An Upward Decent

“Blah”=speech ‘blah’=thought

Warnings: OK I couldn’t help myself kiddies and I wrote another lemon but this one has some angst sprinkled in around the last part. Ok have fun!

Disclaimers: We all know Naruto and/or its characters, props, blah, blah, blah are not mine and sadly will never be…so don't sue me.

Notes: Hee…OK has anyone else noticed how Kakashi ALWAYS gets to be seme. I don't know about you folk but I don't think that’s fair ya know? So here it is, Iruka gets to be seme this time and he has a different side to him that’s quiet unexpected and very much liked. Oh thanks to my viewers and lets give a round of applause to my new beta reader Tanya aka Imako the Demon Wolf. Yeah!!!

Feedback: Yes please!! All is accepted and craved!!

Chapter Four:
Ah how cruel is thy Fate

Iruka awoke the next morning, rolling over to snuggle deeper into Kakashi's warmth only to find the Jonin wasn’t lying next to him and he pushed himself up on his elbows. Kakashi couldn’t have possibly left him…could he? ‘ No, no don't think such ridiculous thoughts.’ He told himself as he swallowed the lump of cold fear that had jumped to his throat.


“Hey, you’re awake. How did you sleep?” Kakashi’s smooth voice made Iruka's head snap up and he smiled at the figure framed in the doorway.


“I slept fine and you?” Iruka sco ove over so Kakashi could sit next to him and he leaned on the Jonin's damp shoulder, feeling the water from his recent shower drip onto his cheek.


“I’ve never slept better,” Kakashi whispered, pressing little kisses to the top of Iruka's head, breathing in his intoxicating scent. “I have to leave in an hour, are you going to work today?” Kakashi feel back onto the bed, pulling a still half-asleep Iruka down with him and placing him on his chest.


“Yes…I guess I will go to work today,” Iruka nodded against Kakashi's warm chest, sighing and closing his eyes again. He liked the feel of Kakashi running his fingers through his hair and he placed little, sucking kisses on the older mans chest.


“Haha, well you better get ready hmm?” Kakashi gently sat up, dumping Iruka into his lap and laughing softly. He gently coaxed him out of his lap and he leaned down to gently capture the now awake Iruka's lips.


Iruka sighed at the gently pressure of Kakashi's kiss and he opened his mouth to accept Kakashi's probing tongue. He wrapped his arms around the Jonin’s neck, threading his fingers into the silver hair at the base of Kakashi's neck. Pressing him harder to his mouth, he tried to get more of his tongue into him.


Kakashi pulled back, removing his mouth but unable to release Iruka's grip on him. He had his forehead still pressed against Iruka's, smiling, and he flicked his tongue out to lick Iruka's lip teasingly. He was sure that if the kiss lasted longer he would totally forget he had to leave and he would have to take the panting Iruka again. “I have to go,” he whispered as Iruka tried to kiss him again.


“Do you have to go?” Iruka breathed, “I bet you I can change your mind.” He smiled as Kakashi gasped softly- he knew Kakashi wanted him and in a way he was playing with this fact, dangling it in front of the slightly breathless Jonin.


“I bet you could, but I really do have to go.” Kakashi watched as Iruka let him go and heaved an exaggerated sigh, falling back on the bed. He kissed Iruka one last time and turned, “I will be back, ok? Tonight, but till then stay out of trouble my mischievous dolphin.”


Iruka smiled and nodded, watching as Kai lei left the room and then listened as he left the house. He sighed, but rolled out of bed, picked himself off the floor and got dressed. He hurried to the kitchen, grabbing a pop tart and heading out the door. He was going to be late.


The day seemed to drag on forever and he kept drifting off in day dreams filled with Kakashi and his silky voice, smooth skin and…Ok he had to stop that train of thought right there because everyone was looking at him strangely.


“Iruka-sensei? Are you ok?” a girl in the front asked, tilting her head curiously and a small grin present on her lips as if she knew what Iruka was daydreaming about.


“Umm...yes, I am. I’m sorry what did you ask?” Iruka blushed slightly and the rest of the day seemed to crawl by in much the same way. By the time lunch came around he was tired and ready to go home…well ready to go back to Kakashi's house so he could snuggle with the Jonin and kiss him and feel his smooth chest against his own…He shook his head, trying to get those thoughts out of his mind and laid his head down on his desk, staring out at the empty class room.


“You ok?”


Iruka thought he would die from a heart attack right there as Kakashi whispered in his ear and he turned to look at the clothed face of his lover. He was standing right next to him and he hadn’t even realized he was there till just now.


“Oh my God Kakashi, what are you trying to do? Kill me!?” He tried to calm his breath that had sped up with his heartbeat. He smiled up at the Jonin nonetheless and sighed as Kakashi leaned down and kissed him sweetly.


