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Deidara Grounded	By : seraserastuff Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1956 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
- 1-Grounded
- 2-Confusion
- 3-hurt
- 4-Turn
- 5-Death
- 6-Restored
- 7-Memory
- 8-Truth
- 9-Time
- 10-Desire
- 6
- 7
- 8
Warning: There is noncon, again (slightly graphic) and also something really evil revealed (non graphic but bad). Bad Inner-Sera, very bad! God. I apologise in advance for this chapter. It's really evil (to me) But, without hurt, there can be no comfort. The greater the hurt, the sweeter the comfort....at least, I keep telling myself that 0_0
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"I always pray before I kill, Deidara-chan."
Hidan wanted to use Kakashi as a sacrifice?
They stood there, Hidan taking his tedious long time to pray while Deidara just stared at him. His heart was still pounding, it was still only just sinking in that he'd managed to get away; that he wasn't in danger anymore.
But if he wasn't in danger anymore, then why did he still feel afraid?
Kakashi had been trying to take Deidara to Konoha just now; somewhere he'd have been killed. So, really, he could have died. Only, he wouldn't, because if fucking Hidan hadn't shown up he would have made his own get-away without any help!
There was no reason for any of this to be confusing. It was very simple, he hated Kakashi, and wanted him dead. Kakashi hated him, and wanted him interrogated and then dead. If Hidan had not appeared...
If Hidan hadn't shown up, he could have reached for that kunai on the ground. Stabbed Kakashi in the neck whilst he was distracted. It would have been his only way out, and he would have taken it! That he hadn't done it right away, well, that was because he'd just been waiting for the right moment!
"Yeah, here we go! Got another one for you Lord Jashin!"
Hidan had finished his praying and, stepping up to Kakashi, swiped his sythe across his cheek; leaving a thin tear in his mask.
For some reason, it made Deidara furious.
"Hey Hidan, un!"
"Hm, what?" asked Hidan, pausing.
"Don't do it." Who the hell was Hidan to kill Kakashi? Like he deserved to do it, like he had a right to him just because he 'beat' him in such a lame way! It was like when the Leaf-ninjas caught Deidara because he'd fainted. It pissed him off.
If anyone was going to kill Kakashi, it should be Deidara. He'd given him enough grief over the last few days! He'd cost him his arm, seen him weak, made him endure humiliation after humiliation. Made him feel so low... If Kakashi died by Hidan's hand now, then he'd never get him back for any of it! He'd never get to justify any of it!
"The fuck? Why not?"
"I should get to kill him, un!" Deidara shouted. "You don't know how much I hate this guy!"
"Ha! Are you kidding? He's mine, and you can't stop me." Hidan looked him up and down and sneered. "I'd like to see you try."
ARRRGH! Deidara had never wanted his clay so badly! Never wanted it more than he did at this very moment!
Deidara aimed a swift kick to Hidan's chest, and Hidan happily just stood there and accepted it.
"Ahh, that was nice. Make the next one a little lower?"
Deidara shrieked and pulled on his own hair in frustration. HE HATED HIDAN SO MUCH!
Hidan had to lean on his scythe again from laughing. "You're so funny when you're mad Dei-chan! Really, it's fucking adorable. You're probably my favourite after Kakuzu - haha don't tell the others, or they'll get jealous!"
The hell did he mean? The others hated his guts as well.
"How about this - I'll let you torture him for a bit before I sacrifice him. Sound fair? We'll tie him up, make him wake up first. It'll be fun!"
WHAT.
That was Hidan's thing, not his! Hidan would slowly draw out his victims death for as long as he could; for as long as Kakuzu had patience. Just lie in his crappily-drawn circle and then stab them over and over; until, finally, deciding to go for the vitals. And there was no Kakuzu here to stop him now. Hidan could make his ritual last for hours...
But death should be fast. Violent but fast. Fleeting...
"No, un." Deidara wouldn't change his mind. "You let me kill him. Now."
Hidan raised his scythe to his mouth and swept his tongue along the blood there. "No."
"ARGH!" Deidara grabbed onto his scythe with both hands and tried to wrench it away from him, Hidan would not stop his laughing!
"What are you two squabbling about now?"
"Hey Kaku-chan!" Hidan kneed Deidara hard in the stomach, making him fall to the ground. Ow, ow, shit! Ignoring him now, Hidan waved at Kakuzu. "You're late. Look who I caught!" he pointed victoriously at Kakashi.
