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I Want to be Selfish	By : Yumichan Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male > Naruto/Sasuke Views: 2291 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Warning�� :
Yaoi, Mpreg
Pairing�� �
: Mainly Sasunaru others can be told later. Don’t read if you not like yaoi or mpreg

Betaed by Lanie12777. All mistakes
are mine don’t bother.

Chapter 2: Reason,
Truth Revealed and Fire Spirit

The old Uchiha Sasuke
always believed his clan was a proud clan. But it was the Sasuke
in the past. Sasuke in the present hated them with
all his heart. Hated their name, hated their obsession, hated their possessions
and hated their cursed blood which flowed freely in him. He hated the fact that
he was an Uchiha too.

He learned the truth in the deep mystery of the Uchiha clan massacre. The actual purpose of the massacre;
first was the Uchiha clan’s plan for a coup d’�tat of
Konoha and killing Sandaime.
The Council knew of their plan and sent Itachi to spy
on and kill all of them. Before Itachi did his mission,
the older brother begged for his young brother to be left alive and live a lie,
not knowing the truth. First the council looked hesitant, but with Sandaime’s persuasion they reluctantly agreed, but all they
promised to Itachi was just a bunch of lies to him.

He hated the council the most in his life; he wanted to kill
all members of the council who took part in the Uchiha
massacre. And he knew Danzo was the one who ordered
the massacre of the Uchiha. He looked for more information
about the man to make sure before killing him. He sent his team to look for
more information outside of the village to hear of the
rumors before the massacre. He was also so far trying to gain the council’s
trust by accepting to be engaged to Sakura, even though he begrudged his
decision at seeing where it led.

As far he as knew Madara was the
man who was the old life-long rival of Sandaime. Danzo was also known to hate Sandaime,
Yondaime and Godaime’s
ideology and rule, he hardly accepted their position
as leader of Konoha. The old man also built ROOT with
their quite odd training. He also knew that Sai was
one of the members of ROOT. The others were the nuisance council. But they
still deserved to die by his very own hand.

He remembered the day, the day he killed Itachi.
He felt his heart stabbed by dozens of senbon as he
saw Itachi die smiling. A battered, hurt and dying Itachi poking his forehead and smiling before he fell on
the ground with a thump sound as he breathed for the last time. He vaguely
heard Itachi’s words, ‘I’m sorry, Sasuke’.

It was then he lived with shame, failure and remorse, eating
at him over and over. Nightmares came to accompany him every night. A dream
about how he’s the monster who eats and kills all his precious persons. He was
an idiot to never trust his own brother, never listening to Kakashi
and never caring about Naruto.

Naruto. The blond-haired man, his ex-teammate,
his best friend whom he loved with his whole life. Naruto
had grown into a good looking young man, a really beautiful man. His blond hair
had grown longer, thicker and softer at the nape of his neck. His baby fat was
replaced by long and thin cheeks. Baby blue eyes were still innocent, but now
held maturity and wisdom. There were also deep emotions swirling inside his
eyes. Healthy sun-kissed skin, along with a muscular chest and strong muscles,
were hidden in a black and orange jacket. Thank goodness the dobe did not wear too much orange. If the boy wore it, he
was sure Madara would be blinded by such a hideous
orange jacket.

When they had been children, Naruto
was the shortest male in his age, even Sakura had been
taller than the blond. He remembering the blond-haired
child, baby blue shining with innocence, healthy sun-kissed skin and baby fat
cheeks. Naruto in the past was a prankster, a curious
and hyper child, full of energy, and a mischievous but lonely and hated child. Because he’s Kyuubi’s vessel.

Sasuke felt his mind flying again
at the still-alive old Uchiha. Madara. Uchiha Madara
was the founder of the Uchiha clan who was famous for
his power and strength. He’s the one who caused Naruto’s
pain and suffering for many years. The other truth also revealed that it was Madara who summoned Kyuubi in Konoha. Madara’s hate of Konoha led to another pain on a new life that was just born
not more than a few hours ago. Their hatred flowed freely in their blood, the Uchiha cursed blood.

