More Than Just a Kiss (edited)

Disclaimer: I don’t own any of the Naruto characters, I just like to imagine them in my own little world (which is totally of my making). No profits are made from this story, just gratuitous pleasure.

Summary: It was more than just a kiss. One minute he had been glaring into the eyes of his nemesis, Uchiha Sasuke, the next minute his lips were pressed firmly against those of that emotionless boy.

Rating: NC-17

Warning Codes: Angst,Lang,M/M,WAFF,WIP,Yaoi (other warnings as the story continues)

Pairings: NaruxSasu


Feedback is appreciated. I enjoy hearing from all of my readers. That you take the time to read is great, that you take the time to write is awesome. You are what makes writing worth while. I hope that you enjoy reading it and I look forward to your comments.

My sincere thanks to the following:

Trigger Happy Bitch: Thank you for all of your support and the wonderful, encouraging reviews. I hope that you find in this chapter that Sasuke can love Naruto, just a little bit. It’s been so hard, trying to make Sasuke a loveable person. I think only Naruto could possible love him.

spoon: Thank you for your support. Unfortunately, some people will do anything and give up everything for revenge, and some people will love others no matter what. I think that is what we have in these two unfortunate souls.

hisoka kurosaki: Thank you for all of your support. I think the time has finally come for the two to stop dancing around each other and do something about how they feel.

Thanks to all of you who have read my little offering and given me your support.

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More Than Just a Kiss…

Part 8

Even though Gai was gentle, it was a long, hard trip home to Konoha. Every breath he took hurt. But he was an Uchiha and so he had an image to maintain. He couldn’t show his pain, no matter how much he was hurting.

And it wasn’t just the physical pain. It was the pain in his heart that was making him hurt even more. How could that blonde idiot tell him that he loved him and then just walk off and leave him like this? That was what he couldn’t understand. It didn’t matter to Sasuke that Naruto’s actions were the very ones he would have taken had the situation been reversed. No. All he could think about was the fact that Naruto had told him he would be there for him, and he wasn’t.

And so the Uchiha brooded the whole was home. And it seemed to take forever to get there, because Gai was going at a much slower pace then the one that Sasuke had set getting there in the first place. Sasuke knew it was out of consideration for his condition, but still it irritated him to no end. He just wanted this journey to be over. Therefore, the Uchiha had a lot of time to brood, not only over Naruto and his supposed defection, but about Itachi, his weakness against his hated brother, and his distress over the last words that Itachi had murmured into his ear before he lost interest in Sasuke again.

Words so heinous that Sasuke could never repeat them to anyone. Words that made his blood run cold every time they popped back into his mind. And those words, along with the terrible images Itachi had made him relive once again, in vivid detail, kept playing over and over in his mind, to the point that his mind finally shut down.

And, although he was almost incoherent by the time Gai got him back to Konoha, Sasuke’s mind was in such a state of turmoil over all that had happened, he was like a ticking bomb, waiting to explode.

~*~

Naruto, the recipient of Sasuke’s many dark and brooding thoughts, was himself in a bit of a flustered state of mind. He was trying hard to concentrate on what Jiraiya was trying to teach him, but at the most inopportune times thoughts of Sasuke would flash through his mind, completely breaking whatever concentration he had finally managed to achieve.

Finally he just gave up trying to banish all other thoughts and let his mind wander away to focus on his beloved Sasuke.

And with his thoughts of Sasuke came thoughts of Itachi and Naruto couldn’t help but shiver at the remembrance of the screams that he had evoked from Sasuke. Naruto couldn’t imagine what it was Sasuke had seen and he was pretty sure he didn’t want to know. But what distressed Naruto even more then the fact that he hadn’t been able to protect Sasuke, was the fact that he couldn’t go home with Sasuke, no matter how much it broke his heart. He’d had to turn his back and walk away from his love. That was the hardest thing that he’d ever had to do. Harder that learning any jutsu had ever been. And he was sure that it had done a lot of damage to their relationship, a relationship that was tenuous at the best of times. He was going to have to work very hard to repair the damage, if it even was repairable. He could only hope that there was something left to salvage. But he would try his hardest. He wasn’t going to let the Uchiha slip away from him that easily.

