How to heal a broken heart | By : LizzyBer24 Category: Naruto > Het - Male/Female Views: 4231 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, nor the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Warning: This chapter also contains some Lemon
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Sunlight woke her up the next day.Hinata slowly opened her eyes and realized she was still in Gaara'sbed, she was still naked and Gaara still laid with some parts of hisbody on top of her. He was a little heavy but not too much to make ituncomfortable for her.
Carefully she shifted her body a little, just to stop her movement right away because his hand had slippeddown in between her thighs at night, grabbing it softly. Hinata'sheart started racing. His hand was so so close to her most intimate spotshe was sure if he was awake he would feel her heat radiating fromthis exact point. One slight movement and his hand would touch her...
A weird feeling crawled up her body atthe thought of him touching her there. Something wet started to buildup in her most sensitive area. What would it feel like? Would shelike it? Who would have thought that the demon of the sand could ever make her feel like this? This... amazing, this relaxed, this aroused...
She looked down at the peaceful,sleeping face of Gaara and a smile appeared on her face. Hisbreathing was calm and steady. He looked so harmless and fragile...
Gently she started to run her fingerthrough his hair again. He groaned in his sleep and moved his body alittle, his crotch pressed against her thigh, his hand... Slightlybrushed her wet spot. Hinata took a deep breath and pressed her eyesshut so she wouldn't moan. This feeling was breathtaking,overwhelming, sensational. He had just slightly touched her and herbody already trembled with... Passion she guessed.
A soft knock on the door made her jump.
"Gaara? Are you there? Are youawake?" a female voice, familiar to Hinata, rang to her.
Shortly after the door opened andTemari stepped inside but stopped immediately when she noticed nakedHinata holding her little brother in her arms. The blanket justcovered the lower half of her body.
Hinata's eyes were wide open, just asher mouth as she tried to say anything, a deep blush on her cheeks.
Gaara shifted again, groaned inannoyance and opened his eyes slowly.
"I-I guess I'll c-come back later!"Temari stuttered embarrassed of the situation she was in right now.
Turning around on her heels in amechanical movement she opened the door and left his room again.
Slowly Gaara seemed to realize what hadhappened, he raised his head from Hinata's chest, finding her eyeswith his tired ones and eyed her up and down. Hinata didn'tdare to move. She just stared at him speechless and shocked.
His eyes widened when he saw her nakedbody in full light right in front of him and he pushed himself awayfrom her, a small blush on his face.
"Wh-what...?" Gaara seemed lost forwords.
"I-I'm sorry!" Hinatapulled the blanket over her and sat up.
"I d-didn't want to scare you. I'm going to leave now!" she grabbed her white Kimono and tied itaround her body.
"Again I'm sorry. I hope you sleptwell... G-Gaara-sama..." Hinata bowed, went to the door and leftthe stunned, shocked and embarrassed Gaara behind.
As she closed the door of her roombehind her, she sighed deeply. Had he forgotten that he had asked herto stay? Had he just been surprised to see her waking up? Or... didhe just feel embarrassed because Temari had caught them?
Her head spun around and made her feeldizzy. The last night had been exhausting. So many different feelingshad rushed through her body.
Fear, Lust, passion, sadness andsomething else, something warm, but Hinata hadn't figured out whatit was.
The Hyuga decided to take a bath tohelp her relax.
She put some herbal oil into the water,laid her Kimono aside and slowly slipped into the hot water.
A deep sigh escaped her lips at thecomfortable heat that surrounded her and she closed her eyes.
This heat felt familiar, like the oneshe had felt last night or just a few moments ago. Hinata wasn't surewhy her body had responded so drastically to Gaara's presence. Agentle smile grew in her face when she thought about the handsome mancrying at her shoulder.
Maybe she could help him after all...maybe she could show him that there was no need to be cruel and cold.Yesterday night made her realize that Gaara just needed someone whogave him the love his father had never show him. Just like Kankurohad said... deep inside there was a lonely, sad boy who just wantedto be loved instead of feared.
Hinata's courage rose intensively asshe thought about being able to help Gaara finally feel happy andloved and needed... She decided to visit him again after her bath ifhe was still there.
Gaara's POV
The moment Hinata had entered his roomthe night before he had felt his heart racing, his hands had gottensweaty, his breathing more difficult.
He remembered the tiny fragile girlthat had almost died due to her cousin's brutality.
Something about her had always made himcurious. Maybe it had been her eyes, maybe her innocence... or maybeher pure, unbreakable mind that hated violence. The complete oppositeof him at this moment.
Mechanically he had rose his hands tountie her Kimono, he was sure his face was a deep red. Butfortunately the candles hid it well. He wasn't sure what to thinkabout this strange situation. He had never thought about gettingmarried, having kids, creating a family. It had needed years for himto finally and fully understand that he could trust other people.First Naruto, then his siblings and slowly he tried to even trustother people. It had been a really difficult trip but in the end hewas glad he had let them into his heart and mind. Hinata though was adifferent kind of person. She was kind, gentle and caring witheveryone she met. Despite their past and being. Naruto had told himabout her. She had saved Naruto's life more than once. They wereclose friends and the blond admired the young Hyuga. Letting peopleinto his life was hard, letting them touch him was a whole otherstory. Kankuro once tried to hug him to comfort his little brotherand Gaara had been so surprised and overwhelmed that he had hit Kankuro in the face. Although nowGaara was comfortable with body contact. But only with certainpeople.
