The Blessed Realm | By : susanna Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male > Naruto/Sasuke Views: 1746 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 3 |
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Chapter
Fifty-One: Reality
They
did not kiss much more that evening. Instead Sasuke rested his head
against Naruto's shoulder, cast again into his sorrow for Itachi. He
asked Naruto to tell him more about that last encounter with his
brother, and Naruto told him what he wanted to hear: that Itachi had
cared for Sasuke, that the purpose of the encounter had been to make
sure that he, Naruto, cared for Sasuke too, that Itachi had entrusted
Sasuke to Naruto and that he, Naruto, had readily accepted this duty
and would look well for him and do everything to ensure his
happiness.
He
had held him fast and caressed him, finally without restraint,
letting his hands wander all over Sasuke's back and through his hair.
“You
still haven't found a plan”, Sasuke said. “You never
will.”
“I
will. It's just that I still don't know how we can openly kill the
current Hokage of Konoha and not get punished for it.”
“I
don't care if I die.”
“I
do”, Naruto answered, kissing Sasuke's neck. Being in love
certainly had its advantages. “You left me once – don't
do it again.”
He
covered his face in kisses, but Sasuke did not respond. Finally they
went to bed, and Sasuke snuggled against him, resting his head on
Naruto's shoulder. He fell asleep rather quickly, but Naruto stayed
awake, caressing Sasuke carefully in order not to wake him up.
So
this is what it means to be lovers, he thought: caressing Sasuke
without having to take care that he did not cross a certain line.
Caressing him as he felt like, and having Sasuke seek comfort at his
shoulder, accepting him as a provider of comfort. Being closer than
ever before. He enjoyed it thoroughly, even though the idea of sex
still scared him. Kissing at least had proved wonderful: Being in
each other's mouth, exchanging saliva, no barrier separating them any
more.
He
kissed the tips of Sasuke's hair, waking him up, and Sasuke got aware
that the blood flow in his left arm had stopped. He pulled it out
from under Naruto's body.
“You
won't leave me now, will you?” Naruto asked.
“I
won't”, Sasuke answered.
Naruto
moved to kiss him, and they caressed each other for a while before
they decided to dissolve their embrace so that they might sleep. They
tried to hold hands however while they fell asleep.
They
did not hold hands any more when Sasuke woke up in the morning.
Naruto was still sleeping. Sasuke too pondered the change in their
relationship: being lovers now, not just friends. For weeks now this
had been his most important aim and ambition: since he had watched
the couple making out on the lawn of the Museum of Natural History
and thought that this was something that he might enjoy with Naruto
and still respect himself. They had made out now, and it had turned
out to be quite different from what he had imagined. He had not known
for example that Naruto's skin would be so warm, or that there were
spots where it was all soft, nor had he imagined the stubble around
Naruto's chin, and that he would actually enjoy its scratchiness. He
had not imagined that Naruto would return his caresses, and that they
would be gentle in spite of his general clumsiness and insecurity –
quite the opposite of Sakura, he thought: she had never doubted that
what she was doing was right, and never taken notice when he had told
her that she hurt him. He had not imagined that Naruto's eyes would
be brilliant and warm as he had never seen them, or that Naruto would
kiss him back as he had, timid and eagerly at the same time, and
passionately when it had been established that kissing was okay,
entering Sasuke's mouth but also willing to give Sasuke access to his
own. Naruto's way of kissing had made him remember how clingy he was
and how he refused to let him go – he put it all into his
kisses – Sasuke should have known.
He
sat up and looked at his friend, now his lover. Still sleeping on his
back as he always did, his mouth open and altogether looking a bit
idiotic. Sasuke reached out to touch his cheeks, but Naruto woke up
and caught his hand. “I'm still a ninja”, he said.
He
was smiling, and the smile was also in his eyes. He did not look
idiotic at all but as beautiful as in the fantasies Sasuke
entertained of him when they were apart from each other.
Slowly
Naruto led Sasuke's hand to his cheeks, and then drew him down to his
chest to embrace him. Their lips met, and then the tips of their
tongues. They separated again, looked at each other, smiled. They
caressed each other's cheeks, then their shoulders, enjoying the feel
of the other's skin. Sasuke did what he had long wanted to do: he
touched Naruts chest, feeling the muscles under the fabric of his
T-shirt. Naruto smiled, then he closed his eyes, enjoying the
caresses silently. Sasuke returned the smile: In his fantasies he had
imagined touching Naruto, but not Naruto smiling. It made him feel
comfortable and warm and it doubled the pleasure of touching Naruto.
