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All I Ever Wanted	By : LolliPopLuvr2020 Category: Naruto > Het - Male/Female Views: 1008 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or any of the characters therein, nor do I make any money off of these stories. However I do own Serenity, Keiko, Daisuke, and Sayuri.

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All I Ever Wanted
I had to re-register under another name because I got locked out of my old account. I am formerly known as Just_Lovely.
A big shout-out to my lovely beta Prism0467! It�s all thanks to you I am able to post my work!
Disclaimer: Naruto and all characters associated belong to Masashi Kishimoto. I make no money off of them or my works. My characters are Serenity, Sayuri, Keiko, and Daisuke.
Summary: Shino and Serenity had been in each other�s lives since they were children, only Shino had loved her from the very start. But one night, one fight, and one mission later, he finally gets everything he always wanted.
Chapter 5: Words Unspoken
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Serenity awoke that morning feeling sick to her stomach. Not from the alcohol, but from the way she had treated Shino. Really, she knew she had no right to yell at him. All he was doing was making sure she was okay. �I really shouldn�t drink�� she thought to herself with a chuckle. She looked over her shoulder at the clock. �6 o�clock� damn� I�m up early!!� she thought to herself.
Sayuri stirred beside her, and Serenity watched her wake. From the cute little sounds she made, to the squished face she made as the first rays of morning sunlight hit her eyes.
Serenity gave a small giggle. �That�s my girl� hates the morning just like her mother�� Serenity thought as she ran a hand through Sayuri�s soft brown hair, �with hair just like her father�s��
Sayuri blinked and rubbed her eyes, looking around blearily until her eyes fell on her mother�s form lying next to her. �Mama!� she squealed excitedly as she jumped up and hugged Serenity with the suddenly wide-awake energy that came with being a two-year-old. �Mama have fun?� Sayuri asked as she looked up at her mother.
�I did! I had lots of fun, baby. But I have to get ready for my mission today. So I can�t stay long, �kay? Now get up�, Serenity said as she patted Sayuri on the back before sliding out of the bed.
�Mama-aa� I sweepy�� Sayuri said, already snuggling back under the covers.
Serenity giggled again as she tucked Sayuri in. �Okay baby, go on back to sleep, but I�m gonna wake you up again in a little while to say goodbye, okay?�
�Okay mama.� Sayuri mumbled, already half-asleep. �Love you.�
�I love you too, baby�, Serenity said as she kissed Sayuri�s cheek. As she walked out the door and down the hall, she ran into her sister coming out of her own bedroom dressed in a pink silk housecoat.
�Well good morning, Frankenstein!� Rin said with a giggle.
�Piss off, bitch�, Serenity said as they hugged.
Rin was Serenity�s older sister. They were five years apart; however anyone who didn�t know them would swear they were twins. They were both built the same; tall, with too-big curves, and naturally blonde hair. They were the same height, 5� 9�, and their faces were nearly identical in detail; their eyes, various facial piercings and tattoos were the only factors that separated one from the other.
Rin�s eyes were a powdery baby-blue, like their mother�s. Serenity had inherited her father�s eyes, a lovely green-hazel. Rin had a Monroe piercing on the left side of her upper lip and a lip ring on the bottom lip on the right, whereas Serenity had Snakebite piercings on her bottom lip; they both had their nose and tongue pierced. Rin�s hair fell to just around her shoulders, and was layered and cut to frame her face with even bangs; Serenity�s hair fell to the small of her back in long layers with bangs that were almost always styled to one side of her face.
�You gonna tell me what happened last night?� Rin asked as they made their way down the steps into the kitchen. The sisters were the best of friends.
�I found out Shino can tango�, Serenity said as she took a seat on one of the stools in front of the breakfast bar.
�Really? Huh, I never pegged him for the type. Is he any good?� Rin said as she took a bottle of soda out of the fridge and a glass out of the cabinet beside it. �Thirsty?� She offered.
�Yes, thank you. And oh my god� he is an AMAZING dancer!� Serenity gushed as Rin handed her a glass of soda.
�Well if he was so good, then why were you crying last night?� Rin asked as she fixed herself some coffee. Only her sister would drink soda in the morning.