“I didn’t mean to scare you, what’s wrong?” Kakashi brushed his lips over Iruka's as he spoke, sending shivers down his spine and he placed a gentle hand on the seated Iruka's shoulder, squeezing him gently.


“Nothing’s wrong…” he smiled against Kakashi's lips and he stood so he could wrap his arms around him. He stuck out his tongue so he could gently lick at Kakashi's soft lips, asking for permission in and he whimpered whekashkashi pulled back, only to attack his neck, placing soft, sucking kisses on the pulsing vein he found there.


“Nothing huh?” Kakashi whispered, his hot breath creasing Iruka's neck and he leaned up to take Iruka's soft earlobe between his lips. He whimpered softly and then to his amusement Iruka's stomach choose that time to declare its owner was hungry. He released Iruka, falling back laughing. “Are you hungry, my koi?” He laughed as Iruka blushed and mumbled something under his breath. “What was that?”


“I said stupid hunger, I forgot my lunch today too, damn.” Iruka slumped against his desk frowning at his own stupidity. He sighed heavily only to be taken up quiet suddenly into Kakashi's arms.


“Hey, you want to go get something to eat then? I have something to tell you anyway, so come on let’s go get some ramen ok?” Kakashi laid a gentle kiss on Iruka's forehead. That had been the whole reason he had come here, to tell Iruka…what he had to tell him. He smiled as Iruka nodded and he kissed the Chunin passionately before leading him out of the door.


Iruka sat with an empty bowl in front of him and a full stomach. He could feel Kakashi's foot playing with his under the table and had a constant pink blush on his cheeks at Kakashi's looks and his suggestive foot movements. “Ok Kakashi, what did you want to tell me?”


“Ah…well,” He leaned over the small table and looked Iruka in the eye, “ I have to leave, I have a mission and I will be gone for about four days, maybe more.” He could tell Iruka was not pleased by the news as his face feel faster than he pants when Kakashi had a hold of him and he bit his lip.


“You’re leaving…” Iruka said slowly he had to be sure he had heard his new lover right. They had only become lovers last night and now Kakashi was leaving.


“Yes, I am sorry, it can not be helped. This mission is of the utmost importance and I have been chosen for the job. Iruka, I am sorry.” Kakashi reached over the table and took Iruka's hand in his own, squeezing it gently.


“Its ok…” Iruka's voice held the slightest tremor as he returned Kakashi gentle hand squeeze. “I understand, I mean it’s a mission and you have to go.” He nodded as if to reassure himself that that was how it was and that he wouldn’t mind. ‘Well I don't think it would be that bad…ok maybe it would be.’ He smiled reassuringly at the Jonin across the table. “Well when do you leave?”


“Tonight.” Kakashi saw Iruka slip further into his little cloud of gloom and he sighed heavily. He knew Iruka understood, he just didn’t like that his lover was being ripped away from him so soon after becoming lovers and to be honest, he didn’t like the idea much either.


“Ok.” Iruka nodded and he bit his lip. Suddenly he stood never letting go of Kakashi's hand. He dragged the startled Jonin after him through the streets. He finally came to a stop at the edge of the forest; he turned, smiled at Kakashi and then leaped into the trees.


Kakashi was still a bit puzzled about what they were doing but as Iruka jumped through the trees away from him a slow smile graced his lips and he took off after his playful lover.


Iruka knew Kakashi would follow him and he laughed as he jumped from tree to tree. He paused for a second on a low branch, panting, trying to catch his breath when suddenly the silver haired Jonin tackled him from behind. They tumblerougrough the air together, nglingling themselves at the last minute and landed gracefully on the forest floor.


Kakashi smiled at his panting lover and took a minute to look around. Iruka had led them to a small cherry grove and he watched as the petals fell softly around them.


Iruka smiled at the look of awe on Kakashi's face. He loved this place; so beautiful and peaceful. He wa up up to Kakashi and placed his arms around the Jonin’s neck, leaning up to kiss him gently. He sighed as Kakashi tangled his tongue with his own, he will miss his lover.


Kakashi wrapped his arms around Iruka's waist, pulling him closer and he slipped his hands under his shirt, tracing the slight ridges of his back. He felt Iruka press against him, whimpering into his mouth slightly and he moved to kiss the Chunin’s throat as he unzipped his vest.


Kakashi's kisses sent fire rushing through Iruka and suddenly he pushed Kakashi away, smiling sweetly at the startled Jonin. He quickly removed Kakashi's vest and shirt tossing them behind him carelessly. He kissed him briefly before trailing wet, opened mouth kisses down his neck and chest, pausing to attack one of the Jonin’s erect nipples.


Kakashi gasped as Iruka sucked on one nipple, his hand toying with the other and he pulled the Chunin’s headband off before tugging out his ponytail. He whimpered slighas Ias Iruka moved lower, tracing his stomach with his smooth tongue and he tangled his hands into the kneeling dolphins hair.


