The Blessed Realm | By : susanna Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male > Naruto/Sasuke Views: 1746 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 3 |
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Chapter
Seventy: What's Best
Sasuke
opened his eyes: Actually he had been awake for quite some time. He
returned Naruto's gentle gesture, caressing his cheeks, then he slung
his arms around Naruto's neck and drew him into a kiss. He broke the
kiss after a short time and lifted Naruto by his shoulders, and then
indicated to him that he should take off his T-shirt (a black one
with a fox's head on it – Sasuke had not yet been able to
convince Naruto that this was neither cool nor sexy.) He took off
his own shirt and drew Naruto into an embrace again: Carefully Naruto
moved fully on top of him, thigh upon thigh, his full weight
supported by Sasuke.
Sasuke
caressed his back while Naruto kissed Sasuke's face: Moments of
warmth and tenderness and fusing into each other that Naruto often
enjoyed more than the actual sex. Lying on Sasuke with his eyes
closed, his cheek resting against Sasuke's cheek, feeling Sasuke's
hands in his hair, on his shoulderblades, his back, his bottom. All
his skin covered by Sasuke's skin. This was how it felt to be loved.
Again
Sasuke put his hands under Naruto's shoulders and lifted him off
himself. He looked at Naruto, smiling at him and at the same time
challenging him, an expression Naruto by now recognized immediately:
this was how Sasuke looked when he wanted to have sex. Naruto smiled
and blushed and looked altogether embarrassed, and this was how
Sasuke recognized that Naruto welcomed his suggestion. He always did.
Sasuke began to play with Naruto's nipples, and Naruto got active
too, caressing Sasuke's chest and his belly and then went further
down, freeing Sasuke from his underpants (tight, sexy ones, but
Naruto liked him better without them), playing with his pubic hair
and caressing the inner side of his thighs. Sasuke sat up so that he
could caress Naruto's head and mess up his hair while Naruto began to
kiss his genitals, but soon his hands remained still on Naruto's
shoulders while Naruto brought him to orgasm.
For
Sasuke just as for Naruto these were moments when dreams came to
life.
“It's
your turn now”, Sasuke said, taking Naruto's shoulders and
making him lie on his back.
“What
do you want me to do?”
“Whatever
suits you”, Naruto answered.
He
really did not have any clear preferences, but he looked forward to
his cock being the centre of Sasuke's activities. Sasuke removed his
boxers and used both his hands and his mouth to arouse him,
occasionally looking at his face to see him smiling, and when Naruto
was ready he reached out for the bottle of lube to spread it over
both of them. Actions that had seemed quite embarrassing at first,
like spreading lube around the area of his own anus while Naruto was
watching, had become perfectly natural by now, and he enjoyed the
expression of expectation and impatience on Naruto's face while he
drew out the moment of actually taking Naruto's cock and introducing
it into himself.
He
rode him, enjoying the feeling of being full of Naruto, enjoying
Naruto's expression, which was still one of joyous disbelief, just as
when back on their first day as genin he had shared his food with
him. He watched him come after a short time – in this position
Naruto was not good at putting off his orgasm. Sasuke did not mind:
He had already climaxed this morning, and anyway, he would not blame
Naruto for being Naruto, impulsive and energetic, and a bit childish,
but not very refined.
He
still had to get the kyuubi under control every time after climaxing.
Sasuke dissolved from him and lay down next to him, ready to
intervene if anything went wrong. He laid his hand on Naruto's navel:
by now Naruto had accepted it, as he understood that Sasuke felt hurt
if he did not allow him to be near to him in these moments of
distress, and slowly he was figuring out where to place Sasuke's hand
so that it would not stir up the kyuubi even more and instead
actually help him get it under control. He would not allow Sasuke to
use his Sharingan, however, which would have made things much easier
(as Sasuke firmly believed.)
They
both caught their breath and lay peacefully side by side for a while,
then (as there was still time until they had to get ready for work)
Naruto sat up and began to caress Sasuke's face.
“Want
to have another go?” he asked.
Sasuke
nodded and drew him into a kiss again. Naruto had told him some time
ago that during his years with Jiraiya he had thought that sex was
not important to him, and that he would not have minded living
chaste, occasionally looking after Sasuke's and Sakura's children.
Sasuke had been quite surprised by this information: Now Naruto
craved for the physical contact to the point that even in public
situations he would not let go off Sasuke's hand unless he could not
avoid it, and he loved the physical intimacy of having sex. He almost
always went for several rounds, and if he did not, it was only for
lack of time. When he had come, and got the kyuubi under control, the
happiness on his face warmed Sasuke's heart like a ray of sunlight.
