Can Trust Be Repaired, Aniki? | By : stephfarrow94 Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 2847 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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“Izuna-kun, you need to get up.”
Izuna’s eyes opened slowly at Hashirama’s voice.
“You need to get ready for school.”
Izuna groaned and shook his head. He rolled onto his other side so that his back was turned towards the Senju that was standing in the doorway. “I don’t want to go… E-everyone… makes fun of me because Mada-nii raped me…”
“Izuna-kun, school is very important.” Hashirama persisted. “Your brother dropped out so early. Look at where he is now. Even Tobi, who was just too lazy to do any school work, is very smart for an eighteen-year-old who was held back for years because of his laziness. If you don’t go, you won’t get anywhere in life.”
“Hashirama-san, I…” Izuna’s eyes welled up with tears as he looked down at his swollen tummy. He was three-months pregnant and beginning to show. “…I look so disgusting like this…”
Hashirama sighed and sat down on the bed beside Izuna. “Izuna-kun, I know you look… different to how you were before, but it’s really not that noticeable – you’re always wearing such baggy clothing! I know that I’m not your father, but I really want you to go to school, Izu-kun – I couldn’t bear to see you turn out like your brother.”
Izuna sat up and narrowed his eyes at Hashirama’s words – how dare the Senju even imply that Izuna would ever become like him! “I won’t ever turn out like him because I’m not a filthy rapist!”
“Izu-kun…” Hashirama lowered his voice, his eyes displaying his hurt. Yes, three months later and Izuna was still angry at his brother. “…You’ve got to understand that your brother was drunk and is full of so much anger and hatred – more than he’ll let us see. It just got to be too much for him to bear that night – he needed an outlet.”
“Why do you always take his side?!” Izuna snapped, his eyes welling with tears. “Everyone always takes his side! What about me?! I suffered, too, Hashi-san! So what if I was never actually raped? I was still abused so much in other ways! Is that what makes Madara special? Because our father took his virginity at not even a year old?!”
Hashirama sighed and looked away. “…I’m sorry, Izuna… Please, get ready for school... Tobi wants you to be there today…”
“…” Izuna just glared at the wall behind Hashirama, ignoring the elder. He didn’t even glance up at him when said Senju left the room.
Izuna just got up off the bed he shared with Tobirama and stood up. He looked into the standing mirror. He was paler than he usually was and, if he wasn’t pregnant, he knew that he would’ve lost so much weight as he hadn’t been eating. His hair was everywhere because he had been neglecting to brush it every day like he used to, and his eyes had lost that spark of happiness that he once had.
In short, Izuna felt as if he didn’t even recognise his own reflection.
Izuna’s hands went to his belly. He stroked it gently, frowning. “…I guess that I can’t blame you, huh? You didn’t ask for Madara to do that… Besides, it’s not even your fault that you were conceived, but… I promise I will take better care of you than my parents ever did for us… I’m going to birth you and love you like a parent should. I’ll never yell at you or hit you, or… touch you in your privates… I’ll only ever love and support you, Baby… In a way… I’m kind of glad that I’m going to have you… Even if it is scary most of the time…”
If Izuna had looked over at the bedroom door, he would’ve seen it close completely – someone had opened it enough to watch Izuna without the boy knowing.
Outside Tobirama and Izuna’s bedroom, Madara was running downstairs to find his lover with tears running down his face. The Uchiha tried to wipe them away but they were only replaced by more.
“Senju!” Madara called as he entered the living room moments later.
Hashirama looked up from his book. He was concerned by Madara’s tear-stained face. “What is it, darling?”
Madara sat down on the couch beside his lover, snuggling in close. He tried to stop his tears but they kept coming. “…I heard Izuna talking to his baby…”
Hashirama didn’t know how to react to these words – how was he supposed to react? “…I’m sure that Izuna-kun will make a great parent, Madara-chan. That boy has so much love to give – if anyone deserves to start a family, it’s Izuna.”
“…That’s not the problem…” Madara whispered. “…The problem is that the baby will remain fatherless if Izuna keeps this up, and… I want to be there for the child that I created, Senju.”
“Izuna-kun will come to his senses eventually, Madara-chan. You must realise that this is very hard for him. He needs support but he can’t get it from us, because… we can’t relate to him.”
“…” Madara wiped at his eyes – those words didn’t bring comfort to the Uchiha.
“Izuna’s still a child, Madara-chan. He needs guidance and love and he has received none of that from your parents. All he has known is pain and hatred. He wouldn’t wish that on anyone else. He’ll do what he can to be a good parent. That’s why we need to be there for him. He’ll calm down, so have faith.”
Madara nodded and rested his face in Hashirama’s chest, sobbing. “…I’m going to father a child that my brother is going to birth… I don’t understand…”
Hashirama nodded and hugged Madara. “None of us do, Madara-chan… None of us do…”
-XX-
Tobirama sighed as he stared out of the window of his maths class. He didn’t need to do anything because he already knew everything that was being taught. He glanced at the empty seat next to him – Izuna had decided to skip school again. He sighed again at the sight. With Izuna gone, he didn’t see a point in coming to school.
Because he was older than Izuna, the Uchiha had been in the younger classes until they were finally in the same year level. Though he was smart enough to have graduated years ago, he rarely did any work at all unless Izuna was with him. Teachers had refused to let him grade in an attempt to stamp out his laziness.
But once Izuna had hit his year-level, everything had changed. They did everything together in class, be it work, study or just random games during boredom. Now, without Izuna, Tobirama’s motivation for schoolwork had once again hit zero.
“What happened, Tobi-kun?”
Tobirama looked up at his teacher’s voice, finding Suzume-sensei standing before him. “You haven’t been this unmotivated all year. Is it something to do with Izu-kun? You never did any work before, but once he came alone into all of your classes, you’ve done just about all of your work. The second he’s on sick-leave, you’re not doing anything at all again.
“…” Tobirama looked back out of the window. “…It’s just… I like to be with Izuna… I don’t want to do anything school-wise unless I’m with Izuna…”
“Izuna has had several sick days before this period of leave and you’ve still done your work…”
“…It’s different… I… I don't know if Izuna will ever come back to school… The mere thought of being alone… upsets me…”
“You can’t keep doing this, Tobi. You’ll be nineteen very soon and you haven’t even hit your final year. I can see that you’re very smart, but you don't like to put your brain to work without Izuna.”
“…I planned to graduate with him, but… if I have to spend extra years here to do it, I will…”
Suzume-sensei sighed. “You’re a very smart young man, Tobi-kun. I just hope you realise how foolish you are being.”
Tobirama shrugged. “I just want to be with my friend is all…”
With that, the teacher sighed and left, leaving Tobirama alone and staring out the window once again, his thoughts solely on Izuna. He hated leaving Izuna alone when he was so unhappy, but… his patience was quickly depleting, and he had already yelled at Izuna in frustration. Seeing the Uchiha burst into tears of terror because of him was one of the hardest things he had ever seen.
Tobirama didn’t ever want to have to witness that again.
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