I Choose You! | By : KoibitoFemme Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 4136 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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A/N: Sorry it has taken me too damn long to do this. Life got in the way, I moved to Japan spent almost 3 years was driven nuts and now I am back in the U.S. in school. Wondering if I should go back to Japan. Oh and if anyone DOES go there to live keep in mind you get taxed for living there. Seriously if you leave they will give you a bill for just living. Anyways, school starts next week I spent this month writing out the final of this story. And if I EVER do another, which I am thinking about, I will finish writing it before I post it. I am SO ashamed.
Oh here is the disclamer: I don't own Naruto or April 4th. I get no money for this although I am as broke as broke as can be. Un-betaed.
Knock KnockThe door slowly opened to reveal Kyuubi still in his school uniform. Obviously, back from school.
"Naruto? Your friend came to visit you. Shall I let him in?" The small blond looked at his brother with a confused almost apprehensive look on his face."Fr...friend?" Seeind the look on Naruto's face, Kyuubi quickly shook his head, waving his arms in the negative."Not THAT guy! It's Sasuke." The mention of ''that guy' caused the blond's eyes to take on a trance-like look. He knew who his brother was referring to and it still caused his heart to ache. Why did this happen?"Aah...." The red head furrowed his brow in concern. It was like his little brother had just shut-down.
"Naruto..." Jumping slightly at the sound of his name, Naruto grinned bashfully at his big brother. "Ah...yeah it's okay. Let him in." Kyuubi nodded his head slowly, stepping out of the doorway and closing the door with him.A few minutes later Naruto heard the click of his door opening again to reveal what looked like a relieved Sasuke. "Hey! What's this? You don't look sick at all/" He moved over to the ebd s miling softly at the smaller boy. "It's been 3 daus since you last came to school, so I got worried and decided to check up on you." In his hand were all the assignments that the blond had missed. Naruto smiled weakly as he took them."Thank you.." Yea he knew Sasuke was a lecherous pervert but at the same time he really was a good friend...DEEEP down. "It's only a small fever; it's nothing that I have to skip school for..." He supplied as he looked through the papers. But just like that his mind began to wander and he grew silent again.Pervert aside, Sasule could see that something was affecting the blond. He knew this was the time to have the boy's back, in a platonice sense. "There's a reason why you don't want to come....right?"Naruto instantly stiffened, blue eyes widened at the accusation. Did the brunet know? But before he could ramble off some excuse, the raven let out a sigh and continued. "Did something happen with Haku-kun?"Small tan hands clutched the covers in his lap. Another sigh was heard as the raven leaned forward resting his head on his hand. "You know...Haku-kun hasn't come to school either..." This stunned the smaller boy."Momochi.....also?" Why would he disappear? It was Naruto who caused him to look so sad all the time. (1)Sasuke looked a little dejected but continued to talk. "I bet if it was about Uzuamki, Haku-kun would always show emotions that nobody saw...I wanted to see that face again so I might've said something that got to him. After that the both of you stopped coming to school." He shrugged slightly, looking out the window. "Kinda lonely without the two of you around. Definitely less pleasant for my eyes." Naruto had tuned him out after the admission of Haku's absence. He had no idea he affected the boy so strongly. Even Sasuke, with his usually self absorbed persona, had picked up on it. Shaking his head, Naruto leaned forward. He needed to verify something."What...did you say to him?"The sudden question had Sasuke looking over to the blond curiously. "Hmm?" A small arm shot out to grab a hold of the raven's shoulder before weaklin falling back onto the bed. It all made sense now. He had an epiphany. 