The Ugly Fox | By : Gothicpumpkin Category: Naruto AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 2120 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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G.P.: Hey everyone. I am so happy you liked my two updates. It was really hard for me to write last chapter. This chapter is going to be difficult for me as well. Fair warning, Sasuke will be completely different in this chapter. You may hate him, though you may not.
By the way, the title of this Chapter is a song title just with He instead of She. The original title is There Ain't No Sunshine When She's Away. It's a really good song, check it out.
WARNINGS: Cutting, thoughts of suicide, Karin being a bitch, Abuse, Sasuke being a jerk and Orochimaru's experiments
There Ain't No Sunshine When He's Away
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It's been a week since Naruto left. Sasuke has been coming home with Karin and Suigetsu which has been worrying the others. He has gotten colder, and usually snaps when talking to people. Once when Neji brought up Naruto to talk to him, he simply said, "Oh that ugly loser…What about him?"
Neji was taken aback staring at him shocked. 'What the hell is going on with Sasuke!?' Is the only thing they could all think of.
He allowed Karin to cling to his arm with a smile. He even kissed her for cryin' out loud! This was not the Sasuke they knew. The Sasuke they cared about, the one Naruto fell in love with. Once when Sakura went off on Karin.
Sasuke got into her face telling her not to talk to his fiancé that what. To say the pink haired girl was shocked was an understatement. All she could do was look at him with wide eyes, mouth open slightly as she tried to find words to speak.
That was when they began to notice marks on Sasuke. They weren't very noticeable, but still they were there. Sasuke was staying later and later at school as the week went on. His food would end up in the trash before he even got home.
He looked at them with a soft of blank look. Like he wasn't even seeing them. When they tried to talk to him he usually spoke in a very cold tone. Those once or twice as the week went on they notice he spoke to them like his old self. He even asked about Naruto.
Before they could reply though he glared at them, and told them to never mentioned that horrid name again. That week passed into another, and he just got worse. Karin was with him everyday, sometimes she'd stay the night which Deidara did not like. So Itachi put up a no sex in the house rule for Sasuke, which he did not like. He followed it, wanting to be able to stay on Itachi's good side, but he did not like it.
As the weeks went on by, Sasuke got worse. The weeks turned to months and as the months became years the others got more and more worried. Deidara began looking forward to the days Sasuke would come home alone, and actually give him a little smile.
They were losing Sasuke and they didn't know why. They thought the letters and packages they got would knock him out of this. Yet, it never seemed to do anything for him. Deidara cried, in Itachi's arms each night because he was scared for Sasuke.
Each week a new letter would come for Sasuke, and at the end of each month a package would come for him. Deidara did what he always did with the mail. He divided it up to whom it belonged too then left it where they said they wanted it. Itachi's went into his office, and Sasuke's went on his desks in his own office near Itachi's. Somehow Sasuke's letters and packages ended up disappearing before Sasuke could see them.
The blonde had his suspensions. But he said nothing of it, because he had not proof. There was nothing he could do. So he bit his lip, kept quiet until he could figure a way to get proof. He tried the security cameras that were all through the house, but came up with nothing. Growling he tried to stake out the office to see who was doing it, but nothing happened. Nothing he did was working, it was like who ever was doing it knew he was on to them. He was growing frustrated.
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Currently it has been two and half years, Sasuke was strapped to a table. He was glaring at the ceiling pissed off as he felt a knife run across his skin. Thanks to all the things had been injected into him over the two and half years, he healed with no scars. "Who is Naruto?"
The question made him growl as he shifted his glare to Kabuto who asked him. "A whore that I used for a good fuck then tossed aside once I had his virginity. He kept begging me to bed him once more, but I went for Karin then ran away with his tail between his legs like the bitch he it."
He saw Kabuto smirk at his reply. Trying to get free, he heard a tsk tsk from the other side. Orochimaru had joined them. He had promised Karin that they could go on a date tonight. However, Orochimaru had other plans for him. Apparently he was still being pushed for something he had no clue he did. All the old man would tell him was that he let his play thing leave with out being played with.
