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Bonds	By : TakaRei Category: Naruto AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1518 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 2
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Chapter 4 – Mulling Things Over

While I was riding the bus the next morning, I couldn’t help myself but go over all that had happened in my head once again. It was Sunday morning, and I’ve waited for the bus for over half an hour, and the idiot wasn’t even gentleman enough to walk me over to the station. His statement: “You came by yourself yesterday, you’ll know how to get back by yourself. Anyways, I have practice in ten minutes. See yourself out.”

He really was an asshole. A hot, wild, sex-machine, but still, an asshole.

But all that had happened during the past day (and night) made me ponder. I wasn’t the type of guy who over-analyzed everything but Sasuke’s actions and well, his attitude were two completely different things.

Fistly, he was a coldhearted, stern conceited brat, the Uchiha. Yuck!

Secondly, he was a semi-sex god in the flesh, with a bunch of tricks up his sleeves. He was bossy, dominant in bed, he could last a long time and he was an amazing fuck overall. That gave him a lot of points.

But then again, he didn’t really talk about himself, nor anything too personal, basing our relationship only on sex. Basically, he now seemed to be my fuck buddy, as far as I could get it from his attitude.

And I still didn’t know what was going on. All this mulling over it made my head hurt even more than my rear this morning. I’ll try to concentrate on the better side of things. The memories flooded my mind like a tidal wave and I started staring into empty space, smiling to myself like an idiot. Luckily, I was the only one on the bus. In Sasuke’s neighborhood everyone had private limousines and cars, so not many people really took the bus.

But let me get back to my drooling and giggling.

Sasuke… Really, he was amazing in more than one way. The same intensity of animosity I’ve felt towards him before, now applied to my attraction to him. I didn’t even understand why I liked this guy. He was bossy, conceited, demanding and snobby. He was nothing like the guy I would’ve wanted to end up with. This wasn’t a relationship, but it was something.

My brain went into overdrive when a particularly hot scene flashed in the back of my mind. I felt my cheeks turn red, but I didn’t care. Ohh boy…

His hands were firmly pressing me onto the bed, his lips hungrily piercing my flesh. His tongue worked his way over my nipples, making them hard. He sucked for a while, then moved to kiss me. He wouldn’t even let me move one inch. His gaze shot right through me, freezing me in place.

-         Are you ready for this? – he asked with a steady voice, although his chest was trembling at the thought of the idea.
-         Mhm. – I nodded.

I wanted it too. I wasn’t used to it, but I wanted it. And I didn’t know any better person for this, either. Either that, or the lack of a real boyfriend was getting to me. I looked to the side at the bed counter. There they were. A pack of condoms and a bright purple bottle. Lube. I always wondered why they made them in such flamboyant colors. It was like screaming in the middle of the shop “I’m going to have sex now!”. It was already embarrassing enough to take it from the shelf and buy it, let alone let everyone see what you were purchasing. Well, I guess Sasuke didn’t have that problem. I gulped when he reached for the cursed bottle. He opened it and poured some on his fingers and palm. I frowned, which made him kiss me gently when he saw my worried expression.

-         Don’t worry, I’ll be gentle with this.
-         Sure, I’m not worried. – I knew he could feel the panic in my voice.
-         Is it your first time? – he asked, chuckling.
-         I’ve had sex before! – I lashed out, although I understood his question. I didn’t really want to answer it, it was easier pretending to be a fool.
-         You know what I asked. – he didn’t buy it.
-         It is my first time being topped! Is that what you wanted to hear? – I asked, trying to keep some of my already ruined pride.
-         Don’t worry.
-         I’m not.
-         Like hell you’re not. You’re trembling.

And really, I was. I didn’t even notice it. For reassurance, he kissed me again, longer this time, licking my lips, asking for entrance. I granted him, sticking out my own tongue to meet his. I felt his other hand on my thigh, moving my legs apart. I felt the unease again, but he wasn’t gonna let me back out.

-         C’mon, I thought you were a tough boy? – he said playfully.
-         Oh shut up Sasuke!

I spread my legs and his lubricated fingers found their way to my hole. He played with the entrance, teasing it, covering it with lube. He kept kissing me, massaging the hole, letting me mentally prepare for what’s to come. I broke the kiss and exhaled.

- Okay, I’m ready. – I tried to keep my voice firm, not letting my nervousness get to me. And then I felt it. His finger slowly entered me, trying to stretch the hole.

His lips never detached off of mine, kissing me all the way as his finger penetrated me. When he was all in, he let me settle, not moving, almost not breathing.

-         Add another one. – I said when I felt comfortable enough with the one already inside me.

He quickly obeyed, maybe too excited to keep himself in check and the next finger slid into me with haste. I felt a piercing pain in my back and gasped. Realizing what he’d done he immediately stopped moving and said:

-         I’m sorry, I lost it there for a second. I’ll be more careful. You can trust me.

