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Friends with Benefit
By: Late-Sleeper
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Backs a Bitch
Chapter 3
The next day after Naruto’s confession, I did exactly what I
promised him. I confessed to Hinata, on which, I
wished I didn’t.
I remembered her exact words as I waited for her ‘yes’. “I’m
sorry I like someone else. I like Naruto-kun. I’m sorry Sasuke-kun.”
I almost walked out on her but I held my emotion intact and
waved my sudden rejection coolly. She bowed her head and ran away, away from me
as I was left wallowing in pain.
Shit! I was fucking rejected by the first girl I ever had
taken interest in. Rejected!
And it was all Naruto’s fault.
My face hardened at that
thought. I walked away from where I was standing towards the place I know the
blond dobe, the bearer of misery, the thorn on my
almost perfect world, usually hung out.
Just as I thought, the dobe was
there and was hanging out with our so-called friends laughing and chatting. I
hated him for it. I hated him more and more. I stalked towards them and pulled
him roughly off his chair. Neji, one of our sempai in our previous club glared
at me but said nothing. He knew how close the dobe
and I were, and if he and I ever fought, he knows Naruto would be on my side
even if I’m on the wrong.
I dragged him out of the ramen shop and towards my
apartment. He said nothing and I never gave him a reason to why I am dragging
him there.
I wanted to scream at him that it was his entire fault.
That I’m going crazy and I don’t know why.
My mind is in confusion and he’s the only thing that’s
invading it.
“Sasuke?”
“I was rejected.” ‘Because of you!’
I screamed inside my mind. He gaped at me and just said ‘Oh’. I think he too
was shocked that a girl rejected me!
ME! Uchiha Sasuke, hot sex on
legs, campus crush for four consecutive years was
rejected by a girl!
“I’m sorry.”
He should be! I wanted to scream.
“How can I help?” He asked looking at me searchingly. I said
nothing because I really don’t know what I wanted from him. I really don’t know
what I want. He might have sensed it. “I don’t know what you want Sasuke but, I
could comfort you if you let me?”
“That wouldn’t be enough.” Hugs and comforting words
wouldn’t be enough.
He looked at me with those glaze eyes of him. He suddenly
bowed his head and shook it then looked at me again with resolve written on his
face. “Sasuke, I could…I could comfort you with my body. I could give it to you
even for one night.”
“Then do it.” I really don’t what came over me but I
accepted it just like that.
Or, maybe I did.
I wanted revenge.
If I couldn’t have Hinata, then she couldn’t have my best friend, simple as
that.
I was selfish, I know.
That night something happened between the dobe and me. It was a spur of the moment so we never did
mind to do some protection. We did it. Four times, until I filled the void deep
inside of me. I took him bareback and spilled into him my essence until I could
no longer move in exhaustion.
We lay for a few minutes until we caught our breath. Naruto
hold onto me like a child as I brushed his hair every now and then. I don’t
know why I did it, it just that it was right to do it at that moment. I heard
him purred a bit when I combed through his hair and played with our intertwine
fingers.
“Sasuke
I…”
Then the magic was broken, I was back again to the feeling
of disgust, even more now after what happened between us. I cut his confession
short. “This is just a one night stand, dobe. It
means nothing to me but lust.”
I heard the sudden hitch on his breath but he just nodded
his head in agreement. “Don’t worry Sasuke, I’m only
doing this for our friendship. I don’t hope for anything else.”
“Good.” I felt a sudden a pain in my chest upon hearing it
but took it for granted.
“Then are we still best friend?” He asked softly on which I
just nodded my head. He was content at that as
he said his thanks.
The days passed and we were the same as before except that
we were fucking like bunnies in heat, though this time he requested that we use
rubber for a very pathetic reason that he wanted the next time he feels someone
cum inside him that it was the person he would be with forever.
“I wanted to reserve at least that to the person I’m going
to spend my life with.” I remembered him saying.
Well I already took his virginity so I really don’t have the
right to refused. Though I felt a bit irritated at it but I shook it off. This
was just lust. I don’t care if I cum into him or not. A fuck is a fuck, condom
or no condom.
We were like that for two weeks and honestly, I really don’t
know why we did it and why I wanted it. I was over what Hinata
did to me, so I wondered why I was still
extracting my revenge on Naruto.
