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What is and What Should Never Be	By : QueSeraSera Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1107 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
- 1-Therapy
- 2-Confusion
- 3-Twitch
- 4-Admittance
- 5-Want
- 6-weakness
- 4
- 5
- 6
Chapter 5

Lee and
Gai-sensei lay next to each other in the grass, both with chests heaving, the
clouds for the moment covering the harsh light of the sun and bathing them in
blessed coolness.
�Ahh, Gai-sensei that was a good jog!� panted Lee, giving a
thumbs-up to the sky.
�Indeed it
was my most energetic pupil!� returning the thumbs-up as though it were a
greeting, like a friendly wave, and most obligatory to return. �I hear you saw
Neji and Naruto off bright and early before our jog yesterday,� said Gai, after
he had caught his breath and began to recover some of his pep.
�I did,
Gai-sensei,� Lee grinned.
�What is
that grin for, my suddenly devious-looking pupil?� asked Gai, looking over out
of the corner of his eye.
�Neji was
worried about something, and asked me for advice,� replied Lee, still grinning.
�Are you
glad that he was worried? Do you triumph in the fact that he acknowledged your
superior knowledge in the area of his worry?! I didn�t know that you were so
spiteful, Lee! Alas!�
�No, no,
Gai-sensei, that�s not it at all,� he replied, on the verge of a near giggle.
He got up and leaned in conspiratorially to Gai, his hand shielding whatever he
might say to any stray eavesdroppers. �NEJI IS IN THE THROES OF HIS FIRST AND
ONLY LOVE!�
�Gah!� Gai gasped,
as he had leaned in to hear what he had thought would be a whispered statement.
Lee�s face
flushed and his eyes watered in emotion, and continued on heedless. �It was so
beautiful to see, Gai-sensei! He asked me to meet him at the gate before he
left, and of course I said that I would. But I did not know that he would be
asking me what he should do, being on a mission with Naruto in a secluded
setting and for an undetermined amount of time. He admitted to me emotions most
conflicted, and threatened to kill me most terribly if I ever told anyone!� Lee
seemed ecstatic, while Gai�s mouth gaped open,
fish-like. Lee plowed on, unaware of his sensei�s shock: �He asked me what he
should do, since he didn�t want Naruto finding something out, and because I see
Naruto more often than he so I should probably know better how to be secretive
with him. I told him not to worry, that Naruto was possibly one of the densest
ninja in all of Konoha, and that there was nothing to worry about, if secrecy
was his goal! His relief cannot be imagined!�
�Lee! Are
you telling me that Neji confessed to you in confidence that he is secretly in
love with Naruto?� Gai gaped, and Lee�s jubilation abated somewhat.
�In so many
words, Gai-sensei� In so many words! He did say that there was something that
he didn�t want Naruto to know, and it could only be that!�
�But he
didn�t say what it was that he wanted to keep secret?� asked Gai-sensei.
�Not
exactly, he wouldn�t say anything specific, but he was very concerned.�
�So it
might not be love after all,� said Gai, seeming to mull it over.
�I�m not
sure, Gai-sensei. What else could it be?�
�Hmmm. It is a mystery! I suppose we�ll find out what�s
really going on when Naruto and Neji return! In the meantime, let�s keep this
between us, alright?�
�Yes, Gai-sensei!�
�Neji likes
his secrets kept once he tells them to someone. You shouldn�t have even told
me, Lee, but I�m glad you did.� Gai looked up at the clouds again with a smile,
though what he was thinking Lee could only guess.

Naruto was
pissed. Again. Something was definitely not right. His
foul-play sensors were going off like mad and he did not like it one little
bit. Sure, it was nice that he had gotten out of therapy after only having been
in it for about a week, but ceasing the therapy had also ceased his progress,
in both training and, well, other things.
But that
was beside the point. Here he was, stuck with Neji in a beautiful, secluded
area of the Land of Fire, where there was a nearby waterfall and connected
river surrounded by heavy green forest, where they slept in the same one-room
cabin and were supposed to basically
laze around and do nothing important until they were told to come home. It was almost
like the Hokage had sent them on a honeymoon without the wedding. The problem
was that no one was married (or wanted
to be married, jeez), and obviously neither party wanted to be there. As for
Naruto, he had things to be doing, important things, like train so he could
save Sasuke, or go out on missions to save Sasuke, or you know, just freaking save Sasuke. Whatever had happened to
that? Was Granny Tsunade mad at him or something?
And Neji, the asshole, was sitting there,
five feet away from him with his fishing pole propped up between his ankles,
arms crossed and eyes firmly shut as though in meditation. They were both
fishing for the same dinner, and there was Neji, ignoring Naruto as if he had
never been born, and therefore obviously couldn�t be sitting next to him,
fishing, seething, nope, definitely no one there.
