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Darkness to Darkness	By : yolotengo Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 983 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Darkness to Darkness Chapter 3
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Sasuke walked over to the couch and sat down. He knew that it must take a lot for the blonde to tell him something as meaningful as his past, judging from how sensitive he seemed to be about it earlier. "You don’t have to you know; just because I’m open doesn't mean you have to be."

Naruto sighed and sat next to Sasuke. "But I want too, I've actually wanted to since last night when you asked. I just want you to understand me."

He settled back against the corner of the couch before holding out his hand. "Come here... I want you to be close to me when I tell you. It's... hard to talk about."

Scooting closer, Sasuke leaned against the blonde's body. "Ok...how the hell are you so warm?"

Naruto chuckled as he wrapped his arms around Sasuke, kissing the other man on the temple. "Just lucky..."

Taking a deep breath he began. "When I was sixteen... I got into a car accident..."

"The whisker marks...?"

"No... those aren't from the accident. I was fine... The person I hit wasn't. He was only thirteen. I remember he came out of nowhere on his bike... no helmet or anything. He died instantly." Naruto took a deep breath and held onto Sasuke a bit tighter.

Feeling the arms around him tighten, Sasuke looked up and continued to listen.

Naruto loosened his grip a little, not wanting to hurt Sasuke. His emotions were starting to get the better of him already, remembering the details of what had happened that night. With a deep breath, he continued.

"The kid... the one I killed, was under the influence at the time but it didn't really matter, I had killed him either way.

“He had gotten the drugs from his older brother... Consequently enough the older brother went to my school. It was hard... I got daily death threats from him but the police told me and my family not to worry... that it would all blow over. I never thought so, and I was right." He paused and looked down at Sasuke, trying to see how the raven was taking t his.

Intently staring at the writer, Sasuke shifted his body so that he was still on Naruto, but on his stomach. "What...happened?"

Closing his eyes, Naruto let the images of that horrible night flood his memory. "It was about three weeks after school had started. They had three police units watching over our house just in case. I was supposed be transferred to a different district in another week.

“He killed them, my parents... He said it was payback for killing his little brother. He told me that I wasn't worth killing; that I should suffer with the loss of my parents like he was suffering for his lost brother. Then he gave me these..." He indicated the marks on his face. "So I would never forget what I've done... not that I would have anyway..."

Sasuke leaned in and gently kissed Naruto’s left cheek. "Don’t place any blame on yourself. The little brother...did drugs...you didn't know that..."

"I know... I was going under the speed limit, didn't even have music on. I know I did nothing wrong. But it still isn't a good feeling, knowing that you've killed someone, someone that other people care about."

"Don’t blame yourself..." Sasuke said again. "So stop. It happened. There is nothing that you can do to change that. So please...stop."

Naruto smiled and kissed Sasuke. "So... now that you know my big secret, has your opinion of me changed?"

"Please." Sasuke said as he got up and stood before Naruto. "Nothing has changed. Nothing at all..."

Naruto sulked... he usually didn't sulk but he felt that he could for Sasuke. "Come back here... I need some comfort." He let a smirk take over and he pulled Sasuke down back to where he was leaning against Naruto.

Wrapping his arms around the raven once more, Naruto held the younger man close. "That's better."

Sasuke almost purred to the touch and nuzzled his shoulder. "So warm..."

It was hard for Naruto to keep his arousal at bay and he managed it but Sasuke on top of him made him think very dirty thoughts. "So, is it safe to assume that we're officially dating? I'd really like to date you. We don’t have to have a relationship or anything, unless you want to that is..."

Sasuke leaned off the blonde’s shoulder, placed his hands on the arm of the couch and leaned in close to Naruto. "Close your eyes."

Naruto raised an eyebrow but did as he was told. "So does this mean you’re not going to answer me?"

"Nope." Sasuke said softly as he captured those soft lips on his own, enjoying the taste of the other man's flesh.

Naruto was a bit disappointed at the response but was very happy about his surprise. He found that he was starting to get addicted to the taste of Sasuke and he never wanted to give it up. Not knowing how far he should go with the kiss, the blonde kept it at PG levels and just worked his lips against Sasuke's, but it wasn't helping his libido any...

Sasuke moved down from his lips to Naruto's chin and licked it softly. "Something tells me a little Naruto wants to join in on the party..." He teased as he slipped a hand on Naruto's belly.

Naruto almost growled in frustrated lust as he felt Sasuke's hand so close to where he wanted it.

"Don't make promises you can't keep Sasuke..." he said, a slight edge to his voice.”I don't like being toyed with and I'm fucking turned on as hell."

Sasuke nodded, grin lighting up his face. He loved being in charge. "What will you do...if I continue to tease you like this?”

"You want to know?" Naruto's eyes glinted as he looked up at Sasuke and curled his fingers around the back of Sasuke's neck, playing with the small hairs. "I don't think you do..."

Scrunching up his shoulders, Sasuke arched his back and shuddered.

Naruto smirked. How adorable...

"You're too cute." He let the man's neck go and grabbed the front of Sasuke's shirt instead. "So tell me... do you really want it or are you just playing with me? Because honestly... you're too fucking hot and I don't think I can control myself for much longer."

Sasuke opened his eyes as he felt a wave of nervousness hit him.

"Na....Naruto. I...uh....you..." Sasuke felt his cheeks head up at the words that were being said to him; how did the blonde manage to affect him so much?

"Well... which is it? If you don't want this you better tell me to stop right now." The blonde wrapped his arms around Sasuke, holding the man against him so their bodies were pressing against each other and his lips went to the raven's neck.