"You weren't seriously about to use him for your sacrifice were you?" Sighed Kakuzu. "Idiot. He's a sharingan bearer, and we have him captive. He's worth money."
"'We'? I think you mean me, you weren't even here! You should have seen the battle we had! He was no match for me!"
"Y-You call that a fight, un?" Deidara managed to stand up, holding his stomach. That was it! That was the last straw. If even fucking Hidan could beat him, that meant he needed to practice his taijutsu. He'd do one hundred kicks a day or whatever it was that that Lee kid did to be so good at it. Or, used to be so good at it, if he really had died back there...
"So stupid. We can collect a huge bounty on that sharingan of his alone."
"But I was all ready!" Hidan whined,"You keep stopping me, last time too! You said I could have the next one! Remember? You owe me."
Kakuzu sighed, massaged his temples. "I believe, if we extract the sharingan eye while he's still alive, and then store it; it will still work."
"Kakuzu...?" Hidan asked hopefully, sweetly, like a fucking kid.
"...and then as long as he's still recognisable when you're done with him, we can still turn in his body for the bounty."
Hidan whooped for joy. "Kakuzu-chan! You're not such a bastard all of the time!" He tried to hug Kakuzu.
"Stupid pest, don't even think about it." Kakuzu stepped back. After a thought, he added, "Hug Deidara."
Hidan did. "Get the fuck off me, un!" This sucked, they were both bullying him now! Kakuzu even allowed himself a small snigger.
"Hurry up and get his eye so I can start then!" Said Hidan impatiently.
"You're telling me to hurry?" Growled Kakuzu as he pulled a jar from his robe. He knelt down beside Kakashi, set down his briefcase.
Deidara couldn't fight them, he could see he wouldn't stand a chance.
This was best. This was best for Deidara, he should be glad.
He didn't want to help Kakashi. He didn't want Kakashi to live.
He turned away.
But he just didn't want to watch Kakuzu and Hidan kill him either.
"Where are you goin', Dei?"
"Nowhere, un!" he snapped. "I just..." he could not think of a reason. He didn't really have one.
Just don't want to watch. Just don't want to be here.
"Ohhhhhh." Hidan winked at him, knowingly. "Couldn't use your hands for a few days... that would drive any guy crazy. Especially if you're used to having those. Yeah, I understand. You go off and have a wank."
"That's not why, un!" Hidan and his stupid perverted mind! (That, and Deidara had already taken care of that matter as soon as he'd left them earlier anyway...)
"The hell! Don't look at me all chaste like that, hahaha seriously, who the hell are you kidding. Haha. Off you go, and I don't wanna hear you."
"Kids," Kakuzu sounded disgusted. He turned back to Kakashi, pulled up his forehead protector...
"Stop what you are doing."
It was the Leader.
Deidara looked down at his hand, at at the blue jewel on his finger. He had his Akatsuki ring back- and that meant the Leader could communicate with him again. He'd thought the message was directed only at him at first, but turning around, he saw that Kakuzu and Hidan were evidently receiving the same message too.
"What is it?" asked Kakuzu.
"The copy-nin, Kakashi Hatake. Zetsu tells me you have him."
They all looked around. Deidara couldn't see Zetsu anywhere, was he still be watching them right now? And how long had that sneaky guy been watching for? Deidara felt a chill. Had Zetsu watched everything? Had Zetsu seen, when Kakashi cast his genjutsu...
What was Deidara worried about? All Zetsu would have seen was Kakashi casting a genjutsu on Deidara, and Deidara attempting to get away. It wasn't like he was betraying Akatsuki or had anything to hide.
So how come he felt like he had something to hide?
"Yes, we have him."
"Is he secure?"
"He's unconcious."
"Secure him and then all of you come are to come straight to the assembly. We need to discuss recent developments."
"For fucks sake, and I was all ready!"wailed Hidan, stamping the ground.
Kakuzu used his threads to tie Kakashi. His threads were stronger than chains, only a tool infused with chakra would be able to break them; Kakashi would never struggle free. He bound Kakashi's arms behind his back, and then his legs similar to the way Deidara had been tied. He even bound Kakashi's fingers into his palms to prevent the use of jutsu's. Kakashi gave no sign of movement once; Hidan must have hit him pretty hard.
"Hurry up. We're just waiting for you now."
Deidara settled on the ground and started the jutsu first. It was a habit he'd picked up from Master Sasori; when the leader called a meeting, they were often the first partners there. Sasori hated to keep people waiting.
With Kakashi secured, Kakuzu and Hidan were beginning the jutsu too now.
