Firsts | By : djserani Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1305 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Four days. It had barely been four days since Izumo left for his mom's and somehow in those four lousy days, he'd gotten to the point of missing Kotetsu like he'd miss a limb that was gone.
With a sigh, Izumo stood up from the kitchen table and poured himself another cup of coffee. He had one more conference call that day, then he could sign off for the weekend. He didn't mind too much, though, because it meant that he didn't have to take the vacation he thought he'd have to. After adding the spoon of sugar he liked, he sat back in front of his laptop and switched over to his email. Izumo nearly wept when he saw the cancellation. With a big sigh, he answered two other emails, then shut his work stuff down for the day. He sat back, pulled his glasses off of his nose and rubbed his eyes. This week hadn't gone like he'd hoped in any way. He'd spent nearly every evening with his best friend, even though he told himself he needed space. By the time he'd gotten home from the hospital on Tuesday after making sure his mother was comfortable, he'd found himself wondering what Kotetsu was up to. Not ten minutes after that, Kotetsu called to ask if he wanted to play. Somehow, that had set the precedent and he had a feeling that he'd be online again that night, playing their game with Kotetsu. He'd been more than a little surprised to discover that Kotetsu hadn't gone out - or even made plans to go out - at all while he was gone. Izumo didn't understand it. One thing he did understand, though, was that he just didn't do well without his best friend nearby. He dropped his hands and stared at the laptop for a long moment, shaking his head at himself. He was beginning to think he wouldn't be able to move out, after all - and that it was likely he'd keep his feelings to himself and just deal. With a sigh, he pushed his glasses back onto his nose and stood up. He crossed the kitchen and pulled open the refrigerator to figure out what they were going to do for dinner when he heard a weird knock at the door. With a frown, he headed to the front. "Mom! I think Masami is here," he called. "She shouldn't be," Hana said, coming out of her room. "She supposed to be on duty tonight." Izumo shrugged. "Are you expecting anyone else?" He asked as he approached the door. "No." Izumo opened the door and his mouth dropped open, his eyes going wide. "Tetsu? What are you doing here? And... why'd you knock?" "Good to see you, too," Kotetsu replied, shaking his head. He held up a big paper bag and an overnight bag. Izumo took the paper bag and moved aside as his friend stepped through the door. "I thought I'd come over for the weekend, since I didn't have to go to work, I won't have to get up early." "Hey baby!" Hana said, hurrying over and putting her arms around Kotetsu. "I'm glad to see you!" When Kotetsu hugged her back, she glared at Izumo over Kotetsu's shoulder and Izumo replied with an eyeroll. "Hi, Mom. Are you okay? How's the back?" He turned to Izumo. "I left the xbox and my laptop in the car, but I can get them later. I brought Chinese." Kotetsu looked up at Izumo, who blinked at his friend. Kotetsu looked... unsure of something. Izumo couldn't puzzle it out right then, so instead he grinned. "Oh yeah! Like we'd ever turn down Chinese?" Kotetsu's grin matched Izumo's and he followed Izumo and Hana into the kitchen. "Tetsu, baby, get the plates. Zumo, put your laptop away." Izumo hurried to clear his temporary office away and opened up the bag, pulling out cartons of food. "So, did you work this week, then?" Kotetsu asked. "Yeah. I had a mess of conference calls, so I told them I'd just work from here. I can't do it all the time, but they'd rather I do this than take off these two weeks since I told them those were their choices." Kotetsu laughed. "You shoulda seen the weasel's face when I told him I may need to take time off. I thought he was going to have an apoplectic fit. His face turned red and his jaw was just sort of flapping around. It was great." Izumo snorted. "That sounds like him. So, he's still giving you crap?" "Yeah. Bastard just doesn't like the things I keep telling him that he needs to do." Kotetsu shrugged. "Doesn't matter. His boss knows that I know my shit--" "Language, Tetsu," Hana admonished, gently and Kotetsu blushed. "Crap," he corrected himself as he set the plates out and they settled in to dish out their food. "So he can't say much." "And that's what counts." Izumo shook his head. "I think I'd go nuts there. You need to look for a different job." "OH! Da... err I meant to tell you. I got a call today." Izumo raised his eyebrows and waited. "Kirigakure Insurance," Kotetsu said and Izumo's eyes widened. "Seriously?" Kotetsu