Once again it was his family, his own cursed blood who
caused pain and sorrow to the blond. Regret, pain and sorrow overwhelmed him
once again. Memories of the battle at the Valley of the End, on the roof of the
hospital, in Orochimaru’s den, replayed in his head
over and over. He tried to kill his best friend to gain Mangekyou
Sharingan to kill his dear brother, who actually loved
him and protected him. He tried to kill his best friend because of the blond’s usual annoying attitude for stopping him to go and
follow Orochimaru.

Damn, why he such an idiot? He’s supposed to be called a
genius, but it seemed all he did was to just bring nothing but regret and
guilt. At least he knew he never deserved to be forgiven. He wanted Naruto to hate him, for all his long-time friends and
sensei to hate him more. Avoid him and let him alone. Then he would kill all
the bastards of the council who destroyed most of their lives, especially for
his brother.

Especially Danzo.
Without Danzo Konoha
will be safe, and without Uchiha, Konoha
will be happy. Then after that he would leave them forever; he would
disappear from this land to another cursed and lonely land.
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Sasuke jumped from branch to
branch in a steady pace. His breath became harsh and harsher than before. His
uniform looked stained by blood, rumpled and torn. Anyone could see he was
exhausted from the thick dark lines under his bloodshot eyes. His body felt the
urge to rest, but the raven-haired man wouldn’t let it. In his arms, there was
a sick-looking and pale blond man wrapped in a blanket tainted with blood from
the blond.

Almost a day, he continued to move like this. He couldn’t
stop now if he wanted Naruto saved. He peeked under
the blanket; Naruto’s body had almost reached the
cold of death and there was nothing he could do besides to bring him as fast he
could to Tsunade. He almost felt a surge of panic,
worry and fear explode inside; the best he could do was just to pray to all
deities or something like that. Sasuke may not be a
religious person but if it could help Naruto stay
alive, he will be more than happy to give his life to them.� �

“Almost. We’re almost there, hold
on Naruto,” whispered the raven-haired man gently as
he jumped, keeping the pace from one branch to another.

He’d already lost one of his precious persons. Now he
couldn’t afford to lose another again. He would make sure that Naruto stayed alive, kicking and happy. Even in payment for
his life and dream.
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�
Tsunade had many lists of her likes
and dislikes. The most favorite one was gambling and sake. But the most hated
one was a mountain of paper work. She was famous for her way of avoiding paper
work which was waiting for her her sweetly and greeting her on her desk. She
chose to work at the hospital and dumped it on Shizune.
Much to her displeasure, the gentle raven-haired woman became a monster. She’s
getting no end to tortures and lectures.

Damn. When does she ever get rest with the mountain of
papers on the desk?! One paper was needed, more or less, in fifteen minutes.
How about the stack with an unknown amount of papers? How about tomorrow? Maybe
if that bastard Orochimaru got the Hokage’s position, she would see the smug smile replaced
with an irritated and surly face at looking no end to the papers.

This night was really another tired night. She looked at her
watch. It’s already ten p.m. but she couldn’t get to sleep. Once again Tsunade wanted to quit from the Hokage
job.

Shizune burst into her office, a
panicked and worried look etched onto her usual happy face. Twitching in
annoyance, she wondered why this place is called Konoha
and not ‘never calms down’. There’s always trouble
lingering around them, especially her beloved gaki,
stupid Hokage-wannabe. But he’s not here right now.
The blond gaki is on a mission for one week, much to
her relief; better than to hear his annoying rants. If the boy isn’t here it
must be his other friends.

“What’s happened now? Did Lee accidentally drink sake again,
or has Chouji destroyed Yakiniku’s
building, or is Naruto’s student (Konohamaru)
doing pranks or maybe something else?”

Shizune let out the breath she was
holding and started speaking quickly, “Uchiha Sasuke and Uzumaki Naruto were spotted in the hospital. Sasuke
came back carrying Naruto. It seems Naruto is unconscious; I believe he’s injured and has lost
too much blood.”

Amber eyes widened as the information sank it. She stood and
yelled, “What?”