Having let himself think for some time about what was closest to his heart, Naruto resolved to not only master this new technique, but to win back the heart and the love of the Uchiha. He sincerely believed that he could do both of these seemingly impossible tasks, and so pushed thoughts of Sasuke to the back of his mind so that he could concentrate on the impossible task that was currently facing him. Everything in it’s time, and the time to think of Sasuke was when he got home.

~*~

Gai took Sasuke to the hospital immediately upon returning to the village, and as soon as the med-techs had heard from the older shinobi about what had transpired between the boy and Itachi, it was decided that he should be kept there for observation once he was awake. His physical condition was of no concern, as that had been taken care of easily. He only had to be careful of his mending ribs and not overexert his body. It was his mind that was of the gravest concern. Kakashi had told them what Itachi could do with his Mangekyou Sharingan, and so there was much concern over the Uchiha’s mental condition. No one wanted to take a chance on losing the last survivor of the Uchiha Clan, and so the boy was watched constantly.

It didn’t help that the stubborn boy refused to talk to anyone about what happened and what he was currently thinking once he had awoken, that he lay in his bed unresponsive to all attempts to reach him. He didn’t want to relive the last moments of his clan and his parents with anybody, no matter how often they told him that it would help if he would just talk to someone about it. He definitely would never mention the feelings of desertion that washed over him every time his mind turned itself to thoughts of Naruto. He would die before he would tell another person about his feeling over that incident. And so the Uchiha brooded silently, to the distress of everyone around him.

Sakura came to the hospital every afternoon, to sit by his bed, even though he would simply stare at the ceiling and refused to even acknowledge the fact she was there. Still, she talked brightly about everything that was going on with the reconstruction of the village in hopes of getting some response from the boy she worshiped, but he ignored her completely. But she kept trying. She was as determined to win her way into his affections as he was determined to pretend that she didn’t exist. Sakura never even let the thought that she might be fighting a losing battle cross her mind.

~*~

As soon as they arrived back in the village, Naruto rushed to the hospital to see his beloved Sasuke, hoping to be able to quickly quell the ire he knew the Uchiha was bound to be full of.

Hell hath no fury like an Uchiha scorned, even if he hadn’t been. Just the thought that he might have been was enough to set off the touchy boy. And Naruto knew that well. He was sure that this meeting wouldn’t be full of sunshine and kisses, but he hoped it wouldn’t come to yelling, or worse, blows. He was to be sadly disappointed in this hope.

~*~

Naruto burst into Sasuke’s room, smiling for all he was worth.

“Sasuke!” he started, but stopped abruptly as he spotted Sakura sitting next to the bed. Well, what had he really expected?

Sasuke lay with his back to the girl, ignoring her efforts to draw him into conversation yet again. She had just finished peeling and cutting up an apple that she had taken from a fruit basket that someone had thoughtfully left for Sasuke.

“Sasuke-kun,” she said, timidly, holding out the plate to the sulking boy. “I… I peeled an apple. Won’t you eat just a little? Sasuke-kun?”

The Uchiha continued to ignore the two people that had invaded the privacy of his room for a while longer, but he could feel his anger starting to build up as he heard Naruto shifting around uncomfortably. Between the two of them, they made his blood boil, Sakura for treating him like he was her property and a child to boot, and Naruto for whatever slights, real or imagined, that he had given him.

He turned over abruptly and flung out a hand, inadvertently hitting the plated Sakura was holding out, knocking it and the proffered fruit flying.

Sakura cried out in dismay and a bit of fear at the sudden show of aggression, shrinking away from the angry Uchiha. Naruto, however, jumped to her defense, much to Sasuke’s ire.

“Sasuke, that was rude,” Naruto admonished. “Sakura was just trying to be nice and make you feel better.”

“Rude!?” demanded Sasuke. “I was RUDE?”

“Yes, you were,” affirmed Naruto.

“No. I’ll tell you what’s rude!” declared Sasuke, getting louder as he went on, until he was shouting at Naruto. “Rude is you running off and not even telling me you were leaving. Rude is not even thinking about how I was going to feel about you just haring off with some other guy! Rude is not even coming back here with me after that fight were I almost died for you! Rude is… Rude is everything you’ve done to me lately!”

Sasuke was in full anger mode and not being rational by now. Sakura was quite frightened at Sasuke’s display of temper, something no one had ever seen before, and she dashed out the door to stand cowering in the hallway, hands over her ears as the confrontation continued.