nodded. "Yup. They want to interview me next week." "What's this?" Hana asked. "I saw an ad for a job a couple of weeks ago and on a whim, sent them my resume. I figured it wouldn't matter if I didn't get it, since I had a job. But it pays more--" "A lot more," Izumo interjected. "Yes. A lot more. Has better time off along with other benefits and I'd actually be head of their IT Security." "That's great!" Hana grinned. "I don't have it yet. But I have an interview on Thursday, so we'll see what happens." He shrugged. "Again, I have a job, so if it doesn't come through, no big deal." "Very cool," Izumo said, grinning. "If you get it, we'll have to celebrate." "Hell yeah," Kotetsu agreed. "So, Mom, tell me about recovery," he said, turning to Hana. Kotetsu yawned widely then sighed. "Damn, I can't believe how tired I am already." He shook his head hard and glanced at the clock. "Only 11:30." "Hell, I'm tired." "Yeah, but you've been taking care of Mom all week," Kotetsu said. Izumo snorted. "Taking care of Mom? How much do you think she's let me do?" "Point," Kotetsu acknowledged. "Well, it's still been a weird week. Maybe we should just get some sleep and be done with it." "Probably a good idea. I can beat your ass in Halo tomorrow," Izumo said, chuckling. "You can try. I'll kick your ass," Kotetsu said, standing up. Izumo stood, too, and stretched. "So, you want the bed? I can sleep out here." Kotetsu raised his eyebrows. "No reason for that. I figured we'd just share the bed." Izumo blinked at him and tried very hard not to frown. He'd done his best to avoid sleeping with his friend, especially after that disastrous morning the Saturday before. He didn't want to find himself in another situation that could push him into fucking another stranger in a bookstore. Okay, that had been odd, but even so, he just wanted to avoid the whole damned mess. "Well, we just don't sleep together that much anymore. I figured you'd want the bed to yourself." Kotetsu scowled and Izumo suppressed a sigh. This wasn't going very well. "Is there a problem with sleeping with me?" Izumo didn't groan. He wanted to, but he managed to refrain. Barely. "No, of course not. Come on, let's just go to bed." A few minutes later, they'd changed - pajama pants for Izumo and boxers for Kotetsu - and were settling into bed. Izumo lay on his back, staring at the ceiling and praying to something he didn't believe in that nothing would happen. Kotetsu was still settling in and Izumo glanced over as he shifted again. "You okay?" "Yeah, been a while since we slept in this bed. Ours are much more comfortable." Izumo chuckled. "That, they are." "We're also usually a little closer when we have to share a bed this size." Izumo blinked at him and looked back at the ceiling. Thanks, Izumo thought to the non-deity and shifted a little, letting Kotetsu know he could do the same. A moment later, Kotetsu was wrapped around him and Izumo was fighting hard against a mess of emotions he thought he'd managed to get control over during the last few days. Apparently not. "Night, Zu." "Night, Tetsu," Izumo whispered and closed his eyes. It would take a very long time for him to get to sleep. He should have known what would happen. It'd been happening for more than twelve years. Every time he woke up next to Kotetsu, it happened and this time was no different. He was hard. Again. And curled around his friend, his arm wrapped around Kotetsu's waist. Kotetsu's ass was against his crotch, almost perfectly positioned with his cock nestled between Kotetsu's cheeks. He swallowed and tried to keep his breathing even, lest he wake his friend. But he couldn't resist burying his face in the soft black hair and inhaling the scent. Kotetsu always smelled so good to him, something earthy and altogether male. He could feel his cock react and he let himself wish for just one moment that he was free to wake Kotetsu up with touches and kisses that would guarantee to lead to a lot more - but not 'just' sex. He mentally smacked himself and just decided to do his best to enjoy what he had. A moment later, however, Kotetsu started to stir and Izumo tried to move his arm away. But Kotetsu grabbed it and held it in place and Izumo resigned himself to longing. "Don’t move," Kotetsu murmured and Izumo sighed, but muttered something affirmative, closing his eyes. They stayed like that for a long time, then Kotetsu moved his bottom against Izumo’s hard cock and chuckled. "Well, that hasn’t changed much over the years, has it?" Izumo made a sound somewhere between embarrassment and censure and started to move away. "No one told you that you had to lay against it," Izumo grumbled, but Kotetsu kept his arm in place and just chuckled. "And I told you when we were kids not to be embarrassed by it. I meant it then and that