�Keiko�, Serenity said with as much venom as she could. She didn�t need to say more than that. Rin knew just how easily Keiko could rile Serenity up. She had been on the receiving end of every single rant about Keiko from Serenity at one time or another.
�Ah! That bitch� and you beat the hell out of her, didn�t you?� Rin laughed at Serenity�s shocked look.
�How did you know?� Serenity asked as she took a sip of her drink.
�Well, have you looked in a mirror? Damn girl, you got a bruise on your cheek and your dress is ripped. That must have been one hell of a catfight!� Rin said. �And I was gonna borrow that dress too.� She said as an afterthought with a pout on her face.
�Bitch, please. You�ve got just as much nice stuff as I have, you don�t need my dresses�, Serenity said as she took another sip. �Besides, I�m mad at you.�
�What? Why?� Rin asked. It was Rin�s turn to be surprised.
�Cause you fucked while I was here!� Serenity said with a laugh as her sister tried to mask the smug look that crossed her face.
�You can�t prove that!� Rin said as she straightened her housecoat and rubbed her nose.
�Then what the hell is that hickey doing on your neck? It�s like a damn neon sign, saying �Ha ha, bitch! I got laid and you didn�t!�� She paused for a moment when she noticed her sister�s housecoat slip down one shoulder, revealing the ribbon and lace getup of a new set of underwear. ��And you�re wearing a new set of underwear. Where did you get that? That�s cute!! Let me see.� Serenity said.
�I got it from �La Roux�. It�s their newest campaign. Do you like it?� Rin said as she took off her robe and did a slow turn with a pose for Serenity. Rin was wearing a blue and pink matched set; the top was a pushup, pink silk with blue ribbons at the straps and blue lace on the edges and band. The underwear was pink as well, with blue lace lining, and blue silk straps that tied at the side. The blue matched perfectly with Rin�s baby blue eyes, while Rin�s dyed-black hair and tan skin set off the pink.
�Hell yea! They got that in red?� Serenity said as Rin fixed her housecoat.
�Damn, breakfast and a show!� Rin�s husband, Seiji, said as he walked into the kitchen. �I wish I could wake up every day to breakfast like this.� He stopped in front of Rin, blocking her in with her back to the stove. �Only thing that would make it better is if I had breakfast in bed!� he said as he leaned down to kiss her.
�Oi! Didn�t you get enough of her last night?� Serenity said as she downed the rest of her drink. The two lovebirds broke apart with guilty looks in their eyes. �Do you have to parade around the fact that you can get laid whenever you want?� She mocked.
�Well, not whenever I want�� Seiji said as he took a carton of milk from the fridge. He took a gulp and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand.
�Bullshit! I�m the one who gets turned down all the time!� Rin said in a teasing manner. �And what the hell did I tell you about doing that with the milk? Use a glass!� They all laughed as Rin popped Seiji teasingly on the shoulder.
Seiji was a handsome man as well. He was tall, the same height as their father, standing at 6�2� with naturally black hair. He was very fit, and built like a quarterback. He had blue eyes, wore glasses, and had one of those brilliant �ten million-watt� smiles. He wore a pair of black sleeping pants and nothing else. He and Rin had dated since they were fourteen, had their daughter Mikayla when they were 16, married when they were 18, and four years ago they gave birth to their son, Jayden. And now, both at 26 years old, had a full house.
Serenity set down her glass and spoke up. �Hey, I got to head out soon to the Hokage tower for my meeting. I�m gonna go say �bye to Sayuri and then I�m headed off. Okay?� She said as she made her way out of the kitchen and back to her daughter�s room, lost in her thoughts.
She had always envied them, her sister and mother, for their luck in finding their soul mate so early on in life. �Why am I the one left with a broken heart and a child with no father?� she thought as she made her way up the stairs. �When will I find someone who cares about me like that?�
Well, she knew who her heart, wanted, and that was Shino. All of the guilt washed over her again as she walked down the hall to Sayuri�s room. She was really stupid for doing what she did. �How can I face him now?� she thought. She had made her peace long ago that she would likely never have Shino�s heart. But she was able to be content with being considered one of his closer friends in life. Even though it hurt her somewhat, she could be happy with friendship. And as soon as she saw him next, she would apologize for yelling at him.