'Why the fuck would he want that damn ugly ass whore to play with. He already has enough pretty little things to play with' Sasuke thought as he saw him pull out a few large needles. He hissed feeling as each needle pressed into his skin. He had at least had it better then Suigetsu who had the psycho messing around in his brain. Still there were not marks on him either. Sometimes Suigetsu's eyes would go purple and he'd cry about Naru-chan.
Sometimes Sasuke would hug him, and join in the crying. After about ten minutes or so they snap out of it looking at each other confused. It's happened to them about ten times now over the course of two and half years. They have gotten used to it, and accept it as something of a side effect from the experiments. Sometimes long after they had returned to "normal" they still hug each other feeling the lingering affects.
At least he and Suigetsu have it easier then some of the other experiments. There was one who Orochimaru was trying to turn into a living doll. He was removing all the vital organs and replacing them with artificial parts.
Another one would not move, or speak unless he said something to her. She sat in the same place for hours, not moving, not speaking, hell she doesn't even blink unless he says so! Sasuke noticed that she had a lot of scars on her from getting punished.
Searing pain shot through him when the final thing was injected into him. Things flashed through his closed eyes as he hisses lightly. He could hear the laughter of Orochimaru and Kabuto. Naruto flashes before his eyes for a brief moment. The blonde looked like his head was back, a blush on his cheeks, lips parted in a moan. Suddenly that changes to Karin under him. Always under him, never straddling him, or riding him as they both sat up.
They never did it at the beach, always in a bed in a motel or her house. After a minute or two he opens his eyes shaking his head. He waited for Orochimaru or Kabuto to ask him how it felt or what he saw, but they didn't speak. They were staring at him, as if waiting for something. Glaring at them he growls, "Release me I'm late!"
It seemed like what they wanted to hear. Kabuto released him. Once his feet hit the floor, his body felt a bit weak, but he did not allow it to fall. He learned the hard way never to show weakness in front of the two men that was watching him. Sighing he moves to leave, only to have something slam into his back. Falling to his knees he coughs slightly, looking to Kabuto glaring as he had a wooden baseball bat with nails in it. Growling he gets up and moves to leave again only to be hit again, though this time he was prepared. He grabbed the bat and yanked it free.
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Karin was waiting on him as she always did with a smile on her face. She didn't care. This was a small price to pay to make sure Sasuke was hers. She always looked forward to this, as it gave her time to go to the mansion and hide all those stupid things her idiot cousin would sent. She couldn't just trash them, they'd be found. Hiding them all would be the best option right now.
That is until she could just burn it all. That had yet to happen. Itachi and Deidara had yet to go anywhere leaving the house unguarded. If they did go somewhere they always had Neji and Gaara house sitting. With those two she couldn't ever go upstairs! It was really beginning to piss her off. She was happy no one went into the one place she hid them all. Naruto's room.
The idiots kept it just the way it was before he left. No one was allowed in there, not even to clean. This was what she was really grateful for. If anyone ever went in there they would figure out that the stuff Naruto sent her beloved Sasuke was hidden. Yet it was only a matter of time until someone went into the damn room! But with people there she couldn't just take them all out, they would notice!
She smiled brightly to Sasuke as he walked up to her, holding out his arm. Smiling brighter she latches onto his arm, and they head to his car. They had begun to really talk about their wedding which would be held two years from now. Because as soon as the graduate Neji and Gaara would be marrying that July, while Itachi and Deidara were marrying that December. They didn't want their wedding to clash with theirs.
Happily she snuggles against him as they walk to his car. Once inside she snuggles against him, pressing her breasts to him. Though they never did anything really for him. She always had to be on her knees, chest pressed to the floor or bed as he fucked her. He never wanted to look at her face or really touch her. So she hoped Orochimaru fixed that this session. It was beginning to royally piss her off.
Another thing that she hoped he fixed was Sasuke saying Naruto's name in his sleep, and when he climaxes. Sighing as she things to all the times she's had him in her, he always wore a condom. She has to actually feel him cum in her. He refuses to do so, if they do have unprotected sex it's always in her ass, or he pulls out and cums all over her back. She couldn't even suck him!
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Sasuke showed not emotion as Karin snuggled up onto him, pressing her breasts against him. Really he would rather a nice flat chest, but he had promised Karin he would always be with her. Though that didn't stop him from seeing boy toys on the side.