hasn’t changed. Geez, we’ve been getting hard for each other since we knew what getting hard was." He shook his head and finally released Izumo’s hand, but before Izumo could react – get up or even just move – he’d rolled over and Izumo was treated to his friend’s equally aroused state. The black eyes shined up at him with mischief and Izumo tried to glare, but was pretty sure it came off as just comical because Kotetsu grinned. Without a word, he closed the short distance and Izumo found himself locked in a kiss, his arms full of his best friend. It felt so good and he let himself savor the feel of the man up against him, of the taste of the kiss. Kotetsu rocked into him, their cocks rubbing and Izumo moaned. He let his hand slide along Kotetsu’s side to cup one firm ass cheek and pulled Kotetsu tighter against him. This time, it was Kotetsu’s turn to let out sound and his friend’s hands started to move over his own body. Izumo pulled back as sanity reasserted itself briefly. "Um, did you happen to bring condoms and lube?" He asked, fighting to calm himself a little. "Err…" Kotetsu frowned. "I figured you had some. Don’t you?" Izumo stared at him for a moment. "Didn’t you expect to go out or anything?" Kotetsu frowned. "No, not this weekend. I don’t go out every weekend, you know. So… do you have any?" Izumo ignored the first comment and shook his head. "I didn’t expect to do anything except maybe use my hand and there’s lotion for that." "Damn," he grumbled, rolling to check the bedside table. "Uh, Mom cleaned that out. Other one, too. This is the guest bedroom now, I guess she didn’t want random people finding that stuff." "Well," Kotetsu said, looking at him thoughtfully, "I guess that just means we get creative." Izumo raised his eyebrow when the grin came back and without saying anything more, Kotetsu dove under the covers and yanked at Izumo’s pajama pants. A few seconds later, his cock was engulfed in a warm mouth and he was fighting hard against the urge to shout. "Fuck, Tetsu," he managed to hiss, instead. His hands went straight to the shaggy black hair, fingers threading through the locks. He felt Kotetsu wiggle around and figured boxers were being removed. When he felt the flannel against his feet, he knew he was right. As Kotetsu returned his full attention to Izumo’s cock, he started shaking slightly and Izumo realized he was stroking himself. Izumo tugged on the black hair. "Come here, let me suck you, too." Kotetsu pulled off and wiggled around until he was kneeling over Izumo’s face and Izumo’s mouth watered when his friend’s very hard cock was right there. He hooked his arms around Kotetsu’s hips and opened his mouth, moving it over the length. His eyes slid closed, but before he had a chance to enjoy much of the taste, his own cock was once more swallowed and he moaned around the one in his own mouth. He had to work hard to focus on giving his friend pleasure. Kotetsu was damned good at it and it took every bit of Izumo’s fortitude to keep his attention on what he was doing. He was actually quite grateful when Kotetsu started thrusting into his mouth. He usually didn’t like that much, preferring to have control over depth and force, but he was having so much trouble concentrating that it was welcome this time. He closed his eyes and poured himself into what he was doing, determined to pull the sounds from his friend that he loved to hear. Kotetsu was making it exceedingly difficult, but Izumo loved cock, loved sucking it and so had gone out of his way to learn as much as he could over the years. He pulled that out now, using his tongue and lips, sucking, then swallowing. He was rewarded when Kotetsu pulled off of him and moaned loudly. "Fuck, Zu, you’re making it hard to focus." Izumo hummed around Kotetsu’s flesh and moved his head a little faster, dragging another groan from his friend. "Fuck this," Kotetsu grumbled and Izumo was stunned to find his arms and mouth empty, though that only lasted for another few seconds, then Kotetsu was back, cock grinding into Izumo’s and their mouths fused again in another kiss that went through Izumo and made sanity a memory. He rocked his own hips, adding more friction and his hands went to Kotetsu’s ass to hold him close while he did. But Kotetsu pulled back again. As Izumo was about to protest, Kotetsu dove for the bedside table and the bottle of lotion. A moment later, he had a palm full of it and Izumo realized what he was doing. He spread his legs and let Kotetsu settle in against him again, then the lotion-covered hand was wrapped around both of their cocks. Izumo added his to the mix and moans escaped both of them as they rocked, finding a rhythm that had them both loosing sounds that were much louder than they should be. "God, Zu, you feel so good," Kotetsu murmured into Izumo’s