If Only He Liked Me As Much As His Dog | By : IHeartYaoi91 Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 2189 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Kiba's P.O.V
I was there all alone with Naruto and Akamaru of course. Time seem to be going so slow, but the good thing was that before in the waiting room I now have the advantage of knowing he was gonna make it. So I did not have to add that I was stressed out like utter madness to the list. I have been doing nothing for about an hour. I did things to make time pass, the craziest things. I made up songs by drumming on the arm rest of the chairs, I played games of tic tac toe with myself, I even tried to get Akamaru to walk. I put him on his legs and I stood at the end of the room. "Come on boy. Come to me. I know you can do it. Come on." I hold my arms out. He stumbled forward to me. I could tell he was in pain still. I walked up to him and picked him up into my arms "Don't worry boy. You are getting better every day. You actually could walk today. Soon you can go into battle with me again." A smile was on my dogs face and he barked at me with happiness. I put some cream on his legs and put him back in my jacket One thing I found myself doing while Naruto was in his sleep was I started writing. I wrote poetry and stories and I even made a journal. I poured my feelings out in those pages. I covered everything I was feeling about Naruto, the incident and my hopes one day we would be together. It seemed to keep me mentally together to put my emotions into words and just get them out there and not keep them bottled up inside. I may need to make this a daily thing when I eventually leave here. It's now Tuesday. It seemed like days have gone by since this whole mess started, but in fact it has only been a day. It was early morning. I lay on the comfy couch with my hood shielding my eyes from the morning sun. Akamaru took shelter in my jacket and we both slept peacefully till I was awoken by a doctor. It was six in the damn morning! There better be a good reason for this or I would let that doctor know how pissed off I was. "Mister Inuzuka. We have an important update on patient Uzumaki." My mind worked very slowly. If I were more awake I would have mentally prepared myself for a turn for the worst, but as is, I was just all tired. "Yeah? What is it?" I laid my head down as I was slowly waking up and slowly processing all that was going on. "Well sir. It is the most amazing thing. The recovery process should have taken a week at the least and that it's self was best case scenario. But in a single day Naruto's heart has healed completely. You would not have known it was damaged." "Ehm...That's nice." Slowly the words the doctor told me turned in my mind. "Wait... He is ok? HE IS FINE?" I took out Akamaru of my jacket and launched up to my feet and hugged the doctor as if he was my own dad. "DOCTOR THANK YOU SO MUCH! OH SO MUCH!" I let go of him and rubbed my shoulder "Um...sorry. I just...ya know...I...um..." The doctor gave a small chuckle. "Mister Kiba. Don't worry. I understand. In a little bit we are going to wheel him into surgery and take the equipment off of him and give him stitches. He will be able to leave after we examine him and give him some medication." I could not believe it. This was happening. He was alright. Two doctors came in the room. Since the machine was super heavy and could not be moved I had to step out of the room. But that was ok. I sat outside. I took this moment to pray. Funny, I never really believed in Kami but when I needed him he finally came through for me. "Thank you. I don't know what I did right to have you hear and answer my prayers. But thank you oh powerful Kami." The doctors went in to make the needed operation. After ten to fifteen minutes they all came out. I went to the main doctor who I have been talking to all this time. "Sir... Is he awake?" The doctor shook his head "No sir. But we took him off the sleeping medication so he should be awaking any moment now. You can go back in if you wish." With that I went back in. I sat down in that soft and comfortable couch. Naruto now had bandages wrapped around his mid body extending from just above his nipples to toe top of his belly button. I was actually seeing his progress now since he no longer had all those tubes and stuff coming out of him. I hated seeing that. I sat there, staring at his face. That cute, beautiful face. I wanted to see him open those deep sea blue eyes and see me. Well I did not have to wait long. Because just five minutes when I sat down Naruto started to bat open his eyes. He...He...He...He's awake! Naruto's P.O.V I slowly open my eyes and see white above my head. Am I in heaven? I feel pain in my chest. I sit up looking at bandages that cover my body. I apply a little pressure to my chest and the pain greatens. This means that I had failed... How? I made sure to aim for my heart. Even if I can heal super fast I made sure to angle the blade to cut my heart in half! That should have ended me! "Naruto... You're finally awake." I looked over to