Deidara looked at Kakashi, I guess this means you still have a little time left. But that may or may not be a good thing for you. What did the Leader want? He closed his eyes and sent his mind out to the meeting.
For the first time in what felt like a long time, he was standing amongst the other members of Akatsuki once more. They were all there. Well, with the exception of one...
Zetsu looked him up and down. "You're not presentable," said his white half.
Not a 'Hello,' or a, 'Oh hey Deidara, glad you aren't dead!'
...Wait, why the fuck would he expect that? They were Akatsuki, not pansy-ass leaf nin.
Not presentable. Deidara looked down at himself. Even though the cave was dark, and they only appeared to eachother as shadow-like holograms; some detail could still be seen. He was missing his coat and his underclothes were ripped and bloodstained. His hair, loose ever since then, was a mess once again; although it was actually more of a result from being carried by Hurricane Hidan than from his tousle with Kakashi.
Akatsuki were really big on appearance, not that Deidara minded; he liked the style. He agreed, it was important to keep a cool appearance at all times; but they were so fucking fussy and nit-picky. They had even noticed when Kisame forgot to paint a toenail once.
"Where's your coat?" Asked the Leader.
Huh? As if he didn't know!
"I didn't collect a new one yet..."
"And you are missing your old one, because?"
Deidara cringed. Here we go. "Because I got captured by Leaf-ninja." He grit the words out. "And, they took it away, un."
"That was foolish", said black Zetsu.
Hidan sniggered, he was enjoying this - he was loving it.
Deidara felt stupid, being admonished like this by the Leader, and in front of the other members! Although Hidan drove him crazy, he felt more embarrassed by the fact the others were seeing this. He had some respect for them, and had liked to think that he held some of respect for him in turn. Well, except for Itachi of course.
Itachi was seeing all of this. Deidara couldn't stand it. Sharingan-bastard-Itachi stood there; unmoving, completely silent as usual. All reserved and composed, like he was so perfect! It wasn't like Itachi hadn't fucked up a few times too; he still hadn't managed to bring back his target the kyuubi yet; he'd failed every time! Ha!
But, still, no member of Akatsuki had ever been captured by the enemy before. He'd really messed up. They must all think he was so weak...
He found himself looking across the cave, at the left thumb of the statue. Sasori's position. No one stood there now.
Deidara felt glad that Master Sasori wasn't seeing him like this. Sasori's opinion of him was one that he'd actually highly valued, as much as he'd often disagree with it.
"...and you spent time in the Sand Village as well, according to Zetsu. But, you didn't tell either Village anything of us? Willingly or not?"
"No, un."
"I believe you."
Pfft, it couldn't be that. The Leader had to have already known for a fact somehow. This whole talk was unnecessary, as the Leader already seemed to be well informed. It was all just intended to embarrass him in front of the others; a sort of punishment, an example to the rest.
"Now, do not let this happen again."
"It won't happen again, un." Never!
"I mean it. I will not send rescue a second time. If this happens again, any members I send will be to kill you. We can't have our secrets leaked."
Okay, okay, he got it! Shut up now. Just shut up.
Finally, the leader changed the subject.
"Now the matter of the Copy-nin, Kakashi Hatake. We can use him to our advantage. We can use him to lure the Kyuubi into a trap."
"But the Kyuubi is Itachi-sans target," said Kisame. "Is this alright wth you Itachi-san?"
Itachi didn't say anything.
"The Kyuubi is the most powerful Biju and time is drawing near. We need extra methods of capture. He is always with allies; if we tell him to meet us alone, with the threat of killing his sensei if he does not; then we stand a greater chance of capturing him."
So, he wanted them to use Kakashi as a hostage. The plan did make sense.
"Kakuzu, you and Hidan are to keep Kakashi Hatake secure, somewhere safe, and wait for further instructions from me. Keep Deidara with you too for now, as he is not ready to fight again yet and there are other Konoha ninjas currently roaming near your area. They may be targeting him specifically."
Others nearby? Kakashi had mentioned to him that there were 'others' around, trying to kill him. He guessed it had to be Gai and their students; whoever was still alright after the fights with Kakuzu and Hidan. Would they all just chase him forever?
"Hey, how come you're talking to Kakuzu about it when I'm the one who caught him?" complained Hidan. "I beat him in a fight! ME!"
Ugh, Hidan was not letting that go. "You only snuck up and hit in the head whilst he was casting a genjutsu, un." Said Deidara, "But I guess that's a pretty big deal for you." He smiled, "The closest you'll ever get to being able to say you beat someone like him, un."
