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How to Make the Most Difficult Decisions	By : Shaylilin Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1082 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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A/N: This is the second to last chapter. The next chapter is the longest of the story, but I didn’t want to break it up at all. Anyway, I just wanted to thank those of you who have been reading this. I use fan-fics to give my muses for my originals a break. This is the first one I’ve ever made public, so I’m glad that people aren’t hating it. It gives me hope that my novel doesn’t suck. :)

Ero Sennin: You are awesome! You’re opinion is so valued. I can’t believe I finally published something…other than little quiz results.

Tsunade smiled as she saw Naruto’s group walking up to her tower with Neji in tow. He seemed to be unharmed, which was good. She was concerned about the fact that it seemed like Neji was being lead like a prisoner, but decided to give everyone a chance to explain before passing any judgments.

Naruto knocked on the door to Tsunade’s office, opening it without waiting for permission. “Granny, tell these guys that Neji’s not a traitor. I’ve been saying it for two days, damn it, but they won’t listen!”

Tsunade sighed. “Naruto, wait in the hall with Shikamaru. I want to speak to the adults and Neji alone. You are too emotionally involved in this situation to be of any further assistance.”

Naruto was about to protest, but Shikamaru dragged him by the collar into the hallway whispering, “You’re not going to help his situation any if you open your mouth now.” Naruto hung his head in resignation, nodding his understanding. “We’ll wait until called, Hokage-sama.”

Tsunade turned first to Kakashi, “Well, let me have it. Why is our Neji-san in chakra blockers?”

Kakashi frowned. “We were nearing the Akatsuki base when suddenly Naruto and I picked up on Neji’s chakra. He was running towards us, free. There were no apparent tails. We took Neji into custody due to the strange circumstances around our meeting. He had been held for nearly six months by Akatsuki, so we found it odd that he would be allowed to leave of his own free will and equally as unlikely that he had killed all the members. We also initially believed he may be an imposter, but Naruto has confirmed that this is the actual Neji.”

Tsunade sighed. “This is a tough situation, Neji. What do you have to say for yourself?” She really wanted him to have a good explanation. He was one of her most promising ninja, and Naruto would hate her forever if she had to send Neji to prison or label him a traitor.

Neji took a deep breath and put his blank mask over his emotions. “There is much to tell, Tsunade-sama. The first is something that I need to tell Naruto when this is over, regardless of the outcome, and if he desires my death afterwards, I ask that none of you stop him.”

Asuma looked at Neji with curiosity. “This is going to be a very long story isn’t it?” Neji nodded. “Perhaps we should all sit?”

Tsunade motioned toward chairs near her desk. “Please, be comfortable.” She looked pointedly at Neji, “Continue.”

Neji bowed his head and began his tale, barely audible. “I became intimately involved with one member of Akatsuki.” Mouths dropped around the table. “Before you pass judgment, please let me explain. I was taken captive and for three months, though I wasn’t treated poorly, I wasn’t given any special consideration. They kept me alive and in good health, but I wasn’t allowed out of the small room I was imprisoned in. I tried to ignore them, but every morning one called Tobi came in and told me that a new day had come. After some time, it became my only source of entertainment - ignoring Tobi that is.” His voice faltered as he thought of Tobi.

Closing his eyes and collecting himself, he willed himself to continue. “After three months, Tobi invited me to share his room. He told me I would still be under constant supervision, but I would have a window and a bath. After three months in a room with no window and not even a door on the bathroom, the offer sounded good. This man had never treated me with anything but respect and kindness. I know it sounds odd that I am speaking of Akatsuki, but I know for certain that the man he was with me is not the man he was with anyone else. He mentioned once that I gave him hope for his soul.”

Neji shook his head. “As time progressed, he began giving me more and more freedom, including trips to nearby villages. It was on my first trip that I sent the message. It was not meant as a message to concern you and make you come to my aid. I didn’t want to put Naruto in that kind of danger. I simply wanted to give Naruto some kind of closure. I couldn’t stand the thought of causing him pain.

“Until three days ago, I never knew the true name of my captor or his true intent for certain. The reason they had me captured was because of my relationship with Naruto. They figured when I was missing he would come looking for me. They did not know that Naruto and I had broken up the day before. The man I was intimate with, who claimed to love me, said his name was Uchiha Madara in the body of Uchiha Obito.”

Kakashi’s face fell into a noticeable frown. “You are a liar! Don’t make these things up! Your uncle would know those names. You must have heard them from him and now you are just trying to upset me.” Anger began to radiate off his body.