Shizune, trying to catch her
breath faster, spoke once again. “We’re trying to help them. But it seems Sasuke refuses to let go of Naruto
if it’s not you who’s looking over Naruto. He said
that Naruto was also poisoned.”

She didn’t need to tell Tsunade
twice; she bolted out to the hospital in quick speed, followed by Shizune to her back.

Arriving at the hospital, she gasped in surprise. Sasuke looked exhausted, his clothes torn, rumpled and
dirty because of blood. There were several cuts and bruises on his body, and she
also could see his right hand bleeding. But still the raven-haired man hugged Naruto tightly, ignoring his own state. Naruto,
who was sleeping in a comatose state, became paler and paler. Tsunade could understand; he was in critical condition. A
blanket that was wrapped around the blond was stained by the blonde’s blood,
also a sign he’d lost too much blood and needed a blood transfusion.

There was Neji, who was gently trying
to persuade Sasuke to give Naruto
to them. Hinata and Ino
were behind Neji, looking worried and panicked as
they watched more blood coming out from Naruto’s
blanket. Iruka was the hysterical one; he looked
almost wanting to faint.

She had had enough. Walking straight at the panicked group,
she approached the raven-haired man, holding in the urge to rush Naruto and bring him to the ICU room. She needed to do her
job as Hokage, then she could throw herself as Naruto’s medic nin.
Used her commanding tone she asked, “What’s happened?”

Hearing the familiar voice, Sasuke
looked at her. Tsunade swore she could see emotions
swirling in onyx eyes. Sasuke panted before he passed
out, exhausted, “Poison. Kyuubi couldn’t heal him
like usual. He’s already lost too much blood.”

Tsunade shouted as she pointed at
four male medic nin, “You
two, bring the stretcher right here and take Naruto
into the ICU room. And you take Sasuke to another
room, now!”

Without a word, they quickly brought stretchers. They laid Naruto on one stretcher while Sasuke
on the other one. They took them inside rooms of the hospital like the Godaime had commanded.

Tsunade turned to the girls, Iruka, Shizune and Neji. “Ino, I want you to call
some medic nins and take
care of the Uchiha. Hinata,
Shizune, all of you come with me. Neji,
I want you to guard the Uchiha and if� something happens, report to me. Iruka, I want you to send a message to Kakashi
about them.”

Iruka looked disappointed, but he
knew he couldn’t do anything. Tsunade’s voice boomed
again, “All of you, dismissed.”

“HAI!” replied the group before they disappeared in smoke
except for Shizune and Hinata,
who followed the busty blonde woman. They walked faster to the ICU room where
the blond boy was now held.
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Tsunade, Shizune
and Hinata stayed all day and all night trying to
heal Naruto. She also checked up on his seal to make
certain there was no poison left in his body. Thank goodness, Naruto had already started to heal slowly but at a steady
pace. He had left critical condition.

Hinata, Shizune
and herself were shocked at their new discovery. Naruto’s nether region was bleeding in a place they never
knew existed in male anatomy. Under the blond’s balls
there was another hole in front of his anus, letting out a few drops of thick
blood. It looked just like he had a vagina and had gotten his period now.

From further examination, they found a much-shocking
discovery. Nested dormant in Naruto’s body, there was
an active female organ reproduction system. Eyes widened impossibly as they
gaped at such a scarcely-heard event. To make sure, they used X-ray, blood and DNA tests and a scanner, but the results were still
the same. It was then that poor Hinata fainted.
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Massaging her temple to relieve a dizzy feeling caused at
the overwhelming shock of what she found, Tsunade
literally wasn’t happy that she had found it. She began to do even further
examinations and research. She’d never considered this; the merger between Naruto and Kyuubi’s chakra had so
far caused a mutation inside Naruto’s body. Even this
was not a full mutation because beside the female organs, fast regeneration and
whiskers on both his cheeks, there was nothing to be worried about, but still…

She sighed wearily, leaning back on her own chair as she sat
thinking over and over in her office. She briefly took a glance at her paperwork,
groaning at the never ending job. She jumped in her seat as someone knocked on the
office door.

Gathering all her composure, she coughed a little before she
said, “Come in.”

A silver-haired man, who loved to wear a mask,
and a dog greeted her. “Yo.”