As she went to go get seats to the movie they were seeing he groped a boy who was hitting on him. It turned into a heavy make out session in the bathroom, though he left the boy to go on his date with Karin.
If he didn't get there before the movie started she would bitch at him. It was always the same type of boy. Small, blonde hair, blue eyes and glasses though he never gave it much thought. They were willing to do anything he wanted, this made him happy.
Sitting down by Karin, he kept his face emotionless, she spied his hard on and grinned. He threw her hand off his thigh as he crossed his legs. He didn't want her touching it, if she did he would soft in an instant.
That would just make her bitch as well. She sat by him pouting, trying to look cute though to him she looked horrible when she did that. Sighing he gave her kiss, enticing a heavy make out session. Though he kept her hands away from his lap.
It had gotten soft kissing her, and he didn't want her to find out. He didn't know exactly know why he just couldn't stand her touch him. Pulling from the kissing her sipped his drink then went back to the movie. This annoyed Karin, but she juts told herself later. They would continue this later.
Though she had a feeling there would be no later. He would drop her off at her house saying he'd be there later then drive off. Sometimes though he'd stay and they would finished what they started. Though every time they were together, she tried to cuddle him.
More often then not he wouldn't allow it. He didn't want her touching him at all if he could help it. She would talk to him of children, and he would tell her he would rather get a vasectomy. Or he'd rather her get her tubes tied.
It was his own way of saying I do not want kids with you. Ever. All she would do was glare at him, then talk to Orochimaru who would promise to fix it. Slowly, but surely he was fixing it. Yet, it was like Sasuke was fighting it all the way.
Now why the hell would he do that?! He's happy with Karin, right? This last time they had sex Karin was on her side and he grabbed her breasts. That was a plus for her. Not much longer and Sasuke would be completely hers.
The sessions were daily for hours on end in the beginning. Now there were once or twice a week to tweak a few things. This made Karin really happy, since that meant that Sasuke was no longer fighting it. Suigetsu had given up long ago, and his eyes were always red now.
She never saw them go purple again. The last time they did, He gave her a black eye for what she was doing. That earned him two day straight session of punishment and begin injected with strange things. Orochimaru even cut open his skull to mess with his brain.
Not that she cared any. She had what she wanted, Sasuke. That was all she ever wanted. Sasuke, and her cousin to never be there to interfere. Lightly she sighed once the movie was over. She knew what this meant, getting up she followed Sasuke back to his car. He dropped her off with a little smile that didn't show in his eyes. That would need working on, and the fact he still had yet to look at her and say he loved her.
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He went home, then crawled into his bed once he was there. This always happened after a session with Orochimaru. All he wanted was to lay down and dream. Sweet dreams always came to him, that became nightmares. Then when he would awaken it would be his worst nightmare, life. Something always felt like it was missing, yet he never could figure out what. It was like all the light was just gone from his life.
His dreams always held a beautiful blonde that would light up his dark world. The blonde was male from what he could tell, and had a smile that could light up a room. But it was the blonde himself that could light up the darkest place, and melt the coldest of hearts. Sasuke would hold him to him, and feel at peace. As time went on, two young children would join them. He would feel himself smile brightly, and watch the blonde and children.
Their faces were always blurred, like something blocking them from him. Sometimes he would say the blonde's name, but he would never hear himself say it. All he wanted was to stay asleep, and hold the ball of sunshine. But he and the kids always disappeared and Orochimaru would come into his view. Though that crazy old man was never alone. He always had Karin and Kabuto with him. Suigetsu would be there, but he always looked torn. One eye was red, the other purple.
When he would speak to Sasuke it was sometimes sweet and scared, other times it was cruel and cold like how Sasuke was now. It was like Suigetsu was warning him in his dream that he was becoming him. Someone emotionless, and cold. This worried Sasuke. He didn't want to become someone who would do anything to get what he wanted. That meant he'd be like Karin, though he doesn't know that…Yet.
Slowly he opened his eyes sighing a bit as he saw he was alone in his bed. Every time he would dream of that sunshine boy, he'd expect him to be there in the bed with him. Why? He didn't know. There was just something about that boy that made him want to wake up right next to him. Though that never happened. He was never there when he woke up. Sometimes he felt like crying when that happened.
