History Repeated? | By : stephfarrow94 Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 3447 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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“Izuna!” Madara cried out in his sleep, thrashing. “Izuna, no! Please, you can’t die!”
“Madara…” Hashirama was by Madara’s side, shaking the Uchiha’s shoulder gently. “Madara, wake up. It’s okay. It’s just a bad dream. You’ve got to wake up now.”
Madara’s crimson eyes slowly opened and his body gave a small quiver. The Senju could see the pain in Madara’s face - he was still suffering over the loss of his brother.
“Senju…?” Madara whispered with an exhausted voice.
“It’s okay, Madara.” Hashirama smiled, speaking to him gently. “It was just a bad dream. You’re safe now.”
Madara looked away, disgusted in himself for showing weakness in front of a Senju. It was silent until Hashirama sat on the bed beside him and begun running a hand through charcoal-black hair.
Madara looked up at the Senju with curious eyes - what was he doing? Hashirama just met his gaze and smiled.
“Do you like this, Madara?” Hashirama asked, knowing better than to expect an answer.
“…” Madara bit his lip - did he really want to say yes? It did feel great, but… “…Yes…”
Hashirama smiled, not showing the surprise on his face. “That’s good. I'm glad you like it.”
“…” Madara was silent, thinking to himself.
“Madara.”
Madara looked up to see Hashirama lowering his lips to Madara’s face. He gasped, freezing up - what was the older man doing?!
“I love you.”
Time seemed to stop for Madara as the Senju’s lips remained on his own, doing nothing but resting there - it was as if Hashirama knew that he didn't know what to do.
After a long while of hesitation, Madara’s lips parted, anxiously allowing the Senju entrance. What happened next had happened so fast that he almost had no idea what was happening. Clothes had been shed and moans and cries filled the room as Hashirama thrust slowly and gently inside of the Uchiha.
The next thing that Madara remembered was panting in exhaustion, his head resting on the Senju’s chest as he cuddled up against Hashirama. Hashirama was smiling at him, stroking his body.
That was Madara’s first consenting time.
“Senju…” Madara sobbed into his hands. His body shook in emotional agony and he wasn’t sure why he wasn’t screaming from the pain. “Senju…!”
Madara was curled up in a corner of the living room, rocking back and forth as he cried for his old lover. Ever since he had seen the Hokage faces, he had been unable to stop thinking about Hashirama. He had been in that corner for hours, just crying.
The soft sound of footsteps startled Madara – he had almost forgotten that Naruto lived there, too.
The living room door opened and Naruto stepped in. His sleeping cap was slipping off his head and the bags under his eyes made it painfully obvious that he had been awake for a long time listening.
“Naruto...!” Madara sobbed, curling further into himself. “Naruto!”
Naruto walked slowly to Madara. He sat beside the older man, resting his head on the Uchiha’s shoulder. He yawned and blinked a few times before speaking in a voice slurred with tiredness.
“What’z wrong…?” Naruto asked.
Madara shook his head. “N-naruto, I…”
Naruto felt his heart clenching as Madara let out another cry of emotional anguish. Just how many demons did Madara carry…?
“N-naruto… I-I can’t hold it in any longer!” Madara sobbed. “I-I have to tell someone! It’s too h-heavy to carry around now…!”
Naruto was awake at this. He wrapped his arms around Madara and hugged him. “Tell me. I’ll listen. I promise.”
“N-n-naruto! H-hashirama… H-he was m-my… my lover… And h-he… betrayed me! He let h-his clansmen r-rape me and u-used me and l-l-lied to me… He l-lied every t-time he said ‘I l-love you’… H-he was g-going to k-kill me! And my b-brother… d-died in battle against the S-senju… It’s all t-their fault!”
Naruto listened as Madara let out a loud scream. He watched as the elder ripped at his hair. He could not begin to fathom just how much Madara was suffering.
“A-and my c-clan… They all a-abused me and h-hated me, too! My father b-bashed my mother and u-us! H-he would r-rape Izuna! A-a-and h-he said to otouto t-that if he e-e-ever told anyone, he would k-kill me!”