�No doubt the thinks I�m psycho now�� she thought as she leaned on the doorframe of Sayuri�s room. Another pang of longing strangled her heart as she looked at Sayuri as she slept. �Besides, what man would want to help raise another man�s child?� Sayuri was her heart and soul, and the only reminder of a dear friend she once had. It was bad enough that Sayuri would never know her father� but it seemed like she would never know any father figure in her life. �And I would never forgive myself if I let another man hurt her like my grandfather hurt me��
Serenity sighed, and willed the gathering tears in her eyes to disappear as she bent down to kiss Sayuri goodbye. �Sayuri�� Serenity called her name. Sayuri�s eyes fluttered sleepily as she looked up at her mother. �Sayuri, you know mama loves you, right? And that no matter what happens, I�ll always love you?�
�Yes ma�am. I love mama, too.� Sayuri said, already falling back to sleep.
�Good. I�ll see you in a few days, okay? Be a good girl for Auntie Rin, okay?� Serenity kissed Sayuri�s cheek.
�Okay mama.� Sayuri mumbled as Serenity left the room and shut the door behind her.
Serenity bade her sister goodbye as she got her keys and walked out the door. �Please don�t let this turn into a dangerous mission.� She thought to herself as she made her way down the street toward her house. �Now to change clothes, and get over to the Hokage�s office.�
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Shino wandered aimlessly along the busy streets of Konoha, hardly paying attention to the crowds. He had walked this particular route from his apartment to the Hokage�s tower so many times; it was almost second nature to him. He hadn�t slept much the night before because he was so upset about Serenity yelling at him. He had tossed and turned, furiously trying to calm his thoughts.
�I thought we were friends��, �Why was she mad at me?�, �Did I mess up the dance?�; �Did I say something that insulted her?� Shino had lain awake that night with millions of unanswered questions plaguing his thoughts. Tossing and turning, and replaying the entire night in his head. But it was pointless to think too long on their dance; every time he replayed that scene, a sharp pang of longing strangled his heart.
He could picture it now; her skin had felt like silk under his fingertips, just like he had always imagined it would. He remembered the feel of her dress as his hands slid over her hips, and the smell of her skin. Lemongrass, if he correctly placed the smell. The gentle touch of her hands in his hair and on his shoulders, and the way her body fit perfectly against his when she pressed against him.

Shino recalled the flush that spread from her shoulders and over her cheekbones� that perfect pink blush that complimented her so well. And the best part was the way she looked at him from under her lashes; from those few glances he caught during the dance. She was breathless, he remembered, and the utter happiness he saw in her green eyes, how brightly they shined was like a warm bowl of soup to his heart. He hadn�t seen that look on her face in a long time� and sadly, he had hoped that he was the reason for her smile that time.
However, at that moment when he almost kissed her, Keiko had stepped in and messed things up. He had accidentally pushed her away; not in shock, but in an automatic response to being brought back so suddenly from their magical little world on the dance floor. �Maybe that was why she was so mad� maybe she thought I was ashamed to be with her, Keiko sure implied that�and pushing her away when we were supposed to be friends probably didn�t help either�� Now that made sense to Shino. His heart lifted; all he had to do was apologize to her for pushing her away. He just hoped that he had the chance to see her soon. He smiled to himself as he continued on to the Hokage�s office. �Today just got a little bit better!�
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Serenity was standing outside of the Hokage�s office, occasionally switching feet. �I wouldn�t have worn my heels if I�d known that I was going to be waiting.� She was wearing the same heels from last night, but she had changed from her dress into a pair of cropped denim capris and a black silk shirt. The shirt fit tight to her frame, the top half was black lace that hung off her shoulders, and the bottom was black silk. Her hair was down today, she tied a black headband in her hair and the ends hung over her shoulders. She always dressed exceptionally nice when she felt really down emotionally; it made her feel better. As she stood waiting, she steeled herself for the eventual confrontation with Shino.
But little did she know, she would meet up with Shino sooner rather than later.