I kept on repeating this is just us being horny and we just
needed to release. We’re just using each other’s body…nothing more nothing
less.
It’s just lust.
Then one day he stopped coming to my apartment, I shrugged
it off and went on my own normal routine. Or so I thought…
On the fourth day of no sex with Naruto, I was on the verge
of insanity…not fucking him left a void in my normal life. I was so used on seeing
him inside my apartment and waking up beside him.
I was actually missing how I played with his hair as he
sleep, the way his head lay on top of my chest, the way he whispered my name
when we reached climax.
I took my phone and dialed his number. Four days was enough.
I need an explanation and I wanted a good one. Three rings before he answered
it.
“Where are you and why are you avoiding me?” I asked him
straight to the point. He mumbled an apology and explained himself. He told me he
was on a club trip and hadn’t had the chance to contact me because of the
suddenness of it and he just got back from it and was actually going to call me
but I got to him first.
I cursed softly on what I was feeling but I couldn’t help
it. He muttered a sincere apology and he asked if I wanted to meet up. I
answered yes since I really don’t have much to do since it was Christmas break
and I don’t have a club like he did.
The next day we were together again, we talked about our
next step after high school because it was a few months until we graduated. I told him I’ll pursue college and wanted to go to
Toudai. While he on the other hand wanted to manage a
small business after high school, college was not his thing and Iruka –his adopted father wanted to build a small business
on which he would be working on.
Somehow, I felt a sudden loneliness at it. We were going on
separate ways after this. He must have discern it when he muttered that he will
be always with me, whether I like it or not.
I smiled at that.
I was going to asked him to go home with me when suddenly a
hand reach out to him and tapped him on the shoulder. I frowned when he
suddenly blushed and stuttered as the owner of the hand said ‘hi’ to him.
Their chitchat was short but I could feel Naruto’s aura
change and glow. When they waved goodbye to each other I hurriedly asked Naruto
who was the raven head guy on which he replied. “Someone
who’s always asking me out.”
“Oh.”
“…”
“You two look good together. Is he from your club?” ‘The one
you left me for four days without even saying ‘hey’ and ‘bye’ ‘. I
mentally added.
“Yes.”
“Then why don’t you.” I said. If pouting wasn’t a crime,
which it is in the Uchiha law, I would have pouted.
He blushed and muttered a maybe. After that, I went straight home while giving
an excuse that I needed to finished something important.
After that talk, I never went to see him nor replied to his
messages. I was so pissed that I couldn’t even answer why. Just
pissed off for no apparent reason.
Then one day I saw him at school kissing the guy, the raven
head guy. Something in me throbbed in pain as I stared at them. I felt the time
stopped and I wanted to cry. However, Uchiha don’t
cry, I told myself over and over but the pain still lingers.
School had started again and I couldn’t help but bumped into
him. He asked me how I’ve been and how he missed me. Like a fool I accepted him
once more into my life like what I saw was nothing.
We chatted like we used to, but another person was added in
our dysfunctional friendship.
Sai. His boyfriend.
His boyfriend who I just noticed that look exactly like me.
Who teased him just like me, as cynical, cool, bastard, anti-social like me.
I told myself that I shouldn’t get affected. That I should be happy for him. That it was right for him to
find another one to love him.
They actually lasted for a month until he knocked on my door
drunk and crying. I heard they suddenly called it off one day and I never heard
why and the guy flew away to god knows where.
Well good riddance.
“He wanted me to live with him. To marry him but I told him
I was still young and I want to feel the world, explore, meet new people.” He
laid his head on my chest as we laid on my bed.
I didn’t say anything but just combed his hair as I listened
to him whine and cried about Sai. I was totally in
confusion on what I was feeling right now when I offered him my body…for
comfort.
Like he did when I was in his shoes.
That night we had sex and before he passed out, he mumbled
something that I could never forget. “…Sai wanted me
to go away from here…be away from you…but I can’t.”
Again, like before, we had sex everyday until he got over Sai, then Kiba came, the rebound guy. The sex didn’t
stopped but it was few and hurried which I was once again greatly irritated
because I was used on having him beside me after Sai-bastard
left.
