Absent minded

"Mind over Matter"


...."Alright, that was weird."

Zabuza put his face in his hands. "I...I guess it's true. I love Haku." Zabuza sat confused and worried. He loved his 15 year old tool. How was hing ing to address this to Haku? Zabuza never was any good at expressing his feelings to well, but he swore he'd have to try, at least this one time. He already knew Haku had pretty much the same feelings for him so it shouldn't be to too hard eh? "Okay, I'll try to tell him tomorrow...uhgg." Zabuza laid his head back down, and slowly fell asleep.

The next morning Zabuza was awakened by Haku knocking on his doorway. "Zabuza-san are you going to sleep all day?!" Haku yelled into Zabuza's room. He grumbled and his first reaction was to heeve a pillow at Haku. "C,mt'st's nearly noon! are you sick or something?"
Zabuza tossed off his covers "...No...I was just up late last night." Haku did what he normally did and made breakfast even though he had eaten his an hour ago! Zabuza stumbled around and made it to the kitchen were he finally ate his surprisingly still warm breakfast. While he ate he still thought of the perfect way to let Haku know how he felt. He that about trying what he did the other night, then he shook his head "Yea....right, that only leads to problems..." He stopped chewing for a moment "However, I never did pay him back for that..." a familar voice lingered in his ears "There's always tonight Zabuza-san..." Zabuza growled.

"Damn him!"

Zabuza finished his breakfast and went to get changed. Has he passed the bathroom he heard the water running in the shower. Haku was in there taking one that the moment. He leand his ear against the door and could hear Haku humming. He impulsively grabbed the door knob and pushed it open. Realizing what he was doing he quickly slammed it back shut and stood there for a moment. "Why...why do I keep having these impulses?" The water stopped running.

"Zabuza-san?" Haku called to him. Not wanting to be caught Zabuza fled to his room. Haku opened the door and peeped his head out "Hmm, I thought someone opened the door?" He shrugged, put his robe on and headed toward his room. On the way he passed Zabuza's room and saw Zabuza sitting, well actually reclined on his bed. Haku blushed and kept walking. He couldn't believe he actually thought Zabuza was going to come into the shower with him. "Haku." Zabuza called to him.

"Y-yes Zabuza-san?"

"Come here"

Haku enetered the room and stood in front of Zabuza. "Sit down Haku" Haku sat on Zabuza's still messy bed and Zabuza moved over next to him. Haku's wet hair clung to his boyish face. Zabuza tried to speak "Haku...you...I mean, I'm..."

"Are you still mad at me Zabuza-sama?" Zabuza raised his eyebrow.

"Mad? Why am I mad at you?"

"Well, yesterday when you were hurt, you pushed me away and wouldn't talk to me." Haku looked down and fumbled his bare feet around. Zabuza sighed "I'm not...mad at you Haku. I'm more mad at myself than anything."

"Yourself? Why?"

"Because..." This was it! Finally the perfect moment to tell Haku how he feels. "Because...I was...embarrassed...::cough cough:: Zabuza mumbled the entire thing!

"What-what did you say Zabuza-san, your mumbling." Zabuza closed his eyes and swollowed hard.

"That night Haku, what happened between us in the cave....it..it made me realize that you...you mean alot to me." Zabuza's face was beet red. He starred straight into Haku's big eyes. Haku couldn't believe what he just heard. He knew he was useful as a tool to Zabuza, but he never knew he meant something to him other than that. "You really mean it Zabuza-san?" Haku had a slight smile on his face which made him glow. Zabuza gazed at his glowing face and felt something deep in his chest, something he tried to repress for a long time. Zabuza had weird expression on hs face as he starred at Haku, like someone had shot an arrow straight through his heart. "Zabuza-san?" Haku placed his hand on Zabuza's lap "...you mean it?" Zabuza squeezed his eyes tightly and finally let go....

"I...I LOVE YOU HAKU!" Zabuza yelled and threw his arms around Haku. Haku stiffened with shock slowly put his arms around Zabuza too. "Zabuza-san..."

"...I love you too."

Finally the two had told each other what they needed to hear. Haku and Zabuza were so happy, it felt like a huge rock had been lifted off of them. Haku, over joyed jumped into Zabuza and knocked him back down to the bed. Zabuza laughed and Haku kept squeezing him. Haku looked up and he was all smiles. Zabuza brushed his hand across his cheek and give him a kiss. Zabuza smiled "My little Haku-kun..." Haku giggled and blushed, that was the first time Zabuza ever said that to him. Haku leaned in and gave Zabuza a big kiss, the kind of kiss that seems like it doesn't end. Zabuza leaned into Haku's ear an whispered something to him. Haku's face twitched and he turned bright red. "Do you think we could wait till tonight Zabuza-san? It's more umm...special that way." Zabuza laughed "Yea, sure."