Zetsu and Kisame laughed.
Hidan looked really pissed off. Ha, good.
"I just remembered something." Hidan smiled nastily,"Hear this! It's tooo funny--"
OH NO HE WOULDN'T. HE WOULDN'T!
"Hidan, un--!"
"...Deidara-chan got it up there while they had him at the Sand prison!"
No. Way. NO...
Deidara began to leave, he wanted out of the assembly. He was leaving right now and he was going to strangle Hidan whilst he was still meditating. Or something. He would find a way to make him dead and stay dead. And then he would NEVER come to the assembly again, he would never, ever look any of them in the face again!
"Deidara, don't you dare leave. I haven't dismissed you yet."
Uggh. He stayed. He had no choice. Glaring forward, he prepared to meet the onslaught of mockery.
There was an uncomfortable silence in the cave. The leader was staring at him, motionless. Kisame and Itachi looked at each other, and no one else did anything. What were they thinking?
Kisame turned toward Deidara."But, you're alright now?" he asked.
What?
"...Yeah, un."
No, wait, shit.
"--but, nothing happened, un." he added hastily. Oh fuck. "Hidan's full of crap, you know that..."
"It is unfortunate to hear of." said Itachi quietly, "That form of torture, it is beneath shinobi."
Itachi, he thought that it was unfortunate? Oh yeah. Really. Don't make fun of me bastard, I know you must think it's funny...It was strange though, hearing that. Hearing that from the guy who had massacred his entire family.
"These things happen," said Zetsu's white half,
"It's not uncommon in times like these, even with men..." added the black.
Kakuzu spoke,"No, even in the older days, it would happen. It's just rarely spoken of."
"Hm,"
"With the way the Fourth Kazekage had that place run, it's incredible you even got out of there,"
"But isn't it funny!"
"Hidan!" snapped the leader, angered. "Show more respect for your teammate, he did not betray us under duress. Don't speak of this again! Not in here, nor outside of here!"
"Idiot."
"Can't you shut your zombie-brother up a little, I get a headache."
"I try. But it's like dealing with a child."
"Fine," growled Hidan, "but you guys are all humourless shits."
It already seemed to be forgotten. None of them even cared...it wasn't a big deal. Actually Hidan had made himself look quite stupid, worse than Deidara - not that it was hard for Hidan to do that.
Being berated for his capture had actually been more embarrassing than having the others hear of the Sand Village incident. And they weren't making him feel stupid, weren't treating him like he was weaker because of it...they just treated him pretty much the same as they always did. They all thought that Hidan was immature. Had Deidarabeen immature, to think that they would laugh at him?
"Dismissed."
Finally! shouted Hidan. He disappeared with a flicker. The others followed suit. Deidara was about to leave as well, when the leader stopped him again.
"Stay. We have one more thing to talk about before you go, Deidara."
More fucking lecturing.
He waited to hear it. Only he, the Leader and Zetsu were left.
"We found Sasori's body," said white Zetsu "and it looks like he had resorted to using his true form."
"He died wearing it. We were surprised by it."
Master Sasori's true form. Deidara had seen it. On rare occasions, when things were more peaceful; sometimes Sasori would go without Hiruko, his exterior disguise and allow Deidara to see his real body.
So Master Sasori had shown his real body to others, and enemies at that, before he died? For some reason it made him feel a little jealous. He'd liked that he was one of the select few; in fact, the only person that he knew of that Sasori would allow to see him. Why had he chosen to do that when he died?
Why had Master Sasori been so stupid to expose his weak point to others?
"And, what does that have to do with me, un?"
"Just thought you'd want to know about how he died."
"I know you think we are just being vain about the uniform," said the Leader. "But the main reason we wear it, is to symbolise our detachment from the rest of the world - our solidarity as one group; one cause. When you join Akatsuki, no matter the circumstances; you throw yourself away and become our cause. It's a disguise. Do not ever let your enemies see through it, do not let them see any intention that is not Akatsuki, or you'll appear weak. You'll become weak, and you'll be killed, like Sasori was."
"Why are you telling me this, un." What was he hinting at? "You know how I feel about Akatsuki, and you know I always do my job, un."
"I know, and I'm pleased with the successful capture and extraction of Shukaku. Your new mission is to help target the Kyuubi." The leader paused before adding, "Once the Copy-nin is no longer needed, you can be the one to end him."
Just like he wanted...
"Is that a problem?" Zetsu watched his face.
