The Blessed Realm | By : susanna Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male > Naruto/Sasuke Views: 1746 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 3 |
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Chapter
Sixty-One: Simple and human
For
some minutes Sasuke rested his head on Naruto's shoulder. Naruto's
peace is not the same as Danzou's, he thought. It does not include
killing people... He had never cared much about peace, least of all
the peace of Konoha, which to him had always been the peace that was
founded on not talking about the murder of his family while his own
heart was in flames. Not even before he had learnt that it had been
Konoha that was responsible for his family's murder he had been able
to enjoy its peace, but when he had learnt it he had with all his
heart abhorred Konoha's peace, which was bought at the price of his
family's including Itachi's death, and ultimately also his own.
The
peace of Music Town was of a different kind, he thought, a kind of
peace he was curious about, and Naruto's peace was of a different
kind too. Tentatively he opened up to Naruto's idea of peace, the
kind of peace that did not threaten his and his family's existence
and did not justify their murder. There might be a kind of peace that
included him.
Sasuke
often felt a bit protective of Naruto, perceiving him as naive and
childlike with his innocence and his laughter and his endeavour to
please everyone. Now, however, Naruto was all serious and not
childlike at all, and his dream of peace was noble and heroic and
would make him indeed a saint of the rank of the Rikudou if he ever
achieved it. He loved and admired Naruto for this dream, and for the
moment he allowed Naruto to hold him, and Naruto's dream to engulf
him.
Naruto
felt how Sasuke relaxed in his arms. He caressed him very carefully,
knowing that Sasuke was mourning his family. There were moments when
he felt annoyed that Sasuke was not able to let go, but also he
deeply pitied him and did his best to comfort him.
After
some time of resting in his arms Sasuke got more active again. He
began to nibble Naruto's ear, and Naruto turned his head to kiss him,
quite content that they returned to the present and to simple,
enjoyable activities as having sex. He broke the kiss and leant back
to be able to look at Sasuke, expecting the usual blend of
seductiveness and tenderness, but instead Sasuke was all serious and
open and vulnerable, and not acting at all.
Naruto
felt moved and got serious too, though he had been looking forward to
having sex and being his usual cheerful self again, enjoying himself
and not thinking about peace or saving the world. Sasuke kissed him,
slowly, carefully, yet not timidly: both of them had gained
confidence in their love-making skills. Naruto felt the kisses to the
core of his being, and felt open and vulnerable himself. He returned
Sasuke's kisses in the same serious spirit, kissing not only his lips
but all his face, and then his closed eyes: his friend and his lover,
beautiful and strong and giving meaning to his life by accepting him,
and then Sasuke opened his eyes again and started to kiss Naruto's
face and his closed eyes too, making him feel valuable beyond any
price.
His
hand's moved under Naruto's shirt, confident that Naruto enjoyed
this, and then he took it off, his eyes taking in the sight of
Naruto's naked chest, muscular and hairy, but the hair was golden and
lighter than Naruto's skin. He caressed the muscles and the nipples
and the soft points on his flanks, and Naruto blushed, understanding
the wordless compliments. It was rare that Sasuke initiated their
love-making, both because Naruto liked being active and felt much
more confident giving pleasure than receiving it and because Sasuke,
even though he was certain of his own skills, still feared that one
day Naruto would remember that he was straight after all. Now however
he insisted on taking the initiative, and then he went on to set the
pace. Naruto enjoyed it, all in all, feeling cherished, and also
sensing that there was a reason why it was important for Sasuke to
remain in control.
Still
he could not restrain himself as perfectly as Sasuke would have
preferred it. He took off Sasuke's shirt, longing for the sight of
his naked body and the feel of his skin, and he laid his hand on
Sasuke's chest to feel for his heartbeat. He was with him, he
thought, after so many years of separation, real in flesh and blood.
He
allowed Sasuke to lead him to the bed and to undress him completely.
He caught Sasuke's admiring looks when he looked at his cock, even
now after having been lovers for a couple of weeks, and then Sasuke
began to awaken it, caressing it with his tongue and his lips. Naruto
closed his eyes, focusing on his pleasure, enjoying that he might
entrust his most sensitive and vulnerable parts to his friend.
Sasuke
made him sit on the bed, sparing Naruto the necessity of taking care
that he did not fall over, and then, following an impulse, he made
him lie down, his back on the bed and his legs in the air, and then
on his, Sasuke's shoulders, so that he might have better access to
his genitals. Naruto felt helpless and exposed and nervous, even
though he knew that he shouldn't be: By now Sasuke had often lain on
his back like this, his feet on Naruto's shoulders, allowing Naruto
to insert a finger or two and losing himself in pleasure. But Sasuke
did not have a demon within him, Naruto thought.
Slowly
he began to trust that Sasuke had no intention to cross the line jhe
had set. In principle Sasuke was still annoyed that Naruto would not
let him take care of the kyuubi and then be the active partner, and
he was determined that one day this would change, but today was not
that day. For today he had other plans.
He
ceased licking Naruto's cock when he had the impression that he might
come every moment now. He made him lie fully on the bed with all his
weight and his feet resting on the bed now too, while he leant over
Naruto, kissing him, gently caressing his cock with one hand so that
he would not lose his erection. He had got aroused himself: with his
free hand he began to take off his pants. Naruto tried to help him,
but not very effectively. He looked interested, though, and caressed
Sasuke's cock as soon as it had been liberated from its clothes.