It's seemed like an eternity before night came. Finally, the two nins could have their time together. Zabuza was already in his room waiting for Hao coo come. Haku peeped his head in and saw Zabuza anxiously waiting for him. Zazbua was shirtless and Haku loved it. He ran in and crawled up on Zabuza bed. He sat in front on Zabuza and was blushing, he knew what they were gonna do, but he was still nervous. Zabuza smiled "First we're going have to get rid of this" Zabuza untied Haku's robe and slowly took it off, tossing it the the corner of the room. Now they were both shirtless. There was a full, luminous moon out and Zabuza had his windows wide open letting the beams pour in. The light reflected off them both and they began to get closer to one another. Zabuza ran his hands all over Haku's back and down to his butt. Haku embraced Zabuza as well, roaming his hand all over his chest. Zabuza began by kissing Haku's gentle neck. Haku closed his eyes and kissed Zabuza's collar bone, slowly moving from one side to the other. Zabuza was on his knees and Haku was straddled over them and he began to bend backwards as Zabuza moved down his neck to his shoulders. Haku wrapped his arms around Zabuza's neck so he wouldn't fall over. He brought his head up a little and nibbled on Zabuza's ear. Things were's heating UP (ou cou catch my drift) and that just made the two even more amorous. Zabuza laid back so that Haku was on top of him. He started taking Haku pants off when suddenly Haku shoved his hand down Zabuza pants! Zabuza was slightly shocked, Haku was alittle more forceful than usual, but Zabuza didn't seemed to mind. Haku gave a wicked smile has he locked lips with Zabuza and nearly sucked the life out of him. He moved his hand slowly up and down Zabuza's erection which caused Zabuza to moaned quietly. Haku's raven colored hair tickled his face. He continued getting rid of Haku's pants. Finally they were off and he tossed them over his head. Haku in turn did the same to Zabuza. Now the two were completely naked and still viciously grooping each other. An hour had nearly passed since the two started, beads of sweat began to form on both of their bodies. Zabuza's rock hard body and Haku's lean boyish body moved in sync in the darkness. "mmphh...Haku" Zabuza tried to speak, "Haku...do you...want to do it now?" He breathlessly asked. Haku took a deep breath and thought about for a few seconds.

"Yes...but I'm, kind of unsure."

"Haku, I'll only do it if your comfortable with it...you don't really have to do all that much anyway."

Haku starred at the ceiling and kept thinking, he wanted to more than anything right now. He bet Zabuza did too, but would this change everything? Maybe it would change things for the better...Haku decided to take that chance. "Okay! But I want to be on top Zabuza-san." Zabuza chuckled and smiled. He thought Haku was adorable. "Ok, have it your way." he responded. The two went back to making out. Haku leaned more forward so his butt was up in the air. Zabuza slid his hand down to Haku's rear and whispered somethin him him "this may hurt a bit Haku-kun" and with that he slid 1 finger into Haku. Haku closed his eyes and winced. Zabuza kept kissing Haku's neck trying to relax him. "Relax..." He licked Haku's earlobe and inserted another finger. Haku's hands clung to the sheets and he whimpered louder. "Zabuza-san...mmphh...it.."

"I know, I know, just wait"

Zabuza moved his fingers around inside, he pushed them in further and contiued to toture Haku. After a few minutes Haku began to ease up on the sheets and his pain whimpers turned into pleasure whimpers. The emence pain he first felt slowly began to fade and was replaced by pleasure waves running through his body. Haku kissed Zabuza and moaned louder. Zabuza thought now might be a good time for the real act to happen. He removed his fingers and position Haku above him. "Ready?" Haku shook his head and leaned back slightly. Zabuza shoved in his throbbing member and the sudden rush caused Haku to fall forward and he bit down on Zabuza shoulder. "Ahhh!" The two rocked back and forth grunting and moaning. Haku leaned back and straightened his back out. He placed his hands on Zabuza's chest to blance. Zabuza watched as Haku's face twitched and turned with pleasure. He was truely beautiful in that moment. Zabuza took hold on Haku's member and futher totured him by playing with him. "Ahhh..uhh..Zabuza-sama!" Haku leaned forward again and arched his back as he kissed Zabuza. Zabuza grunted as Haku's tounge took over his mouth. The two were coming very close to the point of release. "Zabuza-sama...." Haku whimpered "I'm going to...soon"

"Yea, me too...Haku"

Zabuza thrusted faster and harder and Haku cried out with pleasure. Haku clung to Zabuza's shoulder and moaned loudly. "Zabuza-sama!!" More and more Zabuza thursted until finally Haku's toes curled as he came, seconds later Zabuza arched his back and came too. Haku flopped off Zabuza and they laid there bathed in moonlight, breathless and messy. Zabuza turned to look at Haku and Haku turned to Zabuza. They starred at each other and smiled. Zabuza rasied his hand to Haku cheek "I love you Haku."

Haku held on to Zabuza's hand "You already told me that silly" Zabuza smirked "just making sure you know" Haku yawned and rolled over to Zabuza's side. It was nearly dawn, the two had been making love all night and didn't even realize it. Haku still had that thought about if this would change eveything. "Zabuza-san?"

"Yea?"

"Dose ...c...change things between us...?"

"You mean like in a bad way Haku?"

"...Maybe"

"Well, I think the only thing it's changed is the way I see you now. Your more to me than you know Haku and it's taken me this long to realize it."

Haku nuzzled Zabuza's side and sighed "I love you Zabuza-san..." Haku rubbed his eyes and started drifting off. "I know you do" Zabuza ran his hand through Haku hair and gave him a kiss on the forhead. Zabuza placed his arms behind his head and closed his eyes. The sun had began to rise as the moon faded away...a new day and a new life had began to start for the two lovers who slumbered silently as day broke.


~~OWARI~~


damn that was long, lots of writting *hand cramps* owies...*sighs* I wish my life had cool stuff like this happen...well that's it! My first HakuxZabuza fic is finished. It's fluffy and stuff but hey those two are adorable..SO tell me what you thing R&R and thanks to all of you who read all the chapters and asked me to write more ^_^ i love u =soshi-chan=