Frustrated | By : Hushnet Category: Naruto AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 998 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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~chika~chika~chika~ Hidan's POV 'I can't believe this shit thinks he's leaving me. Are we in the fucking Twilight Zone? No one leaves ME.' I stand fuming as I watch Deidara pack his things. A failed attempt at jumping him while on the phone with Itachi had sent him into a complete PMSing rage. And now here we were… "And where the fuck do you think you'll go? The only people you fucking have in this city are me, Itachi, and apparently that shit-eater Kisame." Deidara simply shrugs my question off, making my blood boil. Never before has he been so childish and defiant. "I can find a place on my own un." My blonde is so brave to say such things to me. With his final bag packed, Deidara stares directly at me and motions for me to get out of the way. "For fucksake Deidara you can't stand being alone for an hour, and you think you're going to live alone?" I laugh out loud at the thought. Deidara would be crawling back to me within days of being on his own. But I don't want him to be alone; I want him to be here with me. "Look un, you just need to leave me alone. Your pride is being injured un; and you can't handle it." Growling I push off from the doorframe I was leaning against and grab his face in both hands. He tries to appear unfazed but I watch fear dance behind his blue eyes. "Just talk to me Deidara, that's all I'm fucking asking here." Those azure eyes stare unblinkingly at me. I continue to stare at Deidara even as the front door opens and closes behind me. Itachi has finally decided to join us. "Itachi, come the fuck over here and talk some fucking sense in to this whore." I watch Deidara bit his bottom lip roughly to keep it from quivering at the insult. Itachi sighs and drops a heavy bag next to our shoes. My blonde throws his own packed things back onto the bed and crosses his arms. "What do you want me to fucking do Hidan un? I've tried everything with you, put up with your shit. You're just too fucking insensitive and I need something more un." I turn to look at Itachi and roll my eyes. "Maybe if he wasn't such a fucking GIRL this wouldn't be a problem, ne Itachi?" The raven stands at the end of the hall, not really helping the situation. "And who are you calling a whore Hidan? We're living in an apartment for half-price because you fucked the building manager before we moved in un!" I smirk and remember what she was like… cute young brunette with tits like you wouldn't believe. Man she could ride… "Also, you get every second day off work because when you do go to work un, you spend your time pleasing Kakuzu." That was a complete assumption on his part. "I do not! That fucking asshole gives me every fucking other day off because he's too fucking cheap to pay me properly. Which is where the apartment being half-fucking-price is a good thing!" Deidara shrugs and shoves his hands into his jean pockets. I throw my hands up and storm down the hall towards Itachi. "Talk some fucking sense into this bitch, please! I can't fucking stand it anymore!" I push past Itachi and head to the kitchen, praying to Jashin that there is still alcohol in the apartment. ~chika~chika~chika~ Itachi's POV Staring at the floor for a second after Hidan passes me; I chance a glance at the young blonde to see him wipe a single tear from his face. Hidan yells from the kitchen, something about never having enough alcohol in the apartment. "Itachi I'm fucking going out for some booze, fix him by the time I get my shit and come back." Hidan glares at Deidara and promptly slams the door. "That doesn't seem like the logical reaction of someone that wants you to stay." I don't know what to do with Deidara; I'm certainly not going to convince him to stay in this situation. I fucked his boyfriend last night, what right do I have to say anything to him? "I-Itachi…un." Deidara surprises me by rushing over to wrap his arms around me. He sobs into my chest and I lift my hands, not really knowing what to do. "It's okay Deidara… He's just being Hidan." Deidara mutters something into my chest, so I push him away slightly just so I can hear him. "That's just it! It's never 'I had a bad day and am going to be an ass un.' It's 'I'm an ass, deal'." I pull my arms out of the embrace so I can hold Deidara's head against my chest. Deidara is probably one of the only people to ever be hugged by me. "If you want to leave you need to do it now. He won't let you leave when he comes back, and you know what happens when he drinks." Deidara sniffles and rubs his forehead against my shirt. I'm trying to calculate in my head the amount of time Deidara has before Hidan gets back from the liquor store. "I'm not mad at you un." I stiffen and glance down at the blonde head. 