“Iruka…what are you doing?” Kakashi whispered as he felt Iruka unzip his pants and pushed them roughly around his knees. He reached down and tried to pull Iruka up but the determined dolphin pushed his hands away.


“Shut up,” Iruka hissed huskily as he yanked down Kakashi's boxers and grasped his erection firmly.


Kakashi moaned softly. Iruka acting so forceful was the hottest thing he could think of right now and he gasped suddenly as Iruka licked the tip of his cock, sliding a firm hand to the base of his shaft. He whimpered arching up into that hot, wet mouth as Iruka took the head of his arousal in his mouth and sucked on him gingerly.


Iruka gagged slightly as Kakashi arched up into him and he felt silky, bitter fluid caress his tongue. Not unpleasantly and he opened his mouth further. It wasn’t as difficult or as disgusting as he had imagined as he quickly discovered a rhythm, finding Kakashi was just as pleased to be licked occasionally with his hand wrapped firmly around him as he was to be sucked on. He teased the soft rim of the head with his tongue before taking him deeply, humming softly and gagging again as Kakashi thrust into him and came.


Kakashi panted as Iruka pulled back from him and turned away from him. He didn’t know Iruka could do that and he let his knees give, kneeling by the shivering dolphin.


“You ok?” Kakashi placed a gentle hand on Iruka's shoulder and he was surprised to suddenly find himself on his back with Iruka kissing him fiercely. He could feel Iruka trying to spread his legs and he struggled against him till his lover bit him, hard. “Ah!”


Iruka smiled as Kakashi finally spread his legs and he poured some of Kakashi seed that he hpit pit into his hand over his opening. He used the to to coat his fingers and he roughly shoved one of his fingers in the panting Jonin, making him cry out.


Kakashi couldn’t believe Iruka was doing this and when he felt the younger mans fingers being thrust roughly in him he cried out in a mixture of pleasure and pain. He panted as Iruka roughly stretched him and when the Chunin leaned up to whisper in his ear, his finger twister suddenly and hit his sweet spot making him scream.


“You like this, Kakashi my koi? You like it rough, I know you do.” Iruka was panting and when he hit that one spot inside of Kakashi he had to bite his lip to keep from moaning. He smiled as Kakashi moaned an answer to his question and he shoved a second finger in. He was mimicking Kakashi's actions from last night as he scissored his fingers in his whimpering lover and he smiled as Kakashi pushed his hips back eagerly as his probing fingers touched that spot again, electing another cry.


Kakashi was moaning and squirming against Iruka's fingers. Iruka was a fast learner. For never having done this before he was making the silver haired Jonin pant and whimper. His eyes suddenly flew open when he felt Iruka's lips gently close around his erection again. He moaned loudly as Iruka sucked on him and he was torn between thrusting up and thrusting back.


Iruka was sucking sweetly on Kakashi when he finally pulled out his fingers and sat back on his heels to soak up the sight of a naked Kakashi sprawled out on the ground with his legs spread invitingly. He licked his lips and removed his clothes hurriedly before kneeling between Kakashi's raised knees. He didn’t have any more of Kakashi's seed left to lubricate his member with and so he spit into his hand. He spread it over himself, mixing it with his pre cum before leaning into Kakashi, letting his creamy tip brush and smear over his entrance.


Kakashi was swallowing gasping breaths and he was avidly watched as Iruka quickly stripped himself. He closed his eyes when he felt Iruka's arousal touch him and he whimpered when he felt the young Chunin’s hands grasp his hips tightly. Suddenly Iruka seemed to have been struck with a better idea and he slid his hands under the Jonin’s thighs, lifting his legs so they rested on the dolphin’s shoulders.


Iruka smiled, now he had leverage and he leaned down to kiss Kakashi gently before thrusting forward while simultaneously pulling Kakashi back. In one quick plunge he buried himself into the Jonin’s tight heat and he cried out with Kakashi. He had never imagined anything so tight, so hot, so incredible…he shuddered as Kakashi whimpered below him.


Kakashi eagerly kissed Iruka as he felt his hands suddenly pull his hips back as he thrust forward into him making him scream in a combination of pleasure and pain. He heard Iruka cry out too and he slit open his eyes to see Iruka, his eyes closed tightly and panting heavily. He could feel Iruka's grip on his hips tighten as he struggled to keep still and he bit his lip as he felt a sweet pleasure rising to over take his pain.


“You okay?” Iruka panted out, he was trembling with the effort of controlling his lust and he bit his lip hard as Kakashi squirmed under him. “Stop that,” he hissed as his fingers dug into the older mans hips and he was sure there would be bruises. Finally he pulled out of that tight heat, pulling back till just the tip of him remained in and he paused before slamming back in, crying out with Kakashi.