'There ain't no sunshine when he's away.' That was all Sasuke could think when he would awaken. 'Where is my sunshine? Why can't I see his face…He's fading more and more as time goes on. Why am I forgetting him!? Who is he!? Damn it! Why is this happening!? What's going on!?'
So many things race through his mind after he dreams of that boy who lights his world. Sometimes memories come through to him in his dreams as he tosses and turns. It hurt when his old memories began to surface, over the new ones he'd gotten. His new memories were of him dating Karin, and using Naruto's emotions against him. Though something felt wrong. Like none of that was right.
There were times he just wanted to slap Karin for speaking ill of her cousin, Naruto. Though he doesn't know why. There was a war going on inside him, he could feel it. Karin was beginning to replace the sunshine boy, and causing darkness to over take him. She thought she was the light of his life, when she was the exact opposite. When he looked at her, all he saw was darkness, no light.
There just ain't no sunshine when he's away. Question was, who was he, and why wasn't there ain't any sunshine when he's away. This was aggravating him to no end. He slammed his fist into the wall, making it go right through the wall. He felt tears stinging his eyes, but not because he just punched through a wall. It was because he felt so alone with out his sunshine boy, that he didn't even know!
Itachi and Deidara come running in to check on him. Quickly Deidara gets his hand free and begins to bandage him. Sasuke just sits there quietly, not bothering to say a word. It was a bit un-nerving. Itachi wanted to tell his Otouto that it was okay to cry. But he held his tongue looking at the shell of the boy that was before him. That was not his brother. His brother was more lively.
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Sasuke laid in bed hours later, ignoring his phone that was going off. Finally he had had enough and threw it hard again the wall causing it to bust all to pieces. Though he didn't care. However, this meant Karin would come over, and a fight would begin between her and Deidara. Itachi would tell him to get his whore out of the house before he threw her out. Sasuke would not say a word as he got Karin out of the house while she huffed about him not defending her.
He just could not do it. It was like his way of saying he agreed that she was a whore, yet at the same time that she wasn't. Though there were those time when he would speak. He'd look Itachi right in the eyes, and go to town on telling him off about his own bitchy whore, Deidara. This would cause Itachi to take a sharp intake of air, and Deidara would gasps, then begin to cry. Not that he cared though.
It made him and Karin laugh when this happened. Then they would go out, and drink while Suigetsu passed around something that looked like a syringe. He never touched that, though he did like to cut his arms and watch the blood while the cuts healed like they had never been there. Sometimes he just wanted to cut and it not heal so he could go join his Sunshine. The one who lights up his life, though he had a feeling that would not help him.
What if his sunshine was alive, and if he died that his sunshine would be really upset? That was the only thing keeping him from doing it. Though if he were in his right mind there would a lot more keeping him from it. If he were in his right mind, he wouldn't be with Karin, he'd eagerly awaiting the letters and packages from Naruto. He'd be sending back his own. Little did he know Itachi was sending letters to his Sunshine.
Itachi was telling him everything that was going on, and encouraging him to keep seeing his packages. Everyone was hoping that this would snap Sasuke out of it. No one but Deidara and Karin knew that the packages were disappearing. Though in the coming months that was all soon to stop. Naruto was going to return soon with surprises, that no one knew of. Sure they knew he was pregnant, and that he had the baby. They just didn't know how many.
He had hoped Sasuke would tell them, but since he never saw the pictures and videos, no one knew. Naruto would be back for Gaara and Neji's wedding in a few months. Maybe seeing Naruto and the baby would knock Sasuke out of it? Or Karin could slip up and not get a hold of the letter that would come before the wedding for Sasuke. It was always a possibility.
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G.P.: Oh my god. This was painful chapter for me to write! I felt like I was going to be sick writing this damn thing. I hope you all enjoyed it! Next chapter is all about Naruto! Then after that is Naruto and Sasuke. Naruto will be coming back, and I'm debating on how Sasuke finds out.
Karin could slip up and miss a letter, or he could see Naruto and the twins…I personally like the letter thing that way he could have a plan to get revenge on Karin, Orochimaru, and Kabuto…Remember Suigetsu is also being experimented on by Orochimaru so he has not say.
Let me know what you think!
'Til next time! Ja Ne!
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