Gaara didn't know if he would masterthis new scary task. He had to explore a female's body. He had nevertouched or even looked at a naked one before. This kind of sensationwas totally new to him. He was scared he might hurt her...
And the moment he had slipped herKimono off of her body, his mind had gotten crazy. The dark side that was still inside him had awaken at the sight of her. It had taken everything he had to control the bloodthirsty chakra that had tried to burst out of his body at this moment. Maybe Shukaku wasn't there anymore, still... there was some of Shukaku left in him. His Father didn't know that his son wasn't the demon container anymore. Only Naruto, Kankuro and Temari did. Gaara still had difficulties to control this side of him. It would remain a part of him forever, he was sure about it. It wasn't as hard to control as Shukaku and Gaara wasn't as unpredictable as he had been in the past. But really emotional situations like this awoke the dark chakra inside.
As he had watched her he could feel his blood boiling. The pale beautiesskin had glistened in the light of the candles. Te lingerie she hadworn flattered her beautifully shaped body perfectly. Hinata hadcurves, not too much, not too little. Her full breasts stared at him,just as her flat but toned stomach, her long legs and her perfect hips... it was a sight he never wanted to miss again. At thisHinata had rose her hands to cover her and he couldn't help butstop her, maybe a little too violent, just so he could keepstaring at her breathtaking, gorgeous body... Hinata seemed sofragile and beautiful...
Her hair had been put up so he couldlook at her neck... the spot he didn't know he wanted to explorereally really bad all of a sudden. He wanted to bite it, to grab her really hard everywhere his hands would reach. He wanted to make her his.
Something inside him had started tofeel hot almost unbearably. Shukaku's left Chakra screamed for him to violently take what is his, to mark her, to take her, to not let her go ever again. But he tried to stay calm, he tried to ignore the violent, aggressive voice inside. It was hard. Really hard to resist, to not let his mind concede the inner voice.
His fingers were shaking as he had laidthem on her skin for the first time. He had never touched somethingso soft and beautiful. His head spun around and he was confused...
As he trailed his hands down her body,he was sure he would lose it anytime. This was too much to handle.But he had to do it. He couldn't stop.
Her skin was perfect. And his dark mind told him to let her body tremble from Passion, to do what he wanted, to taste everything she had to offer. And as he reached her tinyslip he had lost his control and ripped it off if her, making himgroan from pleasure and excitement. Shukaku's chakra had won. This burning feeling insidespread across his whole body. Gaara wanted more, needed more so he pushed her ontohis bed and got over her to capture her under his body.
The next moments went so fast hecouldn't really remember what he had done. Tasting her skin,caressing her nipples and breasts, gently but hungrily kissing herupper body. His mind and body seemed to move and react on his own.Like an animal torturing his prey he towered her, dangerously, almosta hint of jealousy in his mind that someone else had maybe touched orkissed or licked this spot before him. Hinata was his and he neededto have her. Her pleading madehim snap back to reality every time; still he couldn't stop. But thescared look in her eyes hurt him, she shouldn't be scared of him... so he tried to lock the Chakra back up to get his mind clear again. But with him being aroused like this it felt almost impossible to get back. This overwhelming sensation mixed with his daily inner conflicts. He didn't want to hurt her, still he didn't want to stop.
His father had punished and torturedhim and was now commanding to show attention to another personwithout hurting her? Maybe he really was still the monster everyonethought he was. She had been scared, she had wanted him to stop. And the onlything he had done was feeling himself getting even harder at her pleadingvoice... His inner demon fighting against the will of his heart..
He knew he couldn't control it without help and he was sorry. When she had locked eyes with him something had happened. For a moment the good side in him was there again while he felt himself getting lost in her pale eyes. And when Hinata had put his head down to her chest and told him she was sorry, she had defeated Shukaku.
And he understood. Gaara instantly knew whyNaruto admired her. The red haired man had hurt her and scared her,still, without using her Byakugan, she could see through your eyesinto your soul... And although she had been his victim she managed tofeel enough empathy for him to comfort him, to tell him SHE wassorry!
Hinata Hyuga had managed to make Sabaku no Gaaracry, due to her kindness, her love and attention she had giving him.For over six years he hadn't cried. He had suppressed his feelingsand had locked them deep inside. But because of Hinata Gaara hadfinally felt safe and comfortable enough to let his true feelingsout...
He wasn't a monster... He was just a lonely, fragile boy who wanted nothing more than to be loved...
Hinata had made him feel loved. And he was sure... he would never deserve her. He was a mess, unpredictable. She was pure and caring. And he needed to do everything to safe her.
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That was chapter 5 :) I hope you liked it!
Did you like getting a hint of Gaara's thoughts here?
Next chapter will be up soon :3 Get Ready for some Drama :D
Love you all and thank you for reading and Rating *-*
(I'm sorry if I did any contentual or grammar mistakes. When I'm starting to write I just go on otherwise I won't get through with my thoughts on the chapter x])
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