“Sasuke, how could I tell you anything before I left? You kept avoiding me. You were locked in your compound and refused to answer when ever I came by,” said Naruto, trying to reason with the angry Uchiha.

“You could have talked to me, if you really wanted to. You could have just come in, if you’d really wanted to. You didn’t even try. You just left, not even a note or anything,” Sasuke retorted.

“Well, it would have been rude to just intrude into your compound, when it seemed clear that you wanted to be alone. And as for leaving a note, well, Ero-sennin only gave me an hour to get ready to go on this mission. I just couldn’t write you a note, 'cos I wouldn’t have been able to explain, beside, who would I have given a note to?” Naruto asked, a slight edge to his voice now. “Who would you want me to have carry notes to you that wouldn’t start gossip of some sort, huh?”

“You still could have tried to get in touch with me,” Sasuke responded petulantly. “Not just run off with some other guy.”

“I didn’t just run off with some other guy! It was a mission,” Naruto flared. “Ero-sennin is my teacher, he’s not your rival. And he’s old. How can you even think that about Ero-sennin?”

“Yeah, well what about abandoning me after that fight with Itachi?” Sasuke demanded. “What about that? You didn’t even care. You just left without looking back.”

“I told you I had to go and I told you goodbye and that I’d see you as soon as we finished our mission,” said Naruto. “You know, as a shinobi yourself, that we have to finish our mission, no matter what happens and who we have to leave behind. I came here as soon as we got back. I didn’t even go home to change. What more could I do? I’m sorry, okay?”

“Sorry doesn’t cut it,” yelled Sasuke. “I want more than ‘sorry’! I want to kick your ass for what you put me though!”

“You want to fight me?” Naruto asked, astonished that Sasuke would even suggest such a thing. At the very least Naruto had been hoping to be able to talk civilly to Sasuke, at best he was hoping to get in a kiss or two. Fighting had never even crossed his mind. It seemed as if the kisses were out.

Sasuke just glared at the astounded boy.

“But, I though… well… “ Naruto stuttered, not really knowing what he wanted to say, but sure that nothing would make the situation better.

“What? You expected to just waltz in here and I would welcome you with open arms and kisses?” Sasuke snarled.

“Well, I kind of hoped…” Naruto’s voice trailed off as Sasuke just seemed to be getting madder by the moment.

“Not gonna happen!” snapped Sasuke. “All that’s gonna happen is that I’m gonna kick your sorry ass, and I’m gonna do it now.”

Naruto sighed in resignation. It looked as if they were going to have to fight, and not just yelling as they had been doing so far, before they could make up.

“Alright. It that’s what you want. Let’s go out on the roof at least,” said Naruto, heading for the door. Best to get this over with as soon as possible. Then maybe they could go get some ramen and have some snuggle time before someone found out Sasuke was gone and dragged him back to the hospital.

“Where… where are you going?” Sakura asked in a quavering voice as the door to Sasuke’s room opened. She hated feeling so timid, but Sasuke had really frightened her.

“To the roof,” Sasuke snarled, brushing past her brusquely.

“He wants to fight,” explained Naruto as he paused briefly by Sakura.

“You can’t!” Sakura exclaimed. “Sasuke-kun, he’s just recovering from his injuries. He’s not ready for a fight.”

“Well, it looks like that’s what we’re gonna do, so… yeah,” replied Naruto, then turned to hurry after his angry boyfriend.

Sakura was torn between running to find someone to stop them and trying to stop them herself. Finally she opted to follow the boys and wait to see what happened.

~*~

They had been going at it for quite some time, both boys using only taijutsu attacks, but Naruto seemed to only be dodging Sasuke’s attempts, not trying to any attacks of his own.

This only made the Uchiha more angry, as he felt the blonde wasn’t giving the fight his full effort. And Sasuke wanted no less. He never wanted anything less from Naruto than everything, no matter if it was his love or his anger. Suddenly Sasuke’s control snapped. If Naruto wasn’t going to take him seriously on his own, the Uchiha would make him do it.

Sasuke began to gather his chakra for his deadly Chidori.

Naruto immediately realized his mistake in the way he had been fighting, but knew it was too late to rectify the situation now, and so began to gather his own chakra for his Rasengan.

Both boys stood poised for attack, neither one willing to back down now. Sakura screamed and tried to run between them, wanting to stop the insanity of the situation, but she was no match for the two as they were at the moment. And then they moved, no thoughts of anything else in their minds but defeating the other.

