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Love and Hate	By : FireSnake Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male > Naruto/Sasuke Views: 1269 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Don't jump to any conclusions ;) This is not a story with a completely unrealistic happily ever after. Enjoy!

Chapter 3

It didn’t take long to clean up, but he’d forgotten to bring any boxers in with him, and he was stuck with damp pj pants and very messy boxers. He decided a towel would do so that he could get something to wear, but was surprised to find when he opened the door Sasuke was standing there with a clean pair of pants and shorts. It was a kind gesture, one of the many that was keeping Naruto off kilter.

When he was dressed they laid down next to each other in the bed and covered up. Sasuke kept his distance for which Naruto was grateful, but sleep seemed impossible once again.

“Sasuke… when you had me drugged, how did you keep it from killing me when you pulled my chakra out of me?”

Sasuke turned to look at him, but Naruto remained on his back staring at the ceiling.

“I had one of my medical shinobi monitor you, and when you started to sleep naturally, I activated the orb. I never would have put you in that kind of danger.”

Naruto nodded in understanding but he had more questions and Sasuke seemed in an answering kind of mood so he took a chance. “How long have you been planning this?”

Sasuke’s eyes were boring into him now, but he refused to turn. “I told you before, just after they made you Hokage.”

Naruto’s eyes closed. He tried to hide the pain at knowing just how prepared Sasuke probably was for his arrival if he’d been planning for so long.

“Will you ever take that thing off of me or am I going to be without my chakra for the rest of my life?” Naruto tried so hard to hide the fear in his voice.

“When I think you’re ready and I know you won’t try to leave I’ll take it off.” His words were warm and comforting, but Naruto didn’t care how sincere Sasuke was, it was still painful.

“So it’s forever then…”

Sasuke ran a hand up Naruto’s arm in a soothing caress, but it felt more like a taunt. “One day you will want to stay, and that day I will free your chakra.”

“I’ll never want to stay here Sasuke. The only reason I’m here at all is because you’ve trapped me.”

Sasuke sighed. “It will take time, but you will want this life Naruto. I can make you happier than you’ve ever been. I’m sure that one day you’ll understand that.”

“NO… you don’t understand anything. You can’t see this from my side at all. You are still so selfish. I want to go home. I will always want to go home, and you can’t change that no matter what you do. I’ll never be happy here as you’re prisoner, and you can spend every hour of your day with me eating, and talking, sleeping and even fucking, but it won’t change the fact that this isn’t my home and it never will be.”

Naruto rolled away from Sasuke to hide his tears. He hated feeling so weak, but he was, and there wasn’t a damn thing he could do about it. Sasuke tried to comfort him again, but Naruto shoved him away. He wanted to be alone, but if this was the best he could do then he’d force Sasuke to at least not touch him.

They both stayed awake for a very long time. Sasuke never said another word, and Naruto never looked at him again. Exhaustion wasn’t something they could ignore in the silence of the early morning though, and slowly they both drifted into a fitful sleep that would afford them no real rest.

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When Naruto woke Sasuke was gone, and his breakfast was cold. He warmed the bread in the oven and picked at it and the fruit for a long time. He realized that Sasuke hadn’t said anything about the napkin around the orb, and that it was still there. Obviously it didn’t effect how well it was sucking him dry so it was allowed. He was grateful though. He’d hated the damn thing from the moment he’d laid eyes on it, and this way he could ignore it easily.

The hours stretched on and Naruto found ways to occupy his time. Karin was like clockwork with his meals, but didn’t speak to him again. He was completely alone. Sasuke didn’t come back that night at all. Naruto was both relieved and angry at the same time. If Sasuke really loved him so much then why was he abandoning him? Then Naruto thought that maybe Sasuke was having trouble, maybe his friends had figured out where he was and were raising hell. Either way it didn’t matter though. The orb would keep him powerless until Sasuke removed it so no matter what anyone said or did, it wouldn’t change Naruto’s situation.