Caring for him, pleasing him – carefully his hand moved under
Naruto's shirt. Naruto opened his eyes and his smile widened and
Sasuke took this as an invitation to touch Naruto's belly and chest
under the shirt.
Feeling
the form of his muscles, but also finding some patches of very smooth
skin with some fat underneath on Naruto's flanks, just between the
ribs and the hipbone. He felt for the nipples and learnt with
astonishment that they stood erect from being caressed. (Naruto had
known this from reading Icha-Icha but he had thought that it only
happened to women.) He played with the navel and touched the Cursed
Seal.
“Rather
not”, Naruto said, taking Sasuke's hand and stopping him.
“Don't disturb the kyuubi.”
“I
don't care”, Sasuke answered, annoyed about the interruption.
“I can control it.”
“I
prefer if you don't have to prove it”, Naruto answered. Sasuke
obeyed, but grudgingly. Silently he resolved that eventually he would
be allowed to touch every single patch of Naruto's skin, including
the part around his navel.
For
the moment, however, there was still a lot more to discover: his
hands moved downwards, expecting to encounter Naruto's boxers, but
instead moving over hip bones and ending up at Naruto's thighs.
Somehow Naruto had managed to take them off under the blanket while
Sasuke had been caressing his chest.
Naruto's
thighs were muscular and hairy, but the inner sides were smooth and
soft. Naruto opened his legs a bit to give Sasuke better access. He
was highly aroused now, and while at the beginning of their
activities he had slung his arm around Sasuke's hips and caressed him
he had now stopped moving and only enjoyed what Sasuke was doing.
Sasuke
still avoided touching Naruto's genitals, only sometimes he
accidentally touched the tip of Naruto's cock, which was fully erect
now. He was still too shy to touch it, but also he enjoyed teasing
Naruto. At one point Naruto could no longer bear it, he took Sasuke's
hand and moved it to his balls and to his cock. For Sasuke, fantasies
he had never dared to indulge in were coming true. He played with
Naruto's balls, explored the crack between scrotum and thighs, and
caressed the cock, wondering about the delicate skin. Very cautiously
he touched the tip, watching Naruto's face to see whether he enjoyed
it – he was smiling, leisurely he caressed Sasuke's belly, lost
in bliss. After some time he took Sasuke's hand and laid it around
his cock.
“You
know how to do it, don't you?” he said. Sasuke nodded.
It
did not take long until Naruto came. Sasuke watched his breath grow
faster and then relax. In his fantasies he had touched Naruto's
genitals and felt ashamed of it – he had not thought that most
of the joy would be on Naruto's side, though now that it had happened
it seemed logical. He had not thought that Naruto's smile as he was
approaching orgasm would fill him with a warmth that was far beyond
mere sexual pleasure.
If
not Naruto's smile had not vanished just after he had come, as if he
was in pain from something. He drew Sasuke close to him and pressed
him against himself.
“What's
wrong?” Sasuke asked, talking directly into Naruto's ear.
“The
kyuubi.”
“Don't
worry: I told you I can control it.”
Naruto
preferred to get it under control himself. Not much had happened
anyway: The kyuubi had only woken up and tried to break the bars of
its cage, but there had been no danger of it succeeding, as the Seal
was still in place.
Sasuke
only saw how Naruto breathed heavily for a few times and then calmed
down. He smiled again, remembering his orgasm. His hands moved all
over Sasuke's back now, pushing his T-shirt up to his shoulders.
Sasuke sat up to take it off, and when Naruto's hands moved downwards
and caressed his ass he took off his underpants too. He lay down on
Naruto, taking care not to crush their cocks. It felt all natural
now, skin against skin while they kissed each other, and he pulled
the blanket over the two of them.
“Take
off your shirt!” he told Naruto. “You look like a little
child with your shirt on and your boxers off.”
Naruto
lifted Sasuke off his body and obeyed. Sasuke just looked in
fascination as Naruto's muscles flexed while he was moving his arms.
He moved a bit more after his shirt was off.
“You
like this, don't you?” he said.
Sasuke
blushed and reached out to touch Naruto's chest. Naruto returned the
gestures, making Sasuke wonder whether he enjoyed the sight of his
own naked body as much as he, Sasuke, enjoyed the sight of Naruto's -
at least he seemed to have a lot of fun waking up Sasuke's nipples.
Being the object of Narut's desire still felt weird: Sasuke only knew
how it was to be the object of desire of Orochimaru or the girls of
Konoha, but not of someone he actually liked, and whom he trusted to
care for him. On the other hand he felt reassured: Naruto would not
leave him for this or that girl.