my side and saw... him. I could not believe he was here. "K...Kiba... W...What are you doing here? I thought...Akamaru... Pain...I..." He held up his hand to my face. "Naruto. I was over the line, Akamaru is fine and I am not mad at you. In fact I wanna apologize. I feel awful for what I did. Can you forgive me?" I looked away not wanting the sudden blush that took over my face seen by Kiba because that is embarrassing. "Hey dude ya know its whatever." I kept looking away but had a smile upon my face. It seemed things were getting to a point to where they could be normal. I lay down and heard a knock on the door. After words a doctor stepped in. "Oh wonderful, Mister Uzumaki is awake. How are you feeling?" I look at him and start to speak. "My chest has some pain and I feel a bit weak. But other than that I am pretty good." After I finished talking I had a clip board shoved in my face with a list of symptoms such as nausea, headaches and light headed among other things. "Please check all that apply." I gave the clip board a good once over and saw nothing that I was feeling. I handed the clip board back to him as I lay back down. "Excellent. We will just run a few tests and as soon as that is done if everything checks out then I say that you were good to be released." After that the doctor walked out. "Um. Kiba? How long have you been with me?" He looked down for some reason I could not figure out. "I... I opened your apartment door. I wanted to apologize to you for acting like a jerk Monday. I acted so stupid and you did not deserve any of that. Then I saw that a knife was in your chest. I could not believe my eyes. I felt myself freeze. After that I acted on pure instinct and rushed you to the hospital. I have not left your side since. I was scared... I thought if I left then you would... you know what I mean." I heard such concern in his voice for me and I sensed care and compassion in his words. I wanted to cry hearing that from him. It did not come to my mind yet that meant he knew of my suicide attempt. I was too excited by how he spoke of me to think straight and with the condition I was in the thought was not there. I got scans with X-rays and everything else to be checked up on. Kiba and I talked to pass time. He told me how Akamaru was getting to walk again and he got an interest in writing. The time seemed to fly by when the doctor cleared me and gave me some medication for the pain and stuff. He left the room and I got in my outfit to walk home. "Well then. I guess everything is alright. I can stop being a bother to you." Kiba just gave me a nod. "Naruto don't do that. Your my friend and not in any way a bother. I will walk you home. Plus I still have nothing to do. I might as well make sure my best buddy gets to his home safe" He flashed a smile at me and I gave one in return "Ok. If you insist." I get my foot into one shoe and as I got it into the other I lost my balance and feel forward. But luckily Kiba was there to catch me. I blush a deep red as my face was pressed up against his shirt. Oh good Kami thank you for having his jacket unzipped. I could feel his abs against my face and I just about lost it. "Are you ok? What happened?" I heard in a soft voice. "I'm sorry. I uh lost my balance. Guess the drugs haven't fully left my system. Hehe. Sorry for worrying you." I stood upright showing I was fine and we went for a walk back to my home. 3rd Person Naruto and Kiba did not say much of anything on their walk back to the complex. The Inuzuka boy just wanted to ask one simple question. Why? Why did you try to take your own life? What was so bad that you felt ending your life? Was it the yelling he gave the blond boy? No. There was more to this then he knew. The Inuzuka boy did not know how he knew but a feeling washed over him there was more. But what could he do? He felt he shown way to much concern back at the hospital and if it kept up the Uzumaki friend might have gotten wise to his feelings. Both of them stood outside and Kiba asked if he could put his jacket on Naruto's bed since he was getting heated. The knuckle headed ninja agreed and the two went into the apartment as the blond headed boy sat at the closest chair to the entry way. Kiba shortly after had a seat in the kitchen opposite Naruto. The dog owner held his white dog in his arms. He sat him down so Akamaru could just lie down and rest. He did not get a lot of that in this whole ordeal and the boy who was in a plain white shirt looked down at the table deep in thought. He eventually decided that it needed to be talked about if there was gonna be help for the Uzumaki boy. "Naruto. This is gonna be hard for me to talk about but after seeing what I saw I can't let this go. I just can't. You have to tell me. Why did you do it?" The boy looked away and tried to act stupid. "I don't know what you mean." With rage and red over taking his face that it matched his birth mark Kiba smacked the table as he started to speak with anger. "Naruto do not even dare think of acting dumb! I know you tried to kill yourself. Tell me why. Please! Was it me? Is