Kuro Ran: Black Orchid | By : Snowway32 Category: Naruto AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1865 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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*cries* This one was so hard to write! Especially when I was woken up by my mom this morning and she told that one of my aniki's work mates was hit by a car. I'm so proud of my Aniki; he drove all the way towards the hospital to see if he was alright. *cries* Poor Aniki; I think he is too kind for his own good but it makes me so proud.
Anyways' enjoy the read. Oh; big tissue warning. And sorry for the rant I have a bit of a brother complex; just like Sasuke lols. ---------------------------------- Naruto felt his world tilt as he stepped into his lecture hall; blue eyes met blue and a blush rose to his cheeks at the memory of the moment they shared in his office less than an hour ago. He shifted his weight as he made his way towards the podium and explained the objective of today's class and gave his students a theme to work on. The sexual tension between him and Minato was reaching its peak as Naruto couldn't help but stay as close to the Namikaze as possible; blushing at what the other one was painting. Did he really look so sensual? 'Really kit; have you looked in a mirror lately?' Kyuubi commented and Naruto hissed under his breath. "I didn't ask for your input you overgrown fur ball." Naruto muttered softly but affectionately. "Excuse me?" One of his students said outraged and Naruto waved his hands in defence. Hearing Kyuubi chuckle in his mind; it rang incredibly loud in his ears. "Gomen, Gomen. I was talking to the giant fox in my head I promise." Naruto said with a serious face; watching as his students eyes became as big as saucers as he stared at his teacher; incredibly crazy teacher. "Are you alright Professor?" Naruto nodded solemnly and gave a closed eyed smile before walking away; shoulders slumping. Great now he was officially viewed as crazy. The rest of the class went by without another incident except for the incessant laughing in his head; Kyuubi could not help but find humour in his pain. He was a demon after all. Naruto sat at his desk and allowed his eyes to droop closed as the last of the students scrambled out of the lecture hall; maybe their professor was feeling a bit ill? A sigh escaped Naruto's mouth and his body relaxed onto the desk; feeling the tension fade from his shoulders as he allowed his senses to travel and seek out the chakra that could spell the end of his world or the beginning of a new life. An incredible sense of turmoil in his soul bubbled to the surface and Naruto felt his heart clench painfully. ---------------------------------- Minato watched as Naruto slumped on his desk and that simple action seemed to drain all energy from the usually hyper personality. Carefully he stepped forward and laid his hands in Naruto's hair; still marvelling at how soft those locks were. He felt Naruto lean into the touch and an exhausted sigh escaped his professor. He was wary of the open door and that anyone could come in but sighed when tired blue eyes looked up at him. He leaned forward and placed a kiss on Naruto's forehead before helping the older man to his feet and leading him back to his office. "You alright Naruto?" Minato asked concerned as those eyes drooped in fatigue. Naruto gave a nod before shuffling through a drawer and extracted the keys to his car and held them out to Minato. "Do you have a driver's license?" Was the quiet question and Minato nodded before understanding what was being asked of him. He looked at the keys nestled in his palm and gripped them as he helped Naruto to his feet. The sudden fatigue Naruto showed was extremely concerning to him. "Are you sure Naruto?" Minato asked. Unsure if this was the right thing to do. Yet, he could not deny Naruto anything. "Hmm hmmm; I trust you with my life. Besides its an automatic. Just be careful the brakes are extremely sensitive. I'll tell you where to go." Naruto said with a small smile as he pulled on his black coat and allowed Minato to lead him towards the staff parking. The warmth of the hand guiding him was pleasantly tingling against his back. The drive towards his home was relaxing and at some point Naruto felt his sudden fatigue fade as he fell into a light doze. ~ Minato was startled at the beauty of the home they arrived at; a mixture of modern and classical styles of many different cultures. Leading Naruto towards the elaborately carved double doors as his sensei unlocked the door and led his student towards the kitchen. Setting on the kettle for tea. "Sorry about that Minato but sometimes I have these episodes where I can barely stand on my own two feet; let alone arrive home without being in a serious accident." Minato saw the shift from one foot to another and noted that Naruto was nervous about something. Anxious to do something but holding himself back. "Naruto are you alright?" He ventured again and Naruto gave a nod and a smile that was not convincing at all. Frowning when he noticed how those blue eyes shimmered red and then blue again. It was the third time he'd seen that and somehow it unnerved him slightly. He was interrupted however by the whistling of a kettle and Naruto that shuffled around the kitchen to get the tea ready. The lounge was comfortable with large couches and an even bigger TV. But Minato refused to say anything about it; instead sat next to Naruto and allowed the older man to curl up to his side as the sipped at their warm tea. "Why do you live in a big house all alone professor?" Minato asked as he observed many different paintings on the wall; all most likely done by Naruto. Naruto gave a sigh as he looked up into blue eyes and got ready to break all rules; including his rule to never interfere in a reincarnated souls life. "I built this place and the shrine over the ruins of Konoha when I could no longer run from my past." Naruto started softly. He saw Minato look at him in confusion before stating the obvious fact. "That shrine was built over two hundred years ago; by the looks of this house is about the same age." Minato said in obvious in confusion and Naruto chuckled before putting his tea on the table before him and motioned for Minato to follow him. "I guess it's time then. Remember the day I asked you if you believed in reincarnation?" Naruto asked and got a nod and immediately Minato fitted the pieces together and exclaiming. "Are you saying you are a reincarnation?" Minato asked incredulously; not willing to believe it. Naruto bent his head and shook it in a negative before wise blue eyes locked with Minato's. Eyes that had