ear and Izumo’s breath stuttered in his chest. His eyes squeezed tighter and he reminded himself that Kotetsu didn’t mean it like that. He forced his mind away from that and back to what they were doing. "You do, too," he managed and turned his head to catch Kotetsu’s lips in another kiss. These were still hard to deal with but not as bad as comments like he’d just heard. His free hand threaded through the black hair and Kotetsu’s unoccupied hand matched it, threading through Izumo’s own hair. The kiss deepened, the hands around their cocks tightened a bit as they got lost in each other and before Izumo knew it, he felt hot liquid splash his chest, hand and cock and he was swallowing Kotetsu’s near-shout. He held Kotetsu through the orgasm and the shudder that told him how good it was for his friend, was the last bit he needed to go over the edge himself. Kotetsu caught his shout as he coated the two of them in his cum. His own shudders shook his body as the pleasure hit, harder than he’d expected it to, the climax hanging on. They broke apart, panting hard in the aftermath. Kotetsu buried his face in Izumo’s neck then shifted to wrap his arms up around Izumo’s shoulders. He settled in a little better and Izumo, confused and surprised simply wrapped his arms around his friend and held, doing his best to keep his cum and lotion-covered hand from ruining things. He had no idea what prompted his friend to cuddle — Kotetsu rarely did — but he wasn’t going to turn it down, either. Instead, he closed his eyes and simply savored the feel of Kotetsu like this. "I’m going to have to get some lube when I go home later," Kotetsu muttered. Izumo blinked and glanced down. "Why are you going home?" Izumo asked. "So I can get my work clothes. I’m staying this week. I don’t care if I have to get up earlier. I might even try to work from here." Izumo blinked and scrunched his forehead up. "Why?" Kotetsu didn’t answer at first then he shifted and rolled off of Izumo. He frowned, refusing to look directly at his friend. "I had a nightmare." Izumo stared at him for a long moment, then managed to gather himself. "You did? When?" "Thursday night. Best I can figure is that we just… uh… haven’t spent much time apart." This was nearly mumbled, Kotetsu obviously embarrassed by it, but Izumo caught it. He frowned. He’d never considered that aspect of moving away from Kotetsu. He knew, deep down, that he couldn’t make all of his life decisions based on his friend. He knew that Kotetsu really did need to deal with the nightmares himself. At the same time, he’d accepted long ago that, for reasons he couldn’t figure out, he was what kept his friend from the nightmares. And maybe, even though they didn’t sleep together anymore, just being in the same apartment was enough for Kotetsu to not have them. Izumo considered his friend for a long moment. He’d never before done anything to make Kotetsu feel bad about them and he wasn’t about to start that now, regardless of his fucked up emotions. "Want me to go with you? There are a couple of things I need, anyway." He watched the grateful expression cross Kotetsu’s face quickly before it was hidden. He shrugged a shoulder. "You could, I guess. But, you know, you could just tell me what you want and I’d bring it." "Well, Mom’s friend is supposed to come over this afternoon and I figure I can give them time without me hanging around," Izumo said, shrugging a shoulder of his own. Kotetsu nodded. "Okay." He paused and focused on a spot on the sheet. "Thanks," he murmured. Izumo didn’t say anything at first. He knew it was for not giving Kotetsu shit over the nightmare, the want to be there instead of at home. And on one hand, Izumo wasn’t happy about the fact that his attempt to get away and get some perspective was short-lived. But he’d already realized that part of the reason he’d gone was to find out how well he’d do without Kotetsu and he had that answer – he simply couldn’t. He’d just have to figure the rest out with his friend around. "You’re welcome." He resisted the urge to lean in and kiss Kotetsu again and instead, rolled to a sitting position. "Now, I need coffee and to get cleaned up." He glanced down at himself and made a face – he’d taken the brunt of the mess. "And not necessarily in that order." Kotetsu chuckled. "You can have the shower first. I’ll go brew coffee." "Thank you!" Izumo grinned, snatched up his robe and peeked out of the room. When he didn’t see his mom, he ran into the bathroom and closed the door. Finally alone, he paused, closing his eyes and laying his head back against the door. There was still so much about Kotetsu’s behavior that he didn’t understand, but he had to admit that despite the confusion, he felt better when Kotetsu was around. For now. 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