I just nodded. It wasn’t that I didn’t trust him. It was just… Well, I don’t know. I wanted to do this one day, with a person I was in love with, someone I’d choose to spend the rest of my life with. I didn’t expect it to happen here, although a part of me was really glad it was Sasuke. I knew it must’ve sounded really stupid, coming from a hard-core gay guy like me, that I’ve only been the top since I started having sex. He must’ve been secretly laughing inside.

-         Hey, where did you go? – his voice got me back to the bed, to him.
-         Nothin’.
-         Don’t give me that crap Naruto. Listen, I’ll try my best not to hurt you. And stop worrying.

It was like he could read my mind. But somehow, his words helped me relax and I gave him a reassuring smile. I was okay. I was okay.

I nodded and he added the third finger. It all went really slowly now, as he adjusted the fingers in my tightness, controlling his hand and his breathing. I didn’t want to torture him any longer.

-         Move.
-         You sure?
-         Sasuke, move!

His fingers stirred inside me, moving in and out, making a painful but pleasant friction. I moaned as he moved into me again, the pain slowly leaving my body, leaving only the pleasure.

Well, this wasn’t so bad. I was playing chicken for nothing. Now I wanted it all the way.

-         Stop.

He immediately stopped, like the last time, probably concerned if he had hurt me in some way. I smiled devilishly and looked into his eyes. I licked my lips and whispered in the most seductive tone:

-         Fuck me Sasuke.

I could feel his heart racing, see his pupils dilating in response to my statement. Still, he slowly removed the fingers and I felt the last part of the remaining tension leave my body. It was gonna get much worse, I knew that.

He grabbed a condom from the bed stand and ripping it off with his teeth, took out the slippery latex. Skillfully placing it over his member he took some more lube for just in case and poured onto my hole. He took a deep breath and positioned over me.

-         Hell, Sasuke, fuck me already!

At my command he guided his stiffness to my hole and slid it into me, kissing me at the same time. I almost cried out, but his lips muffled the sound. I felt tears racing down as the piercing pain numbed. After the initial shock of intrusion, my hole adjusted and he was in. He grunted, trying to keep himself in place. If I could hear his thoughts it would be like this: “Don’t move. Don’t move. Don’t move!”

I realized I dug my nails in his back. Those could leave a scar. So I moved my hands lower, grabbing his ass. And then I did the unthinkable. I pressed him deeper into me.

I gasped, he gasped. Not expecting it, he slide a bit farther than I expected, but that was exactly what we needed. He hit that knot of pleasure every man in his position seeks. My prostate. I gasped again, this time from pleasure as his erection pulsated inside me. The pain was going away, and the pressure on my prostate felt amazing. Sasuke was still holding his breath, I could see his face turn slightly blue.

-         Move!
-         Huh? – he was surprised.
-         Move, teme!

He slid his dick backwards leaving almost all of it outside, only the head remaining and after a few seconds moved right back in. He moved deeper, hitting that spot again.

-         Hnng, Sas-kee! – I moaned as he hit the spot.

Feeling easier he now started moving more freely, faster, but not too fast, trying to find that sweet place again. I arched my back when he hit it again, moaning in pleasure. He slid his hand under my back keeping my hips in place as he rocked in and out.

-         So good… - I muttered as he reached for my erection with his other hand. I felt it wrap around my member, and the pleasure struck me as he pumped it and hit the spot inside me again.
-         Naruto… - he was grunting, droplets of sweat sliding down his face and chest. I knew he was still holding back.

I grabbed his face and pulled him.

-         Fuck me senseless. – I whispered in his ear.

Looking at me, like I just gave him a million dollars, he smiled and his fences broke down. With a lustful expression he placed both hands on my hips, increasing his speed. He pounded into me, going faster, harder, then slowing down just to tease me and moving fast again. I moaned loudly, not aware that it was almost midnight. I didn’t care. It felt so amazing. All that existed were me and him. And the overwhelming pleasure.

He slid out of me completely, just to pierce into me again. I could feel him getting close, but I was still far from it. He knew it, so he stopped, and sliding out reached for me. He took me by the shoulders, lifting me up in a sitting position. Grabbing my ass he centered his member under me and pounded me down impaling me onto him.

-         Haaah! – I couldn’t control myself as he pounded me. It felt divine. I started moving on my own, embracing him as my support. His lips found mine and we passionately kissed as his fingers traveled down my back.

After a few minutes of intense fucking, I could feel it coming. I grabbed his hair, moving faster, pulling him to my lips. His hand stroked my erection, making me see stars. Rocking his hips, Sasuke continued to add pressure, getting close as well. We reached the climax in almost the same time. Just a second before, I moaned in his mouth, reaching my peak. Sasuke kept pounding into me, and digging his nails into my thigh came with a loud moan. We both rode our orgasms, enjoying the hot waves of pleasure that our bodies emitted.

