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The wonder years	By : kzdatgurl Category: Naruto AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1360 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 2
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Chapter List
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A series of unfortunate events
Friday night/ early Saturday morning
"You've held out on me Sasuke-kun...only to come back. What hass that taught you?" Thin lips belonging to Orochimaru grazed an uncaring Uchiha.
"Hn." Sasuke replied emotionlessly. He sat up and began to dress. He had gotten what he wanted. He gave the other male what he sought, and now the raven was ready to leave. Chilled hands gripped his body as he stood before the bed.
"It's not that simple." Orochimaru said venomously. "You can't go just yet."
"What do you mean? You got what you wanted." Sasuke said looking out the corner of his eye.
"That isn't the point." Orochimaru said just above a whisper. "You owe me."
"I've been here all night." Sasuke said wanting to escape the man's grasp.
"I need you a little while longer Sasuke-kun." Insidious words came over indifferent ears.
Sasuke settled back down. He didn't say a word. He just sat lifelessly gazing straight ahead. There was no point to arguing. He wasn't going anywhere anytime soon. Suddenly he became angry. He hated this obligation he had. He hated to be in this dark hole, with this deranged bastard. He hated to not see Naruto on a daily basis. He hated everything that had lead up to this point. He hated the fact that he was reduced to a weak, helpless child again by nothing more than a mere substance. He hated that his body was being used and held captive. He felt no control over his being anymore. He hated in general, everything and almost everyone.
"I've been meaning to ask you. You're seeing someone on me Sasuke?" Orochimaru asked casually as if there was no malice behind the statement.
Sasuke rolled passive eyes up at him. "What?" He questioned making sure he heard right.
"Oh dear boy…You are naïve. You've been indifferent. Who have you fallen for?" Asked Orochimaru still calmly enough to confuse Sasuke.
Sasuke stood still looking unblinkingly at the man before him. "You're delusional." He said turning his face away. He hoped Orochimaru couldn't see the surprise in his eye. How is it possible he notices something like that? Who have I fallen for?Sasuke repeated.
Orochimaru studied the raven for a moment. He licked his dry lips lusting after the teen in front of him. "Right. Ssasuke-kun, undress." Orochimaru said seductively.
Still in shock from the snake male's coherence, Sasuke obediently stripped.
Saturday Afternoon
What the hell? Naruto scoffed as he flipped through television channels. I don't get it. The blonde had spent most of the day with one thing on his mind. Neji. He didn't know exactly what to think, so he thought everything. Why the hell did a guy kiss me? And why did I kiss back? That is until I realized who I was actually kissing, Neji, a guy. I don't get it. Naruto hadn't had much experience in the kissing department, or romance period for that matter. He wasn't sure what to think about Neji. Sure they had gone out, as friends, and often talked at school or even by phone, but Naruto didn't think much of it. They had become what he figured to be good friends but obviously Neji was attracted to him. But I'm attracted to girls...Naruto thought then remembered what it felt like the moment Neji pressed his lips to his own. Naruto's face grew red. I think...
"Hey kid, come with me to the supermarket. You inhaled everything we had in here to eat." Jiraiya said stepping into the living looking at Naruto on the sofa. "What's wrong with your face?"
"Huhhh?" Naruto said quickly turning away.
Once on the way back from the supermarket, Naruto's confusion had gotten to him.
"Pervy?" He asked.
"Yeah?" Jiraiya questioned back.
"I have a friend. He asked me my opinion on something and I have no clue what to tell 'em." Naruto said watching everything pass by out his window.
"Shoot."
"Well, he's friends with this other guy and they kinda kissed. Well my friend's friend kissed him, and he was totally baffled by it."
"I see. Sounds like your friend's friend really likes him huhh?"
"I guessed that much. But my friend, he doesn't know what that means about his, you know, sexuality. He always pretty much liked girls, but this has him confused major."
"Well, I suppose, whether it's male or female, as long as the person treats you right that's all that matters. True love will prosper, doesn't matter who it's between, a tree, a cat, an apple."
Naruto smiled a little. He was sort of relieved; he had imagined someone like Pervy sage being weirded out by his 'friend's' question being that he loved women so much. Naruto thought back to Neji, he was always so nice to him. So polite. Very well groomed and good looking. He wasn't sure why but at that moment a darker figure arose in his mind. A stoic faced boy with dark bangs covering his lackluster eyes. What's with that?