'That's why.....Haku.....!'Okay, this was a little much for the raven. He had only so much in him in the comforting department and if the blond started crying he was going to have to give him a firm salute and make a hasty retreat. What could be going on in the kid's head? "Uzumaki? You mad?"Naruto just stared at his comforter for a moment. "I'm still not clear about what 'Love' should be like. So I can't return Haku's feelings. But Momochi's feelings...." He smiled lovingly as he though about the okama's smile. This in turned cause Sasuke to actually swoon and pass out from a massive nose bleed. Damn dobe and his adorable ways. Naruto didn't even notice as he came to a resolution. 'His feelings have always delighted me.' The blond rested his head on his knees, oblivious of his unconscious, dirty-minded friend. Maybe 10 minutes or so later Kyuubi came by to check on the two, luckily, he was on the phone with the pervert's brother."Hey guys do you nee...WHAT THE HELL?! Naruto wake up! You got an Uchiha leaking on your bed. Itachi come get your brother before I make you re-wash the bedding. Wha...NO...not mine, Naruto's! No we won't be relocating to other rooms!!" The small boy didn't seem to be aware of much for the rest of the day. He didn't even notice the departure of his bleeding friend as the raven was hauled off over the elder Uchiha's shoulder, again, like a sack of potatoes.The next evening found Naruto in foront of his easel. So many questions were bombarding his cranial. His arms moved as if he was on autopilot, his mind continued to try and make sense of everything. 'What does Momochi want from me? Why did he choose me? Besides his feelings, there's something even more important....How do I feel? What are my feelings towards Haku?' The boy closed his eyes, taking a deep breath. His mind played back various parts of his friendship with the older boy. Each one focusing on how the elder worried about him, his feelings, how he was affected. HIM. The he remembered their last encounter. The dead look in the brunet's eyes.Naruto opened his eyes as a tear slid down his cheek. 'Haku...' He continued to paint making sure to catch the delicate details of the okama. One distinct memory pushed its way to the front. It was the time in the nurses office when Haku told him how he really felt."I like the Naru-chan that makes me feel this way..."That memory alone broke the small boy's resolve momentarily. More tears joined the first. He look up out the windo to the lonely moon. One major thought ringing in his mind. 'Haku...'The Next Day
Naruto was sitting by the door tying his shoes. He was unaware of the slender red head leaning close to his head. "Naruto? Where are you going?" The blond was so startled by the sudden question, tremors could be seen rolling throughout his body."Aniki!" The boy yelped. That's when Kyuubi noticed the portfolio case. It didn't take long for him to figure out his little brother's destination. With a combination of concern and outrage, the elder boy grabbed a tan wrist, yanking his brother further into the house,"You're planning to see that asshole, aren't you?!" The blond just gaped at him knowing he wasn't finished. "After the way he treated you?!!"A blush quickly appeared at the thought of what he was set on doing today. Yanking his hand back, he looked down at his shoes to avoid the appalled glare aimed at him. His blush only grew deeper as he began to respond. "I...I've treated Haku the same way..." By the time Naruto finished, his brother had frozen with a blank stare, his mind processing what the blond had just muttered. Gradually, his face took on a red hue of it's own. The red head brought his fist up to his mouth as though this was some kind of taboo, kinky secret."Then...It was all a game." The insinuation was instantneously understood. Naruto's entire body turned a deep red, His eyes almost bugged out of his head."EEEH?!?!" He screeched. "No!" The small teenager looked right into his brother's eyes with a look of determination. "I...was never able to give Haku an answer, so he was suffering. That forced him to do what he did. That's why...I have to explain everything to him."Kyuubi was stunned. Sure he hated Haku but if Naruto could feel so strongly about him, could he really stop his little brother? With slack arms, he watched the boy run out the house slamming the door in his haste.Later....