Naruto's
desire and the warmth of his love engulfed him, and for some moments
Sasuke lost any sense of his own person – he was only Naruto's
beloved, carried safely by the strength of Naruto's affection.
“The
guy from Earth Country was correct”, Naruto said, making Sasuke
return to reality. “It is really enjoyable.”
“What
are you talking about?”
“He
told me that most people enjoy sex, and that you would, probably,
too.”
He
looked a bit sheepish, and he had ceased to caress Sasuke. Sasuke
took his hand and led it to his heart.
“Sure
I do”, he said. “Why shouldn't I?”
He
felt annoyed that Naruto had discussed his sexuality with a third
person.
“I
was afraid that you would end up in a stranger's bed”, Naruto
continued. “I had nightmares about it.”
Sasuke
thought about it: In the long run he probably would have fallen in
love with someone else if Naruto had not changed his mind about being
straight.
“And
you would not have minded if I had married Sakura?”
“Sakura's
not a stranger”, Naruto answered. “And besides, she's a
woman. She would not have molested you.”
“She
did it all the time. You're much better.” He moved Naruto's
hand all over his body, and with his other hand he caressed Naruto's
cheeks.
“So
you like it”, Naruto said, reaching out for him with his free
hand too.
“I
do: With you I like it.”
“So
I won't have to improve my technique?”
Again
Sasuke wondered.
“The
guy from Earth Country told me I would have to improve my technique
if you didn't like sex”, Naruto explained.
“You
did not have any technique until yesterday”, Sasuke replied,
carefully embracing Naruto. Skin touched skin now, and they felt each
other's heartbeat. They kissed and Naruto's hands moved down to
Sasuke's flanks and hips, teasing and arousing him. Sasuke really
liked it, even though it was also a bit scary, Naruto's hands so near
to the most intimate parts of his body. Gently Naruto made him lie
down, kissing his Adam's apple, then the spot where his shoulders and
the neck met, then Sasuke's nipples, his free hand (the one he didn't
need to support himself) caressing Sasuke's thighs.
“I
still have to show you my technique”, he said.
“Don't
try”, Sasuke answered. “I know you don't have any.
Technique has never been your strong point.”
Naruto
looked hurt, and Sasuke knew he had to reassure him. “Just
follow your heart”, he said, and Naruto smiled again –
each of his feelings immediately showed in his face, Sasuke thought,
and this was one of the things he loved about him. He felt warm and
tender, and finally he gave himself to Naruto, allowing himself to
enjoy his caresses, learning that being touched, while it had never
been part of his fantasies, was far more arousing than touching. He
moved Naruto's hand to his genitals, which by now craved for the
contact. He stopped now thinking at all, he only felt how Naruto
played with them, he got more and more aroused, and then he laid
Naruto's hand around his cock and showed him the pace he wanted him
to move at. He came after a short time.
He
caught his breath and Naruto kissed his cheek.
“Let's
have breakfast”, Naruto said.
A/N:
Kaliu6-san:
I admit that I feel a bit embarrassed about how long this story has
become, and I think about editing and shortening the story when I
have finished it. I will then reread it and decide whether it really
took them too long to fall in love. At least I tried to see that they
got closer step by step.
Thanks
for the compliments about how they did it. I tried to make it
realistic, and they are both beginners, and both insecure, in spite
of being ninja.
Kanazerosukenaru:
Thanks for the compliments for this chapter! Ah, Sakura – she's
a bit foolish around Sasuke, but all in all she's okay, and she will
have to play a vital role in defeating Danzou. You'll get Suigetsu's
and Juugo's and Karin's reactions soon too.
Msusumaki:
Glad that you liked this first step! Yes it was smooth – but if
you are in love, kissing is not that difficult actually, so there was
no reason why it should not have been smooth.
Sneakyfox:
Thanks again for reviewing! Yes, I thought a long time about how I
would actually make them come together, and Sakura's letter as the
last step (though not for Naruto but for Sasuke who finally talks
about his feelings) seemed a good idea to me. And well, Sasuke
leading the way – I hope you are content with how he does it in
the current chapter.
Rahvin68:
Thanks for the review! I think Sasuke's comments on the bottle make
clear what it is. And Sakura is all in all okay, only that she is a
bit irrational when it comes to Sasuke.
Andi-chan:
Thanks again for reviewing! Sakura – I like her, actually, even
though I make her a bit irrational when it comes to Sasuke. But I am
glad that there is at least someone who liked the slow pace of the
romance...
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