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German Roulette	By : YamanashiOchinashiIminashi Category: Naruto AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1186 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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CHAPTER 8

He couldn't tell how he ended up walking Iruka home… It's not that he was that drunk again; he simply couldn't tell. They were talking and drinking, joking and having fun. He sat beside the Abwehr's chief and if he was honest with himself he knew that he was so engrossed in just looking at him that he didn't hear even half of things that others were talking about. It was almost like a dream… Iruka's eyes were shining bright from slight intoxication and some of his hair broke loose tickling his cheeks. His pink lips moved and formed smiles while his alluring charm was taking Kakashi's attention hostage.

And suddenly Kurenai's brother decided to be a prick and told Iruka that they should leave. Asuma was half conscious so Shika had no other choice but be the one to help him to get home to his pregnant wife where he practically lived instead of in the military quarters. So, Shikamaru took Asuma home, Genma stayed to drink some more and Kakashi offered to walk Iruka to his quarters.

They were walking slowly, side by side, under the dim light of the streetlamps, procrastinating as much as they could because neither of the two wanted this evening to end just yet. Their shoulders brushed against each other and Kakashi decided it felt nice; a bit exciting and calming at the same time. And he wanted more. There was no room for doubts and lies at this point. He wanted to be close to Iruka. He wanted to be able to touch him and he was sure he was attracted to him – sexually! As much as he didn't want to accept it, it was still true. More than once he caught himself on wondering how would those pink lips taste. How would they feel against his… or how would it feel to hold Iruka in his arms, trapped… How would it feel to violate the man or to maybe even have him willing underneath him instead? Those thoughts filled his head not leaving any room for logic or reason. There was nothing else.

Dark thoughts clouded his mind. Thoughts of Iruka tied to the bed, covered in sweat… Kakashi shook his head and looked his companion. Iruka was yawing cutely, his scar creasing, almost reaching his closed eyes. General's arm rose and his hand landed on Iruka's shoulder, pulling him closer, seemingly to direct him over some random mailbox.

"Thanks…"

Iruka pretended he didn't notice that Kakashi's hand had stayed on his shoulder… They moved slowly through the empty streets of Berlin basking in each other's closeness. It was after the curfew so they only passed one or two small patrol units, who probably thought that they had drunk a bit too much. But no matter how slow they moved they were still getting closer to their destination. Kakashi's hold on Iruka was tightening with every passing minute. He didn't want to let go… Iruka's left arm was hanging loosely squashed between their bodies. It was uncomfortable but Iruka was afraid to say or do anything fearing that Kakashi would remove his arm from around him. Finally when they turned into some quiet alley he gathered all his courage and snaked his arm over the General's back to his shoulder making it look like he did that just to remove it from between the two of them. It let Kakashi to pull him another inch closer, almost to his chest. He really DIDN'T want to let go. Iruka was warm and smelled so nice. And he fit so perfectly in Kakashi's hold, like he was meant to be in his arms…

But Kakashi wanted more. He wanted to be even closer, but he didn't want Iruka to be angry with him. He needed to make it accidental. He turned his head to look behind his shoulder, pretending he heard something. He did it just to bring his face closer to Iruka's, to brush his hair with his nose…. But Iruka intrigued and curious about what caught Kakashi's attention did the same thing, trying to look over the General's shoulder. When Kakashi was turning his face back his lips met soft and warm obstacle on their way. They both froze. Kakashi's lips were softly touching Iruka's cheek. Iruka prayed that what Kakashi had heard in the dark alley was just a cat or a rat. Kakashi knew he should pull away so he slowly moved his face away, brushing Iruka's nose with his lips in the process. Iruka was still frozen so he wondered briefly if he stepped the line? Did Iruka realize that he did it on purpose? Kakashi would have to kill him in that alley if this was the case. He wondered if Iruka thought along the same lines because the Major finally chuckled nervously and looked around.