“Madara…” Naruto felt tears brimming up in his eyes – how could one man have suffered so much?
“N-naruto… D-do you understand n-now why i-i-it’s hard for me t-to… t- to be in a relationship?”
“Yes, Madara.” Naruto whispered, brushing the thick bangs away from Madara’s face. He leant down and kissed the Uchiha. “I always did understand that something had happened to you to make you like this, but… I never would have guessed so much has happened to you… Madara…”
Madara sprung forward at his name. He wrapped his arms around Naruto and hugged him close as he cried so heavily into the younger man’s shirt. Naruto held him back, resting his chin on the midnight-black hair. It was obvious that Madara truly was in too much pain to continue along alone like he had been doing for so many years.
That was why Madara had told Naruto so much tonight but, at the same time, the Uzumaki could tell that he was finally reaching out for help. It seemed that he trusted the blonde enough to let him in on the things about him that Madara had never told anyone before. As Madara did this, Naruto knew that he was finally ready to try and put his demons behind him and move on.
What Naruto didn't know was that Madara couldn’t do that by himself. The only person who could help him was the foolish blonde.
As they hugged and kissed desperately throughout the night, neither of them moved from that corner. They fell asleep there with Naruto on Madara’s lap, wrapped up in the Uchiha’s warm embrace.
-XX-
Madara blinked slowly, trying to clear his sight from the sleep-induced blurs. He looked down, finding that Naruto was still cuddled up against him and in his arms. He smiled. Naruto had stayed with him for the entire night.
“Naruto…” Madara shook the Uzumaki awake. “…Naruto, wake up. It’s morning.”
Naruto sighed before his eyes opened slowly. He looked up at Madara, smiling brightly. “Morning, Madara.”
Madara smiled back. He kissed Naruto before setting the boy on his feet and standing up to stretch. He sighed contently as he felt arms wrap around his middle from behind. Naruto rested his face in the small of his back, purring in contentedness.
“If I say that I love you, will you believe me?” Naruto whispered.
Madara nodded. For the first time in a long time, he didn’t even have to think about that – having spent so much time with the blonde had taught him that Naruto never lied, even about the smallest of things – he wouldn’t lie about something as serious as that.
“Yes, Naruto.”
“Then I love you, Madara.”
“I love you, too, Naruto.”
Madara turned around and hugged Naruto back. As they shared another kiss, the front door of Naruto’s apartment was opened in a hurry and Sakura burst in.
“Naruto!” She shouted in what seemed to be urgency. “Naruto, it’s Sasuke! We’ve located him! Tsunade is sending out a team to retrieve him! We have to hurry!”
Naruto broke away with a gasp. “Sasuke! Let’s go, Sakura!”
Naruto had taken two steps before a loud sob behind him made him remember that he wasn’t alone anymore. He turned to see a crying Madara looking frightened.
“N-naruto…” The Uchiha whimpered, looking down at the ground.
“Kuso…” Naruto muttered, hating himself for forgetting all about Madara in his hurry to find Sasuke. “Madara, I’m so sorry! I can’t believe I just did that! Sakura, you go on ahead! I’ll catch up!”
Sakura left the apartment in a hurry, leaving the two males alone. Madara hugged Naruto, sobbing.
“D-don’t leave…” Madara whispered, terror in his voice. “You c-can’t leave me…!”
“M-madara… It’s going to be okay… I’ll come back – I promise!”
“N-no… Don’t leave me!”
“Madara, you have to understand – Sasuke is my best friend and I have to save him from the darkness! I’m the only one who can!”
“Save me from the darkness, Naruto!” Madara cried, his grip tightening on Naruto. “I don't like the darkness! I want to be free from it! Sasuke doesn't! He only wants to live his life to get revenge! That’s all t-that matters to him anymore!”
“Madara… I promise you with my life, Madara, that I will come back and I’ll save you both from the darkness. Please trust me on this, Madara. I won’t ever leave you behind.”
Madara sobbed desperately. “Oh, Naruto… The darkness is so scary…”
“I know it is, Madara… I know it is…”
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