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Another Perfect Wonder	By : jaded_priceless Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male > Kakashi/Iruka Views: 10014 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 4
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Chapter 46
The trip back to the cabin and nightly chores didn’t seem to take long enough. Kaede had said that Kakashi was well enough to have penetrative sex. They had gathered enough information to be useful but not enough that either man felt comfortable leaving Kaibara and returning to Konoha yet.
Misinformation was the leading cause of casualties among ninja. Yes there were things such as enemy ninja, missing ninja, lack of skill and just plain bad luck but good information was able to overcome all of it even the bad luck to a certain extent. Tsunade was Hokage due to Jiraiya’s personal knowledge of her. She would still be wondering the world as a freelancer if he had not known Naruto bore a distant family resemblance to Nawaki, her deceased younger brother.
But luck was also powerful and sometimes the only thing able to overcome bad information. The mission to Wave to guard Tazuna would have been carried out by jounin instead of Team Seven if they had known Gatou had put a contract on him. The number of Konoha’s casualties would also have been higher. Haku was highly skilled and would not have hesitated to kill adults but he was reluctant to kill Naruto, Sakura, and Sasuke since they too were children.
They were lucky to have remained in enemy territory so long without being discovered. They didn’t want to risk a comrade’s life on a gamble their luck would hold but they also didn’t want to risk breaking their cover. Both men knew they would have to have sex and soon.

The next seven days were uneventful. Kakashi and Iruka fished and trapped a few small animals to sell in town. They read and wrote letters for civilians then warmed up at Mama-san’s before heading back home. Bit by bit they gained more information about the rebellion. None of it was enough to fulfill the mission objective of learning who was plotting against Princess Yukie but each tiny piece contributed to the larger puzzle.
In addition to Lord Kirihara and Lord Washizu there were two more unknown conspirators instead of the just the one. They still had not learned what role Cloud played in the rebellion but they learned Shiko-hime returning to Konoha to give birth and waiting for the infant to get large enough to travel had not disrupted their plan. The additional time was beneficial as it meant an additional chuunin exam could be held and more people could be swayed to join them.
Both statements confirmed what Shinsuke had said about “Rui” being able to get revenge on Konoha in two years but they had not received any further information about key events in their timeline. Iruka had already sent a letter to Tsunade warning her to notify Gaara to be vigilant. The exams would be held in Suna in two months and he was certain they had already begun making preparations. Wars took time to plan; the longest and bloodiest spent years in the making.
It did not bode well that Shiko-hime and her child were instrumental pawns. She married Lord Washizu last spring after receiving a courtship request eighteen months earlier. Using her to tie the hands of Konoha meant the plans were being made shortly after Princess Yukie took the throne.
They had not seen Tetsuryuu lately. Iruka wasn’t sure if that was good or bad.

“I’m telling you, Kaede-san said Shishi was healed so why haven’t they done it yet? Maybe Manzô is right; Shishi really is the Copy Nin and Rui is the backup sent to retrieve him.”
“He was raped. Maybe he’s nervous.”
“All the more reason for him to do it. You remember how Sayoko was after that Mist mission; she wanted a safe, familiar dick inside of her to help her forget that fish bastard.”
“Yeah but Sayoko’s a woman.”
“Still if it were me I think I’d want to hurry up and get it over with so the last person inside me was my lover and not some stranger.”
Kakashi pretended not to hear the ninja whispering overhead as he removed the fish from the hook and baited another line. He’d hoped to have more time before they were forced to take action. He trusted Iruka and knew Iruka wouldn’t hurt him but knowing and reacting in the heat of the moment were too different things.
Mentally he knew Aoba wouldn’t hurt him either, but that moment’s hesitation when he’d asked him to remove his finger had been just long enough for the panic to set in. He’d kicked him through bedroom wall. He couldn’t risk doing that to Iruka, not here, they’d be captured, tortured, they’d steal the Sharingan and his semen. His children would become threats to his village.
He threw the line back into the water and stared farther out at the lake where Iruka ice fished. Somehow he had to find a way to have penetrative sex. The mission depended on it. Lives depended on it. He couldn’t look one of his comrade’s mother’s, children, lover, siblings in the eyes knowing the civil war could have been averted if he’d been able to maintain his ruse on the mission and allow another man to put his penis in his ass.