She knew this was not good news, but she wondered about the
silver-haired man’s reaction. She hoped it wasn’t bad at all.

“Hello Kakashi.”
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“Hello Kakashi.”

Kakashi raised an eyebrow at the
odd expression the Godaime had given to him. Tsunade smiled a sad smile at him, making him sure there
was something wrong. Managing to mask his worry to himself, he reported, “Godaime-sama, we have done the mission. Most of the missing
nin so far have already been
disposed of by Sasuke and Naruto,
and some of them by me and Yamato. The other missing nin,
I’m certain, have all run away and are hiding right now, but maybe they’re still
not far from Fire country. If we searched for them again, we would find them.
We also already released most of the captives. Sakura, Sai
and Yamato are still taking care of some of the captives while I came to report.”

The Godaime replied, “Good job.
Your team has already done a good job.”

Kakashi hesitated at first, but
asked anyway, “What about Naruto and Sasuke,
are they okay now?”

The Godaime breathed in deeply then
let it out; she just gave a sorrowful gaze to the silver-haired nin. “They are okay. Sasuke was just exhausted, but Naruto
lost much blood and was poisoned, but I think he’s already past the critical
state now; he’s sleeping while Kyuubi heals him.”

Kakashi let out a sigh of relief, but
Tsunade still continued on. “But we found something
you’d never expected from Naruto’s examination. I
don’t know how to say it. It just…”

Kakashi gave a known glance to the
blond, even as she still didn’t say anything to him. He turned around, avoid
his leader as he remembered the day, the day he learned the truth, the day
after Naruto and Sasuke’s
fight in the Valley of the End.
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Flashback�

Kakashi as always went to visit
the memorial stone for mourning. However this day was special, this wasn’t for
mourning today but for thinking in peace.�
�
After he saw a short time ago the last fight between Sasuke and Naruto, he decided to
solve a mystery in his mind. When he saw them, he was horrified as he watched Sasuke and Naruto in their
freakish forms. Sasuke, he knew because of the cursed
seal, and Naruto, because of Kyuubi.
But isn’t the seal supposed to be strong enough to hold Kyuubi,
or the seal would weaken?

All of a sudden, in his mind flashed a letter to him from Rin after her death.

Rin. His best friend, his teammate who had
died on a mission, leaving behind a three year old Naruto
and himself. Rin always told him to live on
and never destroy himself, to keep moving on. But he never heeded her anyway as
he continued to mourn and live in his so-called nightmare. After she died, he
threw himself more in a deep sea of mourning, remorse and failure. But after a
few years he started to move on a little, and Sandaime
was more than happy to give him a little persuasion to train some genins.

The silver-haired man finally got Uchiha
Sasuke, Uzumaki Naruto and Haruno Sakura as his
team. He sighed at the similarity between his genin
team and his own team in the past. Sasuke, even
though he was an Uchiha like Obito,
was more like himself; even he didn’t want to admit it, but he would have
thought like Orochimaru if his life became more
twisted. Sakura had some parts of her like Rin, but
there wasn’t enough to compare the two of them. And lastly Naruto. Naruto was the one
who made his heart twist in pain; outside he had the Yondaime’s
looks and appearance, but inside he’s more like Obito
in his trait and their way of thinking most of the time. It’s like you see two
people in one body.

Sighing, he took a small scroll from the pocket on his pants.
This scroll was given to him by the Sandaime before
he died. Sandaime said that this letter was to him from
Rin before she died. Sandaime
wanted to wait to give it to him until he’s sure he was good enough to accept
it. The old Hokage asked him to open it when he was
certain of himself, because this was about Naruto
himself. Kakashi at first was curious, but he let it
go.

As Kakashi undid the seal on the
scroll, he opened it. There were two smaller scrolls inside. His uncovered
black eye widened beyond all belief as he read both scrolls over and over. One
scroll was Naruto’s medical record, and the other one
was the confirmation and message about Naruto’s other
secret, which revealed the secret that inside Naruto’s
body there was an active female organ reproduction system, which made Naruto as the only male who could get pregnant.