Neji shook his head. “I have never heard of them before in my life. As for how I got away, Madara let me leave. He gave me one week to decide if my heart lay with him or Naruto, though we both knew the answer to that question before I walked out the front door. My heart has always belonged to Naruto and no one else.”

Kakashi made to strike Neji, but Asuma stopped his hand. He pulled Kakashi to the side. “Kakashi, the boy doesn’t know. I know you want to protect Naruto, but listen to his words and see his body language. He’s telling the truth. He didn’t have to tell us that he was intimate with one of them, but he did. He doesn’t want secrets.” Asuma turned toward Neji. “That’s why you’ve told us all this, isn’t it?” Neji nodded. Asuma sighed. “Is there anything else you need to tell us, Neji?”

Neji shook his head. “Only that I am deeply sorry that I was unable to escape. It was made clear to me, however, that no matter how much this man loved me he would not allow me to leave. I was always their prisoner. He blatantly told me that any attempt to leave would result in the forfeit of my life.”

Tsunade rubbed her temples. “This is quite the story, Neji. I need some time to process it, but I don’t want to send you to a prison. I don’t think you deserve that. I will have Naruto bring you to your estate, but there you will be under the constant supervision of ANBU until your story has been thoroughly examined.”

Neji nodded again and bowed to Tsunade. “Thank you, Hokage-sama. I am willing to undergo any form of interrogation you deem necessary.”

Tsunade smiled. “Neji, I am glad you are home. Maybe now Naruto will leave me alone. Naruto and Naruto alone will have permission to visit you at any time of the day or night.” She hollered toward the hall, “Naruto! Shikamaru! You may enter now.”

Naruto threw the door open. He noticed Neji was still wearing chakra blockers. “What the hell? Why haven’t you taken the blockers off? Neji is not a threat to the village.”

Tsunade rolled her eyes. “Shut up you little brat! Give me a minute to explain the situation to you.” She sighed. This kid was more trouble than he was worth, most days. “Naruto, we can’t let Neji free until we have checked his story out. Kakashi was right to be suspicious of the circumstances surrounding Neji’s release. I’m allowing Neji to spend his probation period at his estate. I want you to escort him there, with appropriate caution. You will be allowed to visit whenever you feel like it.”

Naruto nodded; his eyes were full of sorrow, but also determination and understanding. “I got it. I’ll take Neji home now.”

Neji bowed once more. “Thank you. I will be at your disposal.” He turned and left the room hand in hand with Naruto.

As they walked down the steps, Naruto stopped and pressed Neji against the wall. “I love you. I’m never letting you go again.” He kissed Neji passionately, frantically seeking entrance as Neji readily opened his mouth to the man he loved. After some time, Naruto stood up and took Neji’s hand again. “We should go.”

Neji nodded. He knew he had to tell Naruto about Tobi, but he wasn’t sure how to even bring the subject up. When they got to Neji’s there were all ready ANBU waiting. Hiashi greeted Neji with a resigned smile. He couldn’t help himself though as he hugged the boy who had become like a son to him. “I’m glad you are back, Neji-san. I’ve been informed of the situation, but wished to relay my opinion to you in person. I believe every word of your tale.”

Neji smiled at Hiashi. The man had taken good care of him, especially after his match with Naruto during the exams. Neji lowered his eyes and bowed, “Thank you, Hyuuga-sama. I am indebted for your trust.”

Hiashi smiled slightly at Naruto. “Though I was never supportive of the relationship before, I want you to know I fully approve. My Neji-san could not have found a more dedicated or loving partner. I give my blessing.” He hugged Naruto and added in a whisper, “Thank you for bringing him home.”

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Pein stared at Tobi like he had grown a third eye or a second head. “Are you insane? You let the Kyuubi walk away from us along with the leverage we had against him.”

Tobi was in a bad mood. He had called a meeting with Pein informing him that Neji was to walk freely away from them, and no one was allowed to follow in an attempt to get Naruto. Though he did not like this order, he had obeyed, but almost immediately Pein was arguing with Tobi. Tobi had long ago taken his mask off. This was a private meeting between Pein and himself. “I know what I did. I am not giving up on the Kyuubi. I was merely giving Neji his choice of allegiances.”

Pein couldn’t believe his ears. He couldn’t keep the volume of his voice below a dull roar as he yelled, “You could have let him go and then taken what we wanted. You could have kept him and let that brat come to save his beloved boyfriend and then you could have kept Neji and we could have the fucking Kyuubi.” Pein’s piercings glinted in the light from the window as he paced the room.

