring at an empty paper, in an empty apartment and getting even
more agitated than he already was.
He drooped his head and poured more sake into the little cup in
front of him on the counter. He could always get so damn drunk that he wouldn’t
remember that he was lonely and hang in the bars all night, sleeping till noon tomorrow until Tsunade would break
his door and burst in with happy birthday wishes… that sounded like a very feasible
plan. He sighed.
Suddenly he
heard a familiar, raspy greeting close to his ear. He jumped around as
Orochimaru sat next to him, smiling his mysterious smile. He stared at his team
mate for a second as his face dropped into a frown. His heart fluttered.
He offered
Orochimaru a cup of sake and watched as the other man took the cup from his
fingers and drank it on one long gulp, chuckling at the look on his face. His
long, black hair dropped onto his face, hiding his eyes as well as all his
emotions.
Jiraiya
wanted to brush the hair away to see if his friend was smiling with his eyes or
if it was that shallow smile he always wore when he was actually not happy at
all. But eventually he only took back the cup and put it on to the counter.
Orochimaru leaned closer to him
“Did you
miss me?”
Jiraiya
groaned, leaning his elbow on the counter “You could have told that you were
leaving in the first place. I haven’t heard of you for over a month!”
The pale man brushed his shoulder slightly with his fingers and whispered into
his ear “Do you want me to go away then?”
“You know
what I meant. I was just-” His voice faded away and he lowered his eyes so he
wouldn’t have to look into those yellow, gleaming eyes. Orochimaru fiddled with
a lock of his white, thick hair and hummed, looking at him with questioning
eyes until Jiraiya coughed and stood up.
“Perhaps we
should go somewhere else?”
“Oh really, why?”
“The bar or your place?”
“Do you want us to be alone or to drink?”
He could
see Orochimaru’s slitted pupils staring straight into
his soul from under the black hair as he waited for his answer.
~ ~ ~
Orochimaru
fiddled with the key to open the several locks on his door. He was secretive
about everything that was inside his house and rarely let anyone inside. Of
course Jiraya was one of those rare people was he let inside, but he was
forbidden to enter any locked rooms inside the house and obeyed that rule out
of respect for his friend. He was used to secrets, that’s
how Orochimaru had always been.
Then the
door finally opened and he was pulled inside. All his thoughts went into a blur
in an instant as the black haired ninja tangled his long hands around him and
pressed his body closer. They fell against the door before he could even take
of his shoes, his mouth was filled with the delicious, sake scented, long
tongue that probed his mouth deeply.
Orochimaru’s
hard and hungry hands groped him all over, pulling and tugging at his clothes.
He moaned into the delicious mouth of the lithe ninja and turned them around,
pushing him against the wall, pressing against his body and pulling at his
green ninja-vest.
Orochimaru
tossed his forehead protector off and they could hear a clatter as it crashed
into something and both items dropped to the floor. Neither of them turned to
look what it had been. Jiraiya groaned, thrusting his hips against Orochimaru
and gradually lifted him off the floor. He felt a sharp bite on his shoulder
and growled deep in his throat.
“Mmm, hold on, I have to wash up quickly.” Orochimaru pushed
him off, licking his lips but still kept his hands on the taller mans chest.
Jiraiya groaned once again and leaned his body against Orochimaru’s to feel his
hardness against his thigh. “Noooo, I can’t stop
now.”
Orochimaru
chuckled “I’m messy and stink.”
“I don’t
care.”
“I do.”
Jiraya
pouted, his mouth turning down. He dropped his hands down and sighed.
“Would you
mind fixing something to eat while I shower?” Orochimaru asked, grinning and
sliding his hand along the taller mans torso. Jiraya breathed deep, pouted more
and finally nodded in defeat. All he wanted right now was to carry the man into
the bed and fuck him senseless, but it wouldn’t work if he was hungry and
dirty.
Orochimaru
grinned at him and licked his cheek as a thank you. Jiraiya lifted his fingers
to brush the dark hair finally away from his face to see his eyes. He was
hypnotized by those eyes that could see so deep into his soul. He had missed
them so much.
The yellow
snake-eyes were calm, though a bit sad. He slid his fingers along the dark
purple markings around his eyes and made him close his eyelids. He kissed both
eyelids and then hugged the man quickly before letting him go.
“Go clean
up, I take care of the food.” he patted his (delicious) butt and sent him off.
