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How to Make the Most Difficult Decisions	By : Shaylilin Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1082 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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A/N: I agree with the fact this is an odd pairing. I wanted to write something different from what you’d expect though. The characters are a little OOC, but I’ve been trying to keep them sort of realistic. Feel free to let me know what you think. Like it or hate it, I can handle it. I’m currently participating in medical research, so I could either get a lot written or catch up on my sleep. Either way, here’s the next chapter.

Neji sighed. Tobi was upset with him. It wasn’t that Tobi was necessarily mad, but he seemed hurt that Neji hadn’t said I love you in return. Tobi had been ignoring him since then. It had been a week and he hadn’t even said good morning. Neji was fed up. He wasn’t about to say ‘I love you’ when he couldn’t mean it. He cared for Tobi a great deal. He knew if Naruto came back into his life it would be difficult to leave Tobi, but he also knew that Naruto was the only one he loved.

Neji turned over to face Tobi. At least Tobi was still spending the nights with him, even if they were no longer intimate. He reached for Tobi’s cheek, stroking it lightly. “Tobi,” he whispered, hoping to wake the man without incurring his wrath. “I’m sorry. I don’t want to say something to you that I know is a lie. You have come to mean a lot to me, and because of that I refuse to say more than I know is true. I hate that you aren’t speaking to me. I hate that you aren’t kissing me or holding my hand or the thousand other little touches we used to share that made my heart speed up. I want you to be able to understand.” He wrapped his arms around Tobi’s waist, certain that the man next to him hadn’t heard a word.

Tobi shifted closer to Neji. He pretended to stay asleep. The words hurt his soul. He knew that Neji meant it. He thought Neji loved him, but he supposed he would have to settle for care for very much. Neji’s mind and body were his, even if that beautiful heart was still divided. He sighed contentedly. This had been the hardest week he had had to endure. The man he loved was still in love with an ex, and on top of it all he hadn’t even found the desire to pleasure himself despite not being with Neji.

When Neji awoke the next morning, Tobi was still asleep and pressed close to his body. Neji let out a sigh of relief. So far, every morning this week Tobi made a point of being out of bed before Neji woke up. This must mean that Tobi was at least starting to calm down. Neji watched Tobi for a few minutes before deciding he owed Tobi an explanation.

Neji waited until Tobi rolled over in his arms, staring at Neji with something close to sorrow written across his features. “Good morning, Neji,” Tobi said quietly.

Neji nodded. “Good morning, Tobi.” Neji slowly sat up, making sure not to jostle Tobi more than necessary. He leaned against the headboard. “Listen, Tobi. I think you deserve to know why I won’t reply with an ‘I love you’ of my own. I’m probably going to make you angry, but I want you to promise that you will at least listen to everything I have to say.”

Tobi pulled himself up next to Neji. “I can’t promise that I will listen to everything, but I’ll let you finish talking.”

Neji rolled his eyes. They really were similar in so many ways. “All right, I guess that’s all I can ask for.” He took a deep breath. This was going to be hard to say. “I can’t say I love you when I know I love Naruto. Before you get too angry at that statement, let me explain. It took me six months to tell Naruto that I loved him. I couldn’t say it until I was certain. You and I have only been together as more than captive and captor for six weeks.” He closed his eyes for a moment, trying to block out the look of pain on Tobi’s face.

“I would like to remind you that I never had closure with my relationship with Naruto. If you hadn’t kidnapped me, I would most likely have gone to him eventually and tried to repair our relationship.” Tobi looked mildly guilty, which eased Neji’s soul for some reason. “Even in my relationship with Naruto I only said I love you a total of four times. Once when he saved me from being molested by a friend who had too much to drink, once when he was having a particularly bad day, once when he first made me breakfast in bed, and once as we were breaking up.”

Tobi shifted uncomfortably. Neji really didn’t show much emotion for those he cared about if he could only tell the ex he had been with for a year four times. Was that how their relationship was destined to go, if it were allowed to continue? He nodded to show Neji he was listening. “Go on.”

Neji smiled and relaxed a bit. “Don’t take this information the wrong way. I’m very fond of you, Tobi. Kidnapping aside, you have been very good to me and always make sure I have what I need. Do I like the fact that you are part of, if not the leader of, a criminal organization bent on capturing and most likely killing my ex? Of course I don’t. Am I going to have to accept that as truth if I want to be with you? Of course I am.” Neji cautiously put his arms around Tobi’s shoulders, pulling him close when Tobi made no move to get away.

Tobi leaned his head down on Neji’s shoulder. He had no idea that his captive was so cold even after his heart was taken. Tobi sighed. “As long as we are making confessions, I suppose I could make a few.”

Neji smiled. “You don’t have to. I think I’m pretty sure I figured out the reasons you took me.” Tobi quirked an eyebrow, silently telling Neji to elaborate. “You didn’t know that Naruto and I had broken up. You thought that you could get Naruto to chase me once I disappeared and then he’d walk right into your trap, right? Unfortunately, I was only vulnerable and alone because of the break-up.” Neji paused, looking Tobi straight in the eyes. “I’m glad I met you, though. You’ve really grown on me, especially after you stopped wearing that stupid mask everywhere.”