He would never be able to live with himself if he allowed someone to die to preserve his anal sanctity.

Iruka was quiet as they walked to the village and the cabin. Kakashi’s mood had changed since Kaede declared him fit for sexual activity. Word had spread and the two of them had once more become a source of entertainment. Each night ninja would gather overhead hoping to be present when they finally did it. He hoped Kakashi’s nerves would last a bit longer. They’d come too far for him to have another breakdown. If he did it would be harder to explain away than the last one.
They unpacked and ate dinner but instead of their usual board game Kakashi picked up the medical kit Kaede gave him, “Ru, do you mind if I get first shower? I need to clear my head a bit.”
“Go ahead love,” Iruka replied. He had noticed the way Kakashi’s hand trembled as he lifted the enema. He no longer needed to use it for his injuries so Iruka guessed he planned on using it to prepare himself for penetration.
He shook his head once Kakashi was out of sight and sighed, “My silly love, there is no need to pressure yourself. I am willing to wait an eternity if that’s how long it takes for you to be comfortable.”
The chorus of feminine “awws”, masculine grunts of disagreement followed by heavy thuds let him know he’d earned a small amount time. The kunoichi would ensure their male counterparts did not act hastily out of suspicion. He’d taught enough of them to know that within every kunoichi’s heart layed a hopeless romantic. Their bodies belonged to their villages which made their feelings all the more sacred.

Iruka smiled when Kakashi waddled out of the bathroom wearing only a towel. “Come here.”
Kakashi looked at the chuunin and accepted the hand that was held out to him. He flinched when Iruka parted the scrap of terry cloth that he was wearing.
“I won’t hurt you love.” Iruka purred sliding his hands along the back of Kakashi’s thighs while gently kissing his penis.
Kakashi’s eyes widened as his lower half began to stiffen. He knew they were pretending to be lovers but this was outside all bounds of the mission. They had not orally copulated with each other, “Stop! Don’t do that!”
“It’s okay, Shishi,” Iruka said raising his head and addressing Kakahi’s falsified persona. “There’s nothing dirty, humiliating or degrading about pleasuring the person you love,”
Iruka continued accenting each pause with a gentle kiss. “And I love you so much. Nothing or no one can ever change that.”
Kakashi trembled as the chuunin took him into his mouth. Iruka’s eyes never left his as he worked his tongue and lips up and down his shaft. The words were almost believable when he did not pull away when he began warning him of his immediate release.
“Stop. Stop, I’m close. I’m going to….ahhh…shit…Ru” Kakashi moaned as his eyes rolled back in his head and he came. Right into Iruka’s mouth.
Kakashi realized where his cock had been and still was when Iruka’s tongue curled along the underside of his shaft then over his tip as he slowly let go of his penis.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to. I couldn’t stop,” Kakashi stammered remembering the foul taste of semen in his mouth.
“It’s fine love,” Iruka said as he pulled Kakashi into his lap. “I would have pulled away if I didn’t want to.”
“But I…did you swallow?” Kakashi shrieked as Iruka nodded.
“I told you I would have pulled away if I didn’t want to,” Iruka replied as he caressed Kakashi’s cheek. His lips twisted into a sad smile that Kakashi caught before the chuunin looked away and asked, “Do you think I’m dirty?”
“What? No, why would I think that?” Kakashi asked confused.
“Because of the way you reacted,” Iruka said quietly.
“No I just didn’t think you would do that, that’s all,” Kakashi said realizing for the first time that maybe Iruka was just as damaged as he was.
“Are you angry?” Iruka asked still avoiding him.
“No love, why would I be angry?” Kakashi asked.
“I did that to you without permission. I’m no better than the person who hurt you” Iruka’s voice dropped lower than a whisper, “than the person who hurt me.”
Kakashi froze. He wasn’t expecting Iruka to say that. He knew he should do something to comfort the chuunin but compassion wasn’t his strong point. He settled for honesty, “You didn’t hurt me.”
