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Hated Existence	By : stephfarrow94 Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 2004 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
- 1-Hated Existence
- 2-2
- 3-3
- 4-4
- 5-5
- 6-6
- 7-7
- 8-8
- 9-9
- 10-10
- 11-11
- 12-12
- 13-13
- 7
- 8
- 9
  Zetsu had never felt so useless before. He had been sitting with Tobi for hours, trying everything that he could think of to calm the boy down and distract him from the agony that he was suffering, but – as Tsunade had explained – there was nothing anyone could do.
The birthing process was taking too long and, until the babies emerged, Tobi was just going to have to suffer. They couldn’t risk giving the boy painkillers in case it harmed the babies. Tobi’s voice was scratchy and hoarse from having screamed for hours on end.
“It’s okay.” Zetsu stroked Tobi’s hand, planting kisses on the child’s cheek and forehead every now and then. “It’s going to be okay.”
“ZuZu…” Tobi moaned, still crying from the pain but having no more tears left to shed – he had literally ran out of them. “Argh! ZuZu!”
“Shh…” Zetsu stroked Tobi’s head lovingly, tears of his own falling – seeing Tobi in so much pain was breaking his heart.
Sakura and two of the other medic nins, Ino and Shizune, were trying to get Tobi to push while Tsunade went over pregnancy books to try and find something that could possibly help Tobi – trying anything other than a natural birth was just far too dangerous.
“Tobi, please…” Ino begged Tobi desperately, not liking the situation. “Push!”
Tobi shook his head. “Tobi doesn’t know how! It huuurts!”
‘Tobi, honey, we know it hurts, but you have to do this.” Zetsu squeezed Tobi’s hand.
Tobi let out a whimper before his face scrunched up in agony and a loud scream rang across the room, accompanied by a loud snap.
“What was that?” Sakura asked, concern taking over.
Shizune gasped. “Someone go get Tsunade right away!”
Zetsu’s eyes wandered over Tobi’s tiny, fragile body, trying to work out what the snapping was until it became painfully obvious – Tobi was leaking blood, semen and piss all at the same time from the tip of his penis.
Ino had run to get Tsunade, screaming for the Hokage.
Tobi had found a new stockpile of tears. His eyes leaked with water as he threw his head back, screaming in agony, shaking.
“This is really dangerous!” Sakura cried. “This is what could kill him! If a baby breaks something vital, he’ll die!”
Zetsu gasped and leant down to hug Tobi tightly, but as he lowered his head, he was smacked in the face by Tobi’s own – the boy had rushed up to lean over the bed and vomit blood.
Zetsu was helpless to see Tobi choking on the red liquid as the boy tried to scream. He could feel tears of anguish streaming down his face – he knew that it was his fault that Tobi was pregnant. Zetsu had always worn a condom with Tobi, and the one time hadn’t... He had assured Tobi that it would nothing bad would happen, and now look at him…
“ZuZu!” Tobi cried out, holding his belly and hunching over as blood dripped from his mouth. “ZuZu, it – oh, God!”
Tobi screamed, throwing his body to the side as he felt some new, unknown pain strike him. Sakura and Shizune tried to hold him still, but Tobi thrashed violently. It seemed like something else had broken.
“Let him go!” Tsunade’s loud voice rang over the room. “Don’t touch him! You can’t put any more stress on him than he’s already under!”
The two medics jumped back from Tobi as said boy continued to thrash in agony. The flow of blood and other bodily fluids from Tobi’s private part only increased as did the blood from his anus.
“Everyone get ready!” Tsunade instructed. She slapped on glove before handing pairs to the other medics. “They’re coming!”
Zetsu tightened his grip on Tobi’s hand as he held his own breath – now was the time to be strong.
“Push, Tobi.” Tsunade had instructed. She leant down between Tobi’s legs and spread his cheeks apart to look at the tiny hole. “You can do it, Tobi. You’ve got to push!”
Tobi let out a groan, shaking his head. “T-tobi can’t! He can’t push! H-h-hurts!”
Tsunade pushed a finger into Tobi’s opening, trying to stretch it as much as she could to prepare the poor child. In all honesty, she wasn’t even sure where the babies were going to exit from…
“Push, Tobi!” Tsunade instructed him, trying to stretch him further. “You’ve got to push!”
Tobi let out an agonised wail. His body quivered violently as sweat drenched him. “ZuZu! ZuZu, make it stop hurting! Please! Make it stop hurting!”
“Tobi!” Tsunade snapped, angered by the child’s stubbornness – she understood that Tobi’s body naturally had no way of coping with this, but he wasn’t even trying! If he would at least try to push!
“No!” Tobi whimpered, crying out in pain. “Tobi is t-terrified! So much p-pain!”
“Shh… It’s okay, Tobi-chan, don’t be afraid! Just try and push, Tobi! Push for us! Please!”
