Winter Release | By : Cepheus Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1260 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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Edited:21/04/2011
Cepheus:thank you, people who reviewed! Next chapter, a time-skip, as the real good stuff starts from after the three years of training, sorry for those who wished me to focus on that… Also, I’m sorry, but there won’t be any GaaNaru in here. I prefer to keep it simple in terms of pairings despite my love for this one… Some of you wondered about Kyuubi… well then, this chapter will help you clear your mind. …–…–…–…–…–…–… Rating: M Warnings:yaoi, boy x boy relationship, angst, torture, and such. Mental as well. Flames will be used to warm up food. Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto. Masashi Kishimoto does. “Talking” ‘Thinking’ –Flashbacks, memories, dreams– …–…–…–…–…–…–… Winter Release Chapter 07: Desert Stupid Ero–sennin. Twelve days had passed since Naruto and Jiraiya had left Konohagakure, and to the blond, it felt like forever. For the first three days, as he headed North with his new sensei –although he had a few reserves in calling Jiraiya that– Naruto had felt… uncertain. Not that he regretted leaving with the pervert, of course, he was rather satisfied to receive a good training, and while he missed his friends, it felt almost a relief to be away from Konoha, if only for a short while. Naruto was sure that he would start missing his town in a bit, but right now, the situation was new and refreshing, and that was enough. The only problem was that he had only three years to grow strong enough to take on both Akatsuki and Sasuke himself, and… was he going to do it with so little time? Three years away from home would be enough to him? Seeing his student still uncharacteristically thoughtful, Jiraiya had stopped their advancing to have a serious talk with him; Naruto really didn’t understand that with the amount of training he expected to have, three years would not only take a toll on his body, but it might even have the opposite result. Talking with Jiraiya made Naruto realise that for the first time since… for the first time ever, he was free. Free from people looking down on him, free from everybody’s expectations. Just free. Thus, Naruto had finally started enjoying himself. He could sleep a hour more in the morning, and Jiraiya wouldn’t reprimand him for that, and if he trained himself during meal times, the pervert would make a fuss about it, but in a subtle way that made Naruto feel wanted and also encouraged, but not to the point of being held back. He liked the feeling. After the third day, Jiraiya hurried up their pace, wanting to get as far from Konoha as he could, and Naruto, a bit miffed, had complied. For the following two days, including a stop at a small village for provisions, Naruto had felt Jiraiya’s eyes on him, and that had lasted until they were out from the place; then, the Sannin regarded Naruto with a deep frown, and finally spoke up. “Naruto, you are weak,” he had started, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. Well, thank you for your honesty –Naruto knew that already. That was why he wanted to train… but Ero–sennin had a serious look on his face, and Naruto decided to just wait to see where he was going. “So what? Old man, train me and I will get stronger!” he had replied with a determined smirk. Jiraiya had regarded him with a frown, then, much to Naruto’s shock, he had turned his back to him and darted away. From that point on, for the next seven days, Naruto had travelled mostly alone; the so–called–sensei didn’t stop anymore to let Naruto rest, and hour by hour, the distance separating them grew, until Naruto was over half a day behind his sensei. Whenever Naruto reached a village, Jiraiya had already left it with his portion of supplies, only leaving behind enough traces that Naruto would be able to follow him without getting lost. At first Naruto had been angry –he had tagged along to train in order to get strong enough to fight against Itachi, or Sasuke. And abandoning their apprentices like that… what kind of teacher would do that? Then, when he had realised that Jiraiya wasn’t slowing down and he was actually planning on continuing like that, Naruto had slowed down –damn perverts and their speed– and afraid he would not be able to find traces of the man if the distance between them grew even more, he had resigned himself and started using his enhanced abilities. In a way, it felt like hunting, and a part of him relished the chase; travelling through the woods, from village to village, Naruto had allowed himself to enjoy how alive everything felt around him, for once not thinking about how his senses were linked to Kyuubi. Being a ninja meant they had to merge with nature to catch opponents by surprise, but this… This was deeper. He felt part of the nature around him, almost as if belonging to the wild. On the tenth day, as he sat under a tree, glancing up at the star-filled sky, Naruto found himself questioning the sanity of his supposed teacher once again as he prepared to rest up for the night. He felt better than he had felt in ages, and if allowing his senses to work out this freely had somehow caused this, then he would stop repressing them completely, no matter where they came from. Though, thinking about that made him think about other opportunities as well. If he had to grow strong, then maybe he needed to reflect and accept all the power he could gain from any kind of source, including the one he was still rejecting… That someone who had a lot of power and resided inside him. Naruto wasn’t one to question things, and in fact, ever since finding out about Kyuubi, he had wondered about the why and the how only once. Why had Yondaime sealed Kyuubi inside him? Why him, of all people? But then, Naruto had just shrugged the questions away. The past was past, he could not change it, and there was nobody to answer his questions anyway. What if, what if. In truth, Naruto didn’t really care. He looked forwards and wondered about the future, not the past. He wondered whether he could get stronger, for example, or if Sasuke would drown before Naruto was there to help him get out. But then things had changed again, and Naruto had to face the past, even if not exactly his own, in order to understand. So if he’d done that for a friend, why not seek out answers from an other unlikely source? The village called him a demon, but he wasn’t a demon. The real demon was sealed within him, and that was it. What had caused Kyuubi to attack? Was it just for desire of mayhem and massacre that the beast had gotten closer to Konoha and caused everything to start? Or was there another explanation? Naruto wanted power, but was he going to allow himself to use the borrowed power from Kyuubi despite knowing he was doing the same as Sasuke? Borrowed power was not his own… ‘It would be stupid to say that it’s different when it’s not,’he thought. ‘What makes my asking Kyuubi for chakra different from Orochimaru’s cursed seal?’ The reason for his renewed questioning was simple, really –the day before, after tiring himself by trying to follow Jiraiya, Naruto had managed to do something unprecedented. He had entered the den of the monster –he had found a way to the sewers that held Kyuubi trapped, and had spoken with the demon within.
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