"Ha. No. No, it's not a problem, un. I'll do it. I wanted to get even with him anyway, un."
The Leader seemed satisfied. "You can go now."
Deidara felt a sudden strange pull. Something tugging at his consciousness, it was very distracting...ow, OW. What the hell was that?
"When that happens, it means your body is being tampered with," Black Zetsu noted the look of horrified panic on Deidara's face and then the white added, "It's ok, I think it's just Hidan trying to braid weeds into your hair."
"WHAAT!"
He flickered out.
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"There was a fight here recently."
Shikumaru knelt on the ground, examined the forest floor. Naruto was with him.
"Yeah, you're right! Blood..."
Shikumaru wasn't a tracker, but the area of flattened grass and crushed leaves had caught his eye; and then on closer inspection, the drops of blood.
"Whose is this?" He lifted a very long, blonde strand of hair from the ground.
"That looks a lot like Deidara's."
"Hmm."
"Do you think one of the others found him already?"
"If they did, then they would have contacted us on their mics..." Shikumaru tried the dial on the one around his neck. Set it to talk to Gai and Izumo.
"Shikumaru? What is it, have you found them?"
"No, but we found-"
"Hey Sensei?" Naruto was trying his. "Have you found them yet, because we found this place that looks like there was a fight.... Kakashi-sensei? Helloooo?.............KAKASHI-SENSEI!" He turned to Shikumaru. "Hey, my one's not working properly..."
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They had found another cave to settle in. Kakashi was still unconcious, propped up against the wall. More of Kakuzu's ties fastened him to strong tree roots that ran through the cave.
Deidara sat grumpily across from him, legs drawn up, just listening to what Kakuzu and Hidan were saying. He was still picking weeds out of his hair.
"Hidan, you go find them. You should take something with you to prove we have him."
"An eye? His nose? A finger?"
"No. We aren't to tamper with him."
"Haha, I know. A weapon, then?"
"We should keep those." Kakuzu rummaged through the pile of things that he'd taken off of kakashi. Shuriken, a communication device he'd crushed, a pervy book... "This will do."
"Make out paradise?" Hidan flipped through it and grinned. "Haha, a pervy book. So this is what the great Copy-nin reads...ha." He paused on a page, reading it, "Sooo soft-core, there's no guts or anything..."
Eww. What he fuck did Hidan read?
"Just take it. Find some Leaf-ninja's and relay the message that Akatsuki have Kakashi Hatake, and that if they want him back alive, the Kyuubi has to meet with Akatsuki near the corner border of the river and fire country tomorrow, alone. Do not give away where we are actually holding him."
"Why doesn't Zetsu just relay the message?"
"Because shut up."
Hidan glared at him and then left, still leafing through the book.
After Kakuzu was sure that Hidan was gone, he spoke to Deidara. "I'll be gone about an hour, you stay here."
"Huh? Where are you going, un?"
"Bounty hunting in the area. There's an opportunity I don't want to miss out on. You just stay here, good and quiet; and don't kill him."
"Pfft, leaving me alone with fuck-all to do, un."
"I'll be back later," Kakuzu picked up his briefcase and left as well, leaving Deidara alone with Kakashi.
Bastards gave him the dullest job. Deidara sat there and stared at Kakashi thoughtfully.
What was with that genjutsu earlier? He couldn't stop thinking about it. Kakashi could have made it anything, so why something good, if they were enemies? There was no reason for him to keep up the kindness act with Deidara. No reason to make him easier to handle while dragging him back to Konoha; not if Deidara would have been unconscious. So why bother with a genjutsu Deidara would like? It made no sense.
Would he even wake up at all? What if he was in a coma or something from being hit too hard! Deidara had heard of it happening. Killing a guy who was asleep; that would be no way to prove his superiority to him!
"Hey," that familiar, casual voice...
Kakashi was awake! He was squinting at him from across the cave, just woken up...he was OK!
Kakashi was looking at him. "Hey, Deidara." He said calmly.
....'Hey Deidara?' Was that that all he had to say? What about, 'Why the hell am I tied up?' and the classic, 'Let me go'?
Him and his fucking composure! It reminded him of Itachi! Was it some sharingan bearer thing? Thinking of Itachi, his fucking sharingan, it was just making Deidara feel more pissed off!
"Don't 'Hey~' me, all sweet like that!" He growled, "You're my prisoner now! The tables have fucking turned now, you bastard, un!"
"Oh. Sorry." said Kakashi apologetically. "Good to see you fiesty again; I worried you'd given up for a while back there."