"Here you go!" Zabuza, a rather large, intimidating but gracious man, set a cup of milk tea in the coffee table infront of Naruto. As usual, the blond couldn't get over the man's appearance stuttered out his thanks. The large man smiled apologetically. "I'm sorry...I must be leaving now." Naruto had to let out a breath of relief. The man never treated him badly but he couldn't his uncalled fear of Zabuza one day just hauling off and whacking his head off with a clever. Odd.....Shaking off the fear as best as he could, the blond looked up at the tall man and responded. "It's okay....Can I just wait here?" Zabuza smiled down at the petite boy. He was glad his nephew had such friends. The boy had been so isolated before.Still smiling, the large man bowed before speaking. "Of course. Haku should be back soon....You want to see him?"Naruto's heart gave a strong thump as his nervousness increased. "Yes." Inside he was worrying. 'Haku...he probably doesn't want to see me anymore.' The boy clenced his hands together at the thoughts coursing through his mind. 'He probabyly doesn't think of me the way he use to.' His heart gave another hard thump in his chest as he tried desperately to reinforce his resolve. 'But...I don't want to end things like this. I don't want it to end!' By the time the blond had settled himself, Zabuza had already gone, leaving him to play the waiting game alone.About 15 to 20 minutes later, Haku trudged up to his door. He wondered if his uncle was still home. "I'm back" He annouced receiving no response, the teen figured the man had already left to another overseas meeting. Before he could fully enter the apartment, he stilled, noticing the familiar pair of shoes facing the door. Naruto. "Those shoes..." Haku numbly closed the door, entering the hallway. His eyes were wide and focused on the door leading to the living room. A blush rose on his face. Whethere it was from guilt or love, not even he was sure.Not long after, the same doorhe was staring at, creaked open. The brunet wasn't even aware that his body was moving. But as he walked through the door, he saw the excited face of his love...no victim. Haku quickly acquired an emotionless facade.Naruto heard the door opne and immediately beamed towards the new occupant. "Haku!!" He leapt over the couch arm and scurried towards the taller teen. "Haku, I...."The brunet had to put a stop to this. What the hell was going? "Why are you here?"Naruto's fears seemed to have manifestedand were slapping him right in the face. His eyes widened for a second before he looked down blushing in shame. The boy gulped trying to think of a good answer for his friend. "Th..." he tighted his fist trying to gather any courage he had. "There's...something I wanted to say to you." Naruto looked up, hopeful eyes sparkling with life as he looked at the other.Haku wished and hoped upon hope that hte small blond would shut and just leave well enough alone. Wasn't enough damage done? Inside he felt like his heart was being torn apart. But for the sanity of both, he had to do something he didn't want to do this. "Something?" He said in indifference. The usual warmth in his eyes, long gone as he ran a slender hand through chocolate tressed. "After waht I did to you, you still want something to do with me? Such a naive boy..."Naruto stared nervously up at the aloof male. This wasn't the sam boy but the ....it was. "Haku...""What could it be?" the brunet interrupted. He grabbed a hold of Naruto's chin tilting his head so he could look directly in his face. Naruto was stunned at how close they ere and how quickly it occurred. "Don't tell you like to be treated like that...." A sinister smile spread across the pale face. "You want me to do something harsher? Is that why you're here? What a nice hobby."At those vile implications, Naurto blushed harder. He didn't know what to say. Internally, Haku was quickly reaching his limit. He had to get Naruto out of there. The boy flicked his hand leaving the tan chin before stepping away. "But too bad!" The brunet spun around facing the balcony. "Didn't I already say 'This will be the last time'? I don't want to have anything to do with you. Go back"Naruto stood frozen. He couldn't give up now. "Haku..." He tried."Just go back!!" The okama roard shocking the petite boy behind him. Never had he used that tone with Naruto. And for a moment the boy turned to leave. But the he remembered how much he need to say. Haku was ready to cry. His heart was battering his ribcage. "Haku!!" The elder jolted, not expecting Naruto to still be there. "Perhaps...that was the last itme. But....I'm sorry I just..." Naruto reached down to his bag and pulled out something. "wanted you to look at this."Slowly, the exhausted brunet turned around. There in the younger teen's arms was a painting. It was a painting of Haku. It was the most beautiful painting the boy had ever seen. And it was of him! The blond tood his silence as a green light to get things off his chest. "When I was drawing this, I was thinking about you the whole time. The first time that we kissed and even in the health room when were having really intnse sex...you looked like you ere about to cry. It was such a beautiful scene. And in the end....when I didn't know how to face you..." Naruto's face became redder and redder the more he spoke.