We finally crashed onto the bed, both trying to catch our breath. I smiled as I looked at his tired expression. I was glowing.

-         This was great. – I muttered, reaching over to kiss him.
-         Yeah. – he answered.

-         So, you wanna do it again?

I chuckled again, remembering the idiots face after my question. Who knew Sasuke could be surprised as well. That didn’t stop us from doing it again. And again. And again. No wonder my butt hurt like hell now. When I woke up this morning, I literally couldn’t stand how sore I was. Sasuke mentioned some cream stuff that I can get at a drug store, so I should really stop by some when I get back.

But, there was one more thing that was bothering me. Even though I enjoyed everything that had happened last night, I couldn’t stop thinking about his sudden reaction when I wanted to top him. I know the guy’s bossy, but how bossy can you be?

-         What’s the big deal here? – I asked stunned by his hateful expression after stated my proposal.
-         Nothing.
-         C’mon, tell me!
-         I don’t want to talk about it! – he was getting really pissed of now.
-         Don’t’ be a stuck up Sasuke.
-         Or we’ll do it the way we already did, or you can forget about it!
-         Heck, what’s wrong with you? – now I was pissed off. All those things he did were great, but this was just plain rude. I had my own needs.
-         If you’re not satisfied, you can go.
-         Well, maybe I will! – I yelled sitting up in bed.
-         Be my guest! – his snide face was there, but under it I could see he was hurt.

A few minutes passed and I was still sitting on the bed.

-         What’s keeping you? Didn’t you say you were leaving? – he asked in an irritated tone.

I turned to face him. I didn’t really want to leave.

-         Idiot, how can I leave when it’s 3 am? How do you expect I go back?
-         I don’t really care.

I frowned. Did he really want me gone? Did all this mean nothing? I sighed. I didn’t know what was the deal here, but I wanted to stay, I wanted to stay with him. So for maybe the first time in my life, I shut my mouth and lied down next to him.

-         Weren’t you leaving? – he asked, covering himself.

I decided to play it nicely.

-         I won’t. I like this. So it’s okay, for now. We don’t have to do that if you don’t want to.

He seemed surprised. Not wanting to give him any more reason for fighting, I nuzzled my face next to his and whispered:

-         It would also be very embarrassing walking around in this time of the night around your house. Especially after all the noise we’ve caused.
-         You mean, you caused.
-         Oh I remember you being pretty loud, too.
-         Dobe.
-         Hehehe. Well, now that that’s decided… I won’t make you tell me what’s wrong here, but don’t expect me to leave it alone forever. Sooner or later, you will have to tell me. If you want to keep doing this that is.

He frowned and took a small breath. Then he closed his eyes and nodded.

-         But, don’t push me. – he finally said.
-         I won’t.
-         Good. Now come here, I think it’s time for a small break.
-         Wait, then what was this just now? I’m ready to go again!
-         Don’t push your luck dobe.

I really wanted to know what he meant. His reaction was too much for someone so experienced in bed, even for the dominant type. I was the dominant type until now, but I agreed. Why couldn’t he?

But, I promised I wouldn’t push it, so I guess I’ll have to wait for him to tell me on his own accord. Nothing good will come up if I insist. And I do want to keep doing this. It was refreshingly nice, not being committed, just enjoying ourselves, no attachments. Hmmm.

I had these kind of relationships before, some have ended happily, some not so much. I’ll just have to wait and see. And try to ignore this weird feeling in my stomach that started as soon as I left his house. Something was off, I couldn’t put my finger on it.

Fuck buddies, ay? I could work with that. Or so I thought.

That night, after applying the woird crème Sasuke was talking about (and feeling slightly relieved) I went out to have drinks with Gaara. So funny, how some things never change. I was still hanging out with him whenever I had a chance, even though we weren’t a couple. But he was the only friend I could talk about this, so I was glad when he informed me over the phone that Neji couldn’t come due to some family obligations. I knew what he was talking about, Hinata mentioned it too couple of days ago. I was lucky it was tonight.

So I went out and met with the readhead in our favorite bar. It was the place I met him actually. Turned out, picking up strangers in gay bars wasn’t always a bad thing.

-         So, what did you want to talk about? – he asked me, sipping his colorful cocktail on a straw. Non-alcoholic of course, Gaara was on meds.
-         Something happened. – I said, taking a big gulp of beer. I wasn’t a big fan of beer, but I wasn’t in the mood for hard liquor either.
-         That much I got over the phone. – he rolled his eyes. It was amazing how different he was. And again, I thanked the heavens for splitting us up, it was perfect for both of us.
-         Well, I went to Sasuke’s place yesterday…
-         Wait, the infamous Uchiha Sasuke? – he cut me off in the middle of the sentence.
-         Yeah. Infamous?
-         Yeah, don’t you know?
-         Know what?
-         Well, about him.
-         And what am I supposed to know?
-         How do you even know him?
-         We’re in the same class this year. I failed, remember?