Just as the two deadly balls of chakra were about to meet, they were diverted from each other by the sudden appearance of Kakashi-sensei.

Sasuke’s Chidori hit the hospital water tower and the resulting flow was a veritable waterfall, while Naruto’s Rasengan hit the neighboring tower, just a small trickle of water coming from it. Sasuke seemed smug as he surveyed the damage of the two towers, proud in a way of what he had done with his Chidori. Then he took advantage of the fact that their sensei was currently giving Naruto a good dressing down to flee the scene. He didn’t need any more lectures on the misuse of his Chidori.

But when he landed on the street, he was confronted by a complacent Jiraiya, who merely directed the boy’s attention to the back of the tower that Naruto’s Rasengan had hit. What he saw was enough to shake the Uchiha to the very core. The back was literally blown away.

“If he had hit you with that, you would be dead now,” said the old sennin, giving the shaken boy a knowing look. “He’s stronger than you know.”

Then the old sennin left the shaken Uchiha to his own thoughts. Sasuke fled to the dark comfort of his compound to compose and comfort himself, and to try to come to grips with this new revelation of Naruto’s power.

~*~

Naruto retreated to his small apartment, fixed some instant ramen and went to bed. He was still smarting from the butt-chewing that Kakashi-sensei had given him that afternoon and wasn’t in much of a mood to do anything but brood about the days events.

What was Sasuke thinking? He could change moods faster than the wind shifted. The blonde was never quite sure how to approach him, not sure what would set him off.

Maybe I should have just went into his compound. Maybe he wouldn’t have come unglued at me invading his privacy. Or maybe he would have tried to kill me for disturbing him. I never know with him, thought Naruto. Damned cat. But at least life isn’t boring with him. Sasuke really keeps me on my toes, that’s for sure. Ah, Sasuke…

And almost as if the thought had drawn him near, the Uchiha appeared in Naruto’s open window, perching there uncertainly.

“Sasuke?” queried Naruto, squinting through the dark of his room.

“Yeah. Ah, can I come in?” the Uchiha asked hesitantly.

“Of course,” replied Naruto, sitting up in his bed, a silly grin spreading across his face.

Sasuke jumped lightly to the floor, kicked off his shoes and crossed the room to Naruto’s bed, where the other sat with a blanket drawn up to his waist, his chest bare to the night’s coolness. Sasuke hesitated when he reached the bed, uncertain of whether he should sit on it or go back and get one of the chairs that sat around the dining table.

Naruto took the decision away from him by the simplest means. He grabbed the dark-haired boy’s hand and pulled him down to sit on the bed. Sasuke tensed, then relaxed as Naruto made no other move.

They sat quietly for a few minutes, Naruto wisely giving the Uchiha time to sort out his thoughts. Naruto was just happy to have the person of his dreams in his room, sitting on his bed. Sasuke had never come to his room before. Sasuke sat, looking down at the blanket, not sure of how to say what he knew needed to be said.

“I… I just wanted to say, about this afternoon, I’m… I’m sorry,” Sasuke finally said, a flush of embarrassment on his face.

“Sasuke…” Naruto started to speak, only to be hushed by the other.

“No, wait,” said Sasuke, his head still down. “I need to say this. I… I was wrong. I shouldn’t have acted that way. I was angry about lot of things and I took it out on you. And that was wrong. I shouldn’t hurt you, not the only one who really cares about me. I should treat you better, and I wouldn’t blame you if you sent me packing right now.”

“No. I’d never send you away. I love you,” Naruto swore. “I’d follow you to the ends of the earth. There is nothing you can do, nothing you can say to make me change my mind. I will always love you.”

“You’re too forgiving,” Sasuke told him, finally looking up into Naruto’s eyes.

“There’s nothing to forgive,” Naruto said. “There’s just me, loving you.”

“You say that now,” said Sasuke, a small smile creeping onto his face. “Wait until we’ve been together for awhile, then tell me that.”

“I’ll tell you that every day, if I need to,” replied Naruto, “if it keeps you at my side.”

Sasuke didn’t say anything else, he simply sat and stared into the love-filled, trusting eyes, and he knew that he would never find anyone who loved him as completely as this innocent blonde before him, and he knew that he didn’t deserve the unconditional love that Naruto offered him. He knew he wasn’t deserving of this love, but he reached out and took it anyway. And Naruto gave it to him unhesitatingly and completely.