'Why wouldn't he be angry with me…?' "I thought about it after I got back, I trust you with Hidan un. I know that you wouldn't run off with him, even if you are fucking him un." Deidara pulls away and rubs his face with his sleeve. I release him and step back a little, figuring he has about seven and a half minutes before Hidan will be back. "I'm glad you trust me, but that makes one of us. You need to leave right now if you're going to do it." Deidara sighs and turns to his bags. "I'm staying un." This kid is just asking for trouble of all sorts and shapes. "You can't fix him Deidara; he's not going to change, for you or anyone else." Deidara begins unpacking his bags, and I'm starting to get antsy. "I don't want him too, I love him the way he is, I just need to stop thinking about it like he should be more like you un." I'm taken aback and speechless. Not only do I not understand what he's talking about, but if Hidan heard that he would probably shit his pants and kill someone. "Deidara, what does that mean?" The blonde shoved more shirts into a drawer and slams it shut, obviously starting to get annoyed. "I… just don't want to explain it un. I'm confused, I just want to sleep. I want last night to not have happened un. And I want you to go home to Kisame." I clench my teeth and motion to the bag I'd left in the front doorway. "At the moment I can't go back. He doesn't want me there right now." Deidara stops and stares at the bed. I can see him trying to figure out what is going on. I don't know if Kisame's change has anything to do with Deidara, or is solely based on the fact that he knows I slept with Hidan last night. I take my phone out of my back pocket and glance at the time, three minutes… "Then you're expecting to stay here un…" "If I'm allowed." Deidara huffs at the 'allowed' bit. "Why us un?" "Because I trust you and Hidan." I move towards the bed and open the second bag, intending to help him unpack, if that's his wish. Deidara stands still and glances at the front door down the hall. He's weighing the odds in his head of what will happen if he stays. Or if he will be able to stand it. "I'll show Hidan that I can handle this relationship. But I need him to make sacrifices too un." Throwing the bags back into the closet, Deidara sits on the bed and has a dead look on his face. I know everything is telling him not stay right now. This is getting ridicules. "Itachi weren't you supposed to work today un?" I smile and walk away from Deidara, towards the kitchen. "I called in sick on my way from your apartment this morning. Figured this is just one of those days." "Won't Pein be mad un?" I shrug, like I give a damn what that old fuck likes and doesn't like. "No, he only needs one person on the day shift at the club. There's only so many people that come to get drunk at one in the afternoon." The front door clicks and Hidan strides through with two cases of beer. Surprisingly neither has been opened. "Mother-fucking cunt at the store didn't believe I was over twenty one. Like what the fuck. Fucking twenty eight years old and still need ID, mother-fucker." Hidan completely ignored Deidara walking towards him as he threw the cases on the counter beside me and tore one open. ~chika~chika~chika~ Deidara's POV I don't really even know what to say to him… I don't want to stay like this, and there's no guarantee that he'll be able to change. But I have to try once more... "Hidan-sama un…" Hidan takes a swig of his beer and grins. "I see we've come to some sense now." He's still not looking at me, he doesn't think that there's a problem anymore. "I'm not staying if you can't change un." Choking a little on his beer, Hidan continues to avoid my eyes and glares at Itachi, who is now grabbing a beer for himself. "I told you to fucking fix him!" Itachi laughed and leaned against the counter. "There's nothing for me to fix Hidan, this is all you." Hidan growled and finally looked me in the face. I wasn't going to explain to him my wants in a detached way, he wouldn't understand it if I simply stood here and yelled at him. So I go to him and glance up, letting one hand rest on his chest. Hidan watches me unblinkingly, probably wondering what I'm doing. He's starting to get that 'look' on his face, meaning I'd better talk quick. "Hidan-sama, you know I love you and…" I run both hands slowly up and down his chest; he's beginning to smirk evilly. "…everything you do for me un. All I'm asking is that you listen to me once in a while. I don't care what else you do; I just want five minutes where you'll hear me." I'm watching him closely, making sure he's hearing what I'm saying and not going off into his own little sick world. He seems to understand what I'm saying, so far. "Deidara, just stay. I know how I fucking act, it's disgusting sometimes. But I love you, and I couldn't stand you being with anyone else." Hidan slides his beer onto the counter and grabs a hold of me tightly. Crashing our lips together he pushes me into the fridge and feels every inch of my mouth with his tongue. I almost forget Itachi standing behind Hidan, if I hadn't seen him attempting to make a quick escape to the door. Hidan bites the tip of my tongue and my eyes flutter shut. Just when I think things couldn't get weirder, Hidan grabs the back of Itachi's shirt and pulls him back into the kitchen. "Just where do you think you're running off to?" ~chika~chika~chika~
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