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The Blessed Realm	By : susanna Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male > Naruto/Sasuke Views: 1746 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 3
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Chapter
Thirty-Three: The girls are not from Konoha

Naruto
was glad that he was allowed to dance with girls, not because he
hated dancing with Sasuke (he did not) but because he no longer stood
out and could pretend now that he was just like the other teenagers.
He danced with as many girls as he could, asking them for their names
and making smalltalk about the dancing and the weather and whether
they preferred the new female dance teacher to last week's male one,
hoping that they would not ask which school he went to (most times he
was lucky.)

Most
girls regretted when they had to part. “You dance well”,
they said. “With you, my feet just know where to go.”

Naruto
thanked them, beaming: getting complimented by girls was something he
could get used to. Still dancing with them did not prove to be as
enjoyable as he had thought it would be, and he wasn't in the least
as eager as the other boys who looked around for pretty girls even
when they were still with their previous partner and could not wait
to ask the girl of their choice lest someone else should be quicker
than them. Others simply pretended to ignore when they were told to
change partners and stuck with the girl they were dancing with, happy
they had found a partner they liked.

Naruto
always changed, as none of the girls managed to stand out to him.
They were all pretty and nice in his opinion, and being allowed to
touch them for the purpose of dancing was wonderful at the same time,
but on the other hand they all felt and looked the same to him: Light
and easy to lead, just moving where he led them. It was as if he was
dancing with himself, so little resistance did they give him, and so
little of their own did they add to the dancing.

He
got aware of how little he cared about them when one of the girls
gave him funny looks when he asked her for her name and when she
interrupted him just when he wanted to tell her his own:

“I
know, it's Naruto. We've danced with each other before.”

He
tried to patch it up, explaining that he had a bad memory for names.
The real reason was of course that he did had forgotten her name as
soon as she had told him, as he was not really interested in it, as
little as in the names of the other girls. They weren't from Konoha –
why should he take any effort to get acquainted to them? He could not
get involved with any of them for real, so why should he get attached
and pay attention to their names? But he did not want to embarrass
himself, so with the next girls he waited for them to ask him for his
name instead of asking himself, and also he ceased to change partners
after every dance. He was glad when they began to learn English
Waltz, meaning that he had to stick with one and the same girl for
some time.

It
turned out however that his partner for English Waltz liked to lead
herself. Her left arm did not lie gently on his upper right arm but
firmly held his shoulder blade from above, restricting the movements
of his arm.

“It's
not correct”, he told her. “And also, I am supposed to
lead.”

“Why
should I not lead just because I am a girl?” she asked back.

She
pushed him and shoved him and turned him around. Sasuke had been more
considerate, Naruto thought, showing him where to move rather than
making him move. He was glad when the female dance teacher joined
them to have a look ar what went wrong and discovered that actually
the girl had inserted some extra steps. When she had finally
understood how she was meant to go being led by her did not feel as
awkward as it had before, but still Naruto felt dragged around
instead of being led (or leading, as he was supposed to be.) She
dragged him around in the correct way, he thought, which was at least
some progress in comparison to what she had done before.

Why
did these girls not know about the middle way? Naruto wondered.
Neither being like a feather, as his previous partners had been nor
pushing and pulling him, as this one did. Sasuke had led him gently,
he thought, and they had actually been communicating via their arms
and hands. He missed him, thinking that with Sasuke he had actually
hold someone in his arms with some weight of his own, someone who
moved of his own accord (and moved well), someone who had a will of
his own even though he followed (and sometimes did not follow.) He
kept looking for him, and while he was glad that they had to separate
he was also slightly jealous that Sasuke was doing well. He still had
a bad conscience and when the break started he thanked his partner
and told her that he had to look after his friend, yet when he saw
Sasuke talking to the dance teacher he decided to buy drinks.

“Look
at your friend!” the boys who stood in queue with him told him.
“Again trying to catch the dance teacher's attention.”

“Probably
discussing the finer details of dancing”, Naruto replied,
wondering why he adopted Sasuke's arrogant style. He had to, hadn't
he, in order to defend his friend. (He was aware of what the boys
were implying.)

He
was glad when it was his turn so that he could leave the boys and
join Sasuke. They did not talk, they just felt the relief of being
with each other again and not having to deal with strangers, and they
regretted when the break ended and they had to separate again.

“Maybe
we are lucky and next week some girls have chickened out”,
Naruto said.

Sasuke
nodded. Knowing that it would be for the last time he was ready to
face the teenage girls around him. Still he was glad that the next
dance was Jive which was danced in open position, so that he only had
to hold his partner's hand. He even decided to learn the girls's
steps so that later he could dance with Naruto, and managed to appear
unaffected by the stares he got from the boys around him. He would
not have to cope with them for much longer, and anyway, he did not
care about these teenage boys. Still he was far from being as
oblivious as Naruto thought.