Kakashi whimpered as Iruka rocked against him in hesitant, unsure strokes and little begging gasp made their way past the shuddering Jonin’s tightly clenched teeth. He could tell by the look on the Chunin’s face that his lust was starting to take over and he was slowly starting to loose control. He pushed his hips back impatiently; he wanted more of the swelling pleasure that Iruka was sending through him and he smiled as the dolphin above him gasped and finally thrust forward, sinking hard and deep into the delighted Jonin.


“Yes.” Iruka heard Kakashi hiss, his thrust became strong and deep as he became lost in pleasure. All that mattered was the tight heat under him and to drive himself as deep as he could into it. He suddenly heard Kakashi scream in pleasure and he opened his eyes to see the silver haired Jonin under him arched up and mouth open in pure bliss. He leaned down and captured that open mouth in a hard kiss, shoving his tongue in the Jonin’s hot mouth and whimpering as their teeth cut their lips.


Kakashi knew this wasn’t going to last long as Iruka kissed him painfully and he knew that the moaning Chunin’s kiss was more than just a rough kiss, it was a warning, he wasn’t going to last long either. He couldn’t take it, every thrust rubbed against his sweet spot and he screamed when he felt Iruka’s hand close around his cock tightly. The chunin started to stroke him roughly, almost painfully but the pleasure swelled and he gave over to the sweet thick pleasure, screaming as he came all over Iruka's tightly clasped hand.


It was too much; as Kakashi screamed he seemed to also become amazingly tight and Iruka thrust deeply into him for the last time as he answered Kakashi's cry with his own. He coated the inside of his lover with his seed. He was still drawing shuddering breaths as the blood rushed back to his head and he gently pulled back out of his pleasure-drowned lover. He moved so he could sprawl half on Kakashi chest and half off, smiling at his lover with still pleasure clouded eyes before having his tongue dart out to taste his stomach. He cleaned the silver haired man up in firm smooth licks and he sighed as Kakashi pulled him up for a deep kiss.


That was amazing, he had never had sex like that before and as their tongues danced he was seriously considering forgetting his mission and staying home to fuck Iruka all day. Oh and speaking of missions wasn’t Iruka still on his lunch break?


The same though seemed to have suddenly struck Iruka as well because he jumped to his feet and scrambled around for his clothes as Kakashi watched with a smile, before standing and dressing calmly.


“Shit! I’m dead!!” Iruka wailed as he hurriedly tucked in his shirt and zipped up his vest. He was trying vainly to put up his hair so it looked halfway decent when Kakashi stood up, took his hair band and pulled his hair back into a very decent ponytail. “Thank youl,” Iruka flushed as Kakashi wrapped his arms around his waist and pulled him close for another kiss.


“I’ll see you in about a week, ok? I love you my little dolphin.” Kakashi pressed one last reverent kiss to Iruka's lips before he was gone in a swirl of charka smoke and cherry blossom petals.


“I love you too,” Iruka, whispered a slight blush present on his cheeks and a broad smile on his lips. “I love you too!!!” He yelled into the trees, he was filled with a bubbling feeling and he laughed softly before he too disappeared with a swif pef petals.

Five days dragged by and by this time Iruka was crawling the walls with worry. Usually the teams would send word about every other day to assure that they were ok and things were going smoothly, but Kakashi's team had yet to send word and Iruka was going crazy.


He was doing everything he could to keep busy, cleaning, work, practicing his jutsu, accepting missions, work and maybe he would slip in something to eat. Now on the fifth day with still no word, he was short from ripping his hair out and screaming. He just needed words of comfort, words of assurance but he refused to accept any that were offered and by the time 9 PM rolled around he was already downing his fifth cup of coffee. Then he heard a knock at his door.


He left his post by the window and was at the front door in 3 seconds flat. He was a little out of breath and a knot of hope twisted his stomach and chocked his throat. He opened the door slowly and his hope died like a flame that had been exposed to rain. There standing in his doorway was Lord Hokage and something about wholwhole demeanor made Iruka uneasy; it filled him with dread.


“Lord Hokage-sama, what brings you here…” the words died on Iruka's lips when he caught sight of what the Hokage was holding tenderly. A torn, battered and bloody Hitai-leaf headband that looked very familiar.


“Iruka, I’m sorry.”


But Iruka was already lost, he wrownrowning in his sorrow and his knees felt like they would give as his world became blurry. He felt the tears streaking his cheeks but he didn’t try to stop them. He could tell Lord Hokage was saying something but he couldn’t hear him over the rush of blood in his ears.


‘Kakashi…no’


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Authors Note: Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! Noooooooooo! Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! (Dodges sharp objects) Don't kill me please, though I must admit I am getting a little teary eyed over here... hmmmm…I feel like a total jerk. Its all right to cry…*sob* ok please review and until next time kids!!