Sasuke barely felt it as Naruto pulled him down onto the bed, lips brushing lips before the blonde rolled up to look down at the dark-haired boy who now lay next to him. Naruto smiled before his mouth descended onto the Uchiha’s. Sasuke responded to the kiss hungrily, hands going up to tangle themselves in soft blonde hair. The Uchiha moaned softly as Naruto’s tongue swept across his lower lip, then slipped in between the parted lips to play caressingly with his own tongue. The slick tongues danced together, playing and teasing, until their owner’s ran out of breath.

As Sasuke broke away gasping, Naruto’s mouth went to his pale, white neck, kissing and licking it’s way down to his collar. At that point, Naruto pulled away and looked at Sasuke, wanting to be sure that what they were doing was acceptable to the both of them. He didn’t want Sasuke out of guilt, he wanted him out of love, and so he voiced his questions.

“Sasuke, is this what you really want? How far do you want to go with this?” Naruto asked, hoping that the Uchiha was finally ready, but willing to stop and wait if that was what he truly wanted.

“I want this. I want us to go all the way. I want to be with you like a lover,” Sasuke replied. “Please, take me. Make me yours.”

“You want me to take you?” gasped Naruto. “Are you sure? This is what you really want?”

“I’m sure. Please?” asked Sasuke softly.

Naruto hesitated not a moment longer as his lips claimed the Uchiha’s once more. The kiss he gave his lover was tender, but still full of passion. The blonde’s hands slid up under the other’s shirt, caressing his smooth pale skin, then he broke the kiss to pull the shirt over the silky dark head. Naruto looked into Sasuke’s dark eyes and in the pale moonlight he could see the reflection of his own passion in those fathomless eyes that had captured his heart so long ago.

“I’ve never done anything like this before,” he confessed in a whisper.

“Neither have I,” admitted Sasuke with a bit of a breathy laugh.

“Well, I guess the next step is getting naked,” said Naruto. “Do… do we undress each other, or would you rather we do it ourselves?”

“I guess, each other?” Sasuke asked tentatively.

“Okay, then,” agreed Naruto and he smiled a bit nervously before he lay back down beside Sasuke.

They stared at each other for a minute or two, then Sasuke broke the frozen moment, reaching for the button on Naruto’s pyjama bottoms. Taking a deep breath, Naruto reached for the buttons on Sasuke’s pants in return.

Fumbling a bit, the two inexperienced boys returned to the pleasure of kissing while their hands busied themselves divesting each other of their remaining clothing. It only took them a few minutes to rid each other of clothing, and then they lay silently next to each other, each a little hesitant to look at the other’s naked body.

It was Naruto who too the initiative this time as he raised a hand to rest it on Sasuke’s chest, then let it slip down onto his stomach. Sasuke mimicked the move, but took it a step further and let his fingers get as far as the patch of blonde pubic hair on Naruto’s groin. Both boys looked down as Naruto moaned slightly when his now erect cock twitched slightly in response to the nearing touch.

Almost as one, the boys reached for each other’s erections, hands closing gently over heated flesh, and they slowly began to pump each other’s straining cocks. Mouths came together hungrily, as the realization came over the two that they were about to bring to culmination the long years of waiting.

They began to gasp and pant in their excitement, moans escaping between heated kisses. Naruto rose up slightly and pushed Sasuke to his back, then the blonde half draped himself over the other. They were still pumping each other’s cocks, hands spreading pre-come to ease the friction that was building up, when suddenly Naruto broke from their kiss and removed his hand from Sasuke’s flesh. He pulled the Uchiha’s hand away from his own now highly sensitive cock, much to the other’s dismay.

“If we don’t stop now, I’m gonna come,” Naruto gasped, “and then we won’t get to finish what we’ve started.”

“Okay,” panted Sasuke in response, knowing he himself was very close to exploding in orgasm.

The boys lay back to catch their breaths and slow their heart rates a bit before they continued in their exploration of their new found sexuality.

“Now what?” asked Sasuke, when he had regained some of his composure a few minutes later.

“I guess, if I’m going to be the one to do it to you, I need to… to prepare you,” said Naruto. “Unless you want to do it to me. It’s okay if you do.”

“No,” whispered Sasuke. “I… I want you to take me.”