Three days passed, and Naruto took to eating, sleeping and essentially living in bed. He felt the cold sharp claws of depression sink into him, and he scared himself a few times with thoughts of suicide. There was a beautiful set of swords in the living area that would work nicely, but Naruto was a fighter, and giving up so soon just wasn’t his style. He did find a stash of Sake under the kitchen sink, and had partaken all three nights. He had enough for one more night and he was about to get started on it when the door opened.

Sasuke came in looking exhausted and filthy. He didn’t seem to notice Naruto as he staggered into the shower. Naruto could hear the water running, but chose to drink his Sake instead of saying anything. It was a novelty that he hoped wouldn’t wear off too soon, this low tolerance for alcohol. A half an hour later he was good and toasted when Sasuke stepped out of the bathroom completely naked. He looked at Naruto with narrowed eyes before grabbing a pair of shorts and making his way to bed.

“What are you doing?” Sasuke asked as he pulled the covers back to get in.

“I’m getting good and fucked up so that I can stand being here. I might even have enough Sake left for you to fuck me in my sleep without having to worry about me waking up or telling you to stop. Wouldn’t that be nice for you? You could have just what you always wanted.”

Sasuke was visibly angry, but Naruto didn’t notice. He’d drunk so much he was now just drinking out of the bottle, the cup forgotten on the floor. He just pulled the last mouth full from the bottle in one big swig and then reached for the last of his stash that was sitting on the bed stand. Before he could uncork it though, it was snatched roughly from his uncoordinated hands and tossed across the room. It cracked but didn’t shatter, and when Naruto started to get up to retrieve it he was pinned with Sasuke’s full body weight to the bed to keep him from moving.

“I’m not drunk enough yet asshole. You can wait twenty minutes for me to pass out, it won’t kill you.” Naruto was proud that he hadn’t slurred any of his words, but the smile never reached his mouth as he looked up into fury filled eyes of the man hovering over him.

“I don’t want you like this… Damn it! Where did you find Sake?”

Naruto tried to focus but the world was spinning all the sudden, and he was having a hard time keeping his balance which was strange because he was lying down.

“It was under the sink… there was only enough for four nights… can you get more?” Naruto asked, and tried to look sweet, but he could tell it wasn’t working.

“NO! I will not get you any more, and I will be finding out very soon exactly how the first bottles got here. I can’t believe all the shit I’ve been dealing with the last few days while you were down here getting drunk every night. What were you thinking?”

Naruto wanted Sasuke to stop yelling. His head was starting to pound, and he wanted that last bottle. It was hard to concentrate on what Sasuke was saying so he didn’t answer, not that he would have anyway.

“You weren’t thinking, that’s the problem… I guess I’ll have to figure out a way to stay here with you more. I’m sorry for being gone so long. There’s been some trouble, but nothing I couldn’t deal with.”

Sasuke pulled Naruto out of the bed and pushed him toward the bathroom. He ran the shower and helped undress him half way before leaving to change the sheets on the bed. Naruto watched from the bathroom for a moment as Sasuke efficiently stripped the sheets and pulled out a clean set and began putting them on. He gathered the mess in the room and left through the door quietly. Naruto staggered his way into the shower and enjoyed the feel of warm water washing away the filth of self pity and drunkenness. He waited under the water until he heard Sasuke come back in to finish making the bed before he took the wash cloth down and began washing. He moved sluggishly, washing himself thoroughly and mindlessly.

Sasuke came in and sat on the lid of the toilet when he finished. Naruto felt self conscious of his nudity, but knew that Sasuke wasn’t going to give him any privacy. He took as long as he could before turning off the water. He slid the curtain to the side, and looked for a towel and saw that it was in Sasuke’s hands. Sasuke stood and moved toward him as he unfolded the towel. He reached out and slowly began to dry Naruto off. His skin flushed blotchy patched of red as the towel moved over him. It was more intimate than they had been so far, and the physical reaction was impossible to hide or ignore. Sasuke stepped back and pulled Naruto from the shower all the way before working the towel the rest of the way down. He knelt down in front of Naruto and dried his legs one at a time down to his feet, seeming to ignore the evidence of Naruto’s attraction standing firm before him.