"Hey, Pervy?" Naruto asked still looking out the window at the highway and other drivers.
Jiraiya raised an eye brow. "Hummm?"
"What…what happened to them…my parents?" Naruto asked taking big breaths between words. Now that he got 'the kiss' off his mind, while he had Pervy sage, he might as well milk him for his knowledge. He finally felt like he had enough courage to know the truth.
"Humm, Yondaime and Kushina? Well, I ain't gonna lie, or sugar coat things for ya. You're old enough to know. They were killed. Killed for their beliefs and killed because of their love for each other."
Naruto felt his heart skip a beat.
"To be totally honest, and I'm not just saying this cus your sitting here, your folks were great people. They were really important, and in turn, you're important too."
"Huh? What do you mean?" Naruto asked rubbing his hand over his chest trying to sooth an aching feeling creeping over his spirit.
"They were professionals let's say. He was a weapon and combat leader and she a bio development chemist. They fell in love both with their work and with each other. This was 15 years ago, when we were close to world war three. Unfortunately, Yondaime and Kushina were on opposing sides of that brewing war. Their forbidden love went on for about 6 months till officials found out and prohibited either from seeing each other, due to strict information sharing polices, neither side wanted their secrets out. Well they continued to sneak. You were conceived and they couldn't be happier but then they were sentenced to death. But right after that Kushina and your dad went into hiding, at my place, due to her bio-tech background she had complications at your birth, something about the chemicals she had been exposed to during the pregnancy. You were given a new serum called "9 tails" they were developing at the time of Kushina's banishment. She described it as a wonder drug, to cure all ailments. After you received that shot you were fine. You developed a dark circular scribble looking marking over your belly, what you know to be a birth mark anyways, and that was pretty much it."
Naruto sat flabbergasted. He was trying to image the love his parents felt for one another to actually risk their lives to be together. "Wait so what about after that?"
"Oh yeah, I forgot, my place was raided Yondaime and I arrested and Kushina fled with you. She took you some place safe before she was captured. They wanted you cus of the serum, they wanted to probe you and test you. Before she was put to death, she refused to disclose your whereabouts, I didn't even get a chance to ask where she took you. And so here you are now."
Naruto sat quietly taking all of this new found knowledge in. Naruto thought back, he never remembered being sick or even having chicken pox during the orphanage outbreak. Just what did the serum do to me? He thought. She did this, to keep me safe from everything. He felt warm tears building up in his eyes. He had no idea what had happened to his parents before this. The parents he used to loath at times. The parents whose love he had never felt. The parents he thought had abandoned him. In just a few short minutes he realized what they had gone through, how they sacrificed for each others love, and for him to live. He was overcome with emotions.
"We're home squirt." Jiraiya said looking over at Naruto who hadn't made a peep in the last 20 minutes.
"Right," Naruto said climbing out the seat heading for the trunk. He grabbed bags of groceries an began walking towards the house.
"Hey, kid, are you ok?" Jiraiya asked looking up the driveway at a waxen faced figure.
"Yeah, yeah I'm cool." Naruto said then took out his key and stepped inside the house.
"Hope it wasn't too soon…" Jiraiya said to his self while unloading more bags.
Later that night
"Yo, you chillin' with us or what? I got my sister's car; I can swing by and get you on the way to Shino's." Kiba barked through the phone receiver to a less than eager blonde.
Naruto huffed. "Nah…I'm playing the house tonight. I don't feel so good." He lied.
Kiba was silent for a few seconds. He didn't know what it was but something wasn't right. "Hey look, call me if you change your mind."
"Okay, thanks Kiba." Naruto said disconnecting the line.
The blue eyed boy lay quietly across his bed thinking. He was miserable now that he knew the truth about his parents. He had been in the same spot since him and Pervy sage returned home.
"I gotta find something to do." He said lifting himself from his place. He flipped open his cell phone and went to Neji's number in the call log. Naruto took a deep breath and closed the phone. After the talk earlier he wasn't sure if he knew exactly what to say to Neji. I like you too or I like someone else. Someone else... Naruto's thoughts drifted to a very distant Uchiha. He looked down and noticed that he unconsciously pulled up Sasuke's #. Gulping he pressed dial and placed the phone to his ear.