"Sorry, Major …"

Then he realized how close they still were, their bodies practically pressed together and very reluctantly pulled away.

"It's alright, but you should save it for AFTER we drink a bruderschaft."

"Yes, we should have done it today…"

"We can do it anytime, General…"

"Tomorrow evening then?"

Iruka chuckled again. Kakashi liked that sound.

"I would love to General, but a 'certain someone' put on my head one hell of a lot of personal files for verification. As dull as it was I've found something that made me think…. I need to go to Penemünde. My train leaves at 9 am…"

"Penemünde? What for? Are you going to shoot some rockets?"

"Heh… No, General, I just need to check something."

"Shit… I mean… um… I had no idea I would cause you so much trouble."

"That sounded suspiciously like an apology or something."

Kakashi laughed.

"No, you must have heard it wrong, because if I apologized to you, it would ruin our … game. Besides I'm sure the sea is great at this time of the year. You should thank me!"

Iruka was laughing too. They looked into each other's eyes searching for answers to questions that neither of them dared to ask.

"So… I guess I should go now, General. Thank you for keeping me company on my way here."

"It was my pleasure, Major. You're not that bad after all…"

"Not THAT bad, huh? I'm glad to hear it. You're not THAT bad either, General. Oh, I almost forgot… please, pass the greetings from me too your fiancé."

That was like a slap on the face or a bucket of cold water. Was that supposed to mean: don't touch me and go to your girl? Or was it just a reminder? Or maybe he just said it because he really meant it…. Never mind. It was now or never.

"She's not my fiancé… I lied."

And there it was. Iruka tried to hide it but he didn't manage. He smiled.

"Of course. Why would Gestapo tell the truth. It probably comes natural for you guys."

"A pot calling the kettle black, Abwehr."

"I never lied to you, General."

"Hmm… I'm flattered."

"Good. You should be. Besides you know that technically we are not Abwehr anymore."

"Abwehr, Amt Mil – it's just a name. You're still CI."

Iruka laughed at that too. True, they were both spies by nature.

"Goodnight, General."

Kakashi sighed. He didn't want to leave. He didn't want to…

Iruka slapped his shoulder in a friendly gesture. In a very MANLY and friendly gesture. And just like that all Kakashi's hopes died. It was just a momentary illusion. For a moment there he let himself hope or even believe that Iruka could be jealous of him because of Gertrude… It was stupid. Iruka wasn't like that and Kakashi needed to accept it before he did something… unreasonable.

"Goodnight, Major. Have a safe trip."

At that Iruka looked at him in alert. Was that a threat? He couldn't tell. Kakashi saw doubt and fear in Iruka's gorgeous brown eyes.

"Don't worry, Major. I wouldn't warn you if I meant any harm!"

And he walked away leaving one confused Major in an empty street.

…

It's been three days and Major Umino was still in Penemünde. At first Kakashi was glad. Once again he hoped it would help him to clear his mind from the poisoning thoughts of Iruka but now he knew that nothing could stop it at this point. His mind as well as his body were completely overtaken. He wanted to see Iruka so bad that he couldn't stand it. He couldn't eat or sleep. It was impossible to get even a minute of rest because the tanned face, brown eyes and chocolate hair were plaguing his mind. His thought which were quite harmless before became bolder and his needs increased. Masturbation was not enough anymore. He needed some relief, some outlet or he would lose his mind completely.

He knew there were a lot of German soldiers who preferred to take pretty boys to their beds instead of women. Everybody knew about Oriochimaru's preferences just as everybody knew about Rath. Kakashi knew where he could always find boys who would do anything for few franks. Maybe that was a solution he needed. He would go here and relieve some of the tension caused by the frustrating inability to bed Iruka.

The concept of sodomy wasn't by any means new to Kakashi and he knew that it was purely physical. It was a deviation. Men who needed to bed other men felt lust and were forced to comply. It was not about Iruka. The Major was just the one to awake this deviation in Kakashi and now I was time to deal with it once and for all. Messing with the chief of the Counter Inforamtion chief was too dangerous.

