My Curse | By : sasukeskyuubi Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1138 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
-sk
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“Neji?”
“Yes, Naruto?” The dark haired teen said, looking at his blonde boyfriend.
“Is it hard for you?”
“Is what hard for me?”
“Is it hard for you to be this close to me after that happened?” Naruto looked at Neji, his eyes locked on his boyfriend’s. “Because I feel so gross, like I am not really me anymore. But at the same time, I can’t seem to get him out of my mind.”
“It is not hard for me at all, Naruto.” Neji said, wrapping his arms around the blonde and holding him against his chest. “I could say I understand your feelings, but you know as well as me that I don’t understand. But that doesn’t mean that I don’t want to be with you, or that I don’t want to try to understand.”
“Thank you Neji.” Naruto said. He was angry though. Neji was just saying the things that anyone in his position would say. Things he thought Naruto would want him to say.
“I think I should get home now.” Naruto said after a few minutes. “Tsunade and Jiraiya are probably worried about me, I haven’t called all day.”
“Well, they know you are here.” Neji said, backing up. “Or you could call them if you want.”
“No, I need some new clothes anyways.” Naruto said, standing up and walking toward Neji’s bedroom to get the rest of his clothes. It was getting late, and Naruto suddenly wanted to be away from Neji, who had been taking care of him all day.
“Well, if that is what you want.” Neji said, following him. “Did I say something wrong?”
“No. Of course not, I just want to be in my own space for awhile, try to get myself back.”
“I understand, just call me in a while alright?” Neji said, as they walked to the door.
“I will, just give me a little time.” Naruto said. Neji leaned in to kiss him, but he turned his head a little, and the kiss landed on the side of his mouth.
“Goodbye Neji.” Naruto said, walking out the door.
“Goodbye Naruto, I will talk to you in a while.”
*****
Finally at home, he opened the door, and was greeted by a overly cheerful Jiraiya, and an overly worried Tsunade. He quickly brushed them off and went to his room. Throwing himself on his bed, he looked at his ceiling for a long time. What had he done to warrant what Sasuke had done to him? Why did his fairly happy life have to be turned into a spiral of confusion? One thing was for sure, he hated Sasuke Uchiha.
Wanting to do something constructive Naruto thought about school tomorrow. He needed some clothes ready, and he needed to get a shower. His homework was already done, tomorrow was Tuesday, and that meant a student council meeting before school. Despite his dislike of reading, Naruto had found himself in the student council, and in the top 5% of his class. Mostly it was to keep Tsunade off his ass.
Naruto got up and walked to his closet to find something to wear. He saw the usual, white t-shirts, khakis, and button down checked shirts. Again this was Tsunade’s influence, but he didn’t really mind. After awhile, a human being can adapt to anything. He pulled out a pair of pants, and a white t-shirt. He looked through his over shirts and decided on a solid blue one, knowing it brought out his blue eyes. Then he went to take a shower.
*******
Laying in bed thirty minutes later, Naruto couldn’t sleep. All he could think of was Sasuke. He didn’t want to think about his attacker, in fact, he couldn’t think of why he was thinking about him. It was like some mental torture or something, but he just couldn’t get those coal black eyes out of his mind. He rolled over on his side, and finally he managed to fall asleep.
He was in the store again. It was after closing, and the lights were off, but he was still there. He was moving along the rows of books, looking here and there at the spines of the thousands of books. He continued, knowing that the store was not nearly this big.
Then there was someone behind him. He knew by the sounds of the steps that it was Sasuke. There was something urgent about those steps, and Naruto tried to hide behind a row. He heard the footsteps getting louder.
“I can hear your heart beating blondie.” Sasuke said menacingly. “You can’t hide from me.”
Naruto was terrified, he moved back toward what he thought was the front of the store, only to find endless rows. The footsteps remained a constant behind him, staying at the same pace as he was moving.
“Stop!” Sasuke yelled from behind him. Suddenly Naruto couldn’t move. His feet were stuck to the ground. His heart was racing, and he frantically tried to move forward. He could hear Sasuke laughing as he closed the distance between them.
“I told you you couldn’t escape me.” He said into Naruto’s ear. “I got you anyways.”
Naruto felt a hand on his back, and it slid along his side, and came to rest on his hip as Sasuke came around in front of him. Naruto looked at him and was startled to see that it actually wasn’t Sasuke. It was a man who looked like Sasuke, but with long hair, and eyes an eerie shade of red. He looked three times as mean as Sasuke, and as Naruto looked on, the man grinned broadly, revealing a pair of very sharp looking fangs.
Naruto woke up with a jolt, cold sweat covering his body. Sunshine was pouring into the room, and the blonde blinked at it. He looked at his clock, and groaned when he saw that it was almost 10. He was late for school, and Tsunade hadn’t even woke him up. He knew she was home, and usually she woke him up when she got home at 6.
He got up and walked out into the kitchen. Tsunade was sitting at the table reading the paper, which was her ritual before she went to bed for the day. Jiraiya would be at the store. He got into the fridge and got out some milk, then he got a glass, and brought both to the table.
“Why didn’t you wake me up?” He asked, a little more angrily than he should have.
“Because I thought you might want to take another day off.” Tsunade said not looking up from her paper. “Don’t take that tone with me Naruto, I was looking out for your best interests.”
“Sorry, but I just want to get on with my life, and I can’t do that if I shelter myself from now on.”
“I know that, but you spent all day with Neji yesterday, and I think you need some time to reflect on yourself.”Tsunade said, finally looking at him.
Naruto just looked back at her. This is actually what he wanted to hear, although he didn’t know it before she said it.
“Yeah, I think you are right.” He said quietly.
“I know.” Tsunade said, “Do what you need to Naruto, I told Neji this morning when he called that you needed him to bring your school work home to you, so he will come this afternoon.”
“Thank you.” Naruto said.
“I am going to bed now, please keep quiet and I will be in my room if you need me.”
“Goodnight.”
She got up and walked out of the room leaving Naruto sitting at the table. He drank his milk and left the kitchen. He went back into his room and lay back down on his bed. Staring at his ceiling he didn’t know how long he lay there before his dream came flooding back to him. ‘Who was that guy? He looked like Sasuke, but he wasn’t. Maybe an older brother, or a cousin?’ He didn’t know, but he really didn’t want to think about it. He tried to push those thoughts out of his mind, and he thought of Neji instead.
Neji Hyuuga, number 2 in their class, student body president, his boyfriend. Nothing but supportive always. Naruto loved him, or at least he thought he did. At least, the old Naruto did, he wasn’t sure if the current Naruto loved anyone. It was like a change was taking place inside his head. There were two different people inside him. One that was his old self, that could be happy with school and Neji. The other one, well, he wasn’t sure what the other one was like and it rather scared him.
As he lay there, wondering why this event had changed him so much in such a short amount of time, his head began to pound. He didn’t understand why he couldn’t just move on with his life. Then the answer came to him.
******
There was a knock on the door, and Naruto went to let his boyfriend in. Neji walked in with a smile on his face.
“Here are your books.” He said. Then he kissed Naruto on the mouth softly. Naruto allowed this for a second before pulling back.
“Thank you Neji, but I have something to say.”
“What is it?” Neji said cautiously.
“I can’t see you anymore.”
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ok this chapter is done...I hope it isn’t too boring for you. I will put out the sasuke version of this soon I think...
Bye everyone!
-sk
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