I Choose You! | By : KoibitoFemme Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 4138 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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A/N: Well like I said I would be updating with a new chapter. Again I would like to apologize for taking so long. I can guarantee some of the things that have happened to me are pretty damn unheard of. I won’t go into details….it was not anything people should have to be put through. So anyways I have hit a road block my ext. hdd with the manga decided to be a bungee jumper. So now I need to save up money so I can recover the damn files. BUT I shamefully have been sitting on at least 1 ½ chapters…..so so very sorry.
Warning: The following chapter contains rape. This was not my idea the manga has it and I think it’s a real pivotal way to get to the end. That and my mind is not focused enough to find another interesting way to link the story together. Also as I do so many times I got super lazy so most of the dialogue is EXACTLY from the manga. Do forgive me. And again this is my adaptation of April 4th, I do not own Naruto or April 4th. I am BROKE!
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Chapter 8
THE NEXT DAY….
Looking at the time on his cellphone, Haku smiled letting the wind play with his long strands.
“Right about now they should be cleaning up….probably in the playground.” The phone was returned to his pocket and the pale boy made his way off the rooftop.
Several minutes later….
Sasuke and Naruto were sweeping stray leaves off the side of the soccer field when the raven happened to glance up, catching sight of one of his ‘destined ukes’. He ran a hand through his hair and flashed his most charming ….smirk, in the other brunet’s direction.
“Oh…..Haku-kun is here.” As soon as the words left his mouth the boy next to him stiffened. His heart crashed against his rib cage and blood flooded to his face. Blue eyes stayed downcast as the long haired male neared.
“Good morning Naru-chan.” Sasuke chuckled quietly as he listened to the two.
“Morning? Saying good morning when school’s already over? That’s not right.” A smirk would have made itself known had it not been for the fact that the other two were ignoring the Uchiha.
Slowly, the tallest of the three leans down to the silent blond, a look of clear concern on the pretty face of the elder. “What’s wrong Naru-chan?”
Thinking quickly, Naruto gave an uneasy grin and completely avoided the question. “You should go and help the others with the cleaning…” He mumbled softly. For a split second, Haku’s face flashed with an expression of shock from the cold brush off. However, his face was quickly overwhelmed by a look of hurt.
“Oh….um….okay….” He left the two boys to do as he was told. Maybe the blond wasn’t feeling well. He could always try again later.
The Next Morning
“Naru-chan! Can we go to the music room?!” Brown eyes studied the smaller boy’s reaction. The blond was trembling slightly, Naruto seemed determined not to make eye contact but that wasn’t going to deter the worried okama. He leaned down bringing his face close to the sitting boy. “Are you feeling ok? You look pale.” Hakur reached up to touch the other boy’s hair. The movement made the smaller male wince and flinch as if burnt. This time the shock stayed on the elder’s face.
It was too much; being so close to the brunet. Naruto shoved his friend to the side. “I’m sorry! I have to go somewhere! I’m leaving .” And with that he ran out the classroom leaving two pale boys alone. Haku was frozen as he watched his beloved flee.
Sasuke rested his chin on his hand, smirking deviously. Several feet away; a chorus of sighs could be heard…..damn groupies.
“Haku-kun, did you do something?...Oh dear.” It was something just so thrilling about getting under ‘his’ gorgeous uke’s skin.
The long haired boy stayed silent for a moment. Brown tresses kept his features hidden as he processed the last fifteen minutes. He took a deep breath before turning to the other and answering. “I should ask if you’ve done anything. And if you did….I’ll kill you.” A thin, brown brow lifted with dangerous insinuation.
“But, he was acting normal towards me…..Maybe you’re putting too much pressure on Uzumaki. I told you, he’s a boy while I, on the other hand, am a- oomph!” An as usual, the Uchiha found himself kissing knuckles.
“I win….” Several desks away a group of students were forking over money to a smug red head. The students that weren’t dumbstruck by the two brunets, had started a pool. At seventeen minutes, Gaara had cashed in. It was routine that, although a school idol, Sasuke could get only so far with the school prince, Haku. So with such a pattern what better way to make extra cash than to set up and pool. How long could Sasuke talk to Hauk without getting bashed? Oh yea…..serious money making opportunities.