Ring, ring, ring, ring, ring, ring…
Suddenly when Naruto suspected no answer the line picked up.
"Hello?" He asked to what seemed to be dead air. "Hello, Sasuke? Are you there?"
No answer still. Naruto could swear to hear faint breaths over the line.
Dammit. He said hanging up. He must be busy.
Naruto looked down at his phone. He had no idea what he would have said once Sasuke answered, but he was a little disappointed he hadn't gotten the chance.
Across town
"Huhmm." Orochimaru squinted as he glared over a sleeping figure in his bed. He slammed the phone shut. He had half a mind to tell Naruto not to call Sasuke anymore. To tell him he was taken. He gripped the raven's cell so tight he could hear cracks. "What am I doing? Patience...I have to have patience." Orochimaru hissed to himself pressing the power button on the cell phone to keep further distractions to a minimum.
He hunched over said sleeping raven. He noticed Sasuke's arm bleeding through the bandage a bit; earlier the teen had taken a knife to his skin and reopened a mildly healed wound, it helped him cover the emotional pain he felt with physical. Shortly after Sasuke became his, Orochimaru noticed the boy cutting his limbs more and more often. Orochimaru figured with his introduction to cocaine, Sasuke would stop hacking away at his self. This proved to be a fact but with the ravens resent rebellions against the substance and Orochimaru himself, he had reverted back to old habits to calm his racing nerves.
Brushing hair from Sasuke's face, the snake marveled at his beauty; perfect porcelain skin, consistently pouting lips, and a dark demur. Orochimaru would go to extreme lengths to keep what belonged to him.
Monday morning
"What the hell? I went to his house this weekend, twice! He never opened up. That means he wasn't there you know." Kiba said to Shino as they walked the hall before classes began.
"You crossed a boundary." Shino replied simply.
"Look that's what I went over there for! To, say I'm sorry an shit." Kiba rubbed his arm as he spoke. "I know what I said wasn't cool." Kiba said as the two boys walked side by side.
School was done and dozens of remaining kids scampered throughout the halls preparing to leave.
"Yo guys, heard from Sasuke yet?" Asked Kiba as he and Shino happened upon Naruto and Choji in the hall near Choji's locker.
"No, should we have?" Asked Choji eating some gummy worms.
"Fuck man." Kiba said running a hand through his short brown spikes.
"Is something wrong?" Asked Naruto concerned about Sasuke.
"No, nothing like that. I just wanted to like, talk to him." Kiba said looking up at Choji signaling not to say anything.
"I haven't seen 'em and he's not answering his phone." Naruto commented.
"Yea." Kiba said taking out a cigarette. He seemed to look anxiously at Shino and Choji. "I need a smoke."
Naruto watched as Kiba took a long draw from the cancer stick between his fingers. Naruto felt a sting when he heard Kiba say those words Friday. At first, he too was upset with the big mouth teenager. He recalled growing up in the orphanage. He remembered the first home he ever went to. The kids were so mean. He was only 5 and they pointed and laughed and picked fights. He lives on a kid farm cus he don't got no family! HAAAHAAA! Naruto could hear laughter in his ears again. He hated being a foster kid and hated being at the orphanage. Kid farm...He recalled. It hurt.
"I'm sure we'll see him tonight." Choji said between chews.
"Yeah right. I'm jetting." Kiba said turning for the detention room.
"I hope Sasuke is okay." Naruto said looking from Shino to Choji.
Choji crammed his last few worms into his mouth trying to keep from speaking about the ravens probable whereabouts.
"I'm sure you shouldn't worry, Naruto." Shino said flatly.
Later that night
"Okay, there they are, let's go." Naruto said to Neji stepping out of the car. He welcomed getting out of this extremely awkward moment. He had no idea what Neji was trying to say to him. He kissed him so clearly he had developed feelings, Naruto just wasn't sure if he in return felt the same as Neji did. Neji seemed pretty cool but Naruto just never gave any thought to him, in that light, before the kiss that is. Even after his talk to Jiraiya, Naruto still hadn't figured out exactly what he felt for Neji. He did know one thing. Every time he tried to sort out his feelings for Neji, Sasuke unmistakably arose in thought. Naruto didn't know why. As far as he knew, Sasuke didn't even like him like that. They hadn't had any time to bonding, something Naruto was determined to change.