~ ~ ~
Jiraiya
stopped in the middle of the hallway on his way to the kitchen when realization
hit him “You came to see me before
even showering or changing clothes?”
Orochimaru
just walked towards the bathroom, saying nothing that would suggest he had
heard a word he has said. Jiraya grinned; he didn’t need a better answer than
that.
Orochimaru
stripped off from his ninja gear and clothes slowly on his way to the bathroom.
It was a striptease act that Jiraiya knew was meant for him, and he was
enjoying every second of it as the man revealed more and more pale skin in
front of him.
When he was
completely naked, he turned slightly, grinning to him and then disappeared to
the bathroom. His long, black hair flowed down his slender back and waved
slightly as he walked away. Suddenly cooking was the last thing in Jiraiya’s
mind, but he knew how cranky a hungry Orochimaru could be, so he stepped into
the kitchen, trying to stay calm and controlled, failing miserably and dropping
every item from his fingers that he tried to lift up.
~ ~ ~
Orochimaru
got out of the shower in a very short time, looking and smelling deliciously
soaked and clean. He pressed himself against Jiraiya’s back as the man was
finally finishing the fast meal for him and purred into his ear.
“You smell
like the sun.” Orochimaru mumbled with a tired voice.
“Was that a
pleasant way of telling me that I stink of sweat?” Jiraya chuckled and got a
nib from sharp teeth onto his shoulder. “Hmmm, I don’t think the sun smells
like sweat.”
Jiraya
turned around, folding his arms around... a very much naked body that leaned
closer to him. “Meal is ready. You want to eat?” he grinned.
“Yes.”
He set a
bowl onto Orochimaru’s hand and guided him to sit in front of the table,
squeezing his buttock as he was just about to sit. “Tease.”
They sat
opposite to each other in silence until Orochimaru pushed the empty bowl away
and turned to watch Jiraya who was sipping sake from a cup and fiddled trough a
newspaper. He got up and walked in front of the tall ninja, moving the table
away and standing there until Jiraya reached for him.
Orochimaru
kneeled in front of him, letting his long black hair flow all over him onto the
floor. Jiraya observed his every movement as Orochimaru sat and took a hold of
his knees.
“Did you
miss me?” He asked again, grinning like a predator as he spread Jiraiya’s legs
apart. And this time Jiraya finally replied truthfully.
“Yes, I
did.” he whispered, kissing the black hair and caressing his cheek with the
palm of his hand. Orochimaru closed his eyes and leaned against the touch.
“That’s good, no point in coming back if there is
nobody waiting for you.” He whispered back, his tone even more coarse than
normally.
“Is
everything okay?”
“Mmmm, yes.” Orochimaru lifted his eyes to look into
Jiraiya’s and slid his hands along his thighs. “There are some things that you
don’t want to know, trust me.”
“You know I trust you”
“But can I
trust you?”
Jiraiya
frowned. “Don’t start this again. The whole world is not against you.”
Orochimaru
smiled and kissed the palm of his hand. “No, not the whole
world. But you will eventually hate me too.”
Jiraiya
felt a stab of pain in his heart. Orochimaru had repeated that ever since he
could remember. He didn’t know what the man meant and had always thought that
it was just a part of his paranoid personality. But it never felt good to hear
that.
“I could
never imagine hating you.” He whispered softly, leaning down to kiss the pale
man and carefully slid onto his lap, folding his hands around his naked body.
Orochimaru
looked sad, his eyes turned down, but when he lifted his face up again, he was
grinning slightly again “You’re heavy”.
“Blame yourself, you should have come to me so I wouldn’t have to
sit on you.”
“Well, I
was planning a blowjob, but I can’t do that anymore” He snickered, squeezing
Jiraiya’s buttocks. Jiraiya huffed and tried to rise up to the chair again but
Orochimaru stopped him.
“Let’s just
stay like this a little while.”
“I thought
I was heavy.”
“I’m strong
enough to hold you for a moment.”
Orochimaru
buried his face into the thick white bush of hair. He had always adored
Jiraiya’s hair, it was so huge and soft that he could
hide himself under it. He tangled his fingers in it and started to braid it.
He wished
he could hide himself from the rest of the world. This was the place he felt
like home in, he felt peaceful and safe. But when he left Jiraiya, and it
happened a lot, since they were both working ninja’s, his inner turmoil
returned and made him do things he later on regretted.