Tobi sighed, putting a hand to the bridge of his nose in an attempt to thwart the headache that was beginning to form. “I’m the leader. This is my fucking organization. You don’t need to tell me what our goals are. I still intend on taking the Kyuubi. I could not force Neji to stay with me. I know you’ve only ever been interested in fucking, but I fell in love and it’s a dangerous emotion. It makes you do things like what I have just done.”

Pein growled and slammed his fist into the wall. “Fuck love!” He paced the room some more, taking in the appearance of the man who had first impressed him as a ruthless killer. “You’re a pussy now. Maybe I should become leader of Akatsuki for real.”

Tobi stood; instantly he was at Pein’s throat, a sword pressed to his neck. “Don’t fuck with me right now, you little bitch. I’m pissed at the world because I know that he’s not choosing me. We both knew it before he left. I plan on honoring my word and giving him one week to decide. After that time, we will resume all our activities on the pursuit of Naruto with double the effort. Don’t fuck with me for one week. I don’t want back talk from anyone. I’ll slit throats or worse if people get to close to me.”

Pein nodded. He knew that despite whatever Neji had awoken in his leader Madara was a force to be reckoned with. In this state of pure rage and sorrow, Madara would most likely torment a person for days before actually killing them. It was not something Pein wanted to be on the receiving end of. “I still think this was a stupid mistake, but I will pass on the order that we leave Konoha alone for one week.” He bit on one of his piercings, a nervous habit, before he added, “You don’t know for sure that he’ll pick that brat. You’re a beautiful man.”

Tobi sighed before tilting his face toward Pein. Pein had never seen sorrow etched into that eye before this. It made him almost feel bad for Tobi. He almost wanted to comfort him. Almost. Still he was a killer and his heart was made of stone. Tobi was right when he said no one had ever been more than fuck to Pein. Tobi stood up without another word and put his mask on. He would not play Tobi the moron today. People would assume it was because Neji was gone; they would be right.

Tobi shut the door of his room and stripped down, removing everything but his mask. He didn’t want to see his own face right now. He ran a hot bath and slid into the water. He sighed and fought away the tears. His heart was breaking, but he knew he would get over it. Neji had made him someone he wasn’t. Neji had made him caring.

Tobi leaned his head back, over the edge of the tub. Sighing he opened his eyes again, catching his breath when he saw one of the shirts he had bought for Neji sitting on a shelf in the room. Neji had looked absolutely gorgeous in that. He’d worn it on their second date to the village. Tobi sighed, “Good bye, Neji.”

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Naruto groaned as he rolled over in bed. Neji had gotten up hours ago, but he was just sitting there watching his Naruto. The words felt strange, and yet perfect. Still, his heart ached for Tobi. It was a deep enough attachment he knew it would take time to get over. Last night, he’d allowed Naruto to share his bed, simply because it made Naruto happy. He knew this morning was time for the difficult conversation that he did not want to have.

Naruto stretched, arching his back from the bed before lazily sitting up and rubbing the back of his hand over his eyes. It took a moment for him to remember where he was. He saw Neji watching him from the window. Naruto smiled, “Neji,” he called softly.

Neji couldn’t help but smile back when Naruto looked like that. “Naruto,” Neji answered. His mouth fell back to a frown. He couldn’t do this to Naruto. He couldn’t pretend that everything was fine when he was such a wreck inside. “We need to talk.”

Naruto shook his head. “I don’t want to talk. I just want to hold you and know that you are real and not just another memory. I haven’t been sleeping well and I find myself stuck in daydreams of you. If I can feel you then I know you are real.” He patted the bed beside him, showing Neji where he wanted him.

Neji obliged Naruto. When Naruto looked so sad and worried, there was nothing Neji would deny him. Neji felt Naruto’s strong arms wrap around his shoulders as Naruto pulled him in for a hug. Never did his heart beat this way for Tobi. Never did he feel so protected with Tobi as he did with Naruto. Neji knew that there was a very dark side to Tobi, but with Naruto there was nothing but happiness. Neji leaned down and captured the familiar lips in a soft kiss, lightly nipping the pink lips as Naruto moaned softly. Neji pulled away. “I have to tell you something before you accept me back so willingly.”

Naruto shook his head again. “I know. I was listening through the door.” Neji sighed. “Did you really expect me to listen to Tsunade? I always listen through the door when she tells me not to.” He smiled again and pulled Neji closer. “So stop trying to talk and hold me like I asked you to.”

Neji nodded and pulled Naruto into his lap, holding the man he loved tight to his chest. He was never going to hurt Naruto again or let him be hurt. He could tell that the relationship with Tobi bothered Naruto, but he wouldn’t force the subject now. He would wait until Naruto was ready to talk about it.