As he finished removing all the excess water from Naruto’s body he sat back on his knees and for the first time gave his full attention to the erection. His eyes roved over Naruto with interest and his hands were warm against Naruto’s thighs as he steadied himself and leaned forward. Naruto watched with wide eyes as warm lips caressed his erection in gentle teasing kisses before sliding over the tip and sucking him in. Naruto’s legs shook as he fought to keep his balance. Nothing had ever felt this good in all his life and seeing Sasuke doing it made it that much better. His hands ended up in Sasuke’s hair to keep his balance and as he threaded his fingers in the fine black strands, Sasuke moaned around him. He thought he would fall then, but Sasuke caught and steadied him as he continued.

Just when Naruto thought he would finish Sasuke pulled off him, and stood up. He took Naruto’s hand in his and gently led him to the bed. Sasuke knelt on it and pulled Naruto on beside him. He looked so vulnerable right then, and Naruto didn’t have it in him to push him away. They had both waited so long for this and even though the situation was wrong, and the idea of consent was merely fiction under the circumstances, Naruto had to admit to himself that he wanted Sasuke and if this was going to be his life he might as well make the most of it. He told himself that he wasn’t really giving up, only surviving the best way he knew how, but when the Sake was worn off completely he knew there would be guilt.

Strong hands pulled him close and Naruto leaned in with them letting Sasuke’s lips brush his own. They were questioning at first, a gentle caress that sent pleasure over the surface of his entire body. Naruto’s eyes fell closed when the kiss deepened, the press of lips more insistent as Sasuke’s hands moved around his waist to pull him closer. Naruto felt his body shift against him. They fit together so perfectly, even better than he’d dreamed they would. The kiss eased and Sasuke pulled him even closer, holding him tight against his body and breathed out against his neck, relaxing against him.

“Tell me what you think about at night… when you’re alone…” Sasuke whispered.

Naruto tensed, but Sasuke just held him tight until his discomfort eased. He let his arms wrap around Sasuke’s back and laid his head down on his shoulder, wanting to be this close and so much more. His heart was pounding so hard and fast that he felt slightly dizzy, but Sasuke’s was just as fierce against his chest, and that made it ok because they were both nervous. Not being one to ever back down from a challenge he decided to give Sasuke what he wanted if only to make the situation seem more like one of lovers and less like captive and captor.

“I think of you. I think of your hands and your mouth, and the weight of you pressing down against me. I think about sex…” The last came out as a rushed whisper and Sasuke’s arms tightened around him like a vice. The breath against his neck was hot and moist as Sasuke panted against him, and Naruto felt the erection pressing into his thigh jerk. This was all so new to him and yet he’d fantasized about it for longer than he could remember.

“Sometimes it’s all I think about… I was such a hormonal teenager, but I never could get past you. I thought so many times that I should give up looking for you because the only real reasons that I wanted you back were selfish, and that wasn’t fair, not to anyone. It was years later when I realized that Sakura had stopped talking about you. She’d let you go and so had everyone else; I was the only one left wishing for you to come back. It happened all at once, our friends started dating, and I got left out. They were always either in pairs or groups of pairs. There wasn’t any place for me, and I just couldn’t imagine anyone but you as the other half of my pair. So I was alone. No one noticed for a long time. They were too wrapped up in themselves and I’d become so obsessed.

“The only person that understood was Shikamaru. He’d figured it out probably before I did, and he sometimes looks at me with sad eyes when he thinks I’m not looking. We never talk about you though. I don’t talk about you to anyone, and I try to avoid thinking of you during the day. At night though… you’re all I can think about.”

Sasuke’s hold on him had become possessive. He conveyed so much desire in just the way his arms wrapped around Naruto. To think that Sasuke had been suffering the same loneliness all this time was strangely satisfying, but still Naruto could see how pathetic the two of them were. Two emotionally stunted men wanting each other for so long and so desperately that Naruto was almost inclined to be satisfied with his new home, with his new life.

“Say yes to me tonight. Let me have you like this and I’ll make you forget any life you had without me. You’ll never spend another night alone.” The words came in a harsh whisper that spoke of longing that matched Naruto’s so well he couldn’t have said no if he’d wanted too. Not that he wanted to at any rate. He believed right then that he could really be happy like this. He could have what he wanted and that would be enough… more than enough.

