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A Fine Fine Line	By : eksimenrol Category: Naruto > Het - Male/Female > Naruto/Sakura Views: 5904 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Author notes:� Sorry Sorry Sorry!� I know I had said I would try to update
sooner.� But life has been hell.� First my monitor does on me.� Then my brother screwed with my network.� Then I had some prior tasks I needed to
complete.� The good news is I got perfect
muse for most of the rest of this fic, or at least
for the events in the next chapter.�

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Chapter Seven:
I�m Sorry

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�� I woke to a
knock on my door.� Someone�s at the door
great.� What time is it?� I open my eyes, and see nothing.� Why is my room black?� And why are those red numbers floating in the
air over there?� What on earth does 3:11
mean?� There�s that knock again.� Wait a minute, it�s dark and those numbers
say its three eleven.� Who�s knocking on
my door at this hour, and why are they knocking on my bedroom door?

�� Um, yes,
who is it?�� And why won�t you just go
away!� I need sleep.

�� It�s
me.�� Oh, it�s Me.� Wait, who�s Me?� I know that voice, but I�m not sure who it
was that spoke to me.� There was a
pause.� A long pause.� A very long pause.� Whoever it is behind my door is waiting for
something.� Oh right they knocked, they
must want it.

�� Come in, I
guess.�� Why will no one let me
sleep?� And why did this person have to
come at three in the morning?

�� Uh thanks
Naruto.� I�m really sorry for coming over
so late, but, well I had something on my mind.�
I couldn�t sleep and well.� I, I
just wanted to talk to you, but it�s late, and you�re probably tired, so I�ll
go and we can talk tomorrow.�

�� Why was she
rambling, and why would she come to my place, just to leave.� �Stay.��
It was all I could think to say to keep her from going.� �I�m already awake, and you�re here.� So stay, we can talk.�� I gave as best of a smile as my sleep fogged
brain could provide.� It seemed to work,
because the hand on my doorknob removed itself, leaving my door wide open.� And she walked over to my bed and sat down on
it.

�� But then
there was silence, a very awkward silence.�
She had come here wanting to talk about something, so I wasn�t going to
push her into it.� But I really wish she
would start talking.� Hell I would wish
she would say anything.� Okay that is it,
she�s just sitting there, I�m going to say
something.�

�� About
earlier, um, well I was going to say, well that is, um.�� She was rambling.� She never
rambles!� Why is she acting like Hinata
all of a sudden?� She seems to be talking
a lot of deep breaths, almost like she needs to calm down.� �Okay, Naruto I have something I want to say
to you.� It will be very difficult for me
to say it right, so please be patient with me.�
Ever since you got back after Sauske ran away.� Well the first time you got back, after you
fought and he almost killed you.� Well
when that happened I felt odd.� At first
I didn�t believe that the damage done to you was made by Sauske.� But I was trying to fool myself or something,
I guess I just didn�t want to believe he would do that to one of us.� I thought I loved him.� Well I do
love him!� But now, I don�t think I have
as much of a crush on him as I did before.�

�� Seeing
him, it didn�t bring me the joy I though it would.� And when he attacked you-�� She was crying.� I made to move closer to her.� I wanted to say something.� I reached out to hold her hand and gave her
the most reassuring look I could.� �I�m
alright, thanks.�� She smiled but her
tears were still falling.� �I don�t
deserve you Naruto.� All I�ve ever done
is given you pain and ridicule.� And yet
you stick with me every day.� How?� How after all this time, after all the times
I�ve turned you down and sent you away can you still love me?�

�� I was not
sure what to say to her question.� I
wasn�t sure if she wanted an answer.� �Damnit!� Why do I
love you so much?� For such a simple
question, I don�t have an answer.� It
scares me how much I love you.� It scares me how much I care about what
happens to you.� I would do anything to
keep you safe.� Anything to make sure nothing happens to you.� But I�m afraid.� I�m afraid it might not be enough.� I�m afraid that if I give in to my feelings
that I�ll loose you forever.� I�m afraid
that if we did get together that you would not be happy with me.� But I�m also afraid of what would happen if
we didn�t get together.� I want to be with you.� And that scares me so much I�m not sure if I
can handle it.� I tired to ignore my
feelings.� I tried to act like everything
is normal.� But things seem to just keep
happening that make me see you differently.�
They make me want to let go of my control.� The last few days have been unbearable at
night.� I can�t get to sleep without
thinking of you.� It�s killing me each
and every day by not being with you.� I�m
tired.� I�m tired of the fear, tired of
the doubt.� I am tired of living in this
world as just friends.� I want to love
you; I want to be with you.� I want you
to hold me.� To tell me at the end of the
day that everything is okay, even if it isn�t.�
I want you to not be afraid to love me back.� I want to stop the pain we cause each
other.� I want you to set me free. I
want- I want you Naruto!� I want you.�

�� I was
speechless.� I was frozen.� And I was completely unprepared for the kiss
she gave me.� She jumped at me and
attacked my mouth with hers.� Her kisses
were fierce and reckless.� Desperately I
tried to make my body react to her.� To kiss her back.� To hold her close to me.�
To tell her I love her.� But it
wouldn�t move, I was trapped inside it watching from
the inside as she continued her assault on my lips.� She pinned me to my bed with her assault,
straddling my body.� I wanted to kiss her
back; I wanted to pull her closer to me. I wanted to show her how much I loved
her and I didn�t want her to leave.

�� And I
did.� In the worst
possible way.� Here she was,
pressing me into my own bed, her body directly over mine, and I finally
reacted.� Or at least the one part of my
body I was trying the hardest not to think with did.

�� She
froze.� She stopped; lips still locked to
mine and stared at me.� Okay this is bad;
she�s going to kill me for sure.� Why oh
why did I have to go hard when she�s right on top of me?� Why did it have to rest against her belly and
be pressed into it each time she moved?�
Oh god it was heaven.� Oh god I�m
a dead man.� Maybe I can run for it.� All I have to do is get her off of me.� All I have to do is stop her from kissing me
and push her off me. All I have to do is- Oh hell I can�t do it!� It�s worth the pain.� Well it�s worth it if she decides to kiss me
again.� Wait, why hasn�t she moved?� Is that fear in her eyes?� Okay, wait a minute.� If I were in her position, what would be
going on in my mind?� Gah!
Stop it Naruto, if you were in her position, you wouldn�t be having sex
already.� Okay bad idea to try and think
what I would do.� What is going on in her
head now?� Alright, she came over here in
the middle of the night.� Then she broke
into my apartment.� Then she woke me up
and confessed that she loved me.� Then
she gave me one of the best kisses I�ve ever gotten from anyone, no the best kiss I�ve ever gotten.

�� Okay, I
already know all that.� She causes me to
go hard by only kissing me, and now I�m pressing it into her as she�s staring
at me with our lips locked.� Something is
wrong, but what am I not noticing
about our situation?� I can�t believe
that I can�t figure out what wrong here.�
I mean I�m laying here being kissed by her and poking her in the hip.� What is it that I�m doing wrong?� I mean I�m not even doing anything.� I�m not doing anything.� Oh shit
I�m not doing anything!� Quick man, think!� Damnit I wish I was smart like Shikamaru, then I wouldn�t be in this mess.� But then again, he would probably find this
too troublesome or something.�

�� Oh no, now
she�s pulling away from me.� Damnit, now
I�ve really screwed up, she probably thinks I don�t like her anymore.� Damnit!�
I�ve seen that disappointed look on her face before.� I need to stop her.� What can I say?� What should I do?�

�I�m sorry.�
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