He checked to make sure there were no nearby chakra signatures before adding, “:If we were at home and you’d done that I’d seriously be considering asking you to move in with me, but we aren’t at home. We’re on a mission and that’s outside mission perimeters. I know we’re pretending to be lovers but you don’t have to suck me. Not that I didn’t enjoy it because it was fantastic. For the past year it’s just been me and my hand but even if I had been having sex on the regular I’d still ask you to move in after that blow job.
“I am attracted to you and you are attracted to me. It’s a mission Iruka, everything we’ve done so far has been mutual. I don’t want things to get more complicated than they already are:,” Kakashi signed.
Iruka replied verbally, “I’m not a child Kakashi. I know how to separate myself from the mission. There are no chakra signatures around now, but they were here until a moment ago. A new chakra signature was approaching and they left heading in its direction.”
Iruka tapped his ears circumventing Kakashi’s next question, “Echolocation. I can feel them coming and going from twenty miles away. They have spies in Konoha so they know you aren’t in the village. They are revisiting the possibility we aren’t runaway civilians. No one would do something so intimate for a person they didn’t love.”
Kakashi nodded his head. He and Iruka had not exchanged blow jobs or had penetrative sex. They only used hands and friction up until this point. No wonder the ninja around them were becoming suspicious. Kaede had given them permission but they had yet to engage in the most intimate act for lovers.
Kakashi placed his hand on the chuunin’s cheek and Iruka leaned into it. Iruka would not be a bad person. Of all the people it could be Iruka was probably the best choice. Iruka knew what had happened to him. The same thing had been done to him. He didn’t like knowing that Owl had been the only person inside him but every time he tried with another he froze up.
He had been so traumatized that dozen years later he was afraid to allow another person to show him love.
Iruka’s hand was now on top of his and he was caressing it with his fingers. Kakashi inhaled and exhaled slowly as he weighed the pros and cons. They still had not learned the true depth of the conspiracy but had reason to be concerned someone close to Princess Yukie was involved. The level of suspicion around them was rising.
Kakashi licked his lips and swallowed before speaking, “I…” He lowered his head not sure what to say to Iruka now that he had his attention.
He bit his lip shyly, “The day in the shower, you said you’d make me forget everything. I’m ready to forget.”
Iruka eyes widened as he realized what Kakashi was asking. “Are you sure?”
Kakashi nodded, “You said only an incredible dumbass could rape themselves and if we were unable to let go we became perpetrators. Something was stolen from me. I know that. I understand that. I…”
Kakashi closed his eyes and took another deep breathe, “I don’t like knowing that each time I try…I remember that feeling. I can’t keep giving myself to him after what he did to me.”
Iruka rose and placed his arms around Kakashi. He held him giving him time to compose himself before asking, “Are you sure?”
Kakashi nodded.
Iruka kissed his lips and smiled softly at him, “Let me take a shower.”
Kakashi nodded again, this time he was certain the light-headed and dizzy feeling had nothing to do with his injuries. He’d just propositioned Iruka. He’d opened his mouth and offered his ass to him. Somewhat in shock, he sat in the chair Iruka had just vacated. It was still warm so he got up and went to the bed. It seemed a bit cliché to wait in bed for someone to deflower him so he moved back to the chair.
He was sitting on the kitchen counter when Iruka called out to him.
“Hey Shishi, I’m lonely. Come take a bath with me.”
Kakashi looked at the ever present fish in the sink. It blew bubbles and gaped before turning away as if to say “what are you looking at me for I wasn’t invited”.
Kakashi slid off the counter and slowly made his way down the hall. He opened the bathroom door and was relieved to see Iruka was already in the tub. The minerals in the water obscuring what he’d asked Iruka to put inside him was comforting. He opened his robe then turned around while asking Iruka to close his eyes. Once he was in the tub hidden beneath the water he gave the chuunin permission to open them.
Iruka opened his eyes. He could tell Kakashi was nervous. The man was doing a great impression of Hinata whenever she was in Naruto’s presence. He smiled, “It doesn’t have to be tonight. I am willing to wait as long as it takes for you to truly feel ready.”