However, this one was a short one. He told me it was just
lust and Kiba was too much of an animalistic guy that he was not the only
partner Kiba had. He cried again that night after they broke up so I offered
him my body again.
It was like a routine now. He had so many flings that lasted
for a day to a week and he always demanded my body for comfort after they broke
up.
I know he felt like he was using me but I couldn’t tell that
I’m the one who was benefiting the most from our fuck-up relationship.
He had Shikamaru for three days, and Chouji
for two days, He even dated an old guy Kakashi for
week.
There was also Shino, Gaara and a snot-brat name Konohamaru and the list goes on and on and on.
Honestly, I don’t give a fuck because in the end the one he
would go after it all, was me, and I was a happy
whenever his relationship didn’t work.
I was happy that he would go to my apartment demanding sex,
wanting my comfort and sleeping beside me like a child. I don’t know when and
how exactly but I realized that I had fallen in love with him.
When I finally made peace with myself and what I feel for
him, I finally filled the void in my heart. The only thing left is to tell him
how I feel.
On which I did…subtly.
“Be mine.” I usually whisper to him after we had sex, on
which he would reply. “I’m already yours Sasuke. You’re my best friend and I
would always be.”
Whenever he said that it would rip my heart apart, but I
never loose hope. Someday I knew he would feel
the same way again. He’d come around like it did with me. I couldn’t force
the issue that fast I might loose him like I did when he confessed to me the
first time.
I know he still loves me.
I’ll wait for the time that he’ll finally admit it to himself that I’m the only guy left. Then I would
hold on to him and never let go, but for now I’ll just cherished this fuck-up
relationship of ours.
Or, so I thought.
Because life is a bitch and I think it hates me for a reason.
Because on the day of my birthday he suddenly blurted out that,
he and Neji were going out.
I could have just shrugged it as I normally do when he dates
someone but I couldn’t because Neji is our friend and he knows what Naruto and
I do.
I know he would never let Naruto get near me again because
he knows that we still fuck even though Naruto is dating someone. I know he
wouldn’t let it happen.
And like I predicted he took Naruto away from me. He took
the only person I loved away from me. I tried to
rationalized that it would be over soon and Naruto would be crawling back to me
again but months had passed and my predictions didn’t came through.
Until one stormy night, I heard a knock on my door and I
opened it to reveal a soaking Naruto. His eyes bloodshot from
tears.
The day has finally come…or so I hope, but it wasn’t what I
expected.
“Sasuke, Neji asked me to marry him.”
I gaped at him and wishing that he answered ‘no’ so that we
could proceed to sex, but as I told you, life hated me.
“I said yes.”
Tears streamed down from both our eyes. He said that he was
not getting any younger and he wanted to settle down and Neji came at the right moment and at the right time. I
could feel my heart breaking in two. I wanted to tell him how I feel but my
mouth couldn’t form the words and I just blurted out. “Can we at least have sex
for the last time?”
As I asked this, his sobs got louder and louder and he run
towards me and hugged me tight. I too was already crying softly. I kissed the
top of his head as I run my hands over the small of his back while he murmured
my name repeatedly like a mantra.
“Naruto…” He looked up at me with sadness filling his blue
eyes. I touched his cheeks and caressed it. “…could I…could I cum inside you?”
He smiled and nodded.
I smiled down at him and proceeded to undress him as I
rained kisses on his face down to his neck and body.
That night we made love. Not fuck. Not sex. Because I know
every touch we made, every moan we made it was orchestrated by love.
As I requested we didn’t use a rubber. It was the second
time we did without it. Somehow, I wanted to ask him if I were the one he
wanted to spend his life with, like he promised way back when.
But the question never left my lips.
And here we are now. Cuddled to each other, him sleeping
peacefully beside me as I combed his hair and whispered ‘I love you’ to him
even though I know he’ll never hear it. I looked at the clock again and almost
wanted to cry when I realized it was already six in the morning… two more hours…
I only have two more hours.
I looked down on him again and whispered on his ear. “Naruto,
can I keep you?”
Forever
OWARI
Late_Sleeper: okay…..I was kinda shocked to learn that I haven’t posted this chapter
her….hehehe my bad….then again….I wanted to write
this chapter in a very supped duper XXX-way but I was already drooling from
mental images that I got lazy to type…
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