something else going on? Please!" The orange suited ninja did not know what to do. He rather loose Kiba then tell him the truth. But he was being pressed right there and now. With haste the future Hokage said. "You're not my dad man! Get off my case. So what if I wanted to die? Obviously it failed. So get over it!" Hearing those words were like a knife to the Inuzuka boy's heart. He did not want to hear that from anyone no matter who it was especially Naruto. "... Naruto. What's wrong? Please let me help. I want to help you. Let me help. I need your help." Naruto sat there in silence eventually breaking it looking at him "Kiba, mind your own business and stay out of mine!" It became clear that Naruto was backed up. He could not do anything. He just seemed to be pushed further and further into a corner the more he tried to fight out. He stood up and dashed to his bed room. Kiba fearing the worst jumped upon the table to save time and ran across it. But the feminine boy beat him as he closed the door and locked himself in his bed room. He put his hand to his heart as Kiba pounded on the door behind him "NARUTO! I WILL BREAK DOWN THIS DOOR IF I NEED TO! LET ME IN!" The Uzumaki boy just ignored him and sat down on his bed. He looked over to his friend's jacket and noticed something was poking out of it. It was a spiral notebook. Curiosity was to strong with Naruto and he had pulled it out. He opened the first page. He saw a date at the top. It was yesterday. What he read made him cry his eyes out and shocked him to his core Monday of April 10th Dear Journal. This is the first time I have done something like this. But I need to get my emotions out and I have no other way to do this. Today I saw the worst thing I think I ever saw in my life. I say my best friend try and take his life. I am glad I was there when I was since I could take him to get help. But I wish I was there sooner to stop the blade piercing his heart. I sit here looking at him hooked up to this stupid machine and I feel like he could die at any minute even though the doctor told him, he was going to live. I told him in his unconscious state what he meant to me. I know I have to do it when he is awake because I made a promise to Kami. But I told him, I told Naruto I wanted him. I know if he was awake and I told him he disown me and no longer want to be my friend. I know if I told him how I always wanted to kiss his lips every time I saw them, how I wanted to hold his hand he call me a faggot and tell me to go to hell and never look at me again. I do not know how I am going to tell him. I wish this was so much easier. I am crying my eyes out right now. I know my emotions are showing right now but I don't care because I feel as if my world is crashing down right now. I need to just get some rest. I will feel better and maybe more clear headed after that. Kami. I prayed you give me him back. Now I ask you again for help to tell him. Please. Help me. After Naruto finished reading the note book he could not believe it. Kiba... He liked me in that way? I can't believe it. As soon as he finished the door was broken down and the owner of the notebook saw Naruto holding it in his hands. He was frozen and looked in horror as Naruto looked at him. If what I read is true there is only one way I can find out. Naruto stood up and walked to Kiba. Expecting to be punched and made fun of the Inuzuka boy shut his eyes tightly. The feminine boy took his soft hands and grabbed both sides of Kiba's face and crashed his lips with the Inuzuka boy. With shock he shot his eyes open feeling lips as soft as his hands and that cute flawless face and amazing blond hair right in front of his face. The kiss only lasted only ten seconds but to both of them it lasted an eternity. With tears in his sea blue orbs and a shaky voice the nine tail demon fox housed body spoke. "Please... I beg you Kiba. Tell me all you wrote in that journal was true. Tell me you like me like I like you. I ... I got to know." Kiba thought to himself. 'This has to be a dream. This isn't Naruto. Plus his voice, it sounds like a girl. This has to be a dream. But... I feel his hands on my face and they are the same soft perfect hands I felt in the hospital. Kami did I do something right? Was all my worrying and fear for nothing? If it was... Please let me not be dreaming Kami'. The dog owner took his strong masculine hands and placed them on Naruto's face. "Naruto. I meant every word." Both of the boys could not take the over flow of emotions. They said nothing as Naruto took of his jacket and was now topless. He kissed Kiba again pressing his skinny, lean body. Kiba took off his shirt and pressed his muscular, toned body against Naruto's in a hug. "Well. I did make a promise. I think I know the answer but, Naruto will you be my boyfriend?" He could not speak after hearing that. All the Uzumaki boy could do is nod. With that the two were officially together. The two only could think one thing. Finally.While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. 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