Neji tightened his lips and took the key from the ignition. He hoped he wasn't making a mistake. Following Naruto to this place, the raven's place.
"Sup guys." Naruto smiled at his friends who looked past him to the slick haired boy behind.
"Nothing. Let's just go." Kiba said leading the way into the bar.
Naruto looked back at Neji who held a look of contempt on his face. Naruto gave him a half smile. He didn't know why none of them liked Neji. Whatever the case was he didn't seem to think Neji was too bad.
The group took seats at the normal round table. The conversation that night was almost nonexistent. Naruto small talked with Neji about things in general. Kiba and the others looked on in revulsion. They were all pretty much thinking the same thing.
"Hope he doesn't come down." Choji said reviewing a menu but referring to Sasuke.
Shikamaru sighed heavily. "I just need a drink."
"Yea me too. A couple of 'em." Kiba said nervously tapping his hand on the table.
Once the show began, Naruto was focused on the stage. He hadn't seen the raven all weekend and was anxious.
Suigetsu made his normal pre-show speech. This time though, it was running a little long. Finally Suigetsu whispered to Karin who walked off stage. He continued to speak to the crowd. Upon her return Karin's face held a relieved grin, she nodded her head at Suigetsu.
Seconds later a melancholy Uchiha graced the stage. The audience went into a ruckus. Without one word, and a swift swing, Sasuke had plugged in his guitar and began to strum gallantly at the chords.
Suigetsu replaced the microphone seeing that the raven was in no mood to wait around. Karin took center stage and began to sing as the drums and base struggled to match a strumming guitar lead. Suigetsu narrowed his eyes at the raven. He wanted to tell Sasuke off for being an ass. He missed rehearsal all the time, he showed up late and high, then had the nerve to be snide with everyone in the group. Suigetsu was getting tired of this 'rich kid with problems' act. Everyone has problems. Suigetsu said to himself. He figured Sasuke's worst problem was the superiority complex he had. Suigetsu couldn't wait for the show to be over. He was going to give the raven a definite piece of his mind.
Sasuke glanced over the crowd. Damn you Orochimaru...He thought distastefully. Sasuke remembered the conversation he had with Orochimaru just before he left the snake lair. The male had made him late by pulling over his body. Orochimaru still hadn't gotten enough of Sasuke.
Flashback
"It's Monday night. You know I have to go." Sasuke said grumpily.
"Who are you planning on seeing boy?" Orochimaru asked as if he didn't already know.
Sasuke paused. "No one. I have a performance to do. Then I'm going home."
Orochimaru watched him closely. "Alone?"
"Of course." Sasuke replied.
Orochimaru stood silent as Uchiha dressed. "When are you coming back to me, Sasuke-kun?"
"I'll be back, Orochimaru." Sasuke said letting a small piece of his self die right then and there. He was absolutely cursed to be under the spell of such a vile man.
End flashback
Blinking his way back to his current state, Sasuke leered over the crowd. He was looking for one person in particular. Blonde hair caught his eye as he played into the second song of the night. Sasuke looked over tight tan skin dressed in a orange t-shirt and cargo pants. He wanted to see under that shirt badly. The raven swallowed hard. Persistent eyes tried to make contact with blue orbs. For some reason Naruto, who was normally intently focused on him, was talking and laughing with someone else. Sasuke felt a tinge of hot anger flash over his body. He stroked his guitar feverishly while trying to find the object of the blonde idiot's attention. Due to the capacity of people the medium sized pub held, Sasuke and co were well into song # 3 before it hit him. He saw for his self who demanded Naruto's raptness so lavishly. Sasuke hissed under his breath. He was in absolute shock to see Neji sitting across from his blonde, in his club, with his table of friends. What the fuck is going on here?He thought as his solo neared.
"You have no idea what you've done to me...something is changing inside of me...but I'm not taking this peacefully...something's changing inside of meeeeeee..." Karin sang while staring at Sasuke out the corner of her eye. He was weird. Weirder than normal.