Tobi chuckled softly. “Well,” his face dropped into a frown, “there is still one thing I could confess to you.” He looked down at his hands. He really didn’t want to divulge this information. He almost hoped that Neji would tell him he didn’t need to say anything more. “I could tell you who I really am.”

Neji shook his head. “It would most likely make it more difficult for me, right now. I can tell you are not the nice guy you are around me. I really like this man. I want to know him better, and then when I do, you can tell me who you are.”

Tobi smiled. “Thank you, Neji.” He tilted his head up and caught Neji’s lips in a soft, loving kiss. “I’m sorry I got so worked up over something so little. I suppose that is a little of that other guy coming through in me.”

Neji shrugged. “I don’t know how I would have handled the situation, honestly. I’m usually the emotionally stunted one that hurts other people’s feelings. I hope I don’t make things worse by not being there for you when you need me. A few careless words ended my relationship with Naruto; I don’t want them to do the same with you.”

Tobi shook his head. “Just hold me now, okay?” He pulled Neji back down to the bed. “I just want to lay here with you. I don’t want sex. I don’t want to talk. I just want to feel your body next to mine and relax.”

Neji smiled. He kissed Tobi’s temple before he wrapped his arms around his lover’s waist. “I can do that.” He closed his eyes and put his head back down on the pillow, pressing his face into Tobi’s neck and inhaling the smell of peppermint that only Tobi had. His mind finally relaxed, Neji almost immediately fell back asleep.

Tobi smiled a little. Neji really was a genius. He had figured out their motive. He also knew that Tobi was not the man he claimed to be, and had a pretty good idea of what his character was like with others. He pressed his body closer to the warm sleeping body behind him, shutting his eyes. He could wait until Neji was ready to say I love you. He could wait, but he wasn’t sure for how long exactly. It wasn’t long before Tobi was peacefully sleeping beside Neji.

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Two weeks had passed since their fight and Tobi and Neji got along even better than before. Tonight they were sitting outside, high in a tree watching the sunset. Neji wrapped his arm around Tobi’s waist. “I’m glad you could spend some time with me. You have been so busy lately.”

Tobi sighed. It was true. The Akatsuki had been very active in the pursuit of jinchuuriki. They hadn’t met with much success though, and Tobi’s mood was sour at best. Yet, the moment he got back and saw Neji waiting in the door frame for him, arms crossed and that smirk on his face, all his anger had melted away. “I know. I’m sorry.”

Neji shook his head. “Don’t be, and don’t tell me what you are up to. Just hold me and watch the sunset.”

Tobi placed a hand on Neji’s thigh. He was so peaceful right now. Just as he let out a deep breath that he felt like he had been holding for over a week, Deidara hollered up to him, “Tobi! Pein wants to have a word with you, alone.” Deidara kept his eyes off Neji however. He didn’t want to give Tobi an excuse to hurt him. “You can escort Neji to your quarters before you go to the meeting room.” Deidara left, knowing that even Tobi wouldn’t dare go against the leader of the Akatsuki.

Tobi sighed. “I guess I need to go.” He stood on the branch and helped Neji to his feet. Tobi grabbed Neji’s hand and the two of them jumped down to the ground. Tobi stood in the door to their room, running a hand softly down Neji’s cheek. He leaned in and placed a soft, chaste kiss on Neji’s lips. “I’ll be back soon.”

Tobi growled as soon as their door was closed. He didn’t want to play idiot tonight, but he knew he must until he got to Pein’s room. It wasn’t so bad if Itachi or Deidara saw him as himself, but he had to be Tobi to everyone else. Tobi bounced down the hallway, only to be stopped by Hidan. “Pein said main meeting room you fucking idiot.”

Tobi stopped, spun in a circle, and quickly bounced back the way he had come from. “Deidara told Tobi that Pein wanted to talk to Tobi alone. How come Hidan knows where to go?” Tobi sung over his shoulder.

Hidan growled before opening the door to his own quarters. “I know because he tells everyone what he wants you to do because you’re such a goddamn idiot you forget before you get where you’re fucking supposed to be. Don’t bother me with these stupid fucking questions!”

Tobi smirked under his mask. Hidan was really something; in addition to being immortal his desire to kill was almost unmatched. If only he knew how truly devious ‘Tobi’ really was. Tobi bounced into the meeting room and closed the door behind him. He took his mask off and turned to the man who had called him away from Neji. “What? And it better be fucking important.”

Pein smirked in the devilish way that only he could. “Oh, I think this information will be worth your while. Obito’s dear friend Kakashi and four other Konoha ninja are on their way to rescue your precious Neji.”

Tobi groaned. He knew this day would come, but he had been hoping to put it off. “Naruto is with them, isn’t he?” He felt like throwing something against the wall when Pein nodded. He settled for slamming his fist against the table in front of him. “Fuck. I can’t kill Naruto with Neji here or he will hate me and possibly kill me in return. I can’t just let the Kyuubi walk away though.”

Pein’s smirk grew even more evil, as if that were possible. “Maybe you’ve let yourself get too invested in this Neji. I would gladly slit his throat for you.” ‘And a few other things, before I killed him,’ he silently added.