-XX-
It had taken almost another hour to convinced Tobi to push and, by the time he did, his pain was worsening. To Tsunade, this was good – it meant at least one baby was trying to come out.
“Tobi, push!” Tsunade instructed as the other medics crowded around, trying to help. “It’s almost there, Tobi! Just a little more! Come on!”
With an agonised scream, Tobi pushed a little harder. Tsunade could see the crown of the first baby.
“I see the crown!” Tsunade exclaimed, looking excited – the fact that Tobi was still alive so far was astounding, but could he handle five more babies?
Tobi let out a breath of excitement. “R-really?!”
“Yes, Tobi! Keep pushing!”
   Tobi’s face – though still pained – took on a look of excitement as his lips curved into a pained grin. Zetsu was shocked that Tobi still wanted to go through with this after so much pain.
It was another few minutes before Tsunade was able to pull out the first baby. She wasn’t surprised that it was a stillborn – Tobi had, after all, already lost one.
Tsunade said nothing about it to Tobi – instead demanding him to keep pushing to deliver the others. She was thankful that Tobi hadn’t seen the stillborn and was in too much pain to question the silence.
-XX-
Two more stillborn babies were delivered within a one-and-a-half-hour period and Tobi was exhausted – he couldn’t do this for much longer. He was barely coping mentally with the knowledge that three of his six babies had already died before he could meet them. He was about ready to give up completely, believing that the other three were probably dead too.
“T-tobi… w-wants… to… d-die…” Tobi panted out, his heart racing dangerously fast. “T-tobi’s… b-b-babies… are… dead!”
“No, Tobi!” Zetsu exclaimed, running his hand across Tobi’s cheek and burying his face into the boy’s hair. “We won’t l.et you die! No way in hell are you going after suffering all of this pain! You’re going to live and reassure us that this will never happen again! We hate seeing you in such agony!”
Tobi could barely scream any longer – his throat was just too scratched up. He kept pushing, desperate for at least one living baby to emerge from his body.
-XX-
Within three hours, two more dead babies came out. Tobi had all but given up. He couldn’t stop crying from the heartbreak but, as Zetsu had reminded him, there was still one more baby to come out.
“Why did they die?!” Tobi sobbed in despair. “Tobi did his best during pregnancy! He really did!”
“Tobi, you did fantastic during the pregnancy but these things happen! Be thankful it wasn’t you who died!”
Tobi shook his head, wiping his tears away – Shizune and the other two medics were working desperately to keep Tobi alive, pumping more blood into his drained system and inserting tubes to compensate for the loss of water that he had sweated and cried out.
Zetsu was terrified – if Tobi was going to die, this would be the time that he would. Tsunade had already checked the heart monitor, and she knew that if Tobi’s heart wasn’t beating as quick as it was, the organ would’ve given in – even if it did keep up its rapid beating, it would still stop eventually. They had to get the last baby out – it had been hours since the first baby had emerged.
Urging Tobi to push as hard as he could, she realised that Tobi was just too far gone to have the strength left. It was up to the baby to find its own way out – but by this stage, Tobi was begging for death – he had enough, and the fact that all of his babies had died so far wasn’t helping.
“Tobi, baby, what if this is the miracle baby?” Zetsu whispered, taking both of Tobi’s hands in his own and squeezing them. “You can’t give up on this baby, okay? I don’t want to be stuck raising it all on my own now, do I?”
Tobi panted harshly, staring at Zetsu. His face was read. He felt a weak smile tug at his lips – Zetsu had expressed interest in being a father. No, he couldn’t give up now! He had always wanted to have a family with Zetsu – he had just never thought that he could have one. So he couldn’t give up now!
“ZuZu…” Tobi muttered in exhaustion. “Tobi… will… do it… for… ZuZu…”
Zetsu felt his eyes brimming over with tears – he had honestly thought that Tobi was done for. He watched as Tobi tried his best to push, and even though Tobi could barely move a muscle, all that mattered was that Tobi was still trying despite the odds against him.
Luckily, this birth was over with in only forty-five minutes. Tobi winced, convinced that this one was dead too, but he looked up as the sound of crying caught his ears. This one had survived.
Despite his exhaustion that made him want to drop dead, Tobi grinned happily and let out a small laugh. He wanted nothing more than to hold his new child in his arms. He didn’t care what gender it was – all that mattered was that it had survived.
“Get him to the emergency room now!” Tsunade ordered, handing the crying baby over to Ino. “If we don’t do something now, he’ll die!”
Zetsu’s hands were ripped from Tobi’s sweaty ones as the boy’s stretcher was wheeled away. He could only watch as Tsunade stormed ahead of them to get everything ready. He pleaded with the gods above to take care of his lover. Wiping tears away, he turned to Ino.
Ino was playing with the tiny baby but once she felt Zetsu’s eyes on her, she turned and smiled.
“Congratulations.” The Yamanaka smiled. “It’s a girl.
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