Right before Sasuke's guitar solo begin, he stopped playing and walked off stage.
Karin looked at Jugo who played off along with Suigetsu.
DAMN IT!Suigetsu cursed. He lowered his base as they ended the song and along with Jugo stormed to the back.
They found Sasuke standing in the middle of the band room. Doing nothing.
"WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM?" Suigetsu raged forward toward Uchiha.
"Wait! Suigetsu, don't!" Yelled Karin to deter him from physically touching the raven.
"MIND IT BITCH!" He yelled to the red haired girl. Turning back to Sasuke, Suigetsu drew back his fist.
THUDDDDDD!
The sound of flesh pounding flesh echoed through the room. Suigetsu pulled back noticing Jugo standing between his body and the raven's.
"MOVE!" He yelled fiercely.
"No way, stop his craziness." Jugo said holding a sore jaw in the palm of his hands.
Sasuke stood behind him and watched quietly. Not moving a muscle.
"Get out the way Jugo. This is between me and him. I don't want to hurt you." Suigetsu warned.
"Stop it. We're band mates. We shouldn't fight amongst each other like this." Jugo sounded spitting blood and saliva to the floor beside him.
"You always try to be the reasonable one huh? Why? This prick behind you doesn't care. He's a selfish bastard. Did you just see what he did to us out there? He abandoned us. Just like always. To him this is a game, no matter how serious it is to any of us." Suigetsu spat while gesturing to Sasuke.
The raven hadn't moved an inch. He stood with unwaveringly cold eyes focused on Suigetsu as if trying to set him on fire.
"Look, I'm sure he has his reasons. He has a lot on his plate." Jugo said still trying to bring down the hate he felt in the room.
Karin stood idly by with her heart in her throat.
Suigetsu wasn't backing down. "Just move. I'll crack his fucking head open. We'll straighten the problems out here and now!"
"Move to the side Jugo." Sasuke finally spoke drawing all attention to him.
"DO YOU SEE THE SMUGNESS THIS BASTARD EXUDES?" Suigetsu roared. "He couldn't care less about your feelings! He doesn't care that you blocked me from punching his lights out. All he cares about is coke! I bet he'd care if I snatched that cross from around his neck!"
"Guys what the hell? I got paying customers out here waiting for some freakin' entertainment! Are they gonna get it or what?" Asked the pub owner, Jerry, as he burst through the door.
"Yea, yeah we'll be out in a minute. Just some technical difficulties." Jugo said noticing Sasuke remove his guitar and put on his jacket.
"Wait, where's he goin'?" Asked Jerry as Sasuke opened up the emergency exit and walked out.
"Damn..." Jugo mumbled.
"That's it, you guys played half a show you get half a nights pay." Jerry said also making an exit.
"Fuck...I needed that money for rent." Karin said flopping down on the couch.
The band sighed. There was no way they could play and sound good without Sasuke.
Still later
"This is really bothersome. I just came from the back and Jugo and the guys said Sasuke took off." Shikamaru said joining the crew outside the front of the pub.
"What? What for now?" Asked Kiba.
"Something about him and Suigetsu having a big fight. Is he answering?" Shikamaru asked Shino who had repeatedly called the raven's phone.
"No luck. It just rings to voice mail." Shino stated.
"Awww well, Naruto, we should be off then." Neji said receiving glares of fury from the group.
"But-" Naruto began to protest.
"He's right Naruto. Just go while you have a ride. We're leaving too. Sasuke is long gone. I'm sure he's fine though." Shikamaru said pulling Kiba and his clenched fist in a different direction away from Neji.
"Right, see ya." Naruto threw up a hand as he followed behind Neji who made hast to his car.
Once inside the boys sat there. Neji glanced at Naruto. His normal bounciness was gone.
"What's wrong?" Neji asked.
Naruto looked up at him like he was stupid. "Something's wrong with Sasuke."
"Ohhh?" Neji huffed raising an eye brow.
"I'm just worried about him is all." Naruto said for lack of better words. What he meant to say was that he cared about Sasuke.
Neji looked at his face a little while longer before starting the car and pulling off.