Tobi turned a deadly glare that only Uchihas could manage onto Pein, who shriveled under the scrutiny. “No one and I mean NO ONE lays one finger on Neji. His fate is mine and mine alone to decide. If you were to so much as brush a strand of hair out of Neji’s face without my permission I would have you dead before you realized I was in the room. If you understand that, you’ll shut the fuck up and let me think.”

Tobi stood up and put his mask back on. “Inform me when they within range of the barrier seals. I will have a plan of action ready by that time.” He collected himself and bounced out of the room, not at all feeling like playing this character right now. All he wanted was to hold Neji and find some way to convince him to stay and let them have Naruto. He knew it was all but impossible. “Tobi’s a good boy!” He chirped at a startled Zetsu.

Neji was in the bathroom relaxing while he awaited Tobi’s return. He heard the door open and Tobi call his name softly. “In the bath,” he called back. “Want to join me?”

Tobi smiled as he saw his brunette god tilting his head back, arching his body magnificently to get his hair wet. “You look good enough to fuck,” he said, his voice slightly betraying the irritation he was feeling.

Neji sighed. He’d been around Tobi long enough to know that this was a night he’d be bottom. Something was bothering Tobi, and whenever that happened, he liked to work his problem out with sex. Neji laid his hands on the tub and placed his head on his hands. “Want to talk about it?”

Tobi shook his head. Yes he wanted to talk about it, but he was afraid of the answer. He would settle for another method of working out his frustration. He finished taking his clothes off and slipped into the water next to Neji. “I don’t want to hear anything but sounds of pleasure echoing off the walls of the room.” He captured Neji’s lips in a searing kiss.

Neji couldn’t help it as his well-trained hands traveled to Tobi’s all ready prominent erection. He began stroking it gently with his palm before allowing his fingertips to caress the soft skin. Tobi’s head was dropped back against the tub in pleasure, soft moans drifting to Neji’s ears. Neji wrapped his fingers completely around Tobi’s member before attaching his mouth to Tobi’s neck. “I want you inside me, Tobi,” Neji whispered, letting his warm breath flow across Tobi’s ear.

Tobi moaned even louder. No matter how many times he took Neji, it still felt like the first time. “I want you, Neji. I want you so badly. Climb on top of me and let me feel that welcome heat that only you can provide me.”

Neji growled and did as he was told. He had not been prepared this time, and sliding down onto Tobi’s cock was more painful than usual, but he refused to let tears surface. Tobi gasped as Neji slid down onto him in very small thrusts. He couldn’t believe that Neji was going to forego preparations. “Fuck, Tobi! You’re so fucking big. I think I’m stretched to my limit here.” Neji growled as he finally got Tobi fully seated inside himself.

Tobi wasn’t willing to wait for Neji to adjust. He wanted Neji so badly right now that Neji’s needs were second. Tobi pulled Neji up by the waist before slamming him back down onto his own needy cock. Neji gasped in pain, but still refused to let that emotion show. Tobi quickly found the place inside of Neji that turned pain to pleasure. “Oh shit!” Neji gasped as Tobi grabbed his neglected cock and began to pump hard and fast while Neji continuously impaled himself on Tobi’s cock.

Only a few quick hard thrusts later Tobi was arching up into Neji while pulling him down as hard as he could, letting his seed fill Neji before he returned his attention to his still unsatisfied lover. Neji let his head drop back as Tobi used his free hand to pinch at a pert nipple. Moans dropped from Neji’s mouth as Tobi fastened his lips to Neji neck and chest, leaving small purple marks in his wake. “Fuck, I’m going to cum!” Neji screamed just seconds before his seed started to shoot through the water and onto Tobi’s body. “Tobi! Fuck!”

Neji’s shoulders slumped as his release ended. He wrapped his arms around Tobi’s shoulders and sat there, foreheads pressed together, while he tried to catch his breath. One of his hands finally found its way down Tobi’s body and wrapped together with one of Tobi’s hands. Neji brought their entwined hands to his lips, quickly and softly kissing each of Tobi’s fingers before finally sliding off Tobi’s lap and into the tub beside him.

Tobi took Neji’s hand again, pulling the boy close to his body. “I just want to go lie in the bed and lay there. I just want to feel you close to me, please.”

Neji hid the shock that wanted to cross his face. Never had he heard Tobi sound so full of pain. Neji nodded and stood, grabbing two towels before helping Tobi from the tub and wrapping him in one of the towels. Neji dried himself swiftly, wrapping a towel around his hair while he dressed. He dried his hair quickly and climbed into the bed to wait for Tobi, who was only moments behind him.

Tobi faced Neji and stole kisses until Neji drifted off into sleep. Tobi, meanwhile, was unable to sleep. His heart was burdened by the news that Naruto was coming to their base and there was no way to keep Neji from getting hurt. Either he would hurt because Tobi had to kill Naruto or he would hurt because he would be forced to stay while Naruto left. This was an all around lose-lose situation. Tobi allowed his thoughts to keep him awake, desperately trying to find a way to fix this bad situation.

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