Sasuke
joined Naruto on the bed. Naruto sat up to embrace him, but Sasuke
made him lie down again. He did not allow Naruto to touch his cock,
just to lightly touch his hips, while he himself again used first his
hands, then his mouth to arouse Naruto.
By
now Naruto had understood what Sasuke intended to do, and he had also
understood that he had to let him remain in control. He was not
disappointed: Sasuke reached out for the bottle of lube and used it
generously on Naruto's cock, then he changed position, kneeling above
him. Naruto felt excited and curious, but mostly he felt overwhelmed:
Sasuke, his friend, now his lover was ready to accept him in this
most intimated way, he was ready to accept him inside himself. He
caressed Sasuke's face and his chest, and then, lying on his back as
he was, he took some lube and distributed it around Sasuke's anus. He
inserted a finger, then two, to stretch the ring of muscles: Sasuke
would not be able to let go completely, Naruto thought, sitting
upright instead of lying on his back, but it had been his own choice.
Sasuke
smiled and then gently removed Naruto's fingers: This was not what he
had in mind for today. He was a bit scared too, but Naruto's fingers
had reminded him that it did not hurt to have Naruto inside him, that
he enjoyed giving himself to Naruto: the cock was just a bit bigger.
He had thought it beautiful since he had first seen Naruto naked
after they had met in Music Town, and when it was erect he normally
had difficulties to turn his eyes away from it: strong and full of
vitality, just as the rest of Naruto. Now he'd have him within
himself, not only Naruto's cock, but also (as he imagined) Naruto's
essence. He was scared: He loved Naruto's cheerfulness and his
determination and also his dream of peace, but he was not sure
whether he wanted it all inside him. He was glad that Naruto had
given in at least in the question of of who would be on top: lying on
his back, all patient and expectant, not doing anything but waiting:
no longer the restless kid he used to be - now he had found what he
had craved for for all his life, love and acceptance.
Sasuke
smiled and caressed Naruto's face: “You want it?” he
asked, and Naruto's smile grew wider, he could not restrain himself
any longer, but drew Sasuke down to him so that he could kiss him all
over his face. He laughed, a warm laughter from the depths of his
belly, and Sasuke smiled and kissed his face too.
“Sure
I want”; Naruto said while his hands messed up Sasuke's hair.
Sasuke
was not good at laughing; he had not had much practise since the
murder of his family. Normally all he achieved was a smile. Now
however Naruto's laughter infected him, and he laughed silently, only
the muscles of his belly moving. They kissed and embraced, their
genitals rubbing against each other, and then they had to start from
zero, getting Naruto aroused (and serious) again, renewing the layer
of lube that had been distributed over their thighs and bellies.
Sasuke was less strict now about Naruto remaining passive, he allowed
him to caress his thighs and his belly, and then again to insert some
fingers and stretch him, but their laughter had done more to relax
Sasuke than any of Naruto's fingers.
He
sat up again, regaining the initiative, caressing Naruto's face, his
nipples, his cock, and telling him just to enjoy. He lowered himself
onto Naruto and with all the lube it was quite easy, almost as easy
as one finger and certainly easier than three. He sat down, taking in
Naruto's cock completely, and the expression of Naruto's eyes, wide
open in bliss and surpise, even though he had known what was going to
happen, compensated for any pain he felt. It went away soon enough as
he adjusted to having Naruto inside him: now they were united, as
close as they might possibly be. He took Naruto's hands and laid them
on his thighs and caressed them. Slowly he began to move up and down,
and then he varied the speed. Soon Naruto's breath got faster, and
Sasuke allowed himself to give in to his own pleasure, no longer just
watching how Naruto looked.
Naruto
came within him, his eyes closed, and when he opened them again they
had changed in colour and form of pupil. His whisker marks were more
prominent now too. Sasuke panicked, he activated his Sharingan, and
saw that the kyuubi had got active again. His chakra surrounded
Naruto, and entering Naruto's mind he saw the demon fox itself, his
chakra leaking through the bars of its cage. Naruto was forcing him
back: he did not need Sasuke's help. Sasuke withdrew from his mind,
hoping that Naruto had not noticed him. He got back to the ordinary
world where the kyuubi's chakra around Naruto was fading, and when
Naruto opened his eyes they were blue again.
“I
told you not to use your Sharingan on me”, Naruto said.
Sasuke
lifted himself so that Naruto's cock slid out of him. “The
kyuubi was on the point of gaining control.”
“It
wasn't”, Naruto replied. “Only with four tails it's
really dangerous. Up to three tails I'm still in control.”
They
were silent for a while, then Naruto began to cry, still silently.
Sasuke drew him into his arms, holding him, caressing him, and this
time he had the wisdom not to tell Naruto that he could control the
kyuubi, if Naruto just let him. He waited until Naruto had finished
crying, and even though he was worried about the kyuubi and the fact
that they did not make any progress (mostly because Naruto did not
allow him to help him) he also enjoyed that for once it was him
comforting Naruto and not the other way round. They were still naked,
their legs entangled, he still felt that his anus had been stretched
to its limit, and he felt very protective, He wrapped his legs around
Naruto.
Naruto
was despairing, first about the kyuubi and then about the fact that
he was not able to pull himself out of his despair. He too was aware
that there had not been any progress concerning the kyuubi, but that,
on the contrary, the situation was getting worse. He cried because a
simple human pleasure as having sex, something everyone did, was
turned impossible to him. It could have been so easy – Sasuke
was making it easy – and everything about it was enjoyable,
just that losing control during orgasm also meant that he lost
control over the kyuubi.
Sasuke
caressed him. Slowly Naruto relaxed and fell asleep.
A/N:
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