Brown eyes narrowed on the Uchiha cradling his nose. “What do you mean by pressure??” It took a minute or two for Sasuke to look up at the feisty okama….oooh spicy. (Idiot)
“Why Haku’s love, of course.”
The betting pool watched with baited breath. Would there be another chance to make money? Kiba had money in this slot anways…. But, to everyone’s surprise, the elder brunet didn’t say a thing. In fact, he didn’t move a muscle. All he did was stare at the open door. Could Sasuke be right? Was he really putting that much pressure on Naruto? He had to make things right with him.
With Naruto…
‘What should I do?....I don’t know how to face him. I can’t even look in his eyes.’ Naruto was in turmoil as he walked towards the rooftop. He really needed to clear his mind. Pushing the door open and walking into the breeze, more thought ran through his head. ‘That time in the health room with Haku….my heart was beating so fast that it nearly stopped.’ The blond paused in the doorway looking out into the world. ‘The reason ….is it’s because of what my body was feeling at that moment? Or….have I already fallen for him?...’ The blond’s face was already flushed but the concept that he was in love with Haku, really in love, well…..it increased the heat in his cheeks.
Flashes of when they were in the health room ran through his mind’s eye. Naruto walked up to the railing, leaning his head against his folded arms. ‘How hopelessly in love with you, am I?’ A deep sigh escaped the blue eyed boy as he watched a class run terrified from their green clad P.E. teacher. ‘I want to return Haku’s feelings….that’s why I did it with him. But Sasuke likes him too, not to mention the look on Haku’s face makes me feel so sad. Hakue doesn’t just want repayment….but my love in return?’ He looked up at the sky. It was so simple and blue with fluffy paths of white. Why couldn’t this thing he had with the older boy be simple? ‘I don’t understand. What do I have to do to like him that much?’ Groaning again he finally decided it would be best for him to just head home.
That Evening…
Kyuubi had just gotten home from school and immediately felt as though something was amiss. “Naruto?” His face was filled with worry as he leaned over his sleeping brother. The boy had fallen asleep in a hunched over position. Slowly, the boy peeked up, feeling someone close to him, he looked at his brother trying to hide the mental grief he was going through. “What’s wrong? Do you have a stomach-ache?”
“I don’t know, I suppose I’ll be fine soon.” The smile he gave was weak and easily identified as fake. The older Uzumaki growled quietly.
“Idiot! If you don’t know the cause then how do you know you’ll recover?” He ran a hand down his face before frowning at the small teen. “Where does it hurt? I’ll get you some medicine.” The elder was just about to go when he heard a soft chuckle. Kyuubi turned just in time to see a strained smile cross his precious little brother’s face.
“I’m fine really…Thanks though.” Naruto grinned up at the young man until the other finally turned around and headed to his own room.
It wasn’t till several hours later that Kyuubi’s worries got the best of him. He walked down the hall towards the blond’s room stopping abruptly when he noticed the light was till on. As quietly as possible he opened the door lest he possibly wake the boy. But as expected, the tiny male was wide awake, sitting in his bed staring at nothing.
“Can’t sleep? You won’t be able to get up in the morning.” The other boy made no attempt to respond. The odd behavior had the red head entering the room and sitting on Naruto’s bed. “Naruto? That’s right…” He looked earnestly at the younger boy. “It’s been a while since we last slept together. Right? Here, I got you some hot milk.”
Naruto stiffened for a moment, finding Kyuubi acting uncannily like their mother was a little….unsettling. If the elder noticed the quick change, was left unknown as he lifted the covers of the bed and made himself comfortable. “That should help you get to sleep easier.”
“….” Still taken aback by the tender treatment, Naruto stared into the steaming mug until the urge for clarity was too much. His eyes seemed to soften and become unfocused almost simultaneously. “Ani…” the red head quickly became silent to hear the quiet words. When the blond remained silent he gently tried to urge the boy on.
“Did anything happen?” Naruto swallowed and let out a deep breath.
“What kind of feeling is ‘Love’…?” Almost instantly, the red head’s face began to match his hair.