Gaara nodded and sighed.

-         Tell me first, what happened?
-         No way, tell me what you know.
-         Answer me. – his voice turned scary, so I didn’t have a choice. He could turn like that, even now when he wasn’t depressed.
-         Well, he helped me fight off some assholes this week. So I owed him a favor and he told me to come over the weekend if I wanted to pay out my debt.

Gaara had an amusing face on, but showed me to continue.

-         We were supposed to fight for it. If I won, I was free of the debt, but if he won…
-         You had sex. – Gaara really needed to learn not to intrude when others were talking.
-         How did you know?
-         Well, that’s what he does.
-         Wait, what?
-         You really don’t know? – his eyes narrowed.
-         I have no idea. – I stated bluntly.
-         Well, he’s famous about it. Or better say, infamous. He just does it often, girls or boys, it doesn’t matter.
-         Everybody owes him?
-         You’re really thick sometimes Naruto.
-         Then what?
-         He sleeps with people. I know at least five people who’ve done it with him.

It was like someone slapped me.

-         What?
-         It’s just as I said. I don’t know why, but he seems pretty active about it. Maybe it’s a bet, or he’s just lonely…
-         So he sleeps with a bunch of people?
-         Yes.

An unsettling feeling appeared in my stomach and didn’t want to go away.

-         Maybe it’s his thing, I don’t know. I don’t really understand people like him, having a relationship is much better and more satisfying…

Typical Gaara. Everything had to end with his bragging about his perfect relationship.

-         Hold it there Gaara.
-         What?

I didn’t really know what to ask him. I felt a rush of emotions and thoughts, I couldn’t even form a straight sentence.

-         Naruto, are you okay?
-         It’s not like that with us.
-         Oh, really?

I didn’t even know why I said it. It wasn’t supposed to bother me. It was the same feeling as at the dōjō when that girl walked in. He wasn’t mine. We just had sex. And I told myself today that I was okay with that. I couldn’t be selfish like this.

-         Never mind.
-         You sure you’re okay? – he looked kinda worried.
-         Yeah. Forget I said that, it was just blabbering.
-         Okay.
-         We’re just fuck buddies. I think. Well, I hope so. I really wouldn’t like for this to be a one time thing only.
-         Naruto, watch out for that Sasuke. I get it if you need to vent somewhere, but make sure it’s just sex. You don’t want to get caught up in all that mess. That’s why I hesitated telling you in the first place.
-         Don’t worry Gaara-chan. It is just sex. – I reassured him, trying to make myself believe it.
-         Don’t chan me. Be clear about it. That’s all. Now tell me, how was the sex? – and then again, typical Gaara, wanting to know all the details.

Gaara’s non-existant eyebrows raised when I started talking.

After two more beers and a fruity cocktail later, my story had to end, since Neji popped up at our table, claiming the family dinner was over. I bet he was still afraid I’d try to steal Gaara away from him. But he didn’t show up before I had the time to tell Gaara about Sasuke’s reaction about topping and all. Gaara considered it pretty normal, since Neji almost never let him top. And it was as he said “I also remember you never letting me top you. Now you know how it is. You reap what you sow.” And he did have a point there. Maybe I was over-thinking it? But there was still something about it I couldn’t let go of.

Then he proceeded with his inquisition, asking me how was I baring with the pain and all, and how the whole thing was. He also mentioned the cream Sasuke suggested.

-         I’m way ahead of you, I already got it. – I answered with a devilish smile.
-         It’s really good, tomorrow you won’t feel anything, trust me.

Then Neji appeared and the sex talk ceased. We had another drink and then parted ways.

I decided to walk to my place, waiting for the night bus after the long wait this morning didn’t sound very appealing. When I got back, Iruka was devouring popcorn and milkshake, his way of coping with Kakshi’s absence.

-         Hey, give me some! – I grabbed some popcorn and sprawled over the couch.
-         How was your day? – Iruka asked, not taking his eyes off the movie on TV.
-         It was okay. So, what are we watching tonight?
-         James Bond.
-         A person would think you’d get fed up with these until now.
-         Hey, Bond is a classic.
-         Only in your head.
-         Shut up!

The rest of the night we spend stuffing our faces and then after my final provocation about Kakashi Iruka threw a pillow at me and I decided to call it a night.

Lying in bed, memories of last night rushed back. I embraced them with mixed feelings and finally around 2 am I dozed off.
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