(2) But he had to get all of it out once and for all. "The face you had when you were raping me...looked so hurt. When I saw all your feelings...I began to cry." The boy tilted his head to the flood steadying himself. "I finally understood. I ..." Slowly, he looked back up at the momentarily shocked okama. "I...I love you." Naruto smiled sincerely a pink hue settled comfortably on his cheeks.Haku's face quivered ever so as he desperately tried to stay strong. But it was impossible. "I....I don't have to give up?" Tears began to overflow from his eyes. "You...really love me?" He managed to choke out.The blond boy was struck silent at how beautiful Haku was as that very moment. The only sounds in the room were the soft sniffles from the bigger male. The whole spectacle was apparently contagious because soon Naruto found himself crying. "Why do we have to give up on each other if we are in love?" The small boy asked. That did it, a loud wail burst out of Haku. He hit the floor in a fetal like crouch, sobbing like a baby. Naruto just watched tears flowing out his own eyes. He set the canvas down nearby, moving cautiously toward the weaping mass of boy. Small arms tentatively wrapped around Haku before he was pulled into a warm embrace. "I made you wait too long." Naruto closed his eyes and tightened his hold the tiniest bit. "Sorry."After a much needed cry the two teens found themselves in Haku's bedroom. Naruto lay nestled in the abundant bedding, the larger male above him repeatedly delving between the blond's pouty lips. The blond could do nothing but pant and whimper. His arms were trapped by Haku's. They kissed for what felt like an eternity. The temperature seemed to rise with each passing second. Reaching his limit, the smaller boy grasped onto Haku's sleeve, forcing him to come back to reality. Deep brown eyes opened as the older boy pushed himself to a sitting position. The missing heat and weight immediately caught Naruto's attention. "Haku?" The flushed boy whimpered as he looked up at his friend turned lover."Naru-chan...are you afraid of doing it with me?" The brunet looked earnest in his concerns which just made Naruto smile all the more at him before getting up and leaning towards the elder. Small hands touched Haku's face gently, pulling him forward to press against the other's forehead. The biger boy looked almost child-like as he looked at the blond. Naruto smiled happily as he spoke."I've already forgotten everything. So do all that you want, okay?" He ended with a dark blush and giggle that spread all the way to Haku."Okay!"Time Skip
"Ah! Ya...Ya..AH!" Naruto was overpowered by Haku's mouth. The two laid on the bed in 69 pose. However, Haku didn't seem to mind being the most active. Naruto just lay there panting and moaning. Blue orbs peeked open to view the brunet busy at work. It wasn't fair. The older boy was always giving in this situation. At that moment, Naruto decided to fix that.ZIP!"Huh?" Confused brown eyes opened as Haku moved away from Naruto to see what the younger boy was doing. The he saw the most adorable thing yet. Naruto looked like a kitten, shyly licking his tip. He watched just a little before returning to the task at hand, with a smile on his lips. It almost appeared to a competition with the two boys. Who could last the longest? Apparently, Haku knew exactly how to determine the winner. Slender hands slid over a soft round rump until he was able to locate and slip a finger in the cute little pucker. Naruto jolted at the added sensation but he was determined to keep going.The brunet slyly peeked at the other all the while pumping his finger in and out the small entrance. The building tension within Naruto had him finally relinquishing the length in his mouth with a loud gasp. He looekd down at Haku with eyes filled with tears of ecstasy. "Haku....still? You don't want to do it?" He panted. Haku smiled a content smile before leaning up on his arm."What about you, Naru-chan? Do you want to? Do you want me?" Naruto was silent for a moment. Slowly, he sat up, Haku mimicking his moves. Before the older boy knew what was happening, he had his arms filled with the blond."I want....I want Haku." He whimpered out. His arms wrapped around the elegant neck as warms wrapped around him, in kind. They held each other tightly overcome by the raw emotions crashing over them, moreso Naruto, because he was completely oblivious to his surrounding. Only when he felt a rough thrust and slight burn did the boy realize he had been adjusted over Haku's cock. His hand clenched tightly to the fabric in his hold. "Ah!" He yelped as Haku thrusted into his head. Fortunately, the elder was still slick from the interrupted blowjob. Naruto yelped and grunted as he rode the other's shaft, the intrusion was quickly heightening his arousal. Though firm and strong, the brunet's movements also possessed an almost gentle feel to them. Slender arms embraced the smaller boy, keeping him from toppling over whenever he arched his back too far. To Naruto, it felt like Haku had increased