“I…I DIDN’T SAY THAT I LIKED ITACHI THAT MUCH!!!” Blue eyes could only stare at the larger teen in what could be complete surprise. He wasn’t expecting that kind of reaction.
“Uchiha-san?”
Kyuubi suddenly gasped realizing that his baby brother was not referring to him in the least. With the little dignity he had left, the read head looked away from the boy and coughed. “Ah ha…..No….never mind.” He mumbled, still blushing the older teen leaned on his hands and gave the original question some thought. “Love, huh…? How shall I put this into words… The answer that someone gives you will always be from personal experiences. You too have to find your own answer through experience.” Red eyes watched as the blond thought over his words. Slowly, he looked up at his smirking brother as he gave the empty mug to him.
“True…” He paused for a moment watching the last hint of pink fade from the other’s handsome face. “Sorry, I asked something so awkward.” Kyuubi nodded putting the mug down on the night stand with a soft ‘click’ .
“Want to draw it out?” The elder glanced at the portrait of himself before turning back to the younger male.
Naruto looked puzzled at the random question. “Draw?”
Bringing his knees up and leaning on them with folded arms, the red head grinned at the other. “You can draw right? Why don’t you draw everything you’re feeling inside?” A large, caring hand found its way into unruly blond locks and in a playful manner, Kyuubi ruffled the troubled teen’s hair. “You may not find an answer but it will help you figure out your feelings.”
“Draw…” Naruto nodded staring blankly ahead as his thoughts directed to his secret drawing of Haku. ‘Will ….Will I be able to draw it?”
The Next Day After School
Two girls stood in front of the doorway of the classroom. The blond sighed in exasperation at the snoozing boy. However, the pinkette felt it only right to give a warning.
“Uzumaki! We’re gonna shut the door alright?!” No response came. This time she sighed. “He was just sketching quietly over there….when did he fall asleep?” The girls were just about to turn around when a voice startled them. Instantly both girls’ faces turned deep red.
“The keys….could give them to me?” The girls just stared awestruck at who was speaking to them. Haku gave them a dazzling smile as he continued to persuade. “I’ll lock the doors for you…when Uzumaki wakes up.”
Trembling all over, the pinkette nervously nodded, placing the keys into the elegant, outstretched hand. “Then….THANK YOU!!!”
“It’s Haku-sama! WAH!!! He’s right in front of me!” Screeched the blond girl, finally gaining control of her vocal cords. Her friend just rolled her eyes at the girl turned zombie. With a shake of her head she looked back at the boy, losing her confidence once again.
“Um…give the keys back to Umino sensei after you’ve locked up.”
Nodding, Haku closed his hands around the keys, his smile never faltering. “No problem.”
With that said the girls wobbled out on uneasy legs, repeatedly looking back at the famous teen. So much so, that they didn’t see the wall speeding towards them…well slowly gliding in the direction of their faces until….CRACK! Two rather nasal voices echoed through the empty hallways.
“AH MY NOSE!”
“SHIT MA TOOF!”
Haku shook his head slowly before returning his attention back to the sleeping cutie. Slowly, he walked over to the lone student only stopping when he was right next to him. Naruto was really adorable even when he slept. The look on the taller boy’s , held a different thoughts very far from adorable. The conversation he had had with Sasuke replayed in his head.
‘Maybe you’re putting too much pressure on Uzumaki.’
The brunet was conflicted through and through. How could he not notice the torment he was putting his Naru-chan through? But…at the same time he cared so deeply for the other. The blond made him feel whole, complete. He was a safe haven for his mind and soul. Quietly, he crouched down, folding his arms on the edge of the desk and resting his chin on them. “I’m sorry…”
The sound of the curtains rustling alerted Haku of the rather cool breeze floating in. Someone could catch a cold sleeping under that. “The window…” With abrupt movements, he stood and turned toward the open window, successfully knocking down an unnoticed notebook.
After closing the window the brunet squatted down to retrieve the book. ‘This sketchbook….it’s the same one I saw when I was at Naru-chan’s house.’ He remembered that day clearly. The way the small blond adamantly refused to show him his latest picture. “You don’t want to me to see?” He asked. Yet, at that moment it was in his hands. His heart beat loudly; slowly his slender fingers pried the book open to the exact page he wanted to see.
