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What it Takes to Love Someone	By : stephfarrow94 Category: Naruto AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1984 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, nor the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Chapter List
- 1-What it Takes to Love Someone
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- 7-7
- 8-8
- 9-9
- 10-10
- 11-11
- 12-12
- 13-13
- 14-14
- 15-15
- 16-16
- 17-17
- 18-17
- 19-19
- 20-20
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The next night was hell for Deidara. He had finally gotten Tobi fed and dressed in total silence as the Uchiha tried to pretend that Deidara wasn’t there. When Deidara had finally gone to bed, he could hear Sasuke and Naruto in the bedroom next to his, doing something sexual.
Frustrated, Deidara had wrapped the pillow over his ears, but it didn’t stop the noises completely. And then, when they had finally stopped and fallen asleep, Kisame and Itachi had begun talking.
"For fuck's sake..." Deidara growled, wanting nothing more than to sleep. He had had a very busy day today and it had left him exhausted.
By twelve o'clock -- when Deidara finally did drift off -- he was woken up by Itachi's alarm going off at two-thirty. He wanted to scream out in anger and frustration, but after hearing Kisame leaving for work, Itachi had begun to cry just seconds after the car had left the driveway.
Deidara's mood softened a little. Poor Itachi... Was he really suffering enough to just want to cry at night when no one was around? Deidara shook his head. Well, the least he could do was spare Itachi the effort of getting out of bed to check on Tobi.
Deidara got up and out of bed. He walked softly to Itachi’s room. He knocked on the door softly. "Itachi? …Un."
It took several seconds before Itachi answered. "What is it…?"
"Don’t worry about checking on Tobi tonight, okay? I'll do it for you, hmm."
"Oh.. okay... thank you, Dei."
"It's alright."
Deidara knew that Itachi would begin to cry again as soon as he had left, but Tobi was more important right now. Itachi could take care of himself, but poor Tobi couldn’t, and if he had fallen off the bed or hit his head on something Tobi would have to be taken to the hospital... if he had even survived the impact.
Opening the door quietly to Tobi's bedroom, Deidara stepped in. Tobi seemed to be fast asleep, lying on his side and facing the wall. The blankets had slipped off of his bed and lay in a tangled heap on the floor.
Deidara shook his head. He quietly walked closer to the bed, leaning down and untangling the blankets as best as he could quietly before placing them back over Tobi. Tobi was only a small boy despite his age and he was very skinny. He would get cold very easily and getting sick would be the worst thing right now. Deidara sat, watching Tobi.
Tobi was peaceful -- his face calm and serene -- only with a hint of pain on it for once. Deidara understood now why Itachi would check on Tobi so many times a night -- seeing Tobi so relaxed and not in so much pain must have made him feel so much better about things.
Deidara smiled softly, leaning down and placing a tiny kiss on Tobi's cheek gently. "Get better soon, Tobi-kun..."
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Deidara woke the next morning feeling a little bit better than he had in a while. Itachi was still in bed while Naruto and Sasuke were sitting at the kitchen table eating quietly. Deidara grinned at them as he sat beside them.
"Does Itachi know you two are fucking already?" Deidara smirked.
Sasuke and Naruto blushed. "No..."
Deidara poked his tongue out at them. "Then I should tell him, right?"
Sasuke blushed even darker and Naruto looked away. "Umm... no... Aniki will be very angry."
"Itachi? Angry? No way! He doesn’t know how to get angry, that guy. He's always so calm and collected. By the way -- did you know your brother cries at night, Sasuke-kun? …Un.”
Sasuke shook his head. "No... Is he alright?"
"I don’t know. Maybe you should ask him yourself. I'll go and see if Tobi's awake by now."
Sasuke nodded at Deidara, his thoughts on Itachi. He almost didn’t notice Naruto poking him.
"What, loser?" Sasuke smirked.
"Teme... I said I have to go now. I'll see you tomorrow, okay?"
Sasuke smiled and kissed Naruto softly. "No school means much more time together, right? See you... loser."
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Tobi was not happy when Deidara had arrived in his room that morning. He had tears in his eye, and he was chewing on his bottom lip. He glared at Deidara when the older boy sat down on the bed beside him.
“What’s wrong, Tobi?” Deidara asked, wiping a tear away from Tobi’s face.
Tobi sniffed. He wasn’t too sure whether he should talk to Deidara or not, but he soon decided that there wasn’t too much harm in it.
“…Tobi…” The younger boy begun. “…Tobi…. Just can’t… Tobi doesn’t like being like this… Tobi doesn’t remember anything… about the accident, and… Tobi doesn’t remember Senpai… I-itachi-kun tells Tobi lots about Senpai, but… Tobi doesn’t remember… All Tobi remembers… is that Senpai caused Tobi’s accident…”
Deidara gasped, bringing a hand to his mouth. “T-tobi, I…”
Deidara could not finish what he was saying – he had to run to the bathroom so he could throw up.
Someone knocked on the bathroom door as Deidara was throwing up. The blond glanced behind him to see that Itachi was entering the bathroom.
“What’s wrong, Dei?” Itachi asked, stepping closer. “Are you ill?”
Deidara shook his head, sobbing. “N-no! Tobi s-says that… it was my fault…!”
Itachi sighed. “Deidara… Look, you know that it is your fault. If you weren’t so cruel to Tobi, he wouldn’t have left the house. But you were. You could blame yourself for this for the rest of your life and get nowhere, wallowing in self-pity, or you could try and fix the results of your error. You could see this as an obstacle in life and try and get past it, helping Tobi along with you. Things could have been a lot worse, Deidara. Tobi was supposed to have been dead. But he’s not. We’re so lucky, Deidara…”
Deidara lowered his gaze. Itachi was extremely sensitive about Tobi these days, but he couldn’t blame the poor male.
Itachi should have screamed and cried about how Deidara had almost killed Tobi – but he hadn’t. He had done nothing but try and keep things normal and didn’t hold anything against Deidara. All he had done was try and help Deidara.
Deidara closed his eyes. He was acting so selfish… Was this his purpose in life? To help someone who couldn’t help themselves anymore? Well... He had tried to help his mother, but she had died. What if Tobi died, too?
Deidara didn’t think that he could handle another death. But...Tobi was not enjoying his life right now – was that the same as being dead? Yes, he was breathing, but that didn’t matter -- Tobi was probably wishing that he was dead right now.
Deidara nodded. Itachi had given him two choices and no matter what would befall him in the future because of his decision, he was picking the second option -- moving on.
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