It
made perfect sense that Naruto enjoyed having sex, Sasuke thought, He
was full of vitality and his sexuality was part of it. Everyone saw
it, and he might have had a different lover every night, or three
different lovers, if it had not been for Sasuke. Sasuke loved his
energy, and he also loved controlling it and putting a halt to it and
then letting it flow again.
Now,
however, it was again Naruto's turn to be active. Already he was
leaning over Sasuke's chest, kissing and caressing it, and slowly
moving down. Sasuke caressed his back and his bottom in return, and
then his thighs when they were within reach. When Naruto had arrived
at his genitals Sasuke opened his thighs and slung one of his legs
around him, inducing him to change place and settle between his legs.
Naruto caressed the inner side of his thighs and kissed the tip of
his cock, and then again he moved upward and kissed Sasuke on his
mouth and the warmth in his eyes made Sasuke smile in return. Their
cocks touched each other. Again Sasuke reached out for the bottle of
lube and passed it to Naruto: they definitely needed a new layer.
Naruto distributed it both on himself and Sasuke, gently inserting a
finger into Sasuke to apply some of the lube within him.
He
was still timid about anal sex, and he still needed clear signs such
as Sasuke taking his cock and showing it the way. Sasuke also always
laid his feet on Naruto's shoulders by himself, not waiting for
Naruto to do this, and he drew down Naruto's head to his own, tousled
his hair and caressed his shoulders while Naruto moved within him. He
had taken some time until he had gained enough trust to let Naruto be
in charge of their love making with him lying on his back helpless as
a beetle, and he still needed to be active in some way to be able to
cope with the situation. Also Naruto had made clear to him that he
preferred this to Sasuke just lying on the bed and doing nothing.
“It
makes me feel welcome”, he said.
Thus
Sasuke kissed him and played with his nipples and caressed the soft
spot on Naruto's flank while he enjoyed him moving inside him. Naruto
made sure to find Sasuke's prostrate and only after Sasuke had
climaxed he allowed himself to come too. (In this position it was
easier for him to hold back.) Sasuke watched over him in case the
kyuubi gained control.
With
his limp cock still within Sasuke Naruto lay down on his chest to
relax while Sasuke carefully placed his feet again on the bed and
played with Naruto's hair.
“You
know what's best about this?” he asked.
Naruto
supported himself on his hands and looked down on his lover. The
question had taken him by surprise, and he took some time to come up
with a suitable answer.
“My
strength and manliness you've been craving for all your life”,
he put forward a guess.
Sasuke
shook his head.
“My
huge amount of chakra that gives me the stamina to go three rounds on
a single morning.”
Sasuke
shook his head again.
“My
superior technique that gives you pleasure while you don't have to do
anything but lie down and enjoy.”
Sasuke
shook his head again., kissing Naruto and caressing his shoulders.
“The
best thing is that I am one hundred percent sure that no one has
planned this for me. I wanted it all for myself. No one tricked me
into it.”
“I
tricked you into it with my charm and beauty”, Naruto replied,
feeling somehow hurt.
It
was not how it happened, Sasuke remembered. If anything Naruto had
tricked him into staying in Music Town.
“You
like it too, don't you?” he said.
Naruto
kissed him and his cock got a bit hard again. Sasuke felt it within
him: They still had time for a fourth round, but they both needed
some rest before they could start again.
“I
like it and I'm glad I tricked you into it”, Naruto said,
kissing Sasuke's cheeks and nibbling at his ear. He knew that it had
not been him who had seduced Sasuke, but he wished it was, and liked
to imagine it.
“I
tricked you into it with my smile and my love and the warmth of my
heart.”
Sasuke
kissed him back, thinking that in some way this was true.
“I
don't mind being tricked by you”, he said. “You don't
have any plans for me, do you? Only that I stay with you.”
“Yes,
only that you stay with me”, Naruto said.
He
slid out of Sasuke as this was beginning to feel uncomfortable, and
lay down beside him, his head resting on Sasuke's shoulder.
“Everyone
else had plans for me”, Sasuke continued. “The
administration of Konoha, Orochimaru, Itachi, my family probably
too.” And Madara, he thought, but he had not yet told Naruto
about the man with the mask, and he did not intend to do it now.
“Though
I don't think that my family had a lot of plans for me. I was only
the second son, and not of much importance. They had more plans for
Itachi, I think, as he was to succeed my father as head of the clan.”
Naruto
listened, his hand lying quietly on Sasuke's chest, no longer moving
and caressing him. He was curious what would follow.
“But
my brother had plans for me, and the administration of Konoha too.
The Sandaime at least. Danzou and the two councillors simply wanted
me dead.”