Like the
mission he had just returned from. He had to kill people, but what he could
never tell to anyone, was that he had enjoyed the killing far too much and
wanted more blood until he was covered with it.
The reek of
blood could still not leave him, even after a bath on the way here and the
shower just a while ago. But now, sitting here and holding him, he could forget the blood and the violence that urged its way
out of him when ever it got the chance.
He more
felt than heard Jiraiya’s chuckle as the man realized that he was fixing his
hair.
“Oro...”
“Yeah?”
“I
appreciate your ability as a hairdresser, but sitting here so close to you,
some other parts of my body are starting to ache way too much from-“
“So your
legs are numbing already?” Orochimaru teased, tugging at his hair. “Exactly.”
Jiraya laughed and got up, pulling Orochimaru up after him.
The naked
man reached for Jiraiya’s coat and pulled it off from him, then tugged at his
shirt until Jiraiya lifted his arms so he could pull if over his head. Jiraiya
reached for Orochimaru’s arms and dragged him onto the couch in the
living-room. It was the closest comfortable place he could see and it would do.
He didn’t want to wait any longer, no matter how much he liked to just cuddle,
he needed to touch and be touched and feel naked skin against naked skin, now!
Orochimaru
followed Jiraiya, reaching for his lips and kissing him passionately as the man
walked backwards to the couch, avoiding the furniture without looking back. He
knew this place like his own house and didn’t have to worry about tripping
down. As soon as they were on the reach of the couch, Orochimaru pushed Jiraiya
backwards and kissed him furiously until they tumbled onto the sofa in one big
tangle of long legs and arms.
Orochimaru
straddled Jiraiya’s thighs and nibbled at his lips until Jiraiya sucked his
tongue into his mouth with hungry lust. “What… was the talk… about… a blow…
job?” He smiled against Orochimaru’s lips as his hands travelled along his back
until they reached his buttocks and pulled him closer. Orochimaru could feel the
other ninjas arousal trough his pants and moaned. He
was also hard and ground his hips violently against Jiraiya’s.
“Where did
you head that talk? You’ve been spying some innocent little girls again,
pervert” He grinned, licking Jiraiya’s neck with his long tongue, then bit his
chin and nibbled his ear lobe making the man lift his hips to meet his. Jiraiya
growled and lifted his face to meet the black, lustful eyes. His arousal
throbbed as he stared at the mans gorgeous face; his panting, kiss swollen lips
and those deep, black eyes that were so honest it made his heart ache.
“Tease”
“Perv”
“Do you
want me to beg?” Jiraya moaned, throwing his head back. Orochimaru grinned
wickedly. “Yes.” He squeezed a nipple and made Jiraiya groan. “Please, Oro
darling… could you go down on me and suck me until I scream?”
“That
didn’t sound very sincere…”
“I am
aching in front of your beauty, my Orochimaru. I want to see you kneeling in
front of me and making that wonderful tongue of yours work to bring me pleasure
I could never find anywhere else.”
Orochimaru
smiled a smug smile “That was a bit better.”
He shuffled
himself up, and parting Jiraiya’s legs, sat down to the floor in front of him.
He unlaced his pants and pulled them slightly down when Jiraiya lifted his
hips.
Then the
huge, throbbing cock was right in front of his face. He smiled and licked the
drop of precum from the swollen head, making the organ jump under his touch. He
slid his tongue along the shaft and finally wrapped it firmly around it,
starting to slowly pump up and down, licking the head with the tip of his
tongue.
Jiraya
tossed his head back and moaned, thrusting his hips up to meet the movement.
Orochimaru took a strong hold of his hips and pressed him down, plunging his
head down and taking the cock deep into his throat. Jiraiya almost squealed. Orochimaru
smiled, his mouth full of the thick cock He purred deep in his throat and
Jiraiya buried his hand into his black hair, pushing him down and then up
again. He obeyed the hand and played with Jiraiya’s balls as he sucked and
licked and moved his mouth.
Then, when
he felt Jiraiya tensing up, he lifted his face and let go of him. Jiraiya was
flushed and panting hard when he looked down. Orochimaru stared back, grinning.
“Are you
just going to leave me without anything and have all the fun to yourself?”
Orochimaru stood up and Jiraiya’s eyes fixed onto his hard cock that was now in
front of him.
“Oro,
honey, please don’t tease me like this. You can top me but let me cum first, that felt incredible.”