He was talking about 'back there.' So he remembered. Remembered how Deidara had pleaded with him, so pathetically like that in the dirt.
Deidara's face grew red, "Don't think that I was scared or anything! And I was about to win! I was just waiting for a good moment, un!"
Even to him, it did sound ridiculous. An obviously desperate cover-up. Kakashi said nothing, knowing that what he'd just said was too stupid to even justify a reply.
He clenched his hands. Whatever. Kakashi was the one who was at a disadvantage now, by far the weaker of the two. He'd show him what it was like...
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"Come on, let's see you get...a little scared un." Deidara crept closer to Kakashi; strangely cautious of a man who was completely bound.
Deidara was playing tough-guy again, but his nervous body language betrayed him, as usual. He was so easy to read. When Kakashi had woken to see Deidara sat there, arms wrapped around himself, he could not have looked more lost.
Then again, Kakashi felt quite lost himself. Where was he now? He could see they were in a shallow cave somewhere, low evening light reflected off the wall from the entrance.
He could remember that he cast a genjutsu on Deidara, but then nothing else after that. The back of his head throbbed painfully, an obvious clue to as to why he might have lost consciousness. Straining, Kakashi looked down at himself, the rope ties practically cut into him, they were tough as wire; the feel reminded him of the strange tentacles Kakuzu had wrapped around his neck during their earlier fight. He could not make it out in the dim light, but he supposed that his ties were indeed those tentacles - it was likely that Kakuzu and Hidan were nearby. They must have returned for Deidara; and then caught him off guard. Why hadn't Akatsuki killed him yet? Was he a hostage? He tried to move around, but his ties were also secured around strong tree roots behind him.
Neji had needed to charge chakra into the tentacle ropes to free his neck earlier, he knew he couldn't break from these ties without help.
Gai, Asuma, the others; they were still out there. They would eventually realise he was missing. Rescuing him would not be difficult, not if the only one who continued to guard him was Deidara. Deidara had barely been able to do anything against him in his weak state, and would be no match at all if the others appeared.
"And, what am I supposed to be scared of?" He knew, but he couldn't help it. He knew Deidara wanted Kakashi to fear him. He had to be desperate for a boost to his wounded ego after everything he'd been through. But feeding it could only make things worse.
Deidara seethed, "Scared of me! un!" he had reached Kakashi now, was right by him. "I could kill you right now!" he whipped out his kunai without ever looking away. But although he gripped it tightly, he did not raise it...
"I know you could." Kakashi spoke calmly. Shit. Had to tread carefully. Deidara's actions could be unpredictable..."You could, right now, like this. And maybe you could even kill me in a fight with no handicaps." He ventured a little now, made a guess..."It's just that, I don't think you really want to."
Deidara sneered. "Why? What makes you think that, un?"
"Because you haven't yet."
Deidara ground his teeth. "Don't think...Don't think it's anything! I hate you, un!" He fumed. "I- they- apparently they need you for our plans, bastard, that's the only thing stopping me, un."
"Plans?" So, It was like he expected, Akatsuki wanted him alive to use him for something.
Deidara grew red in the face "I wont tell you anything!"
"You just did, you told me you need me alive for Akatsuki's plans."
A strange noise rose from Deidara's hands. He was grinding the teeth in those too. "I hate you, I hate you..."
This conversation could go on forever; Deidara trying desperately to convince himself that he held the upper-hand, when in fact he seemed to no idea what he wanted to do. Deidara always caused his own problems and them blamed everyone else.
"And why's that? Because you attacked our allies, attacked us; and we apprehended you? It's your own fault."
The grinding noise stopped. Deidara had frozen.
That anger in his eyes, it had been smouldering there steadily, all this while.
But now, quite suddenly, it flared.
A streak of red darted down Deidara's chin; he had bitten his lip hard enough to draw blood.
What was he thinking now? What was going through his mind?
"I can still hurt you, un." he said quietly.
"I'm not easily hurt."
A smile slowly grew on Deidara's face; but it could not have been more full of bad intent.
Kakashi almost couldn't believe what happened next.
Without ever looking away from him, Deidara lifted one of his legs...and then slowly drew it up over Kakashi's bound legs.
His heart stopped.
What...
Was this because...
Deidara had moved so that he was now sat on Kakashi's lap; legs on either side of his own, straddling him.
What the hell?
"What are you doing?"
"Gonna ask me to stop, un?"
"You wont - you wont do anything," he bluffed, Deidara really did seem intent on trying to prove something to him. He wanted to see Kakashi flustered.