“Yes…” Naruto whispered and Sasuke leaned in and kissed him. It was a kiss like nothing he’d felt before. There was passion and questioning in it but also the overwhelming feeling of desire that he’d only imagined late at night when he was younger that pulled him into Sasuke even further than he’d ever been. Sasuke’s hands were all over him, and he realized he’d been nude this whole time, and only now was he self conscious. It passed quickly though when Sasuke took off his own shorts. Naruto broke the kiss with a gasp and let his eyes slide down Sasuke’s chest to the erection he could feel brushing against his own. It was almost the same as his in length and width, and he wanted to know if it felt the same in his hand. His fingers trailed across Sasuke’s stomach and down slowly until they were brushing lightly along the generous width. It reacted to his touch and Naruto jumped a bit before smiling to himself. What did he have to be afraid of? Sasuke wanted him and this was the proof.

His fingers grasped with more confidence this time and his breathe quickened with excitement. Sasuke’s fingers lifted his chin to bring his eyes back up and he saw how he felt mirrored in Sasuke’s face. His face was beautifully flushed and open. There were no words to describe how he felt then. It seemed in that moment everything snapped into place and they moved together like they were two parts of the same body. Sasuke slid over him as they laid down and eased Naruto’s legs apart. His hand slid up the inside of Naruto’s thigh as their lips met and his body tried to arch into both. It was awkward and a little uncomfortable, and all so new that Naruto couldn’t hold in a laugh.

Sasuke looked down at him questioningly, and Naruto just smiled up at him and said “I don’t know what I’m doing… you don’t mind if I’m a little clumsy do you?”

Sasuke just smiled and shook his head. The warmth and honesty in that one look made Naruto’s body flush with heat. He’d imagined this, all these years. He’d imagined Sasuke would be just like this. He’d thought every morning after about what an idiot he was for thinking Sasuke could be gentle or caring, but it was the only fantasy he’d ever entertained no matter how farfetched it seemed in the light of day.

It continued to be awkward until Naruto was able to relax and stop being so self conscious. Sasuke’s hands were drawn to places Naruto had never been touched before, even by himself. They moved together well, but it was obvious who knew what they were doing and who didn’t. There was pain, of course, Naruto expected it, but the pleasure had been a complete surprise. When Sasuke moved between his legs he was gasping and begging for what he’d always thought would be the part he suffered through for Sasuke’s pleasure. It was nothing like that at all.

The stretch was sharp and burned as he was entered, but the look of painful restraint on Sasuke’s face helped him loosen up. Sasuke was straining to maintain control. Knowing he could make Sasuke feel that way was powerful and amazing all on its own. He felt Sasuke hand trail up the outside of his thigh and pull his knee up and they were suddenly flush. Sasuke’s mouth opened in a silent moan as he looked down at Naruto with awe in his eyes. He moved then, and Naruto cried out, his neck arching back, breaking the silence between them. Sasuke couldn’t stop then, he pressed forward each time as if all he wanted was to make Naruto moan again.

Naruto’s hands, though shy at first, moved over pale skin enjoying the how soft and smooth it was, but it was a distant thought next to the constant overpowering pleasure where they were connected. It didn’t take long for Sasuke’s face to go from controlled restraint to desperation. Naruto wasn’t coherent enough to understand until he felt Sasuke’s hand wrap around his erection. His hand was rough and calloused and his touch was less than gentle, but in that moment it was perfect and Naruto felt his body release, clamping down hard on Sasuke enough to stop him completely. He shook and mewed out words he wasn’t even aware of as his hand came down like a vice on Sasuke’s wrist. It didn’t matter though because Sasuke was lost in his own nirvana pressing forward instinctually as hard as he could as he came.

Sasuke eased back slowly as he pulled his hand away. Naruto let out a small whimper as Sasuke finally pulled free and they collapsed beside each other close but no longer touching. For the moment they were at peace with where they were and who they were with. Sleep came easily and peacefully.

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