“Naruto…” Closing his eyes and whining loudly, Sasuke tensed up, his voice strained.

Naruto did growl this time and pulled himself away from the raven haired artist. "Sasuke... you have to give me more than that."

He looked the other man straight in the eyes. "Do. You. Want. This?" To be honest, Naruto wouldn’t be able to live with himself if he ever did anything Sasuke didn't want.

Sasuke gulped and tried to sit up a bit. "Naruto....I want to...but..." He turned his head to the left and looked down. "Even if I wanted to...you wouldn't like it..."

Naruto's eyes softened and he let his grip loosen just a bit. "Why do you say that? I like it so far..."

"Because...of what happened to me ...." Sasuke removed himself from the older man to sit on the other side of the couch.

Naruto sat up and looked over at Sasuke. He didn't even think... But maybe he was wrong about what Sasuke was trying to say.

"Sasuke... you know you can tell me. I promise I won't judge you. I trusted you with my past and you've already told me some of yours... So please, if you can talk about it..."

Sasuke sighed and stood up. Turning his body to face Naruto, he crossed his arms and pulled his shirt off, revealing far more than what Naruto would have suspected.

Thin silver scars crisscrossed all along the raven’s pale skin. They looked rather old but still very visible.

Naruto's eyes widened just a bit. He didn't see those last night... how the hell could he have missed that? He waited silently, knowing that Sasuke would continue.

"These scars carry a lot more than just overgrowth of skin. Each one of these I got because of who I am; because I’m gay. Back in high school, when I felt comfortable in being myself, word got out and as I was placing the last touches on my art final, a group of kids came in. Each one of them had a weapon. Pocket knives, a stun gun, some of them even had their bike locks. I think you are smart enough to connect the dots." Sasuke would never forget that day. It was a day that changed everything about what he thought of himself…

Naruto had no idea what to say. All he could do was get up and wrap his arms around Sasuke, holding the other close. Words wouldn’t come to him which was funny considering that was his job... words. But for this... He could feel the emotions well up inside of him, what Sasuke must have gone through, all because he didn't meet society's standards.

Sasuke sighed dropped the shirt to the ground, wrapping his arms around Naruto. "I'm sorry! I'm not who you think I am! I'm not strong!" His tears came freely, he had no desire to hide them from the blonde, and he knew the man understood.

Naruto tightened his hold on Sasuke, stroking the man's back in soothing circles. "You don’t have to be. You didn't deserve anything that happened to you. You're an amazing person Sasuke. And in my opinion, one of the strongest people I've ever met."

He led the raven back to the couch to sit, bringing Sasuke onto this lap and letting the other cry on his shoulder. "I wish I could do what you're doing... let myself cry. I don't think I've cried since I was kid. I didn't cry during my parent’s funeral... But that doesn't mean I'm strong, it just means I'm a coward; a coward who's afraid to let go and let myself cry. But you, you can and I think that's what makes people strong."

Wiping his nose with his hand and leaning onto Naruto's neck, he closed his eyes, feeling the heat on his naked top half. "I...I want to be strong....I tried to be strong. I...I returned the next day...and even the teachers noticed I was in pain."

"It's hard, I know it is... You've been through so much and yet you're still a wonderful and amazing person who is capable of overcoming everything tragic in his life." Naruto lifted Sasuke's chin so their eyes locked. "I don't think I've ever met anyone more perfect..."

Sasuke stared at Naruto, black with blue, dark fire and ice water, two opposites coming together. "Naruto..." His voice was a mere murmur barely heard by Naruto.

The blonde kissed Sasuke's lips a few times before looking at those gorgeous coal colored eyes once more. "I can't believe how fast I'm getting attached to you... this is new for me."

Sasuke almost purred and leaned onto his chest. "Can...we just sleep? I’m so tired."

Naruto nodded and sat up a bit. "I have a bench swing out on the balcony, to tell you the truth it's a lot more comfortable than the couch... and it's a nice day out..." He stood and offered his hand out to Sasuke.

Sasuke nodded as he got off of Naruto and picked up his now wrinkled shirt. "I'm sorry...I'm normally...a lot more composed. I don't know what happened.”

"Don't worry about it. You can break down in front of me any time you want. I'll always be here..." He led Sasuke out onto the sunlit balcony and to the covered bench swing. It was laden with plush cushions and extra throw pillows plus a nice warm blanket for nights when Naruto felt like writing outside in the evenings.

He sat down and stilled the rocking motion for the moment to pull Sasuke down gently with him as they reclined against the side of the swing, Naruto's foot on the floor creating a soothing rocking motion with the swing.

Sasuke leaned on the pillows and on Naruto, closing his eyes, listening to the heart beat of the older man. "You...have such a nice beat.”

"There's a first as far as compliments go... but thank you..." Naruto held the raven close as he watched the other for a moment. He couldn’t blame Sasuke for being tired. The poor kid had just let loose all of his emotions and admitted something huge about himself to Naruto... The blonde could definitely see himself with Sasuke... exclusively and for a very long time.

Sasuke was already far beyond the world of the words, as the day's events slowly unfolded in his dreams; the breakfast, the shower, and the kiss. Sasuke loved to kiss that man. Turning his head to face the pillows, the Uchiha sighed and slowly fell deeper into sleep, to dream of a dream where only he and Naruto were allowed.

TBC

So sorry for the lapse in chapters in anything new. I’ve haven’t been motivated AT ALL. But I’ll try to update more frequently. Hope you enjoyed! Please feedback! Thanks for reading :D
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