Marking | By : Isner19 Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1079 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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I watched in confusion as Sasuke walked around and got into the car. Was he saying that he wanted a symbol that showed he was mine, to show how much he cared for me?
He's so special to me but can I return the same feelings. I know so much about him yet he knows nothing of my past. There's so much you don't know, my raven.
I heard a tapping sound; it was Sasuke knocking on the window. He yelled through the glass.
"Are you going to stand out there all night or what?"
I laughed at his comment since I hadn't realized that I was just standing there. I started to walk over to the door, that's when I noticed a man standing in the window. It was obvious that it was Sasuke's father. Once settled in I drove off with my middle finger out the window of the car, making sure he saw it.
We arrived at a small Japanese restaurant and where seated quickly. My eyes couldn't leave Sasuke, he was so beautiful. I stared at him so long I hadn't noticed we'd ordered or the food's delivery. I was brought out of my stupor when Sasuke decided to take off his jacket revealing, a dark cloud spiral with a fox in the middle of his forearm.
"Did you draw that?" Sasuke looked down at his right arm.
"Yeah, I was bored. I drew a fox because I was thinking of you."
The table became silent. I smiled to myself. Sasuke already knew that the fox was my symbol.
"Why the fox, what's it mean to you?" Sasuke asked fingering his tattoo slightly.
"The fox is our family symbol… It was my Dad's symbol. He was a cop and people always said he was smart and cleaver, just like one." I spoke calmly as though I was telling a story and not really the sad reality that was my life. "He died when I was fifteen. He's the fox on the left just because he was left handed." My hand goes to my covered left arm.
"What about the other two?" Sasuke seems more curious to know more about me and I'm surprisingly willing to share the facts with him.
"The right is Gaara and the back is Kyuubi, my brother. They both took their own lives." My voice is somber but even. A smile comes to my face as I think of my older brother, "My brother and I were attached at the hip, we did everything together. We were only a year apart and we were known as troublemakers.
Everything was great. Life was good until Dad died." My voice leaves me for a second as I remember my brothers downward spiral from the happy teenager we once where to his decent into darkness. "Kyuubi started to do drugs… He had become depressed, especially when Mom started to blame him for Dad's death."
"Why did she blame him?" Sasuke's black eyes looked into my blue with some form of comfort.
"Dad was killed at a convince store hold up. Kyuubi asked him to get some milk so he could make pancakes. The guilt built up in him to the point that he couldn't take it anymore." I begin to remember walking into Kyuubi's room and seeing him lying on the floor with the gun near him on the floor. "When I saw his body lying there lifeless the look on his face made me pause. There was a smile on his face, no look of horror or pain. So I knew that he was happier dead than alive. I knew he had committed suicide."
"That's why it looks as if the fox is breaking free; his spirit broke its confines."
I nodded. My eyes started to cloud, I can feel tears threatening to down pour. I hadn't talked about him in years, my internal wounds re-opened, the pain and conflicting emotions of loosing Kyuubi began to come to the surface.
"What about Gaara?"
Gaara was… My thoughts leave me as I began to speak.
"Gaara, Gaara was…he was my best friend, he was my boyfriend. At the time he was my world, my everything. He was a kid with a dark past." I pause as I think about his pale skin and red hair, like he had once told me, Red like the color of blood.
"His mother died giving birth to him. His father and uncle hated him for it. They abused him every day. Eventually things got out of control and Gaara killed his uncle in self-defense. After his uncle's death Gaara turned to drugs and fought with anyone for any reason. I met him when we were thirteen. We had become so close that Gaara stopped using and we began dating. We had been together for three years until things changed. Gaara couldn't handle the abuse while he was clean. So he reverted back to cocaine and started to become paranoid and angry. We had it out one night and I couldn't stay anymore, I gave up on him and in turn he gave up on himself. The day after we broke up he killed himself with a single gunshot to the head." I felt a tear fall from each eye as I thought of them.
Without a word Sasuke wiped them away and kissed me on the lips lightly.
Afterwards we were silent for a few minutes. Sasuke's head bowed over a napkin with his hand moving quickly with a pencil. Sasuke looked as if he was in hard concentration. What's he thinking? He held his creation to my face when he finished. It was similar to the image on his arm. The only difference was that there was a chibi fox in the center of the cloud swirl.
"That's what I want." He spoke suddenly with no hesitation.
"Where do you want it?" I reply with restored confidence. I was so happy that he had accepted my past and that he was choosing to be part of my future.
"On my lower back."
"I know a guy that can do it for you. But you'll have to wait a few weeks because he's getting the shop renovated."
I smiled as a pout appeared on his face.
"Fine."
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