Admitting The Truth | By : AvangalineHazel Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1791 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 2 |
Disclaimer: I do not and will never own Naruto. I also dont make any money from writing this |
Sorry this chapter took so long guys but my keyboard broke and I got really stuck with a bit and couldn’t find inspiration anywhere
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“Kiba wait please,” Naruto cried reaching out to twine his fingers with Kiba’s to stop him from leaving, “please I’ll make him leave if that makes you happy, just please don’t go.”
Kiba stoped and glanced down at their hands and squeezed Naruto’s slightly, “I can only stay for a little while. My team got called out to a mission and I wanted to make sure I said goodbye before I left because we’ll be gone for a while,” he rubbed his thumb gently over the blonde’s knuckles, “I didn’t want to leave without making sure you were okay about last night, it’s just with Shino there I couldn’t, well you understand right?”
Naruto caught his bottom lip between his teeth to stop it from wobbling as the memories of last night came back to him.
Naruto ran through the rain with a slight frown on his face. It wasn’t the rain that bothered him, in actual fact he found it quite refreshing after a long day of training. It was the fact that he had blown off friends AND ramen in order rendezvous with his lover who was already seeing another.
The blonde sighed. It did him no good to think like that, all it did was make him feel dirty when he should be feeling grateful that he finally had someone to show him affection, that there was someone who not only knew about what he was but seemed to accept it totally. It was more than he had ever let himself dare to hope for and second guessing the situation would only be asking for it.
Naruto arrived at Kiba’s panting and out of breath and snuck into the alleyway behind his home. It was where they usually met considering that Kiba lived in a large compound with his family and dogs which meant that it was often too much of a hassle to sneak into the other shinobi’s bedroom.
He scowled up at the sky as he began to shiver in the dark and hugged himself tightly. It was getting late and the blonde smiled longingly. Sakura and Sasuke must nearly be finished with their dinner by now, he thought as his smile grew wider, poor Sasuke I wonder how he went being alone with Sakura? I hope she didn’t go all crazy fan girl on him again.
Naruto’s day dream of a steaming hot bowl of ramen and his friends stopped abruptly when he heard muted voices coming from an upstairs window in the back of the Inuzuka home. He frowned up at the window. That was Kiba’s room.
Creeping closer to the back gate Naruto strained to hear. He knew he shouldn’t be nosey, if Kiba caught him snooping into his private business he was sure to get in trouble but he just couldn’t help his curiosity.
“Shino we really should be talking about our mission tomorrow,” Kiba’s voice was barely audible to Naruto but the blonde didn’t miss the growling undertones it had taken on that meant either one of two things. Kiba was either angry or he and Shino were about to-
Naruto bit his lip hard to stop that thought but he couldn’t stop the distressed whimper that escaped him. Kiba was supposed to be with HIM now so why was Shino there?
“He’s forgotten about you again kid,” Kyuubi mocked him, “He's left you out here in the cold just like he’d do to a dog that had lost its usefulness. I mean seriously you think he’s going to come out here and be with you when he can have all that you can give him and probably more in the comfort of his bedroom. You’re a lot of things kid but I didn’t think that delusional was one of them.”
“You just shut up,” Naruto hissed in his mind, “Kiba loves me. I’m sure he’s just doing this so Shino doesn’t get suspicious is all. He’ll make Shino leave in a second, just wait and see.”
As Kyuubi chuckled tauntingly in his host mind Naruto bit his thumb as the two occupants of the room ceased talking but where anything but silent.
Naruto crouched in the rain by the fence and hugged himself tighter as he heard Kiba moan Shino’s name. He fought hard not to cover his ears but as the noises emanating from the bedroom window became worse his pride lost the battle and he clamped them tightly over his ears to try and block out the sounds but it did little good as the noises continued to taunt him in his mind, running around and around like a dog chasing its tail.