Naruto sighed and tears started streaming down his cheeks silently onto Neji shoulders. He wrapped his arms harder around Neji’s neck. His heart was so confused right now, and he knew it was because he was so happy to have Neji back. All the emotions he had been holding back for months could now come out. Neji seemed to know this as he pulled Naruto closer. His face was as expressionless as it always seemed to be, but inside he was just glad that Naruto was holding him again.

“I dated Gaara for a while,” Naruto said after a few minutes. “He knows that I still love you, though. He was hurt that I couldn’t return his feelings, but he said he understood because I was still too hurt when he asked me out for our relationship to work. I just wanted you to know about it.”

Neji nodded. He had no right to care who Naruto had been with, though it kind of hurt that it was Gaara. Gaara had been Naruto’s best friend for a long time and he had always had a little suspicion that Gaara was attracted to Naruto. He knew if they had been together Naruto would not have even thought about Gaara, but he had been the one to let Naruto walk out. “I don’t blame you, Naru. I want you to know that. I don’t blame you for any of it.”

“Neji,” Naruto whispered in Neji’s ear, his warm breath reaching Neji’s ear and making him shiver with pleasure. “Make love to me, please.”

Neji couldn’t hold back the tears at Naruto’s request. His body started to convulse with his sobs. Naruto held Neji closer, not sure what was wrong. His Neji never broke down like this. Even when he’d said ‘I love you’ only his eyes showed the emotion he was feeling. Neji felt all his self control leaving him. “I can’t Naruto. I can’t. I don’t deserve you after everything. You deserve someone who wouldn’t betray your trust by being with another a man. You shouldn’t be with someone who slept with a member of the group trying to kill you. Not just a member, he was probably the leader of the group. I was on cold, but not bad terms with Uchiha Itachi. I don’t deserve a person who forgives me those actions.”

Naruto just held Neji, unable to offer any words of comfort other than, “I forgave you. I love you.” Neji’s body began to tremble at those words, but Naruto could feel him calming down. “Neji, I don’t like that you slept with a man trying to kill me, but I don’t know what I would have done in your position. And if you remember, I was the one who broke up with you before they captured you. You were not cheating on me. I don’t care about any of it. I just want my Neji back, okay?”

Neji nodded and wiped his eyes. “I’m sorry, Naruto. I didn’t mean to break down on you. I want to make love to you, if that’s really what you want.” He pushed Naruto back a little so he could look into those beautiful blue eyes. When Naruto nodded, Neji attached his lips to Naruto’s neck.

Naruto moaned. Neji had been covered in hickeys when they found him, but those were faded and it seemed Neji was intent on marking Naruto as his once again. Naruto tilted his neck to the side to give Neji better access, while softly grinding his clothed erection against Neji’s.

Neji smiled internally at the way Naruto was moving on top of him. This was exactly what he wanted. He wanted his Naruto. Slowly Neji pulled Naruto’s shirt off. He leaned down and licked each of the pert nubs before slowly running his tongue as far down Naruto’s chest as he could, drawing delightful mewls from Naruto.

Neji pressed his lips to Naruto’s, biting softly on the bottom lip before taking it into his mouth and sucking hard. Naruto couldn’t stop the groan from escaping his body. Nothing had felt this good and he missed it. Neji thrust his tongue into Naruto’s mouth and rediscovered the entire mouth, memorizing the taste and feel of the wet cavern he was plundering. Both of their breathing had become nothing more than lusty pants.

Neji pushed Naruto back into his bed. He licked and nipped his way down Naruto’s chest, pausing in random spots to mark the flesh as his own. When he reached the waist band of Naruto’s pants, he slowly dipped a few fingers inside, just brushing the hot flesh beneath before undoing the button and letting Naruto’s erection free from its prison.

Naruto hissed when he felt the cold air hit his cock. “Fuck,” he whispered. Neji smirked before pulling Naruto’s boxers and pants completely off and tossing them across the room. His licked his lips in anticipation before surprising Naruto by completely deep throating him. “Goddamn, Neji! Fuck that feels so fucking good.”

Neji pulled his head back and ran his tongue along the underside of Naruto’s cock before taking Naruto’s balls into his mouth and sucking on them gently. Neji trailed an open mouth along the length of Naruto’s cock before taking a long lick across the head, stopping to dip his tongue in the slit. Naruto fisted his hands into Neji’s hair, groaning and writhing beneath Neji. “Goddamn tease,” Naruto panted.