largely in girth."Your...." He could hardly breathe let alone speak but he kept trying. "filled me...inside." He managed.Haku's response was to latch onto a tiny pert nipple. Between suckles he murumured against the tan skin. "Ngh...You want more of me?" His last word was reinforced with a deeper, harder thrust into the lithe form. Arms wrapped around Haku's neck tighter this time around. The music of Naruto's moand and grunts enveloped his ears. "Ah...Ah,ah!" The tan boy was literally bouncing on the large cock embedded inside his body. It was bliss."It feels good...Haku!" He panted, squeezing occasionally around the length. "It feels...so goo."Haku was experiencing a similar euphoric state. Sweat slid down the beautiful face, his embrace tightened all the more, around the smaller body. "Naru-chan..." And with that last utterance, it was as if a beast had broken free. Haku grabbed on leg and repositioned his armd around Naruto to keep him from falling off. The brunet began to thrust in an almost primal way. He reached far deeper than he had before. Naruto was dizzy with lust. His tongue hung from his mouth, drool falling down his chin. He looked like a rag doll, the way he bounced and jerked on the pistoning cock."Haku...more. I want...more.." Haku brought their faces closer, ensnaring the blond's mouth with his own. They clung to each other as the pace became inhuman. Blue eyes widened while brown ones clenched shut. And then, they both simultaneously exploded. Naruto screamed his release into the kiss. Haku grunted and growled as he pumper the younger boy full of his essence. They held each other like their lived depended on it. Just the sound of heavy breathing and the shuffling of cloth could be heard. That was when Naruto realized he truly, from the bottom of his heart, desired Haku.Time SkipThe two boys sat together in the bed, plush blanets covering their nakedness. Somehow, they ended up talking about Haku's past, before he met the blond."As for modeling, a friend of Zabuza's took care of everything. I've always had to put on pretty clothes, and so I've always been required to give a lovely smile. Those factious smiles...made me feel like a loser." Even though Naruto knew the smiles weren't real, he had no idea that Haku felt that way. But he didn't say anything, he just let the other boy continue. "I get sick whenever I see those fake expressions on pictures."When Naruto thought about it, he had to agree, he felt the same way about those photos. His musing was quickly interrupted as the other boy kept speaking. "Back then, I knew about you from a drawing in the school's corridor."The smaller boy looked confused. "Drawing? What drawing?" Haku raised his head from his knees and looked over to his lover. A sweet smile directed towards the blond."The one of your brother." Immediately Naruto became embarrassed. His eyes widened and that oh-so-familiar blush came to visit."That's ....the random holiday piece I did/" Haku nodded once, his smile growing enough to close his eyes."Yep! Naru-chan really likes his brother, right?"The other nodded unintelligently. "Yeah...""Your feeligns for him....were shown through the drawing." The brunet paused for a moment reminiscing about the exact moment he saw Naruto's portrait on the wall. "So very, very warm...it felt good. I wanted...that person to draw a portait of me." The blond's breath hitched. He was clinging to every word Haku spoke. "Just now, when you said you loved me, I really felt so, so happy. And that drawing...thinking about me while drawing this portrait make me happy as well." Haku leaned back on his folded legs and wrapped his arms around them smiling sincerely at his lover. "Thank you....for loving me."Naruto sat dumbstruck before the sound of sniffles emitted. The larger boy began to panic. "Naru....Naru-chan? Did I say something to make you cry?" Haku didn't know what to do, he began to flail his around about when small hands grabbed his face, stilling him."If Haku smiles like that, I'll feel like crying" With that said, Naruto pulled the boy into a deep, passion filled kiss. Hakur was shocked stiff and before he could react, the younger boy pulled away smiling. "I love you so much." Naruto whispered over Haku's lips. 'The one who makes me want to cry, isn't the Haku trying to be fake...but the real Haku'. He added mentally, staring at the blushing but all the same beautiful face before him.OwariA/N:
1) I do not condone rape, man-handling, or just cruel treatment or anyone ESPECIALLY if you are suppose to be in love with that person. So once again I was going by the original manga plot. Because seriously if even a tiny bit of what happened in this story happened to me that would have been the end of it. Asses would have been kicked, cops would have been called and possibly hits would have been made. But like I said I didn't write the original and I wanted to stay as close to the original as possible. That includes about 80% of the words and thoughts.
2) AGAIN this story....a lot of damn blushing. I wasn't sure how to convey the visual to words but damn near every panel in the end had SOMEONE blushing.
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