End Flasback
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Tsunade watched Kakashi, who went into deep thought. She stared annoyed at
the silver-haired jounin. While she seriously thought
about giving information to him about Naruto, he was
thinking another thing. She coughed a little, but it seemed not enough to
startle him. Twitching angrily, she was about to call but Kakashi
cut her off, “I already know about Naruto’s other
secret for a long time now.”

Amber eyes widened impossibly as they stared at the jounin. Kakashi turned to her,
took something out of his pocket before putting the scroll on her desk. She
eyed the scroll warily, then exchanged a glance with Kakashi. “That’s Naruto’s medical
records from Sandaime.”

Tsunade picked up the scroll. She
opened and read the scroll. Tsunade gasped in
disbelief; she couldn’t believe what was written on the scroll.

It’s written on the scroll that after the Yondaime sealed Kyuubi in Naruto as a baby, Naruto’s body
went through a rapid change which resulted with the baby suffering a high fever
and unbearable pain. This was an after effect of sealing a bijuu
in someone’s body, which wasn’t natural to the baby. The chakra of Kyuubi merged with the baby’s own chakra as one part. As Kyuubi’s chakra adapted to its new form, it added several
changes like its old form in the baby to simplify the adaptation. First,
whiskers appeared on both his cheeks, the second was the baby had a high
healing regeneration, and the other was female reproduction organs. But the chakra
couldn’t change any further because of the difference between their genetic,
RNA and DNA codes between Kyuubi and the human body
itself. It’s also possible Naruto’s offspring may
also have a little red chakra inside them, but not enough like the mother or
sire because they didn’t have the source.

She looked back at Kakashi, her
hand still holding the scroll. Narrowing her eyes angrily, she asked, “Why
didn’t you inform me about this?”

Kakashi’s hand waved carelessly in
the air. “Well, that’s actually not my place, but I thought the Sandaime would leave a note for the next Hokage if something happened?”��

“At least you could have told me, baka!”
yelled Tsunade.

Kakashi just replied sheepishly,
“Sorry, Godaime-sama. It’s just we had many things to
be worried about at that time. And I was told by the Sandaime
to never tell anyone else, even the new Hokage, if it
was not necessary enough.”�
��
Tsunade glared once more at the
silver-haired jounin before huffing tiredly. Closing
the scrolls she then put them in a safe place. Staring back at Kakashi, the blond woman informed him, “I have some
information for you, Kakashi. Naruto
didn’t just lose blood and be poisoned; apparently his female reproduction
system finally matured enough. So at the same time he was brought to the
Hospital, he also had his first monthly cycle, or what we call menstruation.”

Kakashi was shocked; nonetheless,
he still kept his impassive look. “So this means if Naruto
does have sexual contact or anal sex between himself and another male, if he’s the
bottom or the uke, he will get pregnant, won’t he?”

The blond woman rolled her eyes, annoyed at Kakashi’s vulgar word. “Well, yes he will.” She stopped as
she thinks. She finally said, “I think he must be informed so in the future
there is no confusion or regret.”

Kakashi nodded in agreement, he
had the same opinion with the Godaime. No matter
what, they must talk it over with Naruto before crying
over spilt milk in the future. At least they could prevent it. They hoped Naruto’s reaction wouldn’t be too bad about this, but
knowing his temper what they could do?

They sat in deep thought about how many times Naruto’s suffered. God always had his twisted way at the
boy to make him suffer enough. It’s always about Kyuubi,
the Uchiha, the villagers and the council. Is this
the burden becoming a Jinchuriki? If this is true, no
wonder most of the Jinchurikis are crazy and sick, not
to mention had an obsession about killing in some sadistic way.

But thank god Naruto wasn’t like
them, and he had strength and power beyond what people thought. He had power to
defend himself from the darkness and loneliness. And may they say, actually all
of them were inspired about all of Naruto’s doing and
thinking. As long as Naruto’s spirit is alive, Konoha had their hope and future.

The Fire Spirit

Fire of Konoha
…………………..
TBC

AN: �Well, I think I need to get some rest but I want
your review for sure. Well you can see others chapter on my ff.net. Just need
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