Bastard...Sasuke thought to himself flicking the cigarette from his finger tips. He had been waiting across from the pub since he left out the back way. He was waiting to approach Naruto. He was waiting for Naruto to exit and leave with the others. He was hoping to talk to him this time. Maybe to tell him about all the daydreams he had about him. His plan was foiled when Naruto left with Neji. Sasuke mounted his motorcycle. He glanced down at his cell. He looked through the missed calls. None were from Naruto. But one was from Orochimaru.
…
"Thanks for the ride Neji." Naruto said gazing out the window.
"No, thank you Naruto. I had fun despite the outcome. You seem saddened however." Neji spoke while placing the car in park.
"Yeah, sorry about that if I killed the mood. Sasuke, he…"
"You're still thinking about him?" Neji asked lowering his lids a little bit. He detested Sasuke. He saw though, that Naruto did not.
"Well, I guess. But not like that...you know..." Naruto said avoiding eye contact as he developed a small blush.
Neji did know; he leaned in closer. He placed his hand on the center console and waited.
Naruto turned to look at the boy that was making him feel uneasy and instead was met with soft lips.
Just what Neji wanted. Neji pressed further onto the blonde. His body heat was rising by the second. He seriously had the hots for this boy. All he could come up with to keep Naruto from thinking about Sasuke, was to cram his tongue in the boys mouth. Yea, this should work...He deliberated.
Naruto sat wide eyed for a moment. He relaxed his lips and allowed Neji to enter them. Feeling Neji push with his tongue, Naruto nudged back with his own. He was not only allowing this kiss to happen like last time, but he was also participating in it. Naruto thought back to Pervy's words. 'It doesn't matter who it's with as long as it feels right.' Or something like that...Naruto tensed as Neji's hand traveled up his thigh to his belt buckle. He wasn't sure what to expect next but whatever it was, it had Naruto excited. As Neji tugged at the button of his cargo pants, Naruto's member grew in size due to the friction. He leaned back from Neji, breaking the kiss they held, to grant access to his throbbing area.
Neji unclasped the button and folded back the top of Naruto's pants exposing his boxers and imprint. Neji himself was overcome by a warm sensation in his nether regions which was obvious due to the dark rose colored tint that painted his pale face. He looked up at Naruto who was frozen in place and shared a similar shade. Neji lifted the others shirt exposing deliciously tight abs. He narrowed his eyes taking notice to some kind of markings around Naruto's navel. He made eye contact with the blonde once more before descending down to Naruto's taut skin. Neji licked warm flesh placing neat circles over Naruto's chest and stomach. Neji looked up at Naruto's enchanted face. He was glad that he was having this opportunity.
Naruto licked his lips as Neji's tongue sent him chills he had never experienced before. He reared his head back enjoying this encounter. Closing his eyes, he imagined sharing this moment with Sasuke instead.
Wait...Naruto thought pushing himself up straight in his seat.
Neji leaned back at the blonde's sudden movements. "Naruto?"
Naruto pulled down his shirt and pulled up his pants. He was quite embarrassed.
"Naruto?" Neji called again.
"Huhh?" Naruto grunted not daring to look the other boy in his eyes.
"Naruto what's wrong?" Neji asked placing a hand on the boys arm. "I thought we..."
Naruto looked at the hand. He slowly reached Neji's eyes with his own. "Sorry, Neji."
Neji noted Naruto's face had gone back to the previous one. The one that showed concern for Uchiha. "I guess I'll be going then." Neji stated flatly placing his self firmly in his seat again with his eyes shut.
Naruto stared at him for a moment; he figured Neji was mad at him. "I'm sorry Neji, I don't have...experience with stuff like this." Naruto said buttoning his pants and rubbing a hand over his abdomen.
Neji looked over at him solemnly. That wasn't that only issue. "It's okay Naruto. Don't apologize. I'll see you tomorrow."
Naruto nodded. "See ya, Neji." Naruto said opening the car door.
Neji couldn't help himself. "Naruto," he said grabbing the blonde's attention causing him to stop in his tracks. "Ireally like you, Naruto."
The blonde noted sincerity in the boys tone. "I like you too, Neji." He said with a light smile stepping out of the car.
Naruto sighed upon hearing Neji pull off. He fumbled with his keys, went straight for the bathroom splashed water on his face and then collapsed across his bed. What a day...He thought. Moments later the blonde was fast asleep.
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