"Ask me to stop."
"No."
Although Deidara was smiling, his eyes, they were still furious. "Not scared yet, un?"
"I don't see why I should be." He hoped this wasn't going where he thought it was...
"Your heart is racing, un."
Deidara leaned in close. Kakashi leaned back, but his head met the wall was just behind him. He cleared his throat, a little nervously.
Deidara closed his eyes, and then he slowly pulled down Kakashi's mask, all the way past his chin; it gathered, bunched around his neck.
Kakashi had never gone with his face uncovered in front of anyone, not since he was a small child. "Hey..." Kakashi's voice was clear, un-muffled. He paused, unused to hearing his own voice this way. The air was cold on his face, but Deidara brought his own in close. Brought it in until their lips almost met.
"If you kiss me, I wont hurt you."
This again? He thought that this issue had been forgotten! The other night, maybe it really hadn't been a one-off thing? This was something that was affecting Deidara more than he thought. But it still could never happen, and Deidara had to hear it.
"We've had this already. I still don't want to." He said, bluntly. " I don't think you get how it works, you can't just make someone kiss you. You don't understand..."
Never opening his eyes, nor moving his face from Kakashi's; Deidara raised the kunai and struck, quite suddenly, into Kakashi's chest. It wasn't deep, wasn't fatal; but he raked it, hard, sideways across Kakashi's chest, ripping his vest front and leaving a deep cut there.
Kakashi cried out, from both surprise and pain, "Don't." He said, "Don't do that." What was this violent change?
"That's more like it, un" murmured Deidara. Deidara brought up his free hand and ran it along his chest, the tongue within lapping at the cut... 'licking it better?' A slight shiver ran through Kakashi at the strange feeling of it.
"Don't...."
"Hmm. Beg me a little, un, a little nicer. And I might think about it."
"Ah..." Kakashi gasped, as Deidara's hand bit suddenly into his shoulder, above the burning cut across his chest.
Deidara opened his eyes at his gasp. He stared at the bloodied teeth marks he'd left on Kakashi's shoulder...
His eyes had changed. They were different. Now Deidara seemed to look straight through him; it was like he wasn't there, like he was seeing something else. It was chilling.
Kakashi had a feeling he knew what this was.
But as much as he stared at Kakashi, Deidara wouldn't look at Kakashi's face, would not look him in the eye. He lowered his head, Kakashi couldn't read his expression.
Deidara shifted himself closer, moving right up against him, so that that they were pressed together.
"Hey, hey..."
Deidara tightened the grip of his legs on either side of Kakashi's. He ground his body into him, his long hair lightly brushing against the uncovered part of Kakashi's chest...
To his shame, Kakashi felt aroused.
He was still just a man. And it had been a long time for him.
And Deidara...Deidara was...
Deidara was very...
He felt disgusted with himself.
Who really had the upper-hand here? Who was really in control? It felt like Deidara was the one pleading with him. As if Deidara was the one trying to get free, from something...
Kakashi was able to relax himself, to keep control of his body's reactions. Stay calm. Just breathe. Deidara wasn't thinking straight, he had serious issues. Wasn't exactly sane. How to reason with someone who had no sense of reason? Deidara was so unpredictable; he changed mood every few minutes, Kakashi just couldn't up with it. But reason was the only weapon he could use, when he was unable to move like this. He could only try to talk him around, try and appeal. Kakashi's heart still hammered, fast.
"Deidara, ahem." It felt slightly ridiculous, trying to keep a natural conversational tone with this...situation happening in his lap. "You will regret this later, think about what you're doing," He still kept control of his voice, even now, even though he wanted to shout at him. He wanted to shout sense into him! "Half an hour from now, you'll feel different again, you'll want something else..."
But Deidara pushed his hands down his trousers. This was possibly the most shocking thing that had ever happened to him. "Don't." he grit out, again.
Kakashi had his pride too. He didn't want to plead with Deidara to stop. But would he stop if he pleaded, anyway?
Did Deidara really mean to do it?
This couldn't really be happening, not to him. It happened, in the world. It happened to people all the time; and that was sad. But it just wouldn't happen to him, it couldn't. He had never considered in his life that he could even be a target for this. He wasn't one to flaunt his skill, but, he was Kakashi Hatake...and this confused kid, he was causing him to lose his calm. Was going to...
Kakashi's thoughts raced, was this panic? No one else was appearing, they were alone.