“Okay,” agreed Naruto. “I’ve got some lube in the night stand. I know we’re going to need that. And I guess, first I have to stretch your hole with my fingers. I’ll… I’ll try not to hurt you.”

“It’s okay if you do,” said Sasuke. “I know it’s going to hurt when you… you put it in me. How… how should I lay?”

“I guess on your back with your knees up,” replied Naruto. “Ah, you need to spread your legs as much as you can. And relax. I know that’s important.”

“Relax. Yeah. You’re about to stick your fingers in my ass. How am I supposed to relax?” asked Sasuke, just a bit on the sarcastic side.

“Hey, you’re the one that wants me to do this to you,” Naruto reminded the Uchiha.

“I know. I’m sorry,” Sasuke replied, a bit contritely, but still feeling the apprehension.

Why he was doing this was most likely a mystery to the blonde, but the Uchiha felt as if he owed Naruto something for all of the hell he had put the boy through. And he knew that what he was planning to do in the near future was going to hurt the blonde more than he wanted to admit. And so he wanted to make as much of a commitment to the other as he could to ensure that there would always be some kind of a bond between them, no matter what the future might hold.

Therefore, Sasuke relaxed himself as much as he could and waited for his soon to be lover to start preparing him for the final step in their relationship.

Naruto knelt between Sasuke’s raised knees and squeezed some of the lube onto his fingers as he looked down on the glorious sight before him. Sasuke lay back, black hair surrounding him like a halo, eyes half closed, giving him a sultry, sexy look. His chest rose and fell gently with his breathing as he relaxed back into the comfort of Naruto’s bed. His knees were bent and spread wide, opening himself up in a most vulnerable way to the boy before him. His hard cock arched back and dewy drops of pre-come dripped down, forming a small pool on his hard belly, almost begging for a caressing touch. His pink tongue came out and licked his pouting lips enticingly, asking for a passionate kiss. All in all, the Uchiha was the perfect picture of sensuality. A beautiful virgin, waiting to be taken. And Naruto was aching to take him.

But first he needed to make the Uchiha ready for him. Hesitantly, Naruto reached out and touched a slick finger to the tiny hole that hid just under Sasuke’s heavy balls. Sasuke jumped at the touch, but forced himself to stay where he was. Very gently, Naruto started to stroke and massage the tender opening, and when he felt the muscle relaxing somewhat, he pushed his finger inside. It felt incredible. Sasuke was hot and tight. Naruto had never dreamed it would feel like this. He’d heard some of the older men talking about their sexual conquests, male and female, but nothing had prepared him for this. Slowly he started to press further in, but stopped when it seemed as if it was hurting Sasuke a lot.

Sasuke, for his part, was unprepared for the feeling, as well. He knew there would be some pain, but not like this. He couldn’t help tightening all of his muscles as something foreign entered into a opening that was made for things to exit. All of his instincts told him to push it out, but he forced himself to relax and let the intruding digit stay where it was. After a few moments, the initial burn started to recede, and he nodded to Naruto to continue.

This isn’t so bad, he thought, as Naruto slowly began to slide the finger in and out of his channel. Then Naruto pushed in a second finger, and Sasuke was almost ready to call it all off. But before he could do that the most wonderful sensation overcame him. Wet, hot heat surrounded his erection, and something was caressing the slit in the crown of his cock. He opened the eyes that he had screwed tightly closed to look down at himself.

To his awe and wonder, he saw that Naruto had taken his swollen cock into his mouth and was starting to lick and suck it, as if it was a lollypop. It felt so awesome, Sasuke thought he was going to explode with the sensation. And it just continued to get better. Naruto slid his mouth down over him completely, then sucked while pulling back. Sasuke could feel the excitement building in his balls, and he dug his fists into the sheet on the bed beneath him. It felt so good, in fact, that he never even felt Naruto slide the third finger into his quivering body.

And then Naruto hit his sweet spot with his questing fingers. Naruto wasn’t sure what he had done, but when Sasuke arched up and gasped, a strangled, moaning sound, he instinctively went for that spot again. It wasn’t long before he had the Uchiha panting and writhing, begging for more. The blonde chuckled around his mouthful of Sasuke’s dick, and continued to fuck the other with his fingers.