Brown orbs widened in shock but quickly softened. Pink began to creep across his cheeks. He wasn’t sure if he was blushing or not. All the long haired male could do was stare at the creation his most adored person had drawn. So wrapped up in his own world, Haku didn’t notice the slumbering teen waking up.
“Nn….” Bleary blue eyes lazily opened. Soon they noticed a very familiar figure. But what got him fully awake was what said figure was staring at. Naruto jumped up fueled by sheer embarrassment. He snatched the book away so quickly that the other boy jumped up, startled. “Don’t look through my things without my permission!” Tan cheeks immediately turned pink as he avoided all possible eye contact with the other. ‘Did he see it?! Haku’s….portrait…’ Panicking by the chance that he did, the small male made a dash for the door. “I…I have to go now!” He was inches away from the door when a strong grip pulled him back making him drop the book.
The next thing the blue eyed boy knew, he was pinned to the floor his beautiful friend holding him down by his elbows. Naruto’s eyes grew large as the larger male leaned down till their lips were almost touching. He couldn’t let Haku kiss him. He turned his head as his heart hammered in his tiny chest.
A mere whisper escaped the blond’s lips, “I’m sorry ….” Haku leaned up just a bit. ‘I can’t let my body take control of me again. If I’m…still so confused about how I really feel.’ Without looking in his eyes the petite teen knew the brunet was staring intently at him. Naruto took a deep breath, “I can’t do these things with Haku anymore.”
The pale boy looked shocked with each word it was like something malevolent was being unchained. Quietly, slowly, the long haired teen released the other and sat up. His head was downcast, hiding the disturbed look in his eyes. Naruto nervously began to sit up as well. That was, until his friend spoke.
“Can’t?” a sinister smile slide into place over pink lips. “The things you say always amuse me…” Haku leaned up a little more revealing his face to the other. The expression had Naruto frozen but the tone of the elder’s voice had him shivering. “Up until now, it has always been by my will.” One, then two, then several more buttons were popped open from the brunet’s uniform. “It never had anything have to do with what you wanted.”
Naruto gaped, his body began trembling harder. He looked down as his pants were slowly unbuttoned and unzipped. “Forget it. Even after doing it so many times, all you ever expressed was the pain…as if that was all you felt.” The blond was immobile. The entire time, the larger male spoke, he ever stopped undressing the other’s lower half. By the time Naruto was able to move he realized what was about to happen and it was too late. Large hands seized one leg wrapping it around a slender waist while a hard cock was nudging against his tight hole. Haku looked down into the confused eyes and at the same time he thrust forward, hissing.
“Then…this will be the last time.”
Naruto choked on the sudden pain. “Ugh! Ah,….Ah…AH!” The blond couldn’t manage to form any actual words. After the initial yet brutal stroke, an actual rhythm was set and the pained boy finally said something, which was entirely ignored.
“It hurts!...Ah!” Small hands reached up gripping Haku’s uniform. The older teen didn’t miss a stroke.
“No…it doesn’t.” The look in those chocolate eyes was void of all emotions. Tears ran down tan cheeks, He thought back to how soothing Haku had been in the past. How he would be so concerned with the blond’s distress. The blond was so wracked between the pain and the past that he didn’t realize a belt was being bound tightly around his wrist.
Obviously, the lost look in those blue eyes and the binding invigorated Haku because he suddenly increased the power in his thrusts considerably. The smaller teen screamed. His mind had been forced back to the present, the pain had pushed so far the just blanked out. Once again, Naruto sank into the recesses of his mind, so many thoughts. ‘was it me….who made Haku show such an expression?’
The thrust began to slow down as the brunet’s grunts became softer. ‘Is it me whose making Haku suffer?’ The older boy slipped out of the other. One thought ran the loudest in the younger boy’s mind….’I’m sorry.’
Any relief that existed in those very few seconds when the effeminate boy pulled out ended quickly. Naruto was swiftly flipped onto his knees while the okama plunged in with abandon. Haku panted heavily. The blond yelped and gasped.
“Don’t….ah…ah! Ugh….ah!” Legs were lifted and wrapped around slim pants covered thighs. A slender, large hand slipped over Naruto’s mouth muffling his grunts and gasps. All the while the brunet’s large organ continued to pummel the smaller one’s passage.