Neji smirked and pushed Naruto’s legs further up his chest, moving his waist closer to Neji’s. “You have no idea, Naru.” He looked down at the quivering pucker presented to him with this angle. “You look so fucking good, baby.” Neji leaned down and licked across the most sensitive area on Naruto’s body.

Naruto threw his head back in ecstasy, arching his back and moaning loudly. “Fuck, Neji, I need you.”

Neji smiled, amusement tinting his voice. “You haven’t even taken my clothes off yet. How do you expect me to get inside you?”

Naruto growled and before Neji could react had flipped their positions. Naruto pulled Neji’s shirt off before quickly pulling the cotton pajama pants off. He knew Neji always slept commando, and was not disappointed. Naruto began to stroke Neji’s erection. “Now that I’ve got this, I think I’m going to play with it first.” He ran his tongue along the underside before taking the head into his mouth and sucking softly.

Neji moaned and ran his hands along Naruto’s shoulders. “Fuck, Naru. I’m all ready close, and you’ve got the most talented mouth I’ve ever experienced.” Naruto moaned around Neji’s erection as he slid his head further down the massive member. Neji bucked his hips off the mattress and shouted, “Naruto!” as he came hard into the wet cavern engulfing him. Naruto swallowed every last drop. Neji’s hand barely brushed Naruto’s cock and he was cumming, too, shouting Neji’s name.

Neji pushed Naruto back to the mattress, reaching over for the lube next to the bed. He flipped the cap and squeezed out a generous amount before putting the bottle back. He lubed his own cock before slowly teasing Naruto’s twitching entrance. Naruto growled. “Quit fucking teasing me, Neji. I want you so fucking bad. Make me beg you on that fucking cock.”

Neji slipped two fingers past the tight ring of muscles, making Naruto hiss. Neji scissored his fingers, slowly twisting them, looking for the magic spot. Naruto screamed as Neji found his prostate. Neji kept stretching Naruto, intent on keeping as much pain as possible from his boyfriend. “Ready?” he asked after a few minutes.

Naruto nodded. “Just fuck me all ready.” He pulled his own knees up to give Neji better access, making Neji groan at the site before him. He lined himself up with the all ready abused hole and thrust in with one quick motion. He stilled, waiting for Naruto to adjust. “Move,” Naruto commanded.

Neji slid his hips back and thrust forward quickly and deeply. Naruto moaned with pleasure. He had been longing for this since he broke up with Neji. He panted, “I’m not going to last long.”

Neji nodded. He leaned down and began kissing Naruto’s neck and lips with a fury. “Me either,” he whispered. “I’ve wanted to feel the heat and tightness that only your ass holds for me. I jacked off I don’t know how many times to my memories of you. But now that I’m here fucking you, I don’t think I ever want to do anything else ever again. You make me so fucking hot.” Neji grabbed Naruto’s hips and quickened the pace.

Naruto growled. His vision kept exploding into sparks of white as Neji slammed into him hard and deep. This was what he’d wanted from Neji, a fuck made of raw feelings. “Fuck, Neji,” Naruto reached between their bodies and began stroking his weeping erection. “I’m going to cum.”

Neji looked down just as Naruto shot his seed over both their stomachs. “Fuck that’s hot, Naru. Fuck.” Neji slammed hard and deep into Naruto, pulling his body tight over his erection, shooting his own seed deep into Naruto. As Neji rode out the last of the waves of his orgasm, he collapsed on top of Naruto. “Fuck,” Neji whispered as he pulled out of his boyfriend and rolled onto the bed next to him.

Naruto smiled as he felt Neji’s essence dribbling out of him. He rolled over so he was lying on Neji’s chest. His fingers were tracing patterns on the hot skin beneath him. Neji wrapped his arms around Naruto. He kissed the temple on the side of the head available to him. “Let’s take a bath,” Neji suggested.

Naruto nodded. “I’m glad you’re back. I’m sorry I chased you away.”

Neji stopped short. “I don’t ever want to hear anything like that out of your mouth again. You didn’t chase me away. I made a few stupid mistakes and landed myself in trouble. If only I would have gone after you like I wanted to instead of letting you run away and hiding my fucking feelings, none of it would have happened, okay. Let’s drop it now and just enjoy each other.”

Naruto looked up with a twinkle in his eyes. “Sounds good to me. I missed you, Neji. I missed you a lot. I want to spend the next month doing nothing but holding each other and kissing and fucking.”

Neji laughed softly. “Let’s just start with a bath and then changing the sheets.” He ran some hot water before watching Naruto slide down into the water. Neji slid down beside him and started gently washing his body. He leaned in close behind Naruto and whispered in his ear, “I love you.” He wasn’t going to hold in his feelings any longer.

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