It was so chilling. Deidara ran his hands up underneath Kakashi's vest, over his back, his chest. But he seemed distant. Deidara's movements were stiff, lacking any eagerness. It was like he was just going through the motions, lacking any imagination, lacking in experience..
Deidara had seemed like the type who was unlikely to pursue romantic relationships. The type who liked to keep his distance. When their group had caught him, Deidara had cringed and fought away from every bit of contact, intolerant of touch. So why would someone like him want to do this?
Was this his revenge? Was this because it had been Kakashi's fault that he'd been handed over to the Sand Village, that Kakashi had just given him up, allowed it to happen? Allowed this same thing to happen to Deidara?
Kakashi didn't like his personal space invaded either. He hated the feel of this, was intimidated by the feel of this. Deidara was not heavy, his small weight and stature on top of Kakashi felt comparable to that of a woman. But, when he and Gai had had to pin Deidara, had had to force him to do things; that had to be even more intimidating, that threat coming from someone so much larger. Kakashi had only been tied up the last twenty minutes or so, well, whilst aware, and it was uncomfortable already. Made worse by the threat that sat on top of him. Deidara had gone for four days like this; no defense against anything that had happened to him. Helpless, like he was now.
But this was an act below anyone, unbecoming of any shinobi no matter their alliance. It was below Deidara. Rape. It was unmanly.
And Kakashi was afraid of it, and of him.
He finally raised his voice, and the calm was gone from it. He didn't even recognise it. "Deidara, just stop! Please!"
And just like that, Deidara did.
He stopped his actions, frozen. As if he had just snapped out of something. Didn't move, not for a long while.
Then Deidara silently readjusted Kakashi's clothes that he had disturbed.
Head still bowed, Deidara slowly rose both of his hands to Kakashi's mask; pulling it back up to cover his face, without ever looking up.
Kakashi could only see the back of Deidara's blond head as it hung there below him. He couldn't even guess at what Deidara was thinking right now. It was impossible to tell.
Deidara pressed his hands down on the ground and, a little unsteadily, pushed himself up; getting off of Kakashi. As he did so, Kakashi felt a spot of something wet fall on his leg, dripped from the end of Deidara's hair.
He stared at it, checking that it was really there.
This tough-guy...
Kakashi remembered the first time he'd ever seen Deidara, only a few days ago, though it felt like it had been much longer. It had been in a cave, like they were in now. Deidara had been casually sat astride the dead body of Gaara.
He remembered his first impression of Deidara. Here was a young man that didn't care about anything. A true cold-hearted member of Akatsuki who held no respect for life, or death. Who seemed to thrive on the shocked reactions he elicited from their team as he coldly informed them, completely unmoved, that Gaara was already dead.
This tough-guy, who really thought that he was ruthless. This guy who really thought, no, who honestly believed that he was evil...
He was crying.
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"...oi, don't do that, or they'll know."
"I-I wasn't going to!"
"Psh."
"Fine, wouldn't want to catch something anyway...I bet he get's around, look at him. Probably what Akatsuki keep him for..."
He'd forgotten.
"That's right, don't risk it."
Hadn't ever wanted to remember.
The guard stopped his actions. He felt first his trouser, and then his vest pockets, grinning. "I have some left."
"Are you stupid?"
"I'll be gentle, I'll clean up. No one will know."
"Ugh."
"Do you want one?"
"What? No! look, if you're going to do it, just be quick-"
"s-stop, un...please..."
"Shh," His face was kissed.
"Crank the chair back a little more."
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TBC
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Notes:
Forgive me. *hides* I'm sick. *Writhes around in delicious horror and self-loathing.* I'm not giving in to demand, it was always planned to happen since I wrote chapter 3 and is not some alternate/extended version of chapter 3. If some of things about that scene didn't quite add up before, this is why.
I kind of stole 'Because shut up' from a yugi-oh-abridged video. It is my favourite line in anything ever. It is the ultimate answer to everything, EVERYTHING. Why are you late? - 'Because shut up.' Why do you enjoy erotic fiction about a bunch of cartoon characters? - 'Because shut up.'
ANYWAY...*hasty subject change*
(Manga spoiler?)
OMG!!!!!!!!!!1111 what is with that Iwa woman in the recent chapter who called Deidara 'Deidara-nii'? Ohh my god I really, really hope its his sister and we hear more Deidara backstory! she'd better have mouth-hands under those gloves. Nooes, I said in my fic that Deidara wasn't used to talking to girls, arrgh, noooes.
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Chapter 8 will take longer to write than previous chapters, I have extra hours at work and started a new part-time course. Bah, the necessities of life.
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