Haku got two fingers into the boy’s mouth. “Don’t bite my finger.” He hissed. There was no protest, just Naruto’s grunts and whimpers. The elder began to slow his strokes again, his free hand grasping the other’s cock. “This part of you….” He made sure to slide deeper into the boy, “…reacted strongly when we were in the health room, didn’t it?” Naruto blushed massively as the brunet leaned close, biting the shell of the blond’s ear. The boy squirmed trying to get away while his mind was momentarily cleared. It didn’t go unnoticed; the brunet gave a slight squeeze before pushing in and out shallowly. “Let me in!”
Naruto whimpered and blushed more so, clenching himself as tears streamed down burning cheeks. The wet sound of sex dominated the room. It continued until the blond spurted all over the cold floor. He panted, body going limp, positive that it was over…
“Not yet.” Blue eyes became huge, the small boy’s body was hoisted up. Haku sat the blond in his lap back to his chest with his own hands pulling Naruto’s legs wide open. “Since it’s the last time, let’s have some more fun.” With that said, Haku thrusted deeply back into his one-time friend.
“Ugh….ah...Ah!...AH!” Naruto’s mouth hung open, his legs bound to his arms. The brunet continued to piston into the tight, wet heat.
2 Hours Later
“Naruto!?” Kyuubi answered the door in a panic. There in the doorway stood Haku holding an unconscious Naruto in his arms. The older teen’s eyes were shadowed by his long tresses behind the two stood Itachi, a worried look on his face.
“What happened?!” the red headed teen screamed, looking at the two males for any kind of answers, Haku said nothing, he just kept his eyes downcast. Kyuubi studied the boy in front of him. “Why is Naruto like-“ His thoughts halted as he caught sight of the bruises on one of his little brother’s wrists. Red eyes widened at his discovery. Without warning, the loud crack of flesh resounded as flesh coming into contact with flesh ran throughout the hallway. Haku’s face reddened where Kyuubi unleashed his rage.
“YOU BASTARD!!! WHAT DID YOU DO TO NARUTO!?”The pissed off teen breathed heavily waiting for an answer. The younger male stayed silent. Anger caused the elder to ground his teeth. “You…!” He lifted his fist to hit the boy again but was grabbed from behind by a concerned Itachi.
“Kyuubi….beating him won’t solve anything right now.” The red head snatched away from his on again off again lover, glaring at just about everyone and thing in the vicinity.
“Stop joking! No matter how many times I hit him it won’t be enough!!” Haku looked as if he would crumble from the guilt but Kyuubi roared on. “Because this guy,” He jabbed a finger the okama’s direction. “Naruto couldn’t even sleep at night…!” Itachi’s usually stone eyes softened. He moved over to the fuming male, placing a comforting hand on the back of Kyuubi’s back.
“Kyuubi, you should take Naruto to his room.” The other nodded his head, his stream having finally run out.
“Yeah…” With that muttered, he retrieved his little brother, turned from the others and slammed the door behind him. The raven haired man let out a weary sigh before turning toward a seemingly catatonic Haku. The brunet was a stiff as a statue.
“Uchiha-san, thank you for giving me a lift.” Itachi attempted and failed to give him a reassuring face.
“Anytime….but is it really okay to just leave you hear? It looks like it’s going to rain.” The boy nodded at the same time a few drops began to fall.
“Thanks, but I’m fine….by myself.” Rain began to pour down, soaking the depressed boy. He turned away from the man and head to his home. By the time he got home his face was wet with the cold liquid and his own hot tears.
A/N: Okay I am not sure how long this is but its over 3000 words. I stopped here because I am thinking the next chapter will be the last. I have decided since no one wanted to take up my idea for another story I will do it. However I will not be posting it until I am done and I mean it this time. So please forgive me it may be a long time before you see me again. AFTER the end of this story which I hope will be soon I have to refind the damn manga since my files are being kept captive in my damn HDD. I hope this chapter will appease you like I said I really too a lot from the manga and just dumped a sprinkle of my own in it besides I am not good with rapes so um…yea. Sorry.
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