Without realising it Naruto had begun to whimper quietly, rocking back and forth on the balls of his feet as he held his head in his hand, fingers in his ears, eyes screwed shut tightly as if, if he only tried hard enough he could will away the his current situation.
As such he didn’t hear the warning growl from one of the Inuzuka dogs who had been alerted to the noise at the back fence by his sharp ears and had come to investigate what was going on and in finding a shinobi who still had the smells of battle about him had ultimately decided that it was an intruder and that he needed to alert his masters of his presence.
The blonde was ripped out of his deepening sorrow and disappointment when something large and barking collided with the other side of the fence very close to his head, splintering the wooden planks and nearly breaking through.
He yelped and fell into a puddle, skittering back in a crab like fashion along the wet ground as the dog continued to snarl menacingly.
“KIBA WHAT THE HELL!! I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU TO MAKE SURE EVERYONE WAS CHAINED UP FOR THE NIGHT,” Kiba’s mother Tsume yelled from somewhere inside the house, “GO AND SEE WHATS GOING ON OUT THERE.”
Naruto heard Kiba shout something that sounded like a confirmation and looked up at his window in panic as it slowly started to slide open. He didn’t want Kiba to see him sitting here at the back of his home waiting for him like some pathetic lovesick fan girl. No he had to move and had to move quickly.
However as Naruto stood up and began to run for the tree line he couldn’t help but glance over his shoulder and up at the window and what he saw made his heart clench tightly in his chest.
There standing at the open window was Kiba and he wasn’t looking at the dog or across the Inuzuka ground s to see what had set him off. No he was standing there staring straight at him.
Naruto stopped dead in his tracks and allowed himself to hope, allowed himself to be swallowed completely by his denial again. Would Kiba make an excuse about the dog and come to him?
As he watched the dog-nin descended from his window into the rain soaked world the blonde’s heart began to pick up its pace again and it wasn’t just because he had ran. It was because Kiba really was coming out into the cold wet night to see him even when Shino was right there, where he could probably see what was going on if he just bothered to turn his head. This was the proof that Naruto had been waiting for, for such a long time, proof that Kiba really did love him like he said he did.
He didn’t move a muscle as he waited, to fraught with emotion and anticipation to even think about taking a step in any direction. If it wasn’t something that his mind told his body to do automatically he probably wouldn’t even be breathing.
But as time ticked by Naruto slowly came to the conclusion that Kiba wasn’t coming to him. When this thought hit the blonde in full force his gaze shot back up to the Inuzuka’s window to see that it had been closed and the curtains had been drawn.
Distressed Naruto scuttled back to the fence to see if the dog that had tried to attack him before still remained but he found it to be gone, not only that but the wooden planks had been straightened and propped back in place.
I don’t understand, thought Naruto, he saw me out here, I know he did. But then WHY? Why didn’t he come and see me like he promised he would. He knew I would be out here waiting and still he brought Shino to his house. WHY!!
“Do you believe me know kid, or isn’t what just happened proof enough for you, proof that he doesn’t love you,” Kyuubi commented, “you need to see this for what it is Naruto. How could he love you when I’m part of you,” he chuckled darkly, “If you want I’d be happy to deal with him for you. No one uses us kid. This may be your body and you can do with it what you want but still have a little dignity and at least find someone who’s going to respect it.”
“Just shut up, “Naruto hissed as he began to retreat into the tree line and head toward his apartment. It was cold and dark and all he wanted to do was curl up in his bed and sleep for days. Hopefully when he woke up this feeling would be gone. Hopefully his shame and embarrassment will have dissipated back into the low persistent pain in his chest that was always present instead of the stabbing hollow ache that was there now.
“Naruto?”
The blonde was awoken from the painful memory when a calloused palm came to rest on his scared cheek and a thumb began to wipe away the tears he hadn’t been aware were falling.
Kiba gave the blonde a lopsided grin, “So you understand right, why I couldn’t come to you? I know we agreed to meet but I had to discuss the mission with Shino, it came up so suddenly that I didn’t have any time to spare. Forgive me?”