Naruto
stewed. When he had gotten back to the cabin the previous night, after his
admittedly embarrassing but infinitely satisfying act by the river, Neji had
already gone to bed. When Naruto finally got settled, he said goodnight, and
got no response. It was no big deal, he wasn�t really expecting one; after all,
Neji was probably already asleep. Naruto had shrugged it off and gone to sleep
himself, his dreams thankfully silent for the moment (he couldn�t imagine how
mortifying it would be when his usual dreams began to surface once again, but
he seriously considered doing a repeat of �the act� by the river as often as he
could to stave them off).
And then,
during breakfast, Naruto had asked what they should do that day. Neji had
replied firmly and matter-of-factly that Naruto could do whatever the hell he
wanted, Neji didn�t give a damn. Naruto had laughed and said �what a cold thing
to say,� and thought that, you know, Neji was being a joking bastard in his own
joking bastard sort of way. But Naruto took another look at Neji�s face, and
thought again.
Lunch was
quite similar. The two had gone their separate ways after breakfast, Naruto
going to explore the waterfall area, and see if maybe there was a secret cave
behind it, as he had read about in a number of adventure stories. Secretly he
thought it would be super duper cool to find one, for numerous reasons he would
never admit to anyone, even under pain of torture.
Neji, on the
other hand, had explored a nearby valley, almost completely opposite to
Naruto�s choice of location. And then when they had returned to eat, Naruto had
followed Neji around, asking him questions and bombarding him with statements
about their surroundings and the interesting things he�d found, etc.
In a wild
moment of daring (and something of a death wish, perhaps), he told Neji what he
thought about Hinata, who apparently had nice tiny breasts, and an
exceptionally firm ass. No, really, he�d felt it on accident one time they were
on a mission together. He�d also accidentally seen her naked while she was
bathing. Really nice
tits. Truthfully (he�d kept this to himself), she hadn�t ever really
done anything for him (she wasn�t his type, obviously), but Naruto had thought
for sure this would get a rise out of the other man�Hell, even a solid punch in
the face would have been nice at that point. But to his dismay it had only made
the Hyuuga�s face twitch unpleasantly before he had turned stiffly and used a teleportation
jutsu to where Naruto couldn�t follow.
He
remembered screaming at the spot Neji had been a moment before, telling him to
�Quit ignoring me, you fucking douchebag!� and not
caring if it was heard or not, in spite of its childish tone.
And now,
several hours later, they were sitting next to each other in uncomfortable
silence next to the river, in the exact spot that Naruto had done a dirty deed,
and it made Naruto simultaneously hot and cool. It tingled and made the hairs
on his neck stand up. He baited the hook with semi-steady hands, and threw it
in the water, propping the fishing pole up with a number of heavy rocks. He had
an idea. He was appalled at his own audacity, and refused to think about
whether or not he would regret this, but dammit, if
there was one thing he hated more than anything else, it was being ignored.
�Hey,
Neji,� said Naruto.
�Hn,� said Neji.
The
black-haired man had no idea what was coming until he felt the blonde�s lips
pressed firmly against his, and his back hit the ground with a solid whump. He
struggled with an angry growl, their lips vibrating together and their teeth
clicking with the violence of it. Before he could push the other away, he felt
hands grasping his wrists and pinning them above his head. His own gray eyes
widened, and he saw Naruto�s electrically blue ones open above him, shining
with amusement and not a little bit of spite. He pulled away and began placing
nips and wet kisses along the Hyuuga�s neck and collarbone.
�Naruto?!�
squeaked Neji, as soon as his mouth was released, �Hey, what are you doing? Get
off m-mmph!�
Naruto
recaptured Neji�s lips in a hot, searing kiss, all passion and fire, this time
Naruto�s eyes slid shut and he moaned into it. Neji bucked, half trying to
throw Naruto off and half in mindless reaction to the delicious friction
building up in his groin. He gasped, torn between mortification and pleasure.
This shouldn�t be happening, this shouldn�t be happening, holy hell, holy hell,
this definitely shouldn�t be happening was all Neji
could think. It was almost a litany as Naruto pulled back, straddling Neji�s
hips and his hands still grasping the slimmer man�s wrists tightly.
�What
gives, Neji?� He leaned in and licked the shell of Neji�s ear, experiencing the
unmitigated pleasure of making the usually so stoic Hyuuga shudder and groan.
He whispered into his ear. �You could get away any time you wanted and you know
it. Makes me wonder��
Neji turned
his face away, deciding not to acknowledge the truth of that, his face flushed
and his eyes squeezed shut. Maybe if he held really still the world would stop
for a moment and this wouldn�t actually be happening.