“I’m… I’m gonna… ahhh…” was the only warning Naruto got from Sasuke, but it was enough to allow the blonde to pull his mouth away before Sasuke climaxed. Naruto watched in fascination as the come pulsed from the organ, Sasuke’s hips thrusting as he came. The creamy white fluid spurted out and pooled on the Uchiha’s heated flesh and he fell back to the bed spent. Naruto grinned and pulled his fingers free and reached for his pyjama pants to wipe the semen off of Sasuke. Throwing the soiled clothing aside, Naruto prepared himself to finally make his dream come true.

Finding the discarded tube of lubricant, Naruto squeezed a generous amount into his hand, then began to spread it over his own aching cock. The feeling of his hand on his own flesh almost undid him. He sat panting for a moment, trying to regain control of himself. It just wouldn’t do for him to come in his own hand. Not when Sasuke was lying ready before him. After a moment or two, Naruto felt as if he was ready to continue.

He moved closer to Sasuke, grasped the base of his cock and lined it up with the tight hole that was quivering before him.

“Are you ready?” he asked the dazed Uchiha. Sasuke could only nod in response.

Naruto began to push, but all of Sasuke’s muscles tightened against him. He pushed harder, and Sasuke gasped, as if in pain, so Naruto stopped, not wanting to hurt his most important person. He wanted this to be good, not an experience filled with pain. Sasuke had already had too much pain in his life for someone who said he loved him to cause him more.

“It’s too tight, it won’t go in,” gasped Naruto, narrowly holding onto the last of his control.

“Just push harder,” panted Sasuke. “It’s alright.”

“I don’t want to hurt you,” said Naruto, leaning over Sasuke, hands on either side of the other boy’s shoulders, cock still pressed against the stubborn opening.

“It’s alright,” repeated Sasuke. “Push.” And the Uchiha managed to get his shaky legs up around Naruto’s waist and pulled the blonde towards him.

Naruto’s cock pressed firmly against the unwilling muscles, and with a sudden pop, they gave way and the head of his cock slipped into Sasuke’s channel. Before he could stop himself, Naruto found he had buried almost half of his cock inside of Sasuke’s tight ass. Arms shaking, sweat dripping from his straining body, he managed to keep from burying himself completely, wanting to give Sasuke a chance to recover from the fierce invasion before continuing. Both boys were panting heavily now, but Sasuke’s was more from pain and shock than from pleasure, and Naruto’s was from trying to restrain himself.

After a few moments, Sasuke pulled against Naruto again, and the blonde let himself slide the rest of the way in, his balls now resting against Sasuke’s butt. Naruto all but collapsed against the Uchiha as he once again waited for Sasuke to adjust. When Sasuke finally indicated he was ready, Naruto began to thrust his hips gently, trying to find some kind of rhythm to his lovemaking.

It didn’t last long. Neither boy was experienced and Naruto was too close to climax to be able to hold out long. But it really didn’t matter to either of them. They had achieved their goal. After only a few thrusts, to which Sasuke tried to thrust back, Naruto came. He could feel it building up in his balls and gave one last heave before depositing his seed inside of his boyfriend. Then he collapsed on top of him, spent.

Finding the energy somewhere, Naruto pulled out of Sasuke’s sore body and flopped over on to his side of the bed. Then he reached to pull the other close, kissing him gently.

“I’m sorry, I came inside of you,” apologized Naruto. Every conversation that he had overheard had talked about pulling out of one’s partner before coming, and he had failed to do that. He felt just a little embarrassed by his lack of control.

“It’s alright. It’s not like I’m going to get pregnant from you coming in me,” replied Sasuke, feeling quite relaxed now.

“Oh,” said Naruto. So that’s why the guys did it. Well, he felt a bit better about it now. “Anyway, thanks. That was the most wonderful thing I’ve ever done. I really love you.”

“It was good for me, too,” Sasuke told him. “I… I think I love you, too.”

“You do? That’s good, then,” responded Naruto, and he yawned sleepily. “We should get some sleep. It’s been a long day.”

“Yeah, it has,” said Sasuke as he nestled close to Naruto. He wanted to feel this warm comfort for just a little while. He knew it couldn’t last, and that Naruto wouldn’t understand, but he knew deep inside his heart that the blonde would always love him, no matter what, and that was what Sasuke was counting on.

He lay in the blonde’s arms until Naruto fell into a deep sleep, then he gently disengaged from him. Going silently into the bathroom, Sasuke, cleaned himself up and dressed. He was sore, but he could walk, and that was the important thing. True to his word, Naruto had been very gentle with him.