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Shino climbed the stairs to the Hokage�s office feeling a little queasy to his stomach. He knew he was likely going to run into Serenity; after all, she had an appointment with the Hokage too. Though Shino didn�t know why the Hokage would bring Serenity on a mission. She had been retired for two years from active duty; tactical sense would validate reactivation of her status under threat of war, but as far as Shino knew, there was no threat of war at the present time.
That was a conundrum. �But maybe it is a mission only she is specialized for. She was always first pick for an undercover recon mission�� he thought to himself. �But why reactivate her for a mission if it�s not an important one?� A horrible thought struck Shino then.
�What will happen to Sayuri if Serenity is killed in action?!� Shino stopped dead in his tracks. A feeling like a cold hand strangling his heart swept over him. �What if I never see her again?�
But he forced those thoughts to the back of his mind as quickly as they had come. Surely the Hokage wouldn�t call her for a mission and only reveal the details two days later if it was potentially dangerous. �I�m just getting ahead of myself.� Shino chuckled a little. Only Serenity or Sayuri could make Shino lose his mind. �I have it SO bad for those two�� he said with a mental laugh.
However he also made up his mind to let Serenity know how he felt eventually. He couldn�t bear the thought of never being able to tell her how much he loved her. Whether she accepted or not, he still needed to let her know. �I just hope she will still be a friend after I do.� He took a bracing breath, and continued up the stairs.
�But please, God, let her feel the same�� and that was the most sincere wish he�d ever made.
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Serenity was still standing by the Hokage�s door when Shino walked around the corner. As they locked eyes, a small moment of tension passed between them. Serenity spoke first.
�Shino, I�m so sorry about last night. I had no right to yell at you.� Serenity said as she walked closer to him. �I was extremely emotional; Keiko�s always been the only person who can make me snap like that. You�re not mad at me are you?� She said, as she reached him and looked into his glasses.

Shino saw the fear behind her eyes and let out a breath of relaxation. �How could I be mad at you? I was worried you were mad at me!� he said.
Serenity flushed a little in embarrassment. �Yeah, I don�t doubt you did. But still,� she glanced down at her shoes for a minute, then looked back up at him, �I was wrong to take my anger out on you�Can you forgive me?�
Shino paused for a minute, and then took off his glasses. He took her hand in his, pulled her close to him and looked her in the eyes. �There�s nothing to forgive. I�m just sorry that I couldn�t be there for you��
�Good god, his eyes are gorgeous�� Serenity thought, while her mouth replied �Well, you did try� I just didn�t give you the chance. I�m sorry.� �Put your glasses back on� I�m gonna melt if you keep looking at me like that.� She thought to herself. She both hated and loved when she got to see his eyes. He was most definitely the most handsome man she had ever met.
�That�s okay.� And he smiled. �I�m sorry about pushing you last night after the dance. I didn�t do it because of what Keiko said� she just shocked me when I wasn�t paying attention.�
�You weren�t paying attention?� Serenity was surprised. �Why weren�t you paying attention?�
It was Shino�s turn to look a bit bashful. �You�re a really good dancer�� he said as he looked away. There was a pause, and then they burst out laughing. Both were eternally relieved to clear the air. �I�m sorry.� He said.
�Me too.� Serenity replied. Then she did the unexpected; she hugged him. And he hugged her back as if his life depended on it. Neither wanted to let go, both secretly memorizing every detail about this hug. He relished the feel of her body pressed to his, and she got lost in his scent. A light earthy smell, mixed with the spice of some cologne. �Perfect.� Was the mutual thought that ran through their minds.

When they broke apart, he held her close to him. �Its now or never to tell her�� he thought. �Serenity,� he started. She looked up at him.
�Yes?� she said.
�I�ve been meaning to tell you��
�Shino! Serenity! Get your asses in here!!� Tsunade bellowed from behind her door, effectively killing the mood. �Damnit!! Will I never get a break?� Shino thought as he followed Serenity into the office.
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A/N: And that is Chapter 5! The chapter that refused to be written� hallelujah! I hope you enjoy the plot twist! ^_~ Reviews are appreciated!

P.S. Poor Shino� LOL I won�t be cock-blocking him anymore� But sometimes in life, you have to fight for your chance to say what you need to say! Am I right?
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