seen many thousands of deaths and relived every one of them; eyes that were wiser than any he thought possible. Haunted and filled with a tangible pain he wished to erase. "Not me Minato; you. You are a reincarnation of my past." Naruto said softly as he led Minato into his overly large studio with more than a thousand different paintings and sketches all in various sizes and mediums. "Look around Minato; I did all these myself. From my past; look at them and tell me which one strikes you as closest to your heart." Naruto said quietly. Waiting patiently as his most precious pieces hidden beneath white cloth were revealed to the world. Each one carrying a painful memory... ----------------------------- Minato observed the scenes painted before him and each one stirred something inside him. Words and memories he didn't remember flitted across his ears and eyes. Each leaving an impression that left his mind spinning. ~ "Sasuke no! You are my friend I will not let you go. You are my own family!" Tear streaked cheeks scrunched as anger boiled forth; Kyuubi's marks prominent on those faces and deepened the groves of whisker like marks and slitted red eyes. Laying on the water of the Valley of the End; tears silent as un unconscious form was carried away by a loving teacher and jounin. ~ "Kakashi-sensei? It's like trying to look left and right at the same time; it's impossible." Gravity defying silver head shook his head in denial as a Kage Bunshin appeared and the laid back jounin stated. "I'm looking left and right at the same time." the echoing words loud and prominent - "You are the only one who can become stronger than the Yondaime Hokage." Sad smiles that left tears of hope in shimmering blue eyes. ~ "I'm going to teach you a new jutsu. So pay attention Naruto." Long white hair fluttered in the wind as chakra manipulation became the objective that was passed down from one generation to the next. "Rasengan!" ~ "How am I supposed to find an answer when not even the Yondaime Hokage and Ero-sennin could not? I'm not smart so please don't expect so much of me." Tears of frustration and hurt glittering and painting a picture of determination and sorrow. "I believe in you; a father is supposed to have unconditional faith in his son and I do." Locked in a stare that spelled nothing but admiration and love. Unbidden truth and gentleness that made the moment both bitter and sweet at the same time. ~ "I never give up." Tired; exhausted and yet a fire within that could never be quenched. Gamabunta a reminder of that night; nine tails and a sacrifice that was never supposed to happen. "Sabaku no Gaara! I protect my friends no matter what and I never give up; never." ~ "I love you Naruto;" fingers glided over the newborns cheeks a blood filled smile as time seemed to cease its existence and unimaginable pain. The eight pentagram seal a stain on a pure soul; 'be strong Naruto I love you.' whispered to the winds to never return. 'We will meet in the future when this tragedy is over. In a different world.' ~ Loss, pain and unimaginable fear. Blood stained the ground in a constant stream of red. Exhaustion and fatigue; give up. Wanting to give up only to be defied that chance by whispered words that spurred the merging of Kyuubi. 'Don't give up! I believe in you as my son.' A fatal decision to sacrifice humanity for the protection of others. A martyr of war and a shining beacon of hope for the future. ~ "We hate you; don't come near us. You don't deserve to be alive." Hurtful words that spurned hatred that turned to forgiveness as pain eventually became determination to be acknowledged. A whispered hope in the words 'He is one of my most precious students and hardworking people I know.' ~ Blond hair fluttered in a calming breeze; death destruction. Nothing; there was absolutely nothing left. No friends, no villages nothing except escaping into the next dimension by a time and space jutsu that seemed to be born into his blood. A final gift; a hitai-ate and a kunai that would never leave the child's side. ~ Each memory flooding his mind even if they were not his own but a connection was forged between him and Naruto. When his body adjusted to the sudden influx of memory and pain he was kneeling on the floor with his hands clamped over his ears as tears forced their between clenched eyelids. Warm hands helped move him towards a bed and he felt his soul break in two at the realization. He had left his son; left him all alone in a hate filled world. Guilt was flooding through him as he drifted into a nightmare that he didn't know if he could ever wake up from... ---------------------------------- Naruto was berating himself as he saw the suffering in his father's eyes as they locked with his own. Did he do the right thing or nor? Was this how it was meant to be? Filled with pain rather than ignorance. Sometimes ignorance was bliss and yet not knowing broke two souls. Now Naruto felt his own tears stain and mingle with his fathers as he allowed his sobs to control him. Had he made a mistake? Was he worth this gift or could he set Kyuubi free and finally die? Perhaps that was better; he wanted to die so much. Now his guilt was shifting and his self hatred and self blame grew. The bathroom was not far and nor was his father's kunai. Soft whisper of fingers across a sweaty forehead as Naruto tied the Hitai-ate around his father's forehead where it belonged; gentle and carefully he left. Perhaps this once it would finally work. 'Don't do it kit!' Kyuubi yelled but Naruto gave a tired smile. He was just so tired; he couldn't take this anymore. It hurt too much to watch and relive every moment and then the guilt of pushing it onto his most precious person. Razor sharp kunai clenched in his hands as he drew a warm bath. Hopefully; his last. Minato would live a better life without him there. 'Naruto stop it! I can't stop it this time and you know it!' Naruto slammed the connection shut as hitched breath with tears and sobs left time. It was finally time.... ----------------------------------------- ------------------------------------ Thanks for the read and let me know if you enjoyed and don't blame me if you forget your tissue and had to use your sleeve. SnowShadowPassWhile AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. The AFF system includes a rigorous and complex abuse control system in order to prevent improper use of the AFF service, and we hope that its deployment indicates a good-faith effort to eliminate any illegal material on the site in a fair and unbiased manner. This abuse control system is run in accordance with the strict guidelines specified above.
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