Crossing to the bed, Sasuke bent over the sleeping form of his lover and kissed him on the forehead, stroking a hand through his damp blonde hair. He looked so sweet and innocent, sleeping contentedly and that was how Sasuke wanted to remember him. Then the Uchiha departed the same way that he had come in, through Naruto’s open window.

~*~

Sasuke was walking slowly down the dark street, away from Naruto’s apartment, but not towards his compound. He was heading for the gate that led out of town. He was determined to go through with his plan, no matter what anyone else thought about him. He had almost reached his goal when an unexpected person confronted him. Sakura. What was she doing out at this hour of the night?

“Why are you prowling around here in the middle of the night?” Sasuke asked, not really interested in her answer, but knowing he had to get past the annoying girl.

“I knew that you would come this way if you were going to leave,” she answered. “I kind of had a feeling you might be planning something, because you went to see Naruto, and you have never gone to his house before. So I just waited here.”

“Yeah, well it’s none of your business, who I see or where I go. Go home. Go back to bed,” said Sasuke, a frosty tone to his voice, brushing past her, hoping she would get the hint that he didn’t want to talk to her.

“Sasuke-kun, please. What are you planning to do?” she asked, but still he ignored her. Sakura began to cry, something Sasuke absolutely detested above all else. Didn’t the stupid girl know how much that annoyed him? “Why won’t you ever say anything to me? Why do you always keep so quiet? You never say a single word to me. Why won’t you let me try to help you?”

“I told you, I don’t need your help,” Sasuke snapped at her. “Don’t try to look after me. I don’t need it.”

“No matter what, you just always hate me,” sniffled Sakura. “Do you remember that time, when we were here by ourselves, when we first became genin…”

“You’re annoying,” Sasuke told the teary-eyed girl. “I don’t remember that.”

“That’s all in the past, huh? Yeah, I guess you’re right,” she commented, laughing a little, trying to lighten the moment. “But that’s when it all began, you and me, along with Naruto and Kakashi-sensei. The four of us did all kinds of missions together. It was painful and difficult, but even with that, I really enjoyed it.”

Sakura realized that she was talking to Sasuke’s back. He was still ignoring her, just as he always did. But she felt sure that somehow, someday she would get through to him. Maybe today…

“I know all about your past,” she called out to him. “Even if you get your revenge, it won’t bring you happiness, not for you or me.”

“I already know that,” Sasuke finally answered. “But I’m different from you all. I can’t follow the same path as you guys. There’s something else I must do. Deep in my heart, I’ve already decided on my revenge. For that reason only do I live. I’ll never be like you.”

“Do you want to go back to being alone?” Sakura asked the boy. “You told me how painful it was. I know your pain right now. I have my friends and family, but if you leave, to me I would be just as alone as you.”

“Hn,” Sasuke snorted his contempt. “From here on out, we all begin new paths. I’ll walk my own path.”

“I love you with all of my heart,” Sakura cried out in desperation. “If you stay with me, there would be no regrets. We’d be happy, I swear. I would do anything for you. I’d even help you with your revenge. I don’t know what I would do, but I’d do what ever I could. Please, stay with me. Or take me with you if you can’t stay. I’ll give all of myself to you, anything you want…”

“You really are annoying,” said Sasuke again, rejecting everything the girl had to offer him. “Don’t you understand? You’re not what I want. Now leave me be.”

“Don’t leave,” said Sakura again, not understanding what he was saying to her. “I’ll scream.”

Suddenly, Sasuke was behind the girl, his hand on her neck. She stiffened, then her eyes went blank. Sasuke gently laid her on the nearby bench, and then continued on his way out of town.

Life as he knew it was ending. He had to make a new life if he was going to accomplish the single goal he had set for himself. He didn’t regret leaving his home and his village. He didn’t waste any regrets for the girl that had just thrown herself at him and that he had cast away. The only regret that he had at all was for a gentle blonde that was sleeping soundly in the afterglow of their lovemaking. He could only hope that Naruto wouldn’t hate him too much when he found out.

I only hope that he remembers his vow, that he will always love me, no matter what, Sasuke thought fleetingly before he turned his back on the one person he loved.

And so with that one regret, the last survivor of the Uchiha clan turned his back on everything he knew and started out on the new path he had chosen for himself.

~*~

TBC

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