Naruto once
again suppressed the urge to consider exactly what he was doing right at that
moment, because if he did, he was sure he�d flee and hide quicker than a flash
of lightning. What the hell was he thinking, anyway? But it was too late now to
think. He�d started this; he�d sure as hell finish it.
�You don�t
want me to stop, do you?� Naruto whispered incredulously into Neji�s ear just
before he sucked and nibbled on the earlobe.
Neji moaned, just as surprised as Naruto. No, this was
actually� indescribably good. Neji tensed as Naruto nibbled on a sensitive spot
just behind his ear that had his body thrumming like a guitar string.
Of course
he didn�t want Naruto to stop; he�d wanted this since he�d seen the blonde for
the first time in two and a half years at the Akatsuki�s
meeting place, seeing Naruto�s demonic aura threatening to overtake him in his
desperation to save Gaara. He�d wanted this since the
mission to retrieve Sasuke which had failed and Neji had almost died, thinking
that it would have been a poetic death. Hell, he�d wanted this since he�d
gotten his ass kicked and his world of harsh philosophies upturned by the
(apparently) perpetually failing and utterly useless Naruto.
It just
shouldn�t matter what he wanted, right? What he needed to do was to save Naruto from saving Sasuke, and surely that
took precedence. If he could save Sasuke and in so doing save Naruto from
worlds of danger, that should be enough, right? That was the most important
thing here, the thing he�d been planning for so long, could he just let it all
go down the drain for one moment of this indescribably sweet want?
�I�ll teach
you what happens when you ignore me�� said Naruto in a quietly intense
authority that caught them both by surprise, but there was no time to analyze
it or doubt it, as Naruto sucked down on Neji�s neck, right along the pulse,
tongue swirling in a way that made Neji�s mind do a similar motion. Naruto
sucked harder, bit, and then licked the same spot, making Neji let out a moan
that turned into a near sob. He wanted this soooo
badly�
Naruto
froze. His grip on Neji�s wrists went limp, and he sat back, doubtful.
�Neji? Shit, man, I�� Naruto had misunderstood Neji�s moan
of unsure need to be one of fear. Neji�s gut clenched. �I�� Naruto stood up and
backed away. He looked torn. Neji lie on his back staring up at the sky, and
slowly sat up, his hand reaching up to feel the forming bite mark in a daze.
Who would have thought that letting someone bite you could be so� opposite to
what bites normally were?
Naruto made
a strangled noise several feet away from Neji, and Neji�s head shot up to catch
Naruto�s horrified and pained stare before the orange ninja spun on his heel
and fled so fast that Neji lost sight of him within seconds.
Then a fish
tugged on Naruto�s fishing pole, still propped up between the rocks. With one
last look in the direction that Naruto had disappeared, he turned to tend to
dinner with a sorely conflicted heart.
Just as he
was walking up the path to the cabin from the river (only one fish richer, he
ruminated), he spotted someone sitting on the steps. He tensed, and then saw
the Konoha forehead protector. He stopped within several yards of the intruder,
and stared, waiting for an explanation.
�Uh, Neji
Hyuuga?� asked the man, standing up. His features would be what most would call
handsome, his mannerisms dashing the �handsome� to pieces and replacing it with
�beautiful.� The man�s brown eyes and brown hair denoted plainness, but the way
his hips moved and the coolness with which he regarded the world at large (as
well as Neji) showed a slightly cynical optimism that clashed and seemed to
make peace on that smooth face.
�Yes?�
Neji�s eyes narrowed.
�I�m
looking for Naruto Uzumaki. Know where I can find
him?� he smiled pleasantly and Neji was almost blinded.
�What do
you want him for?� Neji asked. �Are we allowed to come home yet?�
�Hmm. As to the first question, that�s between myself and
Naruto. As to the second, no.�
Neji
frowned. Between himself and Naruto? Between himself and Naruto?? Just what the hell did that
mean??

(So, here�s the fifth chapter, very much later than the others,
and I am terribly sorry about that to those who�ve been waiting. A lot went on
this weekend, like two weddings, a family crisis, preparing for my father to go
into heart surgery on Wednesday of this week, and a suddenly horrid amount of
work, lol. Not to mention getting ready for school
beginning again on August 25. So, I�ve been a bit busy. My
apologies. To make up for it, here I give you the fifth chapter, just
about 2 pages longer than my other chapters. Next chapter you and Naruto find
out who the mystery stud is. Neji won�t. Muahahahaha�
Why is it so much fun to be cruel to him?!

Oh, PS� I really do like reviews� They make me feel all warm
and fuzzy inside and then the chapters get written with a whole bunch more
confidence and enthusiasm�i.e., quicker updates, and most likely more smut. The
chapters will, of course, still come (not that
way =P)�I don�t think I could stop writing this fic even if I wanted to at the
moment�but without some response (negative or positive) they will come slower.
Just thought I�d let you know =). )
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