A bad time for love | By : 1nuggetlol Category: Naruto AU/AR > Het - Male/Female Views: 7248 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Hey guys!! I took a bit writing this one due to the fact of not really knowing what to do right now. BUT! I think you will like this one. I was going to make it longer, but it's already long enough lol. Any way I hope you guy's like it! There will be another chapter this week I do believe, so keep a look out ;) Thanks guys your awesome! Enjoy <3 <3 <3 3
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JAMES POV
When I woke up, my head was pounding and my throat was raw from the liquor I smashed last night. I sat up slowly and held my head for a while, trying to get the dizziness to stop. I glanced over to where Adam was passed out on the couch, and groaned as I threw a pillow at him. He jumped and looked around lazily “Dude get the hell up we over slept”. Adam slammed his head back into the pillow and sighed “You couldn’t give me a second before throwing something at my head?” I rolled my eyes “My bad princess, it’s late. Please get up and bless us with your presence”. I saw Adam smirk a little and mumble “That’s better”. I fought the urge to throw another pillow at him, and I got up to walk toward the bathroom. My head is going to explode I swear it. I closed the door and ran my hand through my hair, trying not to remember yesterday. Her body in my hands, her throat crushing beneath them.
My stomach turned and I leaned over the toilet as I puked up last night’s binger. Adam slowly opened the door, looking a bit uncomfortable as I threw up, but sat a cold glass of water on the sink along with a cool wash cloth. I took deep breaths and he smiled at me “Take your time man. I’ll be out here”. I let out a long sigh and let my head rest on the seat. I knew he was my best friend for a reason, and it was proven a second later when I saw his hand carefully slip through the door and placed crackers on the sink as well. I let out a small laugh and I heard him return it “Just making sure you’re going to be alright man. I’m running down stairs to get some OJ and Banana’s while you’re in the shower. Want anything else?” I smiled and swallowed some of the water he left for me “No, that’s great…thank you”.
I heard him walk away from the door and then leave the room. I finally got enough strength to get up and get into the shower, but the thought wouldn’t stop running through my mind. Every time I would think about it, I wanted to throw up again. I didn’t want to take life, I hated the thought of it. When I was younger our parents taught us that each life was precious and you should always be glad to be alive…but they never prepared me to take life. I had to take life every now and again, and each one scarred me more than the last. I didn’t want to kill any more, but if it’s a life in danger, would taking another life be justified? I had to believe so, right?
A knock on the door brought me back to reality, and I heard shuffling behind it. I turned the shower off and stepped out. I grabbed the white towel on the wall and wrapped it around my waist before opening the door. I was a bit surprised to see Lynn standing there, and her face mirrored mine with shock. I guess she didn’t expect me to be naked I guess. She kind of looked me up and down, then shook her head lightly “Uhm, yeah wow anyway…. I came to see if you needed anything. And to say thank you for saving me”. That irked me a little, when I remembered why she thanked me. I tried my best to smile “Yeah, I’m fine Thanks. And any time”. She looked at me a second more, then looked away with a blush on her cheeks “Right, so I’ll just go then”. She turned around and left the room quicker than I had ever seen her move.
Adam finally came back after I got dressed, and I happily drank the orange juice he got for me. I didn’t really feel like eating the banana, so I left it on the table. I told him about Lynn, and he laughed hard for a couple seconds. He shook his head “Dude, she likes you and she finally got to see you half naked” I rolled my eyes, “Whatever, just be ready for the meeting later alright?”. Adam waived his hand at me as he went to leave the room “Yeah, Yeah I’ll be there Bro”. He closed the door and I grabbed my gym bag and headed out myself. I figured I could go and punch the bag a couple times to clear my mind, and maybe run a few laps around the gym.
As I closed my door and started to walk toward Jensa’s room, I stopped as her door opened. I started to smile, but the smile quickly went away as I saw Gaara leaving her room. I was angry at first, but then I took a deep breath and tried to think rationally. There had to be an explanation James just calm the fuck down. When Gaara glanced up and saw me, he looked as if he seen a ghost for a second, then took a deep breath and smiled “James, I’m glad you’re alright”. I pointed to my sister’s room “Is there any particular reason you’re leaving her room at 9 am?”. He chewed his lip for a second, then let out a small laugh “Of course, I wanted to make sure you were all alright and didn’t need anything before I went to the office. I hope I didn’t upset you”. I looked at him for a second, and knew he was lying. I bit my tounge and forced a smile “Thank you, I appreciate it. And no, I am not upset”. He bowed slightly and then went to turn away “Have a good day James. I hope to see you soon. If you need anything don’t hesitate to ask”.
I watched him walk away, and then pounded on my sister’s door. It took her a second, but she opened the door in her robe. I let myself in and looked around, only to find exactly what I thought I would. There were two glasses on the table, that were empty and looked like they had been sitting a while. I turned and looked to the bed, and examined the two body impressions in it. She didn’t sleep alone last night at all, and I knew he was lying. Jensa looked a bit nervous, but she shook her head “James, what is it?” I threw daggers her way and she flinched a little “I want to know why he is here at 9 am and why there’s another dent in the bed”. She turned pale and fear filled her eyes. I stepped closer and her breath hitched slightly “Answer me, Now”.
She bit her lip and then I saw it. Tears reached her eyes, and a few fell down her cheek. I knew before she even spoke. “Jensa…why didn’t you tell me!” She stepped closer “Because you would go crazy! You always do James! I know you wanted me and Adam to work, but I don’t want Adam James. I want- “.
“Gaara right?” I spat.
“James please I- “She begged.
“NO! Why did I believe you when you swore it was just business? Why did you lie to me! My own blood!” I yelled.