Kakashi relaxed and laid his head on Iruka’s shoulder, “I think I’m ready but the idea itself is terrifying. I know I can trust you and that you won’t hurt me but,” Kakashi raised his hand and switched to scout signals, “:It’s like sparring with weapons after you’ve just been injured on a mission. You know this person is not out to hurt you but you still know if you get cut the pain won’t be any different.:”
Iruka laughed, “:That’s a terrible analogy to use on someone in my profession. If I thought like that I’d go into a deep depression and stop teaching.:”
“:Oh, that is bad,:” Kakashi groaned, “:I got nervous every time I saw Naruto with a weapon. I can’t imagine being the one to teach a whole herd of him how to use it.:”
“:Naruto wasn’t so bad. Sandaime and one of the Mother Hens worked with him. Sakura had no one,:” Iruka revealed with a shudder. To Kakashi’s surprise he smiled, “:The greatest reward comes from successfully teaching our craft to civilians.:”
“:She had the natural talent and drive but without us, her teachers, giving her skills to develop them she would be working at her family’s stall in the market. I prefer to think of what she and countless others would be without the means to defend themselves. Our occupation is dangerous but the life of a civilian in a ninja village is far more perilous.:”
“:Assuming all of our comrades were as honorable as our laws dictate and there were no such thing as being in the wrong place when a ninja is breaking; the civilian casualty rate is still 30 percent higher than ours during invasions. We die more frequently in small numbers but they die in massive quantities infrequently. I tell myself that for every strike I’m unable to dodge even if the child fails and doesn’t become a full fledged ninja, I might have just saved a family by giving one of them the tools needed to hold out until help gets there.:”
Kakashi considered about Iruka’s words - if he thought of having sex with Iruka in a more positive manner it could be seen as opening his ass to more possibilities. Kakashi groaned at the imagery that came to mind. He was being led quite literally by the seat of his pants by his fully awakened ass, “I can’t do it.”
“It’s okay Shishi, you don’t have to. I’m not going to force you into anything you aren’t comfortable with doing,” Iruka reassured him.
“No, no, it’s not that. It’s just,” Kakashi whispered, “What if my ass blossoms?”
“Ass blossoms?” Iruka choked before guffawing. After laughing himself back from the verge of death, Iruka signed, “:You’ve been hanging around Gai way too long:”
Iruka’s reply was serious although he was still struggling to contain his laughter, “Isn’t that better than having the unpleasant reminder of your past?”
“:Besides I have it on very good authority your ass won’t truly blossom without the permission of your heart. It may like the feeling of what’s being done but it won’t blossom as you so adequately stated until you’re with a person who completely fills your heart to the point you want to feel them, all of them heart, mind, body, soul, troubles and all to the very depths of your soul:”
Iruka adjusted their bodies and tilted Kakashi’s face up to look at his. He pulled his lips into his mouth to wet them and gently kissed Kakashi before whispering, “Is this something Shishi wants to give Rui as proof of their love or is this something Kakashi wants to give Iruka so his demons won’t plague him as much?”
Kakashi closed his eyes contemplating the chuunin’s question before responding by placing his lips on Iruka’s. The kisses were sweet and gentle; far more tempting than the ones he remembered from the sex club and far more emotional than those he’d shared with Aoba or any real life partner.
Kushina-neechan, Minato-sensei, his father, and even Jiraiya the raging pervert had all told him the same thing. Love is the most frightening and easily recognizable thing in the world. If you felt happiness, sadness, joy, anger, rage, illness and incredible peace around a single person it was love.
Kakashi broke the kiss, there was confusion and awareness in his eyes when he looked at the chuunin, his mission partner, his chuunin mission partner with whom he was on a mission. He blinked twice and frowned before breathlessly whispering, “Both.”
Iruka’s eyes widened. He’d seen that look before. It was the one his students wore when they were on the verge of one of life’s great yet unpleasant realizations.
“It’s both, I want the man I give myself to be you. I’m afraid but not afraid of you. I know you won’t hurt me even thought it might hurt. I want it to be you. Shishi and Kakashi both want it to be you,” the jounin whispered honestly surprised.
Iruka was kind, steadfast and giving; Team Seven was not the first of Iruka’s students sent to him. The group before them had been Iruka’s too. Technically they were already genin level but neither knew how to sacrifice their ego for the sake of others. He would have taken the time and made the effort if Naruto and Sasuke were not so close behind them. He knew he would be the one to teach Obito’s nephew and his sensei’s son.
Over the course of the next year he had often watched the chuunin leave school and the mission room to work with the rejected groups to help them develop skills the jounin were looking for in new apprentices. He was the Mother Hen on duty when Iruka stormed into the Uchiha compound a week after the massacre, read Mikoto’s recipe book and cooked Sasuke’s least favorite meal just the way Iruka liked it. It was the first thing other than raw tomatoes the boy ate. Kakashi was returning from an assassination when Iruka strode through the streets of Konoha jet naked using both arms to hold onto an equally naked soapy slippery Naruto to ensure the seven year old at least got a weekly bath. The little devil had snatched Iruka’s towel away thinking it would make him let go of him.
Kakashi and Kurenai had been called when Anko broke down because she was unable to stop Orochimaru from taking Sasuke; his Sharingan could produce a more powerful calming genjutsu than Kurenai could alone. He was the only member of the rescue squad present when Ibiki and Inoichi’s mother had to be called into break down and rebuild Genma’s mind after the special jounin was captured by Grass Ninja. The Yamanaka clan head had been unable to endure what had been done to Genma so his mother had been called. That night the weakness of sensors had been revealed to Kakashi for the first time. They could only handle what they had been through. The dowager matriarch was the one who had restored Ibiki. In both cases Iruka was called into the room. He held Genma’s hand acting a stabilizer to counter the wildly fluctuating emotions being cast about the room and he was the only person able to deal with Anko in that state of depression.
Kakashi had learned later that Iruka was there when Asuma freaked out after finding the first of Kurenai’s positive pregnancy tests and later when she and her genin team returned from a misranked mission. All four were alive but she was no longer pregnant. Those three children, the seer, the smeller, the chakra detector, approached their former sensei completely overwhelmed by the lengths their current sensei was willing to go through to protect them. He watched as Iruka told them the best thing they could do to acknowledge her sacrifice was to become strong enough to protect her. As one of the guest examiners, Kakashi was one of the few who knew Hinata was ranked number one at the next chuunin exam, Kiba and Shino were close behind tied at number two. Team Gai was a distant third. Team Seven-Ten Sakura, Ino and Chouji did not participate in that exam.
He now understand why Iruka, a frightened child who at his worst moment sincerely believed he’d been forgotten, sat at the bedside of those without families talking to them holding their hands as they died slowly or healed. He didn’t have to ask to know Iruka had been one of his visitors after being trapped inside Itachi’s Tsukiyomi. The smell of chalkdust, ink, and mud was often present in the room.
“I want it to be you, please let it be you,” Kakashi whispered. “If it can’t be love, let it be someone good, someone kind, and capable of appreciating the real you. Someone you can appreciate too.”
Iruka caressed Kakashi’s face and massaged his scalp as he used his lips to silence him. He understood. He understood what Kakashi was saying. If it couldn’t be love at least let it be someone who understood him. That was the foundation of the Uchiha marriage contract. He had learned it during his self-respect lessons with their children. According to Shisui that same principle was applied when making the decision if they were going to allow Kakashi to keep Obito’s gift of the Sharingan. If he didn’t know better, if it wasn’t on a mission, he would be inclined to think Shisui had guided Kakashi to him.
Iruka deepened the kiss, not caring how much water he splashed on the floor as he shifted so Kakashi was straddling him. He waited until Kakashi was writhing as they rubbed their erections together to ask, “Can I touch you?”
“Please,” Kakashi moaned.
Iruka’s hands moved slowly, sliding over the contours of his skin until he found his nipples. He circled them with his thumbs before lowering his hands to lift Kakashi as he slid beneath him. Iruka’s face was barely above the water as he latched onto the right one while his left hand circled Kakashi’s erection and slowly began twisting around the shaft.
Kakashi was whimpering, thrusting into his hand when Iruka’s hand cupped his cheek allowing his pinky to delve between them. Kakashi stilled gripping the chuunin’s shoulders as panic set in.
He slowly relaxed as he realized their position and what he was doing; Iruka’s head was beneath the water where he had pushed him. The chuunin was not struggling. He was watching him. His lips curved slightly and his eyes blinked slowly but otherwise he wasn’t moving.
Kakashi withdrew his hands and slowly slid off of him, “I…I’m sorry. I didn’t.”
Iruka sat up and wiped the water from his face, “I know.”
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean,” Kakashi said remembering how he had kicked Aoba through a wall when he attempted to enter him. Kakashi had given him permission but Aoba scared him. He was tense, afraid, he said he was okay but panicked when Aoba moved forward.
“I know you didn’t, Kakashi. I did,” Iruka confessed
The jounin frowned, “But, why? Why would you do something like that?”
“Because I trust you and I need you to be able to trust yourself,” Iruka brushed Kakashi’s hair behind his ear and tapped the jounin’s head, “You know here I will not hurt you.”
Iruka placed his hand over Kakashi’s heart, “but here you aren’t ready to believe that I’m not the one in control. You are. I promise I will never hurt you like that and will never take anything that you do not give me.”
“You have to learn to trust the part of yourself that knows this. We’ll move to the bed when you trust yourself enough not to give into that instinct,” Iruka said smiling leaning forward to place a chaste kiss on Kakashi’s nose.
“But I could kill you,” Kakashi stammered in disbelief.
Iruka chuckled, “I know.”
“You know! What do you mean you know?” Kakashi shrieked.
Iruka raised his eyebrow, his left eyebrow, subtly reminding Kakashi of the difference in their power level and ranking.
“Oh,” Kakashi muttered sheepishly while blushing.
Iruka merely smiled at him, “I have enough trust in you to know that you won’t.”
Kakashi bit his lip; Aoba flinched for at least a week after he got out of the hospital but after being almost drowned Iruka had no fear. “How can you be sure?”
“If I were in danger from you, truly in danger from you, you would not be the one with the most concern for my welfare,” Iruka stated calmly.
Kakashi nodded. The year Naruto passed on Iruka’s amended decision the schoolteacher had not felt the youngest children of Saitoku Mai were ready for the headband so he failed them. Fifteen active ninja elevated a ninja family to an official clan and that time Saitoku clan had thirteen. There was power, status, and prestige that came with being officially recognized as clan of ninja. Families were constantly trying to establish themselves and earn that recognition but teachers were often the gateway to the elusive status as they determined a student’s success or failure.
After hearing of Naruto’s boon the jounin went after Iruka with all of the vehemence of one who stood between her clan and destiny hoping he would grant her twins the same favor. Iruka held firm to his original decision. Kakashi had been out of the village but heard how the injured chuunin led the madwoman from his classroom and just how far he’d run before Anbu caught them. Saitoku Mai had been the only jounin willing to take on Anko after her distastrous stint under Orochimaru’s tutelage; a great deal of Anko’s eccentricity was often attributed to the older woman.
Having no more arguments, Kakashi sighed in defeat, “You win, so where do we go from here?”
“What do you mean where do we go from here? It’s late, we’re in the bathroom. I plan to go to bed since that is the place for sleeping, but you can stay as long as you want to,” Iruka stated logically.
Kakashi remained in the water a bit longer thinking of what Iruka had done. He had placed more faith in him than the majority of his mission partners. The last ones who had placed such blind trust in him were Team Seven. The rest were adults and had worked with him long enough to realize that while he was indeed great, he was also human.
Iruka was already sleeping when Kakashi crawled over him and settled next to the wall. It was strange he felt comfortable sleeping against the wall with Iruka. Normally he preferred the freedom and peace of mind provided by the sleeping on the get up and go side of bed. On the inside he’d have to worry about leaping over a partner or stepping on him in the event of an ambush. That was another thing he and Aoba often clashed about with their similar levels of jounin paranoia. They never felt safe enough sleeping beside each other but he slept better than he had in years chakraless in enemy territory with a loudmouth chuunin.
Kakashi fell asleep snuggling up to Iruka as he contemplated the wrongness it of it all.

MisatosPenPen: Hello again. I am honored chapter 45 was your favorite story updated during that time. Yes, there will be a sequel. I’ve had dilemmas on how to get them together once they got back to Konoha without ruining this story for quite some time now. A sequel will enable me to smoothly change directions.

Candace: Thank you for your feedback. I always enjoy hearing from new people.

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LovelessUchiha: Thank you so much for all of the kind comments. I hope this story continues to live up to your expectations.
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