Can Trust Be Repaired, Aniki? | By : stephfarrow94 Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 2847 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Izuna blinked as he awoke from his slumber that same morning. The last thing that he could remember was having cried himself to sleep in Tobirama’s car, so where was he now? He didn’t recognise this room, so he wasn’t at his home…
Izuna flinched and tensed as he heard something shift on the bed right beside him. He looked over to find his brother sleeping beside him, concern etched onto his face, even in his deep – and obviously restless -- sleep.
Izuna gulped. Why was Madara here? No… The better question was – why was Izuna here in this room and on the same with as Madara?
Without waking his brother, Izuna slipped out of the bed and crept quietly to the door. He opened it and slipped out into the hallway in an attempt to find out where he was and plan his next course of action from there.
Looking around, Izuna recognised the hallway as the one belonging to the Senju Residence by the photos hanging on the walls – that room that he had just been in must have been Hashirama’s, seeing as he had never entered the older Senju’s bedroom before.
Izuna walked quietly down to where he knew the living room was. He hoped that he could find one of the Senju brothers there to explain what was going on. His hopes were answered as he walked through the archway and found the older Senju, Hashirama, sitting on the couch watching TV.
“Hashi-san?” Izuna called in a soft voice, coming to sit down beside Hashirama.
Hashirama looked over at Izuna and smiled. “Yes, Izuna-kun? I see that you’ve awoken. Anything that I could help you with?”
Izuna nodded timidly and played with his fingers. He looked away from the Senju as sadness crossed his features. “…Where is Tobi? Why was I sleeping with… with my nii-san?”
Hashirama frowned before reaching out and taking Izuna’s hand gently. “Izuna-kun, you must understand that your brother loves you very much. He was terrified when I had told him that there was something wrong with you. …He cried… He insisted that he take care of you…”
“…” Izuna looked down at his feet. To him, it didn’t matter that Madara had been scared for the younger – look at what Madara had done! How was fearing for Izuna supposed to justify having raped him! “…”
Hashirama squeezed Izuna’s hand gently, grabbing the younger’s attention. “Tobi will be home shortly – he has gone to speak with your parents. Madara missed you so much. He thought that it was better for him to stay away from you in case he hurt you again… When he had told me that, he was in tears, Izuna… The same Madara that comes to me after being raped by his father and doesn’t shed a single tear. Please understand how hard this must be for him…”
Izuna nodded reluctantly and cuddled in close to Hashirama. He knew that the Senju didn’t mind physical contact at all and would only comfort him until Tobirama returned home. The older male did as Izuna knew that he would and hugged him, moving back so that he was lying on the black couch. He allowed Izuna to lay on him and cry into his chest.
-XX-
When Tobirama returned home, he was furious. His jaw was clenched tightly and he glared at everything that he passed as if it had done some great wrong to him. Izuna’s parents had just kicked the Uchiha out of the house. He knew that Izuna had nowhere else to go, but he wasn’t sure if the boy would stay with them because Madara would be there, too. It was no secret that Izuna resented his brother at the moment.
“Nii-san!” Tobirama called as he walked through the hallways. “Nii-san, I need to talk to you!”
Tobirama stopped walking as he heard his brother’s footsteps from the living room. He frowned as he surveyed Hashirama – how would the older Senju take his news?
“Aniki…” Tobirama begun, trying to calm himself down before he yelled at the brown-haired male. “…Izuna’s parents have kicked Izuna out of the house and there’s nowhere else for him to go. I think that we should talk to him and see if he wants to stay with us, but I doubt that he would…”
Hashirama smiled sadly. “Tobi, Izuna-kun has already begged me to allow him to stay here…”
“What did you say?” Tobirama couldn’t help but speak in a pleading tone. He knew that he was stupid for thinking that his brother would ever turn Izuna away, but he couldn’t fight the slight fear off – he loved Izuna and didn’t want him to end up on the streets.
“Of course I said yes.” Hashirama smiled. “Do you honestly think that I would ever say no to him?”
Tobirama frowned before smiling back and shaking his head. “Of course you wouldn’t. You wouldn’t turn anyone down looking for a place to stay.”
“Izuna is in the living room. He’s still a little upset so I told him that you’d spend time with him once you returned home.”
Tobirama nodded. He hugged is brother before entering the living room and finding Izuna laying on the couch with a face that had been stained with tears.
-XX-
Meanwhile, back in Hashirama’s bed, Madara had just woken up. He was hurt to see that Izuna was gone. He hadn’t expected Izuna to stay with him, but still… It hurt to know that his brother didn’t want to be near him.
Madara climbed out of the bed and dragged his feet to the bedroom door. He hoped to find Hashirama and shed a few tears to him – he was hurting inside more than ever.
Madara walked slowly down the hallway, heading to the kitchen. He stopped just past the living room door when he heard Izuna’s sobs sounding from within the room. He turned and peeked through the door. His heart was breaking at his brother’s pain – he loved Izuna so much, but he didn’t think that he could do anything for the younger.
“Your brother needs you.”
Madara jumped as Hashirama spoke from behind him.
“It doesn’t matter what you did to him – you need to take every opportunity to prove that you still love Izuna and are truly sorry for what had happened. Izuna won’t believe you otherwise, and his hate for you will only grow.”
Madara looked back at his boyfriend. He wiped the tears that were spilling down his pale cheeks and nodded. Hashirama was right – if he just sat there waiting for Izuna to come to him, he would never make things up to Izuna.
Madara stood on his tip-toes and kissed the corner of Hashirama’s lips before hugging the older male tight. He walked slowly to the living room, anxious about seeing Izuna. He was clenching and unclenching his fists as he bit his lip.
Madara cleared his throat as he stopped just in front of Izuna and Tobirama on the large couch. Tobirama glared at him, clutching Izuna tighter. “…Otouto…”
Izuna gasped and whimpered at his brother’s voice and hid closer to Tobirama. “…”
“Otouto…” Madara knelt down by the couch and took Izuna’s hand gently. “…I’m… I’m so sor--!”
“No, you’re not!” Izuna screamed, ripping his hand out of Madara’s grip. He ignored the sob of pain that Madara let lose. “I hate you! It’s all your fault! All your fault!”
“Otouto…” Madara’s voice trembled as he tried not to break in front of Izuna – Izuna’s happiness and wellbeing was so much more important than his own. “…I know… I know that it’s my fault, Izuna – I-I did something terrible to you and… even though you had told me to stop so many times, I… just hurt you more… You have every right to hate me, otouto, but please… believe that I am sorry…”
“I don’t care!” Izuna sobbed harder. “Y-you hurt me, aniki! I hate you! Like you said – I had told you to stop, but you wouldn’t! It’s all your fault! I hate you! I hate you! You’re not my brother!”
“Otouto…” Madara gripped his chest, feeling himself succumbing to the agony of Izuna’s words.
“Don’t call me that!” Izuna shrieked. “I’m not your otouto anymore!”
Madara felt his whole world collapse at these words. With a heartbroken whimper, he got to his feet and felt from the room. He locked himself in Hashirama’s bedroom before throwing himself onto the silky red covers and crying into the pillows. Izuna was right – this was his fault. Every single thing since that night…
Was his fault.
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