Kiba stepped forward till his nose was pressed gently to Naruto’s and the blonde looked up with started blue orbs. His view of Kiba’s face was blurred from such a close distance and the only thing he could focus on was the deep russet of the other shinobi’s eyes. They were sincere; he really was sorry for what had happened.
“Don’t kid, don’t forgive him. He’s just going to do it to you again and next time it will feel so much worse. Next time you might not have Sasuke there to help you get out of the hole you dig for yourself. Next time-“
Kyuubi’s rant was cut off when Naruto leant forward and pressed his lips to Kiba’s in d gesture of accepting his apology. He was sick of Kyuubi’s warnings and reservations and he was sick of hearing Kiba talk of Shino and the mission they would be going on together.
This was his chance. He had to make sure. He had to make sure that while he was gone Kiba could only think about him and that even if he was with Shino the memory of how their lips felt moving together would haunt the back of his mind. That would ensure that when he came back he would come back for him.
Kiba responded eagerly to Naruto’s desperate kiss. No one else tasted like his blonde, fresh and pure like kissing clouds. He wound his fingers into the locks at the base of the blonde’s head and tilted his face, improving the angle of the kiss and allowing him to glance over Naruto’s shoulder at his partially open door.
Sasuke shrank back slightly as Kiba’s feral eyes locked with his. He had known Sasuke was watching them all along, watching the way they had been interacting. His eyes flashed from onyx to red as he activated his Sharingan in response to Kiba’s feral gaze and Kiba’s eyes flashed with mirth before he pushed Naruto against the wall in the hallway and turned his attention fully to the kiss.
Sasuke growled quietly. Damn that Inuzuka jerk and damn Naruto for being blind enough to keep going back of more. He thought they had gotten somewhere last night but clearly his blonde friend was much thicker than he thought.
Still Sasuke couldn’t think as to why he felt so angry. He couldn’t figure out why his stomach was clenching sickeningly as he watched the two in the hall and heard the blonde moan quietly as Kiba began to unzip his jacket, revealing the tight mesh shirt underneath that did little to hide the body beneath.
“Mmnn Kiba,” Naruto moaned between kisses, “y-you have to leave for your mission.”
Kiba hissed slightly as he lost contact with the blonde’s soft warm lips but he knew Naruto spoke the truth. He’d stayed to long and if he didn’t leave now he’d be late. Besides if he went to his team with the scent of Naruto’s sex all over him Akamaru would be put off with him for the entire mission.
“I guess you’re right,” Kiba grumbled as he nuzzled into Naruto’s neck and licked just below his ear, “I should be back in a few weeks but until then-” Kiba cut himself off as he sunk his teeth into the blonde’s skin.
Naruto yelped in pain as he felt his skin break under Kiba’s sharp canines but it soon turned into a moan as Kiba began tonging the wound roughly.
“Something to remember me by while I’m gone,” the Inuzuka breathed into the blondes ear mischievously when he abandoned his work on Naruto’s neck before placing a soft chaste kiss upon his lips and disappearing in a puff of smoke.
Naruto stared at the spot where Kiba had been for some time before he slid down the wall and placed a hand against his slightly stinging neck, grimacing as he felt a cooling mixture of Kiba’s saliva and his own blood gracing his fingertips.
Once he regained his breath Naruto stood on shaky feet and began to make his way back to his front door, using the wall for support. It wasn’t until he saw that the door was slightly ajar that he remembered Sasuke’s presence in his home.
Giving up on the wall Naruto pushed the door open in a hurry, scanning the room for any sign of his pale raven haired friend but he was nowhere to be found. Instead in his wake was a small slip of paper resting on the blonde’s small coffee tale with a message written in Sasuke’s elegant script.
I saw but don’t worry I won’t tell anyone
See you at training.
So don’t really like how this chapter turned out. I’ll try to update soon but with Christmas and my birthday coming up it might take awhile
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