“As
flattered I am of the offer; no. I want you inside me tonight.”
Jiraiya
growled and stood up hastily with shaky legs. Orochimaru had no more time to
move when he was lifted up and pushed against the wall. He tangled his legs
around the muscled body and buried his hands into the thick tangle of hair, purring
into Jiraiya’s mouth. “To the bed” He mumbled against the hot, needy lips and
squeezed his waist with his legs. Jiraiya obeyed and carried him to the
bedroom, tossing him to the bed and using the opportunity to finally rid
himself of his pants.
Orochimaru
wriggled trough the mess of pillows to the nightstand and pulled it open,
reaching for the lube inside. Just when he got the tube into his fingers, his
legs were pulled apart and he felt Jiraiya’s weight on his back. The bigger man
nibbled his neck as he slid his hand between his butt cheeks and circled the
tight ring of muscles there. Orochimaru relaxed and buried his face into the
mountain of pillows.
Jiraiya
reached his hand forward and Orochimaru was ready to offer him the lube, when
he passed the hand and reached for a sake bottle on the nightstand.
Orochimaru’s eyes widened when the larger ninja popped the cork open and poured
a large amount of it between his buttocks. Orochimaru gasped and withered as
Jiraiya thrusted his tongue inside him, spreading the liquid into his tight
tunnel and then lapped his ass clean from the strong liquor.
He kept
probing his tongue inside his ass until Orochimaru was begging for more, his
toes and fingers curling into the sheets and his cock dripping with precum.
Finally Jiraiya licked and kissed his way up the muscular, pale back and
positioned himself behind him.
Usually
Jiraiya demanded the lube because he could not bring himself to hurt the other
man enough to make him bleed, even when Orochimaru wouldn’t have had minded.
This surprise with the sake made him very happy, the alcohol stinging his
sensitive insides and making his skin sticky but not at all slippery.
Orochimaru
liked it rough, the rougher, the better, so without a warning Jiraiya thrusted
in with one long stroke. The sake did nothing to lessen the pain of the fast
entering and Orochimaru was trembling with immense pleasure
They both
gasped and Orochimaru lifted his hips, begging for more. Jiraiya reached for
his hand and folded their fingers together, stilling for a short moment before
starting to pound into him with force, making Orochimaru scream with pleasure
and squeeze his fingers so much that it hurt. He knew he wouldn’t take long to
finish like this so he slowed down, reaching under Orochimaru and starting to
pump his erection.
Orochimaru
pleaded and mumbled words that could not be understood, until he started to
repeat “fuck me harder, oh yes, just like that, more, harder, Yes, Yes, Yeeeees!” like a mantra.
Jiraiya
felt his control slip away and thrusted in violently over and over, making
Orochimaru’s pleads turn into screams. He leaned himself closer to his body and
came, calling out his name, pressing his face into the nape of Orochimaru’s
neck.
He didn’t
stop pumping Orochimaru’s cock until within a few moments he felt the man under
him tense, his inner muscles squeezing the last of his seeds out of him, then
Orochimaru came into Jiraiya’s hand, screaming his name in return.
Orochimaru
slumped onto the bed, breathing raggedly and still holding their fingers
entwined. Jiraiya fished his other hand out away from under Orochimaru and
balanced himself over the exhausted man, careful not to press all his weight on
him.
His cum flowed
slowly along Orochimaru’s thighs, getting them both messy and Jiraiya just
added the mess by sweeping the cum from his hand into
Orochimaru’s hair just to see him fume. But instead of fuming, Orochimaru
chuckled and lifted his other hand to caress Jiraiya’s cheek.
“Happy twentieth birthday for tomorrow darling. You can expect a re-run in the
morning.”
Jiraiya’s
eyes widened. “You actually remembered? I doubt anyone else except for Tsunade
will remember.”
“Why do you
think I came back early?”
“I thought
you got your mission done early.”
“Yes, I got
my mission done early because I
wanted to get here in time for this.”
Jiraiya’s
smile was threatening to reach his ears and he wriggled over Orochimaru, making
him gasp. He was still buried inside the slender body and getting hard again.
“I love
you!” He whispered into Orochimaru’s ear, kissing his hair and squeezing him
tightly.
“I love you
too.” Orochimaru answered, his voice muffled with emotions ‘I love you. Please remember that when the time comes. I will always love you.’
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