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Complications	By : loveusender Category: Naruto AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1265 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do Not own Naruto nor any of it's characters nor do I make money from writing this.

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A YEAR sicne update? *drops chappie and runs away*

There's something about a near death experience that makes someone evaluate their life. The things that they have done to shape that past… What they could have changed. It really oscillates a soul down to the very core, down to the point where everything was turning dark and the dismal reality really sets in. All the tales that people usually give about death are lies. If they had really experienced death, or had been on the border then wouldn't be able to retail the story would they?

Sasuke rethought these things as something drilled a canal in his brain, the heavy sound of a jackhammer on concrete, pounding, hitting back and forth constantly like someone was playing tennis with his brain. He heard the sound of running water coming from behind a door that he could vaguely make out in his room and a ball of spit caught in his throat. It was slowly, excruciatingly scraping its way down his esophagus, before dropping like a lead ball in the pit of his stomach.

His husband was here. Naruto was here.

He pushed himself up in the bed as he heard the toliet flush, the door opening. The footsteps were light and the blond closed the door behind him. No one breathed too hard for fear of breaking the connection that their eyes made, and the sharp familiarity that it contained. Those sapphire eyes leaked everything that described Sasuke and reflected it back at him. A tight feeling was clamping up his body other that jet pain that was coursing through his system.

The adrenaline was fast and shot, each artery it traveled through it left in its wake the alertness that Sasuke didn’t need. He didn’t, couldn’t be awake for this. Call him weak but it was not the talk that he wanted to have. The slightest touch to the hairs on his skin felt electric, dangerously so as he brushed tersely against the covers on his legs. He saw some emotion akin to fear on Naruto's face.

"Sasuke, baby, I need you to calm down." he breathed out before inching closer to the bed, "The nurses said that the baby is still recovering from the stress, but it really wouldn't help if you were to get to get riled up again ok?"

Sasuke turned away from him to look out the window, embarrassment and shame affecting him. He still couldn't get accustomed to seeing him after so long. After all the empty nights, here he was standing in front of him. He wanted to scream and yell and hurt him so much, yet he didn't have the strength. He also felt like the tiny person that he was carrying wouldn't be pleased if he hurt his other father. My God, he was a father wasn't he?

Naruto was back.

He was pregnant.
He almost lost the baby.

It had survived.

HE was still alive even though he'd tried to do himself off with alcohol. Shit! He couldn't even hold then back when they started to careen down his face.

Naruto sat down in the chair situated next to the bed, his head bent between his legs, hands clasped over his head.

"I am so so sorry that I wasn't there to be with you while.." he couldn't even finish because his voice slipped away into nothing.

The raven haired man lying on the bed didn't even said anything. Were things even going to go back to normal? Were to going to ignore the past month and put it behind them? The stuff that they would need to talk about was so intense.

Sasuke closed his eyes. How was he ever going to be able to tell the man in front him about his past about his brother? It was going past their marriage and the things that they disagreed about now. It was unmentionable past sasuke's lips and just the very thought made him shrink inside his own body.

"When I heard what had happened and rushing over here with Tsunade-baa-chan, I really couldn't believe it. That so much had happened in the short space of time..."

He didn't get to finish.

“I Hate You.”

Naruto’s mouth was agape as he stared up at his husband. “What?”

“I said-”

Naruto held up his hand to stop him. “I heard what you said. I hope to God those are the meds talking.”

“It isn’t”

“I beg to differ.”

“I want you to get out.”

“I am not leaving you and my child.” Naruto’s body had stiffened.

“The moment you left out that door of our home for a whole fucking month, this child lost your name.”

“Don’t you dare Sasuke. Don’t you fucking dare threaten me. Because of the things that we’ve been through, you dare not tell me other wise.”

Something was in his eye, but he didn’t want to remove it. It was clouding his vision and his heart.

“I waited. Did you know that? I waited night after night hoping that you would come through that door but you had to be a jackass didn’t you? If I hadn’t almost died you wouldn’t be here right now? WOULD YOU?! ANSWER ME!” his voice was booming higher than its normal range and he felt something shift inside him, digging into his side. He gripped his left side in pain and ignored Naruto when he came to stand close to the bed.

“Do you know what I’ve been through that past month? Did you really think that I didn’t want to come home? To hold you and love you and tell you everything would be ok?”

Those blue eyes squinted in hurt and Sasuke took on the measure he could to try and pull away. Yet he couldn’t.

“I don’t know why, but you just kept pushing me farther and farther. Every time I asked you about it, you had an excuse, or somewhere to go. So, here we are again, fighting and bickering like the never ending story of our lives. What is it that you don’t want me to find out? What is it that you’ve been keeping from me?”

“I haven’t been keeping anything from you.” He looked to the window again to mask his guilt.

“Look me in the eye and tell me the truth.”

“There isn’t anything to tell.”

“Sasuke …”

“I can’t”

“Why?” Naruto passed a tired hand through his wheat colored hair.

“Because…”

“WHY?!” Sasuke felt something shake inside him and curled both hands over his stomach, bending his upper frame over his engorged form.

“Crap.” He rested a sweaty palm against his brow. “I didn’t mean to do that, I really didn’t. I’ve been under so much stress lately and you’re pregnant and…”

He climbed up in to the bed and pulled Sasuke’s still shaking form against his chest.
“I love you so much and I could never hurt you. I promise you that.” He rubbed his nose in the ebony silk that stuck out in the back. “I just…don’t want any secrets between us.”

“I want to tell you, I really do. I’m just not prepared to think about that. Not when I’m pregnant. Not right now.” Sasuke relaxed into the broad chest, grateful for the heat that was pressing into his own body.

“Ok. I’ll wait just a little while longer. When we really get around to talking about this I need you to tell me everything, no excuses.” It wasn't a request but a statement.

There was a five minute silence before Naruto spoke again.

“I was so fucking scared when I heard you were in the hospital.” His arm tightened around Sasuke, the raven rubbing his hand slowly in thumbed circles.

“I was…cold when you weren’t there. I knew something was missing. I couldn’t understand why your face wasn’t recognizable in the crowd.

“I’m sorry that I wasn’t there at time for you, but I am now and that’s all that matters.”

"Nar….uto?" Sasuke’s throat was dry.

"Yeah baby?"

"I'm fucking hungry. Get your ass out there and get me sorting to eat." The raven blushed a bit and that hearty laugh was released from the man behind him, Naruto’s body shaking with mirth.

"I see you're back to you usual cheerful attitude asshole. I'll be right back." Naruto kissed Sasuke's cheek before heading to the cafeteria.

Just like that, things were suddenly going back to normal. For now.

Most of my stories i'm considering dropping because I'm lacking inspiration for them. So if ANYONE wants this to continue, please tell me via review.
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