“James…I’m sorry. Please listen to me, Please!” She pleaded, and I couldn’t speak to protest. She ran a hand through her hair and took a deep breath “James, he isn’t like the others. Please believe me when I say that. If you see how he treat’s me, you would be happy with it. I love you, and I want you to be okay with this…but you never are. And it hurts me when I can’t tell you these things without you getting furious with me”. I had to fight my body to stop shaking, and I had to breath to clear my mind and hear what she was saying. “I’m more pissed at the fact that he lied to me. He fucking lied to me and you did to!” I barked, and it made her jump a bit. She broke down and I felt my heart break a little inside. She sat on the bed and rubbed her temple “I’m sorry James. I didn’t want you to freak out like you do. I love you…please forgive me- forgive us”. I closed my eyes and took a long, deep breath “I will when I’m done talking to him”.
Before I knew it, I flew out the door and Jensa yelled for me. I slammed into Adam, but didn’t stop. I heard Jensa tell Adam to follow me and don’t let me do anything stupid. I heard Adam running after me, then finally caught up with me “Whoa man calm down talk to me”. I could only shake my head “He’s fucking my sister. They fucking lied to me”. Adam’s eyes got huge “Uhm, who exactly?” I let out a cold laugh “Gaara!”. I stopped mid step and looked at him “He fucking left her room this morning and lied to me about just stopping by to see if were okay. Jensa lied to me when she swore nothing was happening. I am done with the bullshit and secrets. I am going to talk to him and make him tell me everything!”.
Adam didn’t say another word, he just told me he would follow and stay by my side. We stormed into the tower, and ran up to his office. The receptionist was following us and going off about not asking permission. Then, I burst into the door and found him behind his desk with his siblings and a few shinobi around. He saw me and stood up, sensing the imposing argument. Adam grabbed my arm and held me back before I got to close to his desk. “You fucking Asshole!” I spat, and Gaara seemed unfazed by it. Konkuro on the other hand got in front of his brother to defend him “Who the hell do you think you’re talking to James”. Gaara placed a hand on his shoulder, and his brother stepped down. Gaara watched me cautiously, then took a deep breath “Jensa told you”.
I tried to lunge for him, but Adam’s grip was tight. I growled “You fucking Dick! You lied to me! You lied straight to my face and then you act like you’re our friend. Fuck you!”. Temari looked from Gaara to me “Gaara what is he talking about”. I let out a laugh that could freeze anyone who heard it “You haven’t even told your siblings either! Wow dude you’re doing great!”. Gaara kept his focus on me, and never faltered. I fought against Adams grip but there wasn’t any use “Tell them Gaara! Tell them how you’re sleeping with my sister and hid it from me!”. The room filled with shock, but Gaara was still neutral. I wanted to slap him or punch him just to get a damn reaction out of him, but Adam wasn’t going to let me.
As if on cue I felt Jensa enter the room. I shoved Adam off of me and turned toward my sister, giving her my best smug look “Right on time sis! Now everyone knows your little secret!”. Jensa went still and she looked at Gaara, who now showed emotion. His face was a bit angry, but mixed with sadness. He shook his head and then looked around the room “Everyone out. Except Jensa and James. We’re going to talk about this”. Everyone hesitated for a second, and his brother asked if he was sure about this, but Gaara told him he had to address this correctly. They all left, and then I grabbed Gaara by his cloak. Jensa ran up next to us and I pushed her away “Listen here Gaara. I told you to stay away, and I trusted you two! I can’t believe you both lied to me about this”.
Gaara remained calm, and then nodded “You’re right James, we should have told you. However, this is the exact reason why we didn’t. You are going crazy just by the thought of us together. Do you really need to protect her this much? She is the most feared shinobi in the whole world… yet you still treat her like a child”. I felt a flash of anger go through me, and when I went to punch him, Jensa held my arm down, and then grabbed me by my collar. She threw me in the middle of the room and I tumbled on the floor with a huge thud. I looked up in disbelief, and Jensa was crying again “James, please listen to us calmly”. I got up and scoffed “How the hell am I supposed to believe you two now?”. I took a deep breath and tried to clear my mind again.
I hated to admit it, but he was right. He was fucking right. She could take care of herself, and I am acting a bit crazy. I just hate being lied to, and made to look as stupid as I did. Gaara took a sharp inhale, then closed his eyes before addressing me “James… I know this is hard. Jensa is still your sister and I will not take her away from you, ever”. He looked at Jensa, and they joined hands for a moment, before looking at me “James, your sister is the most beautiful woman I have ever saw, and I will not hurt her. I know you’re her brother, and if I do hurt her you can kill me if you would like, but it won’t happen”. He hesitated for a second before he continued, then sighed “I like her more than I have ever liked anybody else…and I am not going to mess it up. I’m very spry we lied to you, but I give my word we will be completely honest with you from here on out. If you need to know anything, we will tell you. I know it’ll take some time, but I am willing to do it for her”.
His words got to me a bit. I never heard someone speak about my sister like this before. Hell, most guys don’t even treat me with this much respect. I might like this guy a little, but he is still right- it’ll take a bit to trust them again. I breathed in and looked at them both “I’m sorry I freaked out…. Gaara she is the only thing I have left and I will not see her hurt”. He nodded “I understand. I swear I would not hurt her”. We both walked up to each other and stopped inches apart. I looked into his eyes and knew he was being honest about that. He really did like her, and his intention was more than just a few encounter’s. Damn it, this is going to hurt us all in the end isn’t it. I nodded “I’ll kill you Gaara” He smiled and we shook hands “I will gladly let you”.
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