Just
for the last dance Naruto turned up and asked him to be his partner.
“They can't deny us to dance with each other at least once”,
he said, and Sasuke happily accepted.

Jive
was a fast dance, not intimate as the rumba, and still, even though
it took them a few attempts to work out how the steps went together
(Sasuke volunteered to follow), it immediately felt like dancing.
Moving in harmony, approaching each other and separating again: Soon
Naruto was in a different state of mind where he felt all light and
dizzy as he had the week before. He had not felt this when he had
danced with any of the girls. It was Sasuke's fault, he decided, and
the funny way he behaved: Sometimes smiling at him, then being all
embarrassed and turning away, then again trying to reassume his usual
emotionless expression, the one he had worn when he had arrived in
Music Town. It no longer worked – Naruto knew now that it was
just a facade. He laughed inwardly, and when the dance was over, he
laughed outwardly too.

“It's
supposed to be fun”, he said, embracing Sasuke, and immediately
letting go again, as people might be watching. “You're allowed
to smile.”

Sasuke
had blushed, he had looked at his feet and was now looking at some
point far beyond the horizon while the other teenagers left the room
one after the other.

“Do
you want an English Waltz too?” the dance teacher asked, and
Naruto answered that they did, feeling that he had to make up to
Sasuke for making him suffer through the afternoon. He was even ready
to follow, if this made him happy, but the dance teacher showed them
another, more symmetric position, where each of them held the other's
shoulders.

“For
training”, he said. “The one who goes forward leads, the
one who goes backwards follows.”

He
showed them how to do a full turn in two measures instead of only
half a turn, and told them to dance in a straight line.

Giving
us special attention, Naruto thought. Was it out of pity, or because
of his bad conscience for making them split up, or was it because
Sasuke had indeed used his beauty to persuade the dance teacher to
give them some extra time? It would be just like him, being ready to
do anything to secure him some extra training time.

Sasuke
was still looking confused, then embarrassed and then happy. What had
happened to him? Only when they were told to start and he was facing
forward he was looking determined again, as if he was heading out
against some invisible enemy.

“You
may smile”, Naruto told him again.

“You'll
definitely have to learn to smile if you want to become a good
dancer”, the teacher said. “But for the moment it's
enough if you smile at your partner.”

Sasuke
looked confused, muttered something incomprehensible, smiled at
Naruto, blushed and turned away. He was so easy to embarrass, Naruto
thought, it was really fun. He refrained from further teasing him,
however, so that they could begin.

Even
when they tried without music it felt completely different from
dancing with a girl. Not having full responsibility all the time and
being allowed to let go and follow Sasuke when he led, and then again
leading him. When the dance teacher switched on the music, Naruto
almost immediately fell into trance – the world was turning
around Sasuke and himself while they were holding each other,
standing still in the center of the world.

The
dance teachers were watching them.

“We
should find them some girls with talent”, the woman said.
“Maybe they'll enjoy it when they have competent partners.”

The
man shook his head, knowing that it was not just a question of
talent, but he could not reply as the boys had just stopped dancing
and were arguing. He went to look at what had happened.

“It
was my turn to lead”, Naruto said. “You were taking
over.”

“You
were running against a wall”, Sasuke replied. “I had to
do something”.

“You
had not! I was fully in control of the situation.”

They
were stopped by the dance teacher's arrival.

“Next
time you'll learn how to go around corners”, he said. “For
now it's okay, however. We want to closed now.”

Silenced,
Sasuke and left the dance hall.

“You
heard him”, Naruto said when they were half way home. “Next
time they won't separate us.”

Next
time won't be here with all these teenagers, Sasuke thought. He
sought for words to tell Naruto that they had been invited to join
another dance classe but before he could begin Naruto continued.

“Else,
you should be more careful. You've been talking to the dance teacher
during the whole break again. You appear to be encouraging him. The
other boys think he's gay.”

“Sure
he is.”

“What
makes you certain?”

“He
told me that the other dance teacher, the one we had last week, is
his lover.”

“He
told you? What do you think you are doing, asking the dance teacher
about his love life and talking to him about it during the whole
break?”

Protectively
Naruto put his arm around Sasuke's shoulder. “Take better care
of yourself in the future.”

How
do I tell him that I needed to talk to someone about being gay
because I'm gay myself? Sasuke thought. (It was much easier to think
this than it had been the first time.) He figured that this was not
the right moment to tell Naruto, however.
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