One more Last Chance | By : KuroKitsune Category: Naruto AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1815 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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**N**
“Why did you leave?” he asks again.
I still don’t know what to tell him. He say he loves me, but….. It can’t be the same love I have for him. I don’t want to tell him and have him see it as a different kind of love than it is. But I also don’t want him to hate me.
I decided years ago that I could live without him. But I would surly die if he hated me.
I look away. I can’t keep meeting his eyes and not answer him. That is until a hand on my jaw turns me to face him. My eyes go wide and my heart skips a beat as his lips meet mine.
Its nothing more than his lips lightly touching mine but it means so much.
“I love you,” he said, his voice soft, barely above a whisper. “Please? You can tell me anything.”
I can’t stop looking at his eyes. Like jet(1). Darker than the night, but lighter than raven feathers. And shining with love.
“I…… I didn’t want to stand in your way,” I whisper.
**S**
“What do you mean ‘stand in my way’?” I ask. I don’t understand. He was never in my way. If anything he was helping me find my way. I was so lost when he left.
“You had this bright future. You knew exactly what you wanted. You knew what you wanted to do, who you wanted to be. I didn’t even have a major, or even a minor for that matter. You had a plan, and I was…. just drifting along,” he was looking at the ground again.
“You mean to tell me, that you left, because you thought, that just because you didn’t know what you wanted to do, that you where in my way.” The utter ridiculousness of that was almost funny. Almost.
“What in the hell gave you such a ridiculous idea? And brought on this epiphany?” Where the hell did he get such a thought.
He didn’t answer. He just looked at the ground like it would have the answers he needed written in the dirt.
“Did someone tell you that?” I pressed. I had to know. Why did he think he was in my way?
“No one told me anything, Sasuke. And it’s not ridiculous. If I didn’t leave you wouldn’t have either and then you wouldn’t have turned out like you did. You wouldn’t have all that you do. You had goals, I didn’t have any of that.”
I open my mouth to protest but he cut me off.
“Can you look me in the eye and honestly say that you wouldn’t have agreed to stay with me if I asked you to? Even if there was no way in the history of hell, that I could get into a school anywhere near the one you had picked out?” he said, his eyes finally meeting mine again.
But I wish the look that was there was different. He looked defeated. I opened my mouth to protest, but the words died in my throat. I’m not sure what I had been about to say, but I know it was a lie. I would have done anything to keep him with me. I only wish I had known then that I loved him.
Maybe things would have been different. Maybe I would have done something different and he would have stayed with me. I shook my head. Maybes won’t help. But what could I do?
I don’t really think he believed me when I said I loved him. But how could I prove it to him? Then a thought accrued to me.
What if he doesn’t love me back? The thought felt like ice chips in my blood. I don’t know what I will do if he doesn’t love me back. I suddenly felt panicked. I had to make sure he loved me like I loved him.
“I love you,” I say.
“Do you love me or are you still afraid to let me go?” he countered.
“I love you,” I answer without hesitation. “I am only afraid of losing the people I love.”
“You love Itachi,” he pointed out, and I frowned.
“It’s not the same kind of love.”
“Your right, it’s not the same. Itachi is family. But you loved Kurama to.”
“Again it’s not the same kind of love,” I said exasperated.
“Then what kind is left?”
“The kind where you pin me to the wall and kiss me till I can’t breathe!” I yelled. “The kind where you pound me into the closest hard surface for hours on end! Where you make me moan and scream your name, as you fuck me till I can’t think and….” I trailed off, realizing just what I was saying.
Naruto just blinked at me wide eyed. I could feel the heat cover my face and if I was a cartoon, I’m sure my face would be lit up like a light bright with steam coming off my forehead and out my ears.
‘I cant believe I just said that.’
(1) Jet is a shiny black stone that is very light weight.
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