Kakashi was wearing some elegant but civilian clothes. No one would recognize him here anyway but he didn't want to disgrace his uniform with what he was going to do. He knew high ranked officers who visited this bar quite often. It the only reason why it was still there. The Militia has already blew up most of the places like this one.

It was dark and small, kind of dirty, but Kakashi didn't care. He just needed a boy who would drop his pants for him and that's it… right? Ok, it did bother him a bit that it was dirty. He hated dirt… Some fat and ugly man with a foam from beer on his mustache took him to the back. Kakashi looked at the boys desperately trying to find in himself even the slightest sign of interest in any of them. There was nothing. He sighed and rubbed his forehead. He couldn't even decide which one of them was actually pretty and which wasn't. All he could tell about each and every one was how much they did not look like Iruka.

It was probably because of all that dirt. It was a turn off for a person like him. He needed to… to go somewhere else maybe…? He scanned the young faces but they were all wrong. One was too plump while some other was too bony or too pale, or too sharp… And the hair… He couldn't even look at blonds but the black hair were not good either… Everything about those boys was wrong… He finally settled for the one that seemed the cleanest and took him upstairs to the room that had been assigned to them.

The room was small and plain but not as dirty as Kakashi thought it would be. The boy was looking at him hungrily with a small smirk.

"It's my lucky day… If you ever want for free just look for me when I'm not here…"

"Shut up!"

He pissed Kakashi off.

"Don't say anything. Just stay quiet!"

The boy nodded, careful not to anger the handsome stranger even more. Kakashi sat on the bed. He wasn't aroused in the slightest. Was it because of the stress? Probably… But since he finally had found some courage to come here, he needed to get something from it, at least a bit of relief. If he does it with a man then maybe Iruka will stop plaguing his thoughts.

"Get on your knees."

The boy smiled again and eagerly sank to his knees between the General's parted legs. Kakashi looked down on him and felt a tingle of disgust. He didn't want to bare himself in front of this scum but did he really have a choice? He needed to learn how to deal with his own desires and that was the only way to do it. He closed his eyes and fell backward onto the bed. The boy knew what to do all too well. He expertly undid his client's trousers and pulled out his impressive but still flaccid manhood. He stroked it slowly waiting for it to show some interest. After a few minutes he started to lick and kiss it lovingly, fondling Kakashi's sack with his hand. When he saw it didn't work he took it into his mouth and sucked. Kakashi was bored and disgusted. He wanted to hit the brat. What the fuck was that? It was awful! He couldn't stand being touched by this… person… any longer. And he certainly had no intention of putting ANY of his body parts into any other parts of this boy's body. No way in hell. His mouth were bad enough already. Kakashi left sick.

He pushed him away, stood up and left.

What was wrong with him now? For the last three days he had practically constant erection and now he couldn't even get it up! How? Why? He ran to his quarters to change back into his uniform. This was such a failure… It was hopeless. But if he couldn't do it then maybe he wasn't like THAT after all…? Maybe 'that' wasn't really what he wanted from Iruka…? At the mere thought about the name the traitor in his pants stirred.

"Fuck!"

It couldn't be happening. It was impossible. He heard a lot about sodomites but he never heard about it to be like that… If you liked men then… you liked men, not just one man! What the fuck was wrong with him?

In the next two days he realized that he was besotted with Iruka.

It was so strong and so… insane that it scared him. It was twice already that he had gone to the station to catch a train in the general direction of Usedom Island. He was ready to look for Iruka but luckily on his first try the trains were stopped because of some technical problems and the second time Asuma stopped him halfway and dragged him back. There were also times he wished Iruka would get killed hoping that then he would be free from this painful obsession. He was so tired of it that he was almost ready to kill either Iruka or himself (or both just to be sure) to make it finally stop. Make it stop...

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