“What
plans do you think did the Sandaime have for you?”
Sasuke
shrugged with the shoulder that was not supporting Naruto's head.
“Maybe
he simply wanted me to become extremely strong through my endeavour
to complete my revenge”, he said. “And at the same time
he needed to keep me ignorant of the truth, so that I would remain in
Konoha as a shinobi of the Leaf. I was not even aware that my clan
had been ghettoized. They wanted me to believe that everything was
okay, save that Itachi had gone crazy. Only that suddenly I began to
take my revenge seriously and was no longer ready to wait.”
“You
should have stayed in Konoha”, Naruto said. “You hurt me,
and it was too risky.”
“I would not have learnt
the truth if I had stayed.”
Naruto
did not have any answer to this.
“They
wanted me as strong as possible”, Sasuke continued. “They
wanted me to train for my revenge but then I overdid. With Itachi it
was the same. He told me to take revenge against him. He told me to
hate him.”
Since
his conversaion with the husband of the guy from Earth Country Sasuke
had wondered how it had come that he had ceased to be the adorable
beloved little child he used to be. The massacre was not the only
reason, he thought – it would not have happened in this place,
he was sure. Here people knew how to comfort children and look after
them... He had tried to lay all the blame on the administration of
Konoha that had wanted him strong and lonely, but in the end he had
been honest and admitted to himself that it had been Itachi who had
told him to be an avenger.
“I
believed him. I thought that I had to become as strong as him, as
only the strong prevailed in this world, those like Itachi who don't
need anyone. I thought the love he had shown me was only an illusion.
I was naive again, not asking why he wanted me as strong as possible
so that I might kill him. I did not wonder why he wanted to be
killed. He even gave me some advice how to get stronger: He told me
to kill you.”
“What?”
Naruto said, sitting up. He had been rather bored by Sasuke's
musings, even though he knew that they were very important to Sasuke,
but this information startled him of course.
“Why?
How? What was wrong with me?”
“Not you
personally. He advised me to kill my best friend.”
Naruto
did not move.
“That's
why I tried to kill you in the Valley of the End.”
Naruto
still did not move.
“I'm
sorry I tried. I should not have done it.”
They
were, somehow, not in physical contact at the moment. Sasuke reached
out to caress Naruto's face, and Naruto caught his hand and pressed
it against his cheek.
“I
told you already: it's okay. I just wondered: Itachi spared your
life, but what kind of life did he have in mind for you?”
Sasuke
shrugged again. “The same kind of life he led himself: Strong,
lonely, devoting my life to Konoha. Ignorant of Konoha's crimes
against my clan, and never asking any questions as in my hatred I did
not see what in his behaviour did not fit the image of a murderer
gone insane.”
Naruto
still neither talked nor moved, but he kept pressing Sasuke's hand
against his face. Sasuke began to feel uncomfortable.
“He
told me to kill you too”, Naruto said.
Sasuke
sat up in shock.
“It was when I met him when we were
searching for you. He asked me whether I cared for you, and he
entrusted you to me, but also asked me what I would do if I had to
choose between you and Konoha. I told him I'd protect both you and
Konoha, but he called me childish and gave me some power that I might
use against you if necessary, hoping that it never would be
necessary.”
Sasuke
was silent. He heard Naruto's comforting words, but he also heard
what was hidden within the soft wrappings: If push had come to shove,
Itachi would have wanted Naruto to choose Konoha before him. When he
had spared him in the night of the massacre it had not been because
he loved him more than the village but because he had believed that
he could keep him ignorant forever. Itachi had needed to make sure
that Sasuke would direct all his hatred against himself.
Itachi
had chosen Konoha before Sasuke: He had let him live, but only a
diminished life, bound by the chains of ignorance and loneliness.
“But
I kept my promise”, Naruto said. “I have found a way to
protect Konoha without killing you.”
Sasuke's
eyes narrowed. “You don`t have sex with me to divert me from
the fact that you still haven't found a plan to get rid of Danzou and
are not even seriously working on it...”
“I
am working on it”, Naruto replied, feeling offended. “It's
just that I don't see a solution that does not get us killed after
getting rid of Danzou. You don't have any ideas either: All your
plans involve your death.”
He
snuggled against Sasuke. “Itachi wanted me to look after you,
and see that you don't die”, he said.
Naruto
really cared, Sasuke remembered. He wanted him not only alive but
also happy. When Naruto asked whether he was ready for another round
of sex he agreed.
A/N:
Next week there won't be a chapter, as my friend and beta eowyn
unquendor will visit me, and together we will visit Nicon, the manga
convention of Lower